二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWRhqOb8B7
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnQgGtmyZZ
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那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59FH8aIavb
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那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj8hpTPqB6
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接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEltiTYwEi
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他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eNKZVTe0b
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我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ62VODykQ
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他以微笑作回應。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULK82v9Puj
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鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsJ9eu7ynK
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在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMKQm7wWuy
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帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGp1mzNoFV
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我的視線緊跟著他的背影。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD7QZV6h6F
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直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9lFwGkEba
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他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJlfccQrJq
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看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AaV7STQIG
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忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBZHs4s3lS
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我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfpfqSPfJB
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刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUocjYpFxJ
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我，再一次，放棄了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquyfBVBn26
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「果然，怎樣也回不去。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1goAdb4E6
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我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhu4gCVbY7
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沒關係，下一次再試就好了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KLTF9TXv2
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我經常這般對自己說。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAzK9M9Yhe
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4JXbadGVv
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWsmhxpxkQ
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那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxFY5QOwfO
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我已經，再也看不見色彩了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEHLKmhLu7
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至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb4jxGFzDZ
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我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kd1a4yu82
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「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0qbyPaIdc
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或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi3TP8De8d
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtfhnPfVzR
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一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStyjDxdCXL
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家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQPGI0BudT
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為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOqx1TkScE
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對，是我的壓力。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYFcQc5nCi
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那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCsVlSuBzy
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我，力不膚支。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ418U2pmRAf
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在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxRZgvwESJ
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「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OKCKk8saH
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不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlsOj7MwSQ
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那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0Sj8k3JJf
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他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNWCv1ze2O
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我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ203AK9VsCh
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我沒資格。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLgmzpYsIt
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我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tu8vccLhJ
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黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MCAcfketj
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我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyvhEPwGBK
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