春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQHZsInQPq
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFytwNEYBd
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNWAdspMgT
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkSYHMsmNv
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGWNyQomlG
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8iYqq6Hdi
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3dkuxoCZr
郭禹震了一下。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6XUrCYrQ8
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCp9vpJd8G
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDP0FFOx22
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70tA8ZFcF1
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvoSjWM1RV
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv30stABah
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAOFJ93EIS
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2xkh1dbze
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pPPcKvGWu
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8mwEZ5JBm
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQaDbTuH9m
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmYQRdw8xz
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvzxbojnyK
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy3ejBZt77
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiQRkq9ay4
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWrnEOBMr4
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRYipNSvoS
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YirxOrIAi
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNkzPqX1Jt
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUYc4h5ZQd
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk32PHXmJ3
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrqTIhcex2
「嗯。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Glh15bpw
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiPvurtKVk
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK2GJms9K5
被拉得很長、很長。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZRzUuTlhR
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkjo4OUKcT
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvX63g3TFk
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy136ILPfif
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM82ykG2n5k
她抹抹眼。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRduoYFXWCG
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZblmvx8lR
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfHLjZa56r
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCpO09IQX5
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFlqdkREQU
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8Yakj9Pah
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLv9QcPpYZ
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZkj8uGpX2
「什麼？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz18x3jAcS
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LIBPoBCIv
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwny1mbCID
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyzh5IkxiV
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0ouTkQ8yr
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhZsyukvUm
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHsHXQMv0Q
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66Hdudl95c
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0VUTGwQtu
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbrSqns82K
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLrzpsgXN8
回來了。那個熟悉的她。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMjaWMkAoI
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gbfUbVRs0
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4xFyPgr2R
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIhhIREoWv
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKgpDXXTod
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放學，郭禹回到家。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78WQFvP3tC
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88oGjQELI2
「好⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6th2hQDWym
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplwt1HZWkE
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu49cM0tFjI
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq4Rj7APHF
爸爸沈默的看著。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBiKlqTP6o
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0YH3iOTT1
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXGTmiY7fv
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzGsZXYCVR
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvMT62SMm7
她吞了吞口水。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9fkFTckl1
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04qlHxLG9q
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx90ZlZmgM
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOsP181WvJ
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDoxTDsvR1
唔。她馬上放低眼神。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAgmRevxAa
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTQWIjBG9j
安靜的那種。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqrjop0maZ
讓人發寒。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3TA6rZkfI
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNRP0ye9dp
郭禹點點頭。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm513hiAZB
「是。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7QPoPMoOX
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdcGyH9Mdh
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gY8aiWZsH
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbqts5LQuo
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBw8q7BgkI
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnQkR76IqM
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRF5nV4gqt
然後，是她今天說過的話。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspyxi72znm
——「不會累嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZallk9ruc
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ24FuVchYc
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ07fGEgyI
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqfOYiV1XW
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt8prn70mg
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZqr82ZT59
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil1AvOasa8
「是啊。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uNv4rgV5O
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59fM07p71x
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc0nEolTrI
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBlNVoHHf3
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFBHjNvBpC
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMxcGYy9XU
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xJ7gBwjTt
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMyYxA9vfC
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWDgmWGUeh
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwWqQjRxlW
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kwDpiu6u0
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaEHjBagDL
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaSvGKUsrg
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxyPtGRBZa
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsOGJZZpTL
「腦袋有問題。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNr8axiBSH
「哈哈。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjfmLI108q
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBtH4VEa6S
「啊！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm0DuGKPZm
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxh4K9Q5Cc
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRUb7dudSZ
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtGZS8UF9S
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGYOlsl6Tm
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe38Dk8Nhq
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbcMY2D804
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNs4n3xrTG
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE2XLCCw4L
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk2OjCp1B3
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PZgDr0z1C
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F7rC8JkvJ
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx6j5ME8SX
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0pj1dFHNi
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aSJrmHVK6
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZkq2Ce0Cx
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMtFeRX4ZZ
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡees5rmXTSQ
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXS9L8NcQh
郭禹的表情僵住。 472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsumejm0O9
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC1culQ8Nk
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDSCQYgnFX
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMARyiPSoJ
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H97gdmZMH
「妳——」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQv7yTVQ6e
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7HCYiHLvX
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0smkW6dBk
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TVO62HNVg
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJgXuBvMBx
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxsSFJ7XUk
——真是可恥。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cv8RynnDw
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tf15srkMl
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWiKnL24Fl
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OMtfqYwAs
也許她可以⋯⋯472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7iWMoAAuT
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8CTjXhMTy
她一震。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRts6JVWEhn
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNedotmhLU
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7JghNQTh0
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFbnaMtLkK
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWWw5vURWp
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P2n9Xe6Yq
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7GIrczvT8
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0RqIFqCwH
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhAtft9mZy
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMjV2oaf3H
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuasgeAjPN
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtwJnkRZz9
「別再說了！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0dOEZZzQl
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiMZlpyFDm
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBtgRtjwSg
「快追！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngO7A935XX
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVmdOXAXOE
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD0NgR5BkQ
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4d88AOCOP
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsABj9VeETg
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsifVP0cDnx
「不要，要走就——」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ot9AmAuOi
「拿著。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90h3Puh0VE
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbce6UAPrm5
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ac1bStduq
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta9emKvW1K
「騙人——」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqwsoaMVxU
「我像是在說謊嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE58wb26pI
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9F2FSxqkj
「很好。現在快跑。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzK5PXvRWL
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuYsSg08kG
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCCauM3uhq
郭禹。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcddvHHuLkF
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWKbb3Lmbx
而她正在哭。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZvdRFo1ZM
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHcAL2Uw8c
為什麼。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8JMQl2d1i
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vlJl1UhxG
而今天，是大考當天。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWn7YuOmkH
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwKpyow0ou
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOIw70xPYc
「妳怎麼了？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EkoQFGccq
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLH3qkcTgf
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYoaYoiQ4a
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPTvApdzBc
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwZl1DpAmK
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyut95SEQCf
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8b7Uy1OWI
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZyApcs2ZB
「⋯⋯嗯。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLwUtKyCnu
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir70wf5B8b
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ97FlDNPmG
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvGYWVl9au
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFfhDAUJcg
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX0mY9Fr9I
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0LNMcBdeT
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV57BohAQp
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPnOGglnZ5
那是個墓碑。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZqbVafVg4
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSeLNocyKd
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpl11ImVab
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lt3cK5844
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsqyMsBFz8
「我不——」她試著開口。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29JJxfPOrY
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcXaUZymKV
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53BOxEuzg8
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpbNHT0HLJ
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm9uLRsCSc
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnILIIPWGSI
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8kPFSyyWg
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApFBAOj5lr
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9yFbxLFhN
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpaDqKk7mh
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXOGjkE2JF
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXphCUaxwWR
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXSUnZ6NAE
信封署名是給她的。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb51ZMVNtDe
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeAGdsFfbr
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU2jyInnhv
郭禹 上472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoYXil6ujC
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrVID4l1wP
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNozyQFojm
或許，是從一開始吧。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGuizh64Rl
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ode1O6cPP
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCNRsVsg2W
現在這樣、最好。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZt10CPFSf
看吧，一切都不會改變。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNLkoOogEh
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf394neaihg
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIOu8JnulX
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IaIsMz9GG
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3PnuRTW8s
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciud2erKdy
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3Es7XE2bn
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 472Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1UZDcnt7P
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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