春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8GC8GqlaE
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtm6ZB4Eat
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi02IScRXsh
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bKjd0SupA
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjEwv9LeNd
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZXHUCgzXF
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8avKnSEkC5
郭禹震了一下。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsyCiJHFrV
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZg2tfRvdw
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhzZeQPmOw
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeWRp10PE9
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej4WzHviaT
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSCap5BM2S
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcA4d7UTl7
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvzgaRiqXM
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjbwfX4omE
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuHpvJ3Dgc
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD9NfMWZu4
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnqDs9TUin
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG0OUhqgMw
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTwsoalcwM
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHWCVg5sVn
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpMH9dzQxB
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uAYXBWbHK
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOdchRPYNl
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptHvTVbg1B
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XCEj7QuAa
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNS64oVW6p
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRRO3vTVAf
「嗯。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeySHBoIMn
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxDVOgNwui
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeIANV6JJ4
被拉得很長、很長。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuIgSUc56t
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuqT4fqDHo
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMrLVwZJgi
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsWgx6VLTl
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRDh9PSQe4
她抹抹眼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe1GgS0oke
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12G1wW4OnI
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vijnolYaV
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8RENxKlKP
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSMKg1BLdC
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoPOteJWVZ
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPDzlVe9px
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndSc97UXcr
「什麼？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9N8kH38co
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmY7RUeh3Q
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSROXmZyWg
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj4R2rRqMF
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP6ZRmsVzx
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhro4wu26Z
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y3DEs1w0S
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebYKYmWM17
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRY8jAzTrs
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzoPad8Pc6
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdINxKdcMur
回來了。那個熟悉的她。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfcITn1sTW
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6em58kDP7
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn2FBLtmwg
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPREw6rt1QQ
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3gf99SBVf
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放學，郭禹回到家。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87WNs9BooG
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92Gr1CDBOj
「好⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOrS9hnIjZ
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXo05RiLnr
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGZTXuL4PC
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6tEzoo238
爸爸沈默的看著。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq7PJJpPem
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWzf58v4L6
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj0o0qql2F
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQeoG8Vkmo
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEBYyyRP1D
她吞了吞口水。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eszSUyX0y
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqf779cct1
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nzVMJDq5P
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oQtPYEko4
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNXD6MhE3F
唔。她馬上放低眼神。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhCzmDQsh8
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriGyb8QKZ1
安靜的那種。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemu7jkDiyz
讓人發寒。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUlNo1GDTB
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgEPiO4Wiy
郭禹點點頭。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmFxOFiX1O
「是。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMzTLqgyqD
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc64USn3rtO
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE308NZDeTh
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KKsJaf15A
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJzaVazhVz
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumMSeNSfgr
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiJYQq4TTQ
然後，是她今天說過的話。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFD8kWOnhh
——「不會累嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoNrG74wXx
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wufS3XHNy
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uq2PTC20o
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WoS0IzUN1
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSL6x2716A
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy02TRVFZXn
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSMwaXCZKR
「是啊。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLsCuwSWKi
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN7R4qDnxg
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ltvndg8Qx
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiiHNLXM52
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfCw0LiYF5
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1lORWKFZM
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bJpf5MieG
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdgZZZP2Rc
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOHcLOS46I
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdgOZGfqbt
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq9cLaZj2h
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2UfVawgk0
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6KdqIubq2
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3QgBnR06Z
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaNwiqchYe
「腦袋有問題。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IIhBatmzA
「哈哈。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU6xhPctzu
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEmB0XV1Be
「啊！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BQOTrwLoF
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WRsk5rKxE
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt5ytYRRHU
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UZeh2Uv9k
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0aEsl9bqh
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E0VnppvuX
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVcDGzzmJP
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSLfekJhIc
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaztVafDZXg
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe0IrMjDUm
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgPyGgwEhP
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAREggVNRg
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PuWPFYs5e
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBSqrXJPas
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlaAYtJeq4
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIOz0qNdF8
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DV1Q4SeBA
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyV2Dstq0W
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfd5BY7Bm8
郭禹的表情僵住。 470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiyuQrB2BL
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5NZvLZ2pP
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXPww656d3
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCEGOuhYk5
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUZArfs1q4
「妳——」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0Tp3sS1HX
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsexiifPaL
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFbbhtInHf
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m6IbwNAOx
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki0JQNtl8w
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWSc2ll1Eu
——真是可恥。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xCJpGUujb
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oN2eJbK5N
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnXsDIxXHD
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYELMmAUUN
也許她可以⋯⋯470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgx8Xw1rv7
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif2Pxm5BMB
她一震。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEujyGUICHr
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RiMrRQAJJ
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pZuwdAmpQ
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHQdiP0ZuQ
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD37CV23e7
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVha58NWmvi
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqKcVBPrWI
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcH4YsEUNr
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAhBdwJP0j
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUyzSoEVnw
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlskl84c1Fy
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO7q3706ad
「別再說了！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpBTNFZqED
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQGh9sIE5K
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwQlGUaLeE
「快追！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSHAMtudMn
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jLmUH971V
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWaymXBEJV
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DvWDav8F6
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoJx4CCQvI
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakw1CFcFI1
「不要，要走就——」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufMjvwE6Ne
「拿著。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6hVI3b9OC
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp81NUvP6Xk
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwFbTjLxFM
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGqEnes2YE
「騙人——」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktpwIXL4cN
「我像是在說謊嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWscTtOlp73
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzsGdklxGO
「很好。現在快跑。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZlsl3OmIv
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraaLLrKjOu
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNGa27BgrB
郭禹。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrweiBBXwE
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLwqCvyUte
而她正在哭。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCV2wJkHft
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmCwMc2reU
為什麼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wA90isVAr
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAgEEkkpAS
而今天，是大考當天。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB42EjemCw
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFQdiymUrD
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOM0cQP32n
「妳怎麼了？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6MWvlBtf7
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxQfR3pV0x
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcIEkTI17y
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9Xmey4EGg
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjKfwuh39h
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcM16OKBu1
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu2LqKypjL
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ypIFrc6jq
「⋯⋯嗯。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXtva7mjn9
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RZFS3GTBr
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7b5KxfdEC
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ToJglNQLk
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaZTs1DMQY
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAZUq3PhJl
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP88bv9LIGv
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9UhKco4oR
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6GYxq3uVm
那是個墓碑。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr4LtvnpSl
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z7icfhbM8
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs5NaUA2ZH
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaMjklK9oa
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo7Qyg0Oe6
「我不——」她試著開口。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV7wOcbh39
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jTvdVyAnM
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zcf4cq7B7
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8F4PY5W88
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0hSFr39Kr
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYp56zBEQu
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdNW9iVWb0
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuZwkeadOp
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Atud03ic
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu22QNSPcjv
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnxVyf1TPb
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk1w5ELhED
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAzTqEg8ls
信封署名是給她的。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2DFKiu72O
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoExDoH0UhV
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh1L0PuoZP
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTERZsAeSOJ
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Coo6oydCt
或許，是從一開始吧。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO2iMdIplp
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b6m7WZyC8
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hfxfyVX9U
現在這樣、最好。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFkJKxqxv0
看吧，一切都不會改變。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf5xAdapoz
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6t9wm8Vcx
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ700x5JdKOw
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0fbmklbRZ
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVK011TZ3K
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAQNYRqUaO
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi60mvjhvF
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 470Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34QvHRY1sY
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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