春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wg444gABL
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoxbuR2Ao5
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcwgcyUaQb
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTZ6ebDOgv
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCtes7nn8n
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡputye1xSHI
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy1P1owA1A
郭禹震了一下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSJ4yXoz6y
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u1kstgKtP
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaDE3KHVzy
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4y0vXAGJG
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrPWcrt2Rr
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ySUve5BJR
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNQc80zXBK
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVwt8zy8ej
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgleAkOhjkH
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLGTwWdvQV
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfWhJrWc1b
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4IsrdhYcQ
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bbvON8MLI
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfwtNGx0KN
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAuL48THDM
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G5t0XRfAA
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0l6laCHnY
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJIhmVkcxm
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNhlM9HBmc
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zGgmsEpXn
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJLZwbsMDO
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dZl9tkre8
「嗯。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTuRZiNbfg
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlthUt9unWS
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakyBaVOz1f
被拉得很長、很長。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqrLrpL4IS
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfLmEjsDqm
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZdRam0L0Q
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFOUe48OoK
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxviWSJxX5
她抹抹眼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOlJ9WTeld
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevGe1YOvPU
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlE59PlNEJ
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3HVl3OpLv
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERd7MycQBQ
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkhc6eJxFr
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34Yutu4Up7
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd1kyU3bJ4
「什麼？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYb1EqBZBU
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lqJc3Ow2g
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmxwmeGCWK
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ8JdQfbNs
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qzdAh7ZMj
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOYYekwW0i
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzxQu5fpq0
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lDz9G9coS
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYdsHW0p1e
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMe1tremNy
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqGNuked8L
回來了。那個熟悉的她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTGdWHerMe
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Hs7EhH7q
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3nxKgcqrd
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1iOjc4jiM
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLuTv5NWhs
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放學，郭禹回到家。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5QS62WBWh
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt5zXhEwe7
「好⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLycfrsMl6
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnuirBVEFr
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGbrvRRgYg
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeSuSYjE7M
爸爸沈默的看著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflEy8s5YWs
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEBnPfshtv
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmlcVPU61l
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH7n3jbl4c
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMPNX7rG7T
她吞了吞口水。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJavD3czdq
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOkY6a16nO
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGspo8W0bQK
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivvOQWqmuh
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68uf381FPX
唔。她馬上放低眼神。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0yN7SEg3g
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjia64Px1k
安靜的那種。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTTAjLyw6f
讓人發寒。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqO7qU0JSx
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4r9A4vRua
郭禹點點頭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvXFBIpwqb
「是。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxP83sbrvZ
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWt9Nt9xS8
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYXEom1enV
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaORv0DfTY
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaqxfFU6xI
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezYER2ncia
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ907BJo67
然後，是她今天說過的話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxDCVPpCyp
——「不會累嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQwT0YDdUC
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEema62GOkS
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rNufIGGR2
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujNKmDjiUS
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhfTShDL3w
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWht6gzxDGw
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg2hIItHys
「是啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KcDIiucE5
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKUPGAARH1
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJSyVDeDcD
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KklxN2wdZ
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARcsf6cTAT
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsgJ61VdLk
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxZT5qcZtM
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLpGdDzYCs
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyz7if1t3L
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHoLyjfBaH
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6dDlVhOb2
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrlg6yOO2k
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMpl8F77Se
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TEpDCUrM5
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH9xb43Abf
「腦袋有問題。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy8xlTJ4SO
「哈哈。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFCco7kQIL
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUPOU9oUt9
「啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslgFYykngJ
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqEwsVgL2h
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrSAYEKxhD
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg58ULRGD3
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxofxH8w1fm
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35a2V4O9Oj
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS2LRGd7Ds
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluNmNNVKMN
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV3BDG3xyQ
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg33wVOZP6
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoJqQqgyhC
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsaylrEWmg
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj7MFxtTQY
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI46MN0xDz6
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUNwc6jLCN
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8956GD6zGV
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOexwRsLtsq
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsX2TBnVdzW
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MHoEftUut
郭禹的表情僵住。 469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUQKVyIP8s
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ws03mo0mR
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3OjKgYvyC
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl0weZaigF
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZo2Fwax9B
「妳——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5VN5OdTSF
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH7R0Mw5AP
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzBzMV4wQ7
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydNz9PRH2A
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvCwItdqxf
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAkwkVx9xO
——真是可恥。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ3UkgiynH
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bdEwZ5kLt
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kdKAZwY2j
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE4onSWehx
也許她可以⋯⋯469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViOqfdSDgZ
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrgtGxMYGJ
她一震。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgt8TUVCr2
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wCB0YAgru
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw6AJEKayN
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9PMMQUnVk
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgoBYlIg1Q
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSURDoZAz8N
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgxriD0JyA
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprNhweq8vz
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tpSB7tD5m
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8FpAUdI9y
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBefgM0keh
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEWhTJPahT
「別再說了！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuh8TJSmvz
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKZuv59WqU
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe03W3LyaxE
「快追！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2cX4Wqskf
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jVUrNp9k7
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFFMLq26cm
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zxVZ1LvWQ
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcksJvmLF8
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSql5j2cqX0
「不要，要走就——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPizEOQV3a
「拿著。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56uBa2Tsk9
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTW6PiwIxa
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWOBFG9mD9
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKaPQxKcnh
「騙人——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE17U4tflT
「我像是在說謊嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCbIrTAT08
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxDVVEeqrv
「很好。現在快跑。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKElU53l080
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IAwBXINkq
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D76QvnDwn
郭禹。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfZu8jmECy
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn7IT4Os1Y
而她正在哭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvJud3xcda
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZnAJ6ZrlU
為什麼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9RUssik1W
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa7sgpZ7Uo
而今天，是大考當天。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJKAsA3gJ2
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI6LdT8UJc
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjcy9WhEvH
「妳怎麼了？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnpfsZTjEH
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUodesFS8wX
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkVzD5pZCR
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpL3hoO37Y
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsuPsgA0cw
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8XxWNuPFS
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Oi1f4NmF
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV74PbwkCT1
「⋯⋯嗯。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySM1Tk6O1s
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqr8omeYHd
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR94OXWwkx
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6wDNUkZ7J
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97DqqOfbZo
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNN4SBhcTL
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5As0avDx9
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1D9ybK6vF
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnZEYpjwPM
那是個墓碑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveLD9kwGI6
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5hhIJcxMU
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjqJ8JUPpQ
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYG1H9ktc7
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yli1v1fJm
「我不——」她試著開口。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjpt8hKUAM
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVxDD1EiVH
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJgR9FldB7
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqcxEHuDDR
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e2DzCKQ0l
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPXUaxEsEw
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHWsxNVfKF
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfXrINYNee
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPoSnmwLqy
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCYKL5GC1a
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrbFKxH0tk
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw5r6cZXeF
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyd67MxuEl
信封署名是給她的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEM9UiVBk2
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh58tr1FgI
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw5xF7lx8k
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Na6zfwKzH
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcI83kEURq
或許，是從一開始吧。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwZqhp2uYD
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡingBfpU8vi
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqMff7s0Je
現在這樣、最好。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK9xdCUlnX
看吧，一切都不會改變。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XmT9ART7u
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDqQYk1fHY
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULM1PzqrkP
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop4FH4d6eC
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmvtuVW885
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRyFRBRqtI
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBrRWlcaET
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLnOGF9PS9
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
ns 15.158.61.55da2
