春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKo1VOBlQt
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMz8RQk1Mf
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6U9wpf32R
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjeKimCiJq
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUX8qOtOhq
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG6r4TYYYy
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahhV88rL8Z
郭禹震了一下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixh8MHySwD
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdr2J2eUvPA
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAgHrqUCFH
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaPrW5rQm2
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrWAIFmUme
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QOBS58qMs
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XT4e2JgUk
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9DK8T6Dkb
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9c6y0tQ5t
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zHWp1opjm
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphZPiRLXET
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCmtdivGbv
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8DpF9EkTk
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg85uaFu3g
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktMBaefD3d
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdl9MokyDO
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbaQY0pYmA
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCqvNfEuoR
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC0pAzggNf
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6lUkkPgRR
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi8pPqclNs
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7hKyOxoiV
「嗯。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hzzy0qaB8
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSHlGk6DXu
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUFuMpnPL1
被拉得很長、很長。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5v6Gt0YBG
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXESYDLmejl
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf6eOpC4CS
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahipuUcwF7
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3FtZOel7S
她抹抹眼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMNslq7koT
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUP4bV25EB
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmITf9kPf3S
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa2cXQb6a6
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzydrGnFBa
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIO9nUDNsw
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK656z6QvEX
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9pUtiECtE
「什麼？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMNTarjLKh
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKo6TvoYo7
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLBbKicasF
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZRiKpWcEL
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cRHqXYb62
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTeg6v5NcR
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9gImTdx5D
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzem3Piw0qe
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpw4lRTS4M
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuZrtGe8up
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztvVk3QcQg
回來了。那個熟悉的她。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbQBknSEqV
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8KySH0BO2
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mNa8SaAEm
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshjBwWF9w6
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAroha3PmP
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放學，郭禹回到家。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZSK8qX69Z
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuSiO0PWvF
「好⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2uSIYkZlA
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq8OYb6qFF
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGranUMIJgS
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy22hHU3nG
爸爸沈默的看著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAduafgMgz
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvEFocbnzb
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFNEBMFBi0
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tNcpOBzkN
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGHDQ0aje6
她吞了吞口水。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoI4fiV17p
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHVvbcg7mg
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUN1fWyRWL
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzLVWhz8rC
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lBBBGiUJB
唔。她馬上放低眼神。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BiV8USBUg
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ9cNIO5WH
安靜的那種。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BzdnAPqfO
讓人發寒。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX0RenY3yY
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEYDBCNwoX
郭禹點點頭。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6uNualmUy
「是。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucQy5TPvKi
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa3FHcguWg
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2GG8YInkc
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zw9PgQkwN
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE1FoN7PrT
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QX74Kev9K
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLjUGEPnYR
然後，是她今天說過的話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD6BoHjwsH
——「不會累嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN4hPa6oUj
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb6BkDiK63
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThhAhsvNU5
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fpP6s0mcK
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EcK8sO7KC
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFi2ittlqA
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkbEyAZSnG
「是啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVjgk1RGBo
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc44AtVAlLz
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4nu8ypjYu
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXgXT2rCmV
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTF4uSgPEa
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknhb4yQEEz
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ocxHaCKuc
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfLtg3WSF6
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaLvgv53P4
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVXKabRcGn
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggJ3xwpc91
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffa57l0EJQ
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVtKfAgBmM
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61Rnh5DIqb
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X5BZCXcMg
「腦袋有問題。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb67bIVMDgT
「哈哈。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52QLuYyfIp
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBpanyUaAi
「啊！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoSwsg7hZq
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NpUIEN4pO
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAYKFv0pwv
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaswUwW0ciN
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOMSKit3pQ
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1IuJldFre
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbJeuyAsNg
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AJVuMIsVD
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDxcPoe6wn
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaNVITqYTU
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFJoaxufK1
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG74QQ8dYD
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlScimjNoEW
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGmdh7iYlp
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPzbDR8fFf
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZoxTz4LzU
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurcxN1fDyE
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5yNr8zIdn
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvIiIcP06S
郭禹的表情僵住。 449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPijFJ0O7Y
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ijpjDsz0H
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUrYrrFasP
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRFoxrsnpo
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV2mIADH5M
「妳——」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5OflZJaQy
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfALPcPRlI
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn7RJJ0gp4
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZG5WMSgyj
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwJ5EiFhBK
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0PZJcBobu
——真是可恥。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY6WKSsn7R
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmQQLphSlG
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzxff117fG
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4EVJq1V1b
也許她可以⋯⋯449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZDFvzl1Ex
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzvLIzgKNP
她一震。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWkJ35F3Q5
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzjOTY6yzP
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerwphzI124
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFifwG604X
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHzAIluzOC
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRTJ3qaaVb
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS4Z55yXz2
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyLBjr4fss
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1wPNnJU8F
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nvzEAjttY
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGjo1mdINL
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6eFeKmazw
「別再說了！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9UJmI1iqP
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69mCcjZmx1
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCoBBOrpWd
「快追！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiDuOl15n2
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNFaWzUtO1
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgzDimtpK7
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vSchrYHkD
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnuaQyUeuR
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJolOOxBO1K
「不要，要走就——」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4B4VslUWX
「拿著。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbpKVw1ZFY
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h46XtNZK2
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQiSUqfpNf
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONiZ9scT1L
「騙人——」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdLeTaxwuE
「我像是在說謊嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJceRl1zDC
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle3wxuYWvC
「很好。現在快跑。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhziakc8jLD
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5LGSkgQTc
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWHOsPAQSE
郭禹。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGB6quBQTu
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlHVMUoGOp
而她正在哭。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ252rdXYeCz
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptHxGgswgk
為什麼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMEgMd6vfy
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlckG46amo
而今天，是大考當天。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1joM7OrZB
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMY9bLwbrs
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ccOu3hI9X
「妳怎麼了？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkU6a5KAEn
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vG71AJLE9
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GR5W79zvf
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YdmXnUqss
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODyHWapsm6
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQq3k97qsx
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiWigIebAr
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8BPLLAGrR
「⋯⋯嗯。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UoyFU3cCe
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA7zdlXrf4
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRBe15gr0O
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX86ex5ME1
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLDmmNM4td
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCLLElKKZt
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH79vBVeUU
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBC4Tqyhgg
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sQAOhIgV1
那是個墓碑。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtNpLM5Zu9
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkuK2ns6xD
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXwl4kVyYp
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xGOgW7Pks
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDO9XjSHGx
「我不——」她試著開口。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY22mD0exVq
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgPMKBuWTS
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZnDDTbNf9
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxCOM9FnXn
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEt5GqEpXj
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWLZKX4Qqz
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY8Jh1Db4D
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFzZxfyoeP
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYydlneVHeL
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyOzMM5SCK
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtRzrWMuPH
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RVCQJm9ps
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX2920Tx6J
信封署名是給她的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrBRjmxGuI
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrQkIy9uY1
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeSppk96BD
郭禹 上449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AvrlOh9cg
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtJesfZCUz
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtezeiJzg7W
或許，是從一開始吧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPBtR33Y9C
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkpx8doiON
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblPUR0DsKo
現在這樣、最好。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwukeKyhU3
看吧，一切都不會改變。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37PKpjXQkN
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkpmZeZ9eM
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySgXAvrpfl
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5qyrdV62H
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RdgNDVBfL
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzZ0yyNtLT
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74kX0Q9bHn
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7cVtMnHbc
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
ns 15.158.61.6da2
