春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eiEMdvgnJ
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5pNwmRtmJ
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuKKLK2rYA
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBLIgPYqvU
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75MN3T90Bq
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesuW1ZLd7p
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLgjBZgV6X
郭禹震了一下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLMFkm3gzs
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMoexF1njI
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPdBYTbIwm
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDljyUwKUiU
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetxQ1ni8h0
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xqf6vpjdm
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQyc9zRPod
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ROMIvvGv
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNtkiDmNQ2
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukvtwn974L
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh428JRW2M3
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFdMMqO7VV
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOm4x2mDPU
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYcWGU1B0O
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyEjA4YyLs
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfaP0e5Bqv
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZHVdR7KsL
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcburj71s3
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBiD6uLSgP
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lcfgMy9p2
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaOIeRyOrJ
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlmtJR2PZ2
「嗯。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9egrrvrawl
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKtkMrEhGb
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkFmKU0WaD
被拉得很長、很長。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiOsn6mm3f
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgt29sxySR
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCsJeZ119v
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQF4r3f2ku
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEmqsBtYHP
她抹抹眼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tfHErEeHH
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiG3keFo0V
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVzX9gK1JW
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH16rgIjOZ9
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TP8nCGITZ
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF8PjhOHDm
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvJ3uTeeOD
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbFNep9E4P
「什麼？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1alICzlQm
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWcOjccccR
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQDSmAxGxn
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgm6fDsEvU
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVOPLTPvYc
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrAoQpiJwg
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaNQPiDzW8
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjqoJySo5i
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhpBwnjvwF
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyvgY5V310
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIEvoLInRB
回來了。那個熟悉的她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmi49GDwoC
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL9LDYuZet
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGswnmg1vxk
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoqN8YufyA
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAbtBjzvRT
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放學，郭禹回到家。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSsTFzxWNq
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw853Abd3v
「好⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93faCjf8za
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRsS8RV6MR
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWFwWZds2p
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WIqvyMhrz
爸爸沈默的看著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6eNiyr5h7
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WUAY7AkjB
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlK3hRMQ2h
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUehOOvGbG6
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmSTxhH7Wp
她吞了吞口水。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfOiSTxwcj
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeBazEHHm7
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSChHubtQE
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIeajQaARu
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGyI7A9Z8W
唔。她馬上放低眼神。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJznJbw8dR
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AY5pjGkv4
安靜的那種。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVjIOLEe33
讓人發寒。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVvzNH3WV9
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo9pMx15hJ
郭禹點點頭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL4ocWGOWV
「是。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsMT9nWyUR
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayFS04e3a1
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLN53TEVtA
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0WpnZTk5C
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFEWDynGiO
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpLQXP42tq
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wb2JW7GQV
然後，是她今天說過的話。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HgOC2ToaW
——「不會累嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSejeP0vZT
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3nQAV5CKs
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2Fe3EOM9G
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySYaXg9p8B
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8BpsNyfXb
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCBGMqJviK
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmcgyzVM6X
「是啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKai6S6V75x
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiF4AAOoUC
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbVvQPn6Jg
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLmBZhRiz3
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XKCq0aWGP
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoeyt64zlV
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwUV1ZNBSq
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SJbjIVeFR
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr5Vcu0AJq
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZlUY7lpFY
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQLnMRqbrY
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH8CpyQdmC
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM9CyTlUam
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18TswM5SFL
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat8Nr41JEg
「腦袋有問題。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZHPTcA6C0
「哈哈。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCRtPi9LB8
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8tjd31s8z
「啊！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt0KSSZOAI
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqEw1NPssG
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhNLfN4lSZ
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQp0obVHxf
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkfz0AD5gg
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UxocMSo2b
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzLUJ15cCO
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI55Am0ZJ4
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbCtqukntP
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4QexnRQ5s
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zTwqkmM6E
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvSfwkSsFf
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kwGb432Vo
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiILsofwt9
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk5xwlTj2H
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEqKnSTsb8
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wYosoyNIk
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiEd4gEuEu
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxoTTNHaxZ
郭禹的表情僵住。 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg14QTynVp
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINaiPYASt2
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIigg8VIuT
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA3PehaACy
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyp9gq6f4T
「妳——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U7I7cUmxk
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfs3DzKkaZ
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5jy3wA44d
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecXkzKMTwU
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINlenpT3Ou
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wMYbWfE84
——真是可恥。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xwlLjrctH
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWhZQYye1g
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyUHFsm4jw
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85jOtsSAWz
也許她可以⋯⋯471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdfucLZBH7
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenJM3g4Jwc
她一震。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZFAGSjV3w
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSppiypzOx
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnzuJfzJQ8
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J7UmI1LR2
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGQ7BlWywz
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT3lSyL02h
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwI52Hk2wI
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIEDDbbdQh
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaSJINsEZK
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3PmUZTEqY
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt2BGHuBH1
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1IXdfsM1D
「別再說了！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEia6CCRGDh
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWcvzUUALn
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cauYi9nPq
「快追！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzANlRBOux
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgx6fPsrna
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2DGzpjTbq
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXEaYzyj4o
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4IhIFmqBQ
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0mJ4YXKRX
「不要，要走就——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKujkRDY4BE
「拿著。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q5b88aM2z
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzaQsmLdQR
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypRnnwRvz0
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwPyYRThWy
「騙人——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDT663i5v3
「我像是在說謊嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFwPCd3Reb
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRD6OZztf0
「很好。現在快跑。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cdlwpX7Kl
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktNulQiuex
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahciJBGVmD
郭禹。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69dPCDKc4v
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmT0PP4Fp9
而她正在哭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJGymqcEcs
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEgpDxCwFF
為什麼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLomntXScG
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHHH7oRNEl
而今天，是大考當天。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgzroRCQ3J
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuezQOnyBE
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB7kVps5s5
「妳怎麼了？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacAPkoOS7k
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlC9qySdVk
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkolf6DkZj
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH9Aqinicm
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNeeTU69rM
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKHts8ekOT
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYYzEUYCft
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhuMsC2ULQ
「⋯⋯嗯。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hT2MMZen1
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SjhRsKwtv
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8ZgGszWTg
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z6Ntq9b0x
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEd2NQ3wxJ
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYUGSRtsf8
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo7F1caPOK
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IkRF1c8c9
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreMCuvdCOL
那是個墓碑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMcIMKexRs
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy0aTgcXRI
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXULooHAmm
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu2dFBmqNU
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlycb8lFix
「我不——」她試著開口。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPiu4qAiUJ
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoDmeMrg5k
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSPf7jIo0K
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowEDBjfUi0
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFuynzeB2y
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJle5iOwNe
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl5rS6MVcZ
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4hCQthrHO
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChRv2Y6Gyg
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAfWPZshZS
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRlcCTb3nk
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVWpiWwF0L
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGBiy65iRA
信封署名是給她的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvhYxhcObQ
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkLpzgWfuO
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXya0LVU15J
郭禹 上471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy86TZ6wBR
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUrLlfEzc1
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLPyd1KBsK
或許，是從一開始吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jlxm0ET87
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvafeC2owF
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dpWjXiHV4
現在這樣、最好。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZSLJO0a2x
看吧，一切都不會改變。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEH2wOTqKR
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn4tXYcut4
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA97B4qgPCf
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9eZ2eFZTa
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsYOkvWJML
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBhwqOa9WC
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TtxfSdPZO
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3MUF05A79
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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