二零一八年一月十日，我接管了一間工作室。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3v0dAXlt1
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工作室的前主人，是一個無名的男插畫家。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZm8BTsbdI
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那孩子，於一個月前以低價轉讓出自己曾經的寶貝。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mZHTm5U8k
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那個插畫家年僅二十五，是一個家人不支持他，認為他是一個年輕不有為的大小孩。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8P0vnuMv7
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接管工作室鑰匙那天，那孩子哭得十分悽涼，說:「拜託你，好好珍惜我的工作室。求求你...」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFRUjEjEEU
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他緊握我拿著工作室鑰匙的雙手，一雙有著堅定眼神的眼睛中，藏著海量的淚。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtWUkApop4
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我點點頭，皺著眉頭並給予他回應:「我會，好好珍惜它的。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXinXQwnXB2
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他以微笑作回應。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgx6oDF7k7
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鬆開我雙手後，他在這只剩四道牆壁、沒有任何色彩的工作空中，收拾著一個月前被遺漏的作品。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vnDtIMY3c
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在我眼中，那些畫作只有黑白色，但卻看得出來，那孩子的畫功，十分精緻。「謝謝你，我走了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF2e9UC2CY
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帶著哭腔，他毫不遲疑地離開了曾經屬於他的「畫廊」。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3Crv6Ek75
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我的視線緊跟著他的背影。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDJiZLRLPc
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直至，他離開了工作室，徹底消失在我眼前。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqzhH8IaDj
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E37jmY6w2
他離開後，我鬆了一口氣。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldFCSOperN
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看著這曾經熟悉的工作室，十分感慨。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYC7XBCtpp
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忽然想起一件很重要的事情...我走至牆壁處，雙手雙臂都緊貼著牆壁，深深嗅了一下，鼻腔頓時充斥著油漆的氣味，「還是...來遲了...」對，遲了，挽回不了了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnonxinTOal
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2zVYzzymc
我一如既往的拿起刀子，向牆壁用力一刺，刀子果然陷入了厚厚的油漆層中。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhixDcgKoz
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刺了一下又一下，撕開了一層又一層的油漆。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPJfqJTIUU
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我，再一次，放棄了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNa4eAeji8
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「果然，怎樣也回不去。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ICdEmK2Ty
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我跪在地上，雙手捂著臉，哭了個死活。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowbpEJ99Yi
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沒關係，下一次再試就好了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzzA1VspDS
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我經常這般對自己說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw0pas9PdM
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但...也許，再沒有下一次了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuvuhWMnUL
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雙手移到心臟所在的位置，「也許，真的沒有了..」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX6U7GHUz7
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那孩子的眼裡，藏著一整個海洋；而我的眼裡，只剩下一遍死海、不再有生氣。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY00jRnnsD
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我已經，再也看不見色彩了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0m36l37XM
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至少，讓那孩子看得到吧，拜託祢...雙手合十，懇求著那位至尊至聖的父親。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvMhDszr4Z
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我以亞孟作祈禱的結尾，以滿臉的淚水作誠意。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqNAQIwdbD
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「除了我的靈魂和心靈，我沒甚麼可以奉獻給父親祢了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEQcgrZqOu
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFKXonPEQ7
或許那孩子並不認識我，但我卻比任何人更要了解他。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAecYAer2xN
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他，名叫李浩誠，一個大學藝術系畢業的才子。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB3BcfHaVm
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一心想一輩子都用來追尋自己的夢想，卻已經留不住夢的二十五歲插畫家。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbpqCZjFI9
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家人不斷地阻止、打壓、不給予支持，甚至以言語漫罵，說:「我看死你會後悔一世。為甚麼不好好聽話？為甚麼要辛苦自己？明明你是當醫生的材料...」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nlwziJtSx
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為甚麼、為甚麼、為甚......家人一句又一句的為甚麼，讓我的壓力及情緒都累積的頂點。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9n48ex4Dd
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對，是我的壓力。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooWuNvRhZ4
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqTlr2bHUD
那些無形的壓力陪伴了我有五年之久。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAycuGyjVZ
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAQTCfQ2SX
我，力不膚支。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU10SdHXOtp
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt5OSrmzCM
在我把工作室出售的那一天，一個男人來找我，並把我罵了一頓。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tA2uD5wwc
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElhak1nmiT
「你真的甘心放棄追夢嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPnD2gs2zP
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIo6XltpCu
不，我不甘心。但我不敢反抗。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkPWXXUdWx
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那天，我在他面前把地板哭濕了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNEiq9ZLng
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他給予我擁抱，我卻毫不猶豫地離開。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQVLRuMirq
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGNlgmhyfL
我承認我沒膽量繼續去闖蕩，也不再有能力守護我的「畫廊」。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe287OuyvWo
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我沒資格。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO3ra0ZZnI
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我合上眼，背後出現了一個黑洞。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZLcOG8d0R
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黑洞裡伸出了無數隻屍手，想把我狠狠拉進黑洞的最深處。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2OWtQtmJg
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我已無力反抗，任由黑洞把我吸進去。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiYY6gMO6d
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