春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6iFqqsJMi
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOBPCN57Ny
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdOfDwGKNa
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQakAJwxN8
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXUG7VC0Zs
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3JbKa3Vf8
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqDPoPtI8O
郭禹震了一下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpfC9PNHfj
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkIUmRybQx
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtb5OXPEhh
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKstW4pxUH
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCXyESXOHR
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZS5e5lrZb
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TmqIlDLFw
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwtCaa7pKA
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvHJST4KoZ
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrWIP5BQlS
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy0C7ECo1h
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NaO3aoIe8
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb4Azr0RwE
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojWlxoNfLJ
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEEyf1wHGz
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7gf0yFfhu
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcytifrZhG
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZnucybuMC
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS0iruIlnn
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXBBzO423b
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFnEJ5BJSv
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbWkl0C6kx
「嗯。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHtXYQ83E5
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUUEMixawi
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebIsEUfciU
被拉得很長、很長。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagyyRx1wYN
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWaeCseMvJ
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyujglS9jT
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYi6WP0ErR
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrUHDUz5Jx
她抹抹眼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbRIxQLNqT
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw4Eytcqva
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfujxPHOZB
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLB6eqSaBp
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHHTuvO6Lf
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62sPp8F6ff
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqzm6wpw3d
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcwEIOHgZD
「什麼？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPfy0qrTNy
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswDaRbaMt0
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kD1QYoyVP
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifvhLTfU5f
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOTDANsPdJ
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxpQFXbNQ8
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjauL6Pc5k
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WReFqEays
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpgpiHHLha
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVtf1JTJmJ
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU5QsTu6vt
回來了。那個熟悉的她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHde43kcYvc
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UM8rbIh4i
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5luuCd0Pq
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcyIqeUMsx
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQrDWstBsL
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放學，郭禹回到家。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKZxUnI30o
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKMI55PUKg
「好⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOz6DcbyRE5
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUkrDcOqK4
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobjruEcZ8r
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4tLQ4RY5o
爸爸沈默的看著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRMyXVcth3
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakXsBbcymh
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYc65QUvt3
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyK7kHeu3f
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0fiMT5aph
她吞了吞口水。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8PDrFVnI3
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGG3txI1wi
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCc02XsDrF
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjCIx2gRan
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZDZKJsmfV
唔。她馬上放低眼神。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcgFga9ILi
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvWcrAicpW
安靜的那種。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq96W4Kt6c
讓人發寒。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL2LSzQl0M
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFnRlsryXo
郭禹點點頭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ2Nz9j3VT
「是。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkniUakoRwy
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGQMb9i7Yu
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J5e0CIJM1
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsvYcQwBPK
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd3YEu8utO
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBokIZQpe6w
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH89jdRtOA
然後，是她今天說過的話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg0xr5odVv
——「不會累嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqNGXbiqFL
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x7BBFpYhI
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJPoOC2Pde
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdf1ocl8tI
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpXs3R2Afz
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyquyhc8qxx
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDwbhdG4Cp
「是啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOYUqktvz9
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VJIxADH2K
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2ouyEKE58
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EEwY8JKRJ
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6oBQeNVpP
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu1TEohy6P
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DPTWRwjJz
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY5KkfrXrV
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe6edOO03t
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V2zb6wH3f
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIDCN62GN7
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCBVouEIp9
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6EfE8Xrh3
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKba5PPKkwo
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3COAzUPAaU
「腦袋有問題。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0TWEb9SFi
「哈哈。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiskzXGzxdP
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOOmpXW3Oj
「啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0umrUXfgnj
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3819EAjO0
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfE1JaIa8y
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uWfEi1ytO
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyopxxhfhh
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOriCpRfZQP
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WhPvzs4YF
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mhtok5xfM
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqICrj96lX
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJJFyt8Rv8
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcdkqgq7RV
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuIRR58vsV
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc5ANW47gw
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWqnRKwBgM
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTEHks3R1N
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjdx3mWBaO
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaZPruOBHS
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQTMqIBPDu
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DrOFzqQRb
郭禹的表情僵住。 469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WrsO3Zxb3
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFbOZAE2Yb
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt0lA6p9vC
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDzrKTVb3A
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8e37KoaCU
「妳——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqZTaE65Q5
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY57l31qtTt
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkcsSgVoa4
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyKqdLS2E5
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGggUwcErFg
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5TZBD7qb5
——真是可恥。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduyRzERvS4
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ggxm4NR61
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccocQsFjGZ
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXAsE7QxkN
也許她可以⋯⋯469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S8UkHdnA3
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAodbZOyKQq
她一震。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZYwcvW342
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY73AwrBVH0
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UgTgcT27R
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZwE8Lqi8X
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y7fy2Ua41
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0okaDKIUqt
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1B76vaRRS
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpGEyPVCqR
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvSVezt8p4
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8tFyXEumE
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpc051WBxz
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuiZGd39KT
「別再說了！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVeb1Gd25J
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FBqccDhbd
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC27XAXd0LO
「快追！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BY3x0CjyT
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIuwMvQx5E
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKXSzDGSkx
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGayrwMwvZj
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HxWNFpKUc
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QwUPB6wbE
「不要，要走就——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMiTEctpDY
「拿著。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyNtrNjEUW
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9QPKnKzPc
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK5j3jEepW
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQNSlC5wXc
「騙人——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWGmHEwsT3
「我像是在說謊嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa9R18VPIR
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0acdYf0oXB
「很好。現在快跑。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkSygqFhrP
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8abv3PYQju
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UvidLkbjq
郭禹。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewCKk0W9oJ
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjd3JdsQOa
而她正在哭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJLa3xil2c
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsZrd6rucM
為什麼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lSp1YkBlb
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Yey5wiU8
而今天，是大考當天。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vo6SuRIPb
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGLxYmdhbp
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsFx4ANlde
「妳怎麼了？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMNFuTds46
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4FOY4z0mC
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79NIVxI6MY
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUUZf22Rea
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam5G95GPEx
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bGrCMD4T2
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kh1BjMmDR
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2YKmAQez8
「⋯⋯嗯。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWOT8mlzQA
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZIemulgRG
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarpC7v4iCq
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKVvuKtgRY
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMdIdaVeBg
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCGL5uljBZ
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKe5yIPrib
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb451XJ6Xw
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNawF5cLU3
那是個墓碑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TFStP83LO
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyto5S9WaK
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnxP8rik29
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzDpqRShzP
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTEkK0npZb
「我不——」她試著開口。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRvg946wKH
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8simKoMoIC
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QZo54vCps
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT1y4z1h9n
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh15vthjiCj
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFjs9vW7gy
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4H9JFAbf4
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H12EVFIWq
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry8hVWpPZj
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8R4kcupPv
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqu7vbNdsV
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKyPgsLL3u
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltcMLDQ2eC
信封署名是給她的。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEynkQ2xJK
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsysUhHYa2
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25tHxt2pt8
郭禹 上469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscUns0xQZV
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHuPss6G0X
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6j5GwPlyR
或許，是從一開始吧。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOWLAFmIim
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFhJqQwLKu
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKE1JaJgBL
現在這樣、最好。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLn29XlbBq
看吧，一切都不會改變。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKshOH74x5s
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8E6JI9z25K
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmy3jEKtUk
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWX2IX3Ehl
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIViJIkyNqI
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ghg42hhek
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHSThBkRdV
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8l6c7DIOj
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
ns 15.158.61.14da2
