春風漸微,狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強,就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。469Please respect copyright.PENANA9wg444gABL
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。469Please respect copyright.PENANAPoxbuR2Ao5
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAOcwgcyUaQb
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊?鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完,這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。469Please respect copyright.PENANApTZ6ebDOgv
郭禹非常注重成績,每次只要稍微考差,臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色,也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。469Please respect copyright.PENANApCtes7nn8n
鄭雅欣打開成績單,往下找著兩人的名字。469Please respect copyright.PENANAputye1xSHI
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著,「啊,有了。」469Please respect copyright.PENANASy1P1owA1A
郭禹震了一下。469Please respect copyright.PENANAlSJ4yXoz6y
「我⋯⋯嗯,一般般,跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。469Please respect copyright.PENANA3u1kstgKtP
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後,郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。469Please respect copyright.PENANAwaDE3KHVzy
「哈——」她吐出一口氣,「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAa4y0vXAGJG
「真是,每次都搞得像是要死了一樣,」鄭雅欣放下成績單,「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧?」469Please respect copyright.PENANATrPWcrt2Rr
「對啊,他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。469Please respect copyright.PENANA0ySUve5BJR
她忍不住笑出來,「太誇張了吧。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAMNQc80zXBK
郭禹對她搖搖手指,嘖嘖說:「我可沒誇大。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAKVwt8zy8ej
雖然她嘴上這麼說,但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。469Please respect copyright.PENANAgleAkOhjkH
不過,她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。469Please respect copyright.PENANAgLGTwWdvQV
「那,這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰,眺望著遠方的風景。469Please respect copyright.PENANAmfWhJrWc1b
從這裡,好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底,每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。469Please respect copyright.PENANAH4IsrdhYcQ
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後,郭禹開始抱怨。469Please respect copyright.PENANA2bbvON8MLI
「拜託,妳當然熱,在這種天氣裡穿長褲,」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲,「活該。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAHfwtNGx0KN
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們,所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAfAuL48THDM
「哈哈,是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過,說真的,妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊?」469Please respect copyright.PENANA9G5t0XRfAA
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說,」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白,「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAf0l6laCHnY
她感到有些驚訝。「喔,是這樣啊。」469Please respect copyright.PENANARJIhmVkcxm
「我們該回家了吧?」郭禹開朗的說,「路上順便買支冰。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAwNhlM9HBmc
看著她無憂無慮的笑,鄭雅欣也沒多想,「好啊,走吧。」469Please respect copyright.PENANA7zGgmsEpXn
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAOJLZwbsMDO
「如果發生什麼事,不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」469Please respect copyright.PENANA9dZl9tkre8
「嗯。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAkTuRZiNbfg
兩位女孩坐在地上,看著遠方的夕陽和風景。469Please respect copyright.PENANAlthUt9unWS
而影子,就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。469Please respect copyright.PENANAakyBaVOz1f
被拉得很長、很長。469Please respect copyright.PENANAeqrLrpL4IS
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼,從座位上坐起。469Please respect copyright.PENANAHfLmEjsDqm
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZdRam0L0Q
像這樣,兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。469Please respect copyright.PENANAWFOUe48OoK
「喂——起來了,下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAmxviWSJxX5
她抹抹眼。469Please respect copyright.PENANANOlJ9WTeld
算了,也不是什麼大不了的事。469Please respect copyright.PENANAevGe1YOvPU
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。469Please respect copyright.PENANAIlE59PlNEJ
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔?」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置,看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAq3HVl3OpLv
「嗯?不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAERd7MycQBQ
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。469Please respect copyright.PENANAOkhc6eJxFr
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己,從沒試著督促自己加油些,這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。469Please respect copyright.PENANA34Yutu4Up7
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAAd1kyU3bJ4
「什麼?」469Please respect copyright.PENANANYb1EqBZBU
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說,「哎唷,妳想嘛,我們都已經國三了,馬上就要考高中了,不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」469Please respect copyright.PENANA0lqJc3Ow2g
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎?」鄭雅欣問。469Please respect copyright.PENANAGmxwmeGCWK
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ8JdQfbNs
「喔,那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想?想去嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANA4qzdAh7ZMj
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAHOYYekwW0i
「什麼想法也沒有?」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。469Please respect copyright.PENANAbzxQu5fpq0
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她,直盯著窗外看。469Please respect copyright.PENANA3lDz9G9coS
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊,畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲,想試著緩和氣氛。469Please respect copyright.PENANAUYdsHW0p1e
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉,但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。469Please respect copyright.PENANAjMe1tremNy
郭禹看著鄭雅欣,回覆之前的笑顏,「是啊,未來什麼的,對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。469Please respect copyright.PENANAWqGNuked8L
回來了。那個熟悉的她。469Please respect copyright.PENANAUTGdWHerMe
幾乎不自覺地,鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。469Please respect copyright.PENANAg7Hs7EhH7q
「啊,要上課了,妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAL3nxKgcqrd
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候,她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。469Please respect copyright.PENANAU1iOjc4jiM
而在那個瞬間,她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。469Please respect copyright.PENANAwLuTv5NWhs
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放學,郭禹回到家。469Please respect copyright.PENANAi5QS62WBWh
「妳回來啦?」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAZt5zXhEwe7
「好⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAkLycfrsMl6
郭禹正要進房間時,爸爸開口,「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧?成績單呢?」469Please respect copyright.PENANARnuirBVEFr
「啊⋯⋯是呢,我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說,同時把郭禹的碗放下。469Please respect copyright.PENANAvGbrvRRgYg
「來,拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下,東翻西找了一番,把成績單遞過去。469Please respect copyright.PENANAOeSuSYjE7M
爸爸沈默的看著。469Please respect copyright.PENANAflEy8s5YWs
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭,但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。469Please respect copyright.PENANAzEBnPfshtv
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三,很好。」爸爸點點頭。469Please respect copyright.PENANAnmlcVPU61l
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些,準備轉身。469Please respect copyright.PENANAfH7n3jbl4c
「但,」爸爸又開口,她頓住。「上次是第二吧?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAGMPNX7rG7T
她吞了吞口水。469Please respect copyright.PENANAqJavD3czdq
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAvOkY6a16nO
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAGspo8W0bQK
媽媽將碗放回櫃子,關上,並在這時開口,「好了,沒關係,下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三,不是嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAivvOQWqmuh
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。469Please respect copyright.PENANA68uf381FPX
唔。她馬上放低眼神。469Please respect copyright.PENANAy0yN7SEg3g
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。469Please respect copyright.PENANAhjia64Px1k
安靜的那種。469Please respect copyright.PENANAJTTAjLyw6f
讓人發寒。469Please respect copyright.PENANAvqO7qU0JSx
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧?」跟爸爸一樣,她在最後一句加重語氣,「是不是?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAW4r9A4vRua
郭禹點點頭。469Please respect copyright.PENANALvXFBIpwqb
「是。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAnxP83sbrvZ
「那就好,妳進房間吧。」媽媽說:「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAUWt9Nt9xS8
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。469Please respect copyright.PENANAXYXEom1enV
她看著桌上的化妝鏡,裡頭映著一位,沒有笑臉的女孩。469Please respect copyright.PENANAdaORv0DfTY
她把食指放在嘴唇邊,試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時,表情便會瓦解。469Please respect copyright.PENANAGaqxfFU6xI
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。469Please respect copyright.PENANAezYER2ncia
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的,好呆喔。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ907BJo67
然後,是她今天說過的話。469Please respect copyright.PENANANxDCVPpCyp
——「不會累嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAhQwT0YDdUC
雖然並不是在講同一件事,但⋯⋯469Please respect copyright.PENANAEema62GOkS
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上,順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈,距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。469Please respect copyright.PENANA9rNufIGGR2
「⋯⋯加油吧,」她翻開書,469Please respect copyright.PENANAujNKmDjiUS
「這一切,很快,就會結束的。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAHhfTShDL3w
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「妳有聽說了嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAWht6gzxDGw
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」469Please respect copyright.PENANANg2hIItHys
「是啊。」469Please respect copyright.PENANA4KcDIiucE5
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANApKUPGAARH1
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAEJSyVDeDcD
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANA7KklxN2wdZ
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAARcsf6cTAT
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。469Please respect copyright.PENANApsgJ61VdLk
只不過,這次她們換了個對話,聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。469Please respect copyright.PENANApxZT5qcZtM
而且,不知為什麼,鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。469Please respect copyright.PENANApLpGdDzYCs
「呃啊,我得準備了。」她看看時鐘,從床上爬了起來。469Please respect copyright.PENANAJyz7if1t3L
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。469Please respect copyright.PENANAlHoLyjfBaH
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到學校時,她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料,坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。469Please respect copyright.PENANAN6dDlVhOb2
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告,等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAlrlg6yOO2k
「好髒喔,妳吃完再講好嗎?」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」469Please respect copyright.PENANArMpl8F77Se
「是妳自己要站在那的,」鄭雅欣哼了一聲,「怪我喔?」469Please respect copyright.PENANA1TEpDCUrM5
郭禹笑了,「對啊,就是在怪妳。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAYH9xb43Abf
「腦袋有問題。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAuy8xlTJ4SO
「哈哈。」469Please respect copyright.PENANATFCco7kQIL
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時,不小心反手一揮,把飲料打翻了。469Please respect copyright.PENANAxUPOU9oUt9
「啊!」469Please respect copyright.PENANAslgFYykngJ
結果,就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。469Please respect copyright.PENANAsqEwsVgL2h
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬,「對、對不起,我一不小心就⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAnrSAYEKxhD
「啊,沒關係啦,我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說,去廁所清理了。469Please respect copyright.PENANAhg58ULRGD3
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時,想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。469Please respect copyright.PENANAxofxH8w1fm
「啊哈!」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子,「而且還是長褲!」469Please respect copyright.PENANA35a2V4O9Oj
她趕緊跑到廁所,想把褲子拿給郭禹用,畢竟是她自己手賤,把飲料打翻了,起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。469Please respect copyright.PENANANS2LRGd7Ds
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。469Please respect copyright.PENANAluNmNNVKMN
而齒輪,開始無聲轉動。469Please respect copyright.PENANAmV3BDG3xyQ
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯?」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。469Please respect copyright.PENANAEg33wVOZP6
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢?469Please respect copyright.PENANAaoJqQqgyhC
「喂,那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事?」鄭雅欣又問了一次。469Please respect copyright.PENANAfsaylrEWmg
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下,大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。469Please respect copyright.PENANAYj7MFxtTQY
「沒、沒事啦,」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖,「只是我笨手笨腳——」469Please respect copyright.PENANAI46MN0xDz6
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議,把整個褲管往上拉。469Please respect copyright.PENANANUNwc6jLCN
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。469Please respect copyright.PENANA8956GD6zGV
整隻腳,全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且,估計另一隻腳也不例外。469Please respect copyright.PENANAOexwRsLtsq
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦!變態!」469Please respect copyright.PENANAsX2TBnVdzW
鄭雅欣搖搖頭,「妳還有心情開玩笑?我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子?有人霸凌妳?」她頓了一下,「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」469Please respect copyright.PENANA9MHoEftUut
郭禹的表情僵住。 469Please respect copyright.PENANAXUQKVyIP8s
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說?」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。469Please respect copyright.PENANA6ws03mo0mR
郭禹沈默,一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子,把門關起來,鎖上。469Please respect copyright.PENANAi3OjKgYvyC
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題!」她敲門,吼著。469Please respect copyright.PENANAPl0weZaigF
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAQZo2Fwax9B
「妳——」469Please respect copyright.PENANAd5VN5OdTSF
門猛然被打開,鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事,我會自己處理。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAeH7R0Mw5AP
看著那個陌生的她,鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了?「但、但是⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAYzBzMV4wQ7
「不然,我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下,一瞬間,鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。469Please respect copyright.PENANAydNz9PRH2A
但她現在才發覺到,那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是,她剛剛在看到那個笑容後,居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。469Please respect copyright.PENANAKvCwItdqxf
想著:沒事啊,還是原來的她。469Please respect copyright.PENANAvAkwkVx9xO
——真是可恥。469Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ3UkgiynH
「這一切都沒發生過,」郭禹對她說,並逐漸走遠,「這樣最好。」469Please respect copyright.PENANA9bdEwZ5kLt
看著她的背影,鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。469Please respect copyright.PENANA8kdKAZwY2j
她真的什麼也做不了嗎?469Please respect copyright.PENANAoE4onSWehx
也許她可以⋯⋯469Please respect copyright.PENANAViOqfdSDgZ
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAgrgtGxMYGJ
她一震。469Please respect copyright.PENANALgt8TUVCr2
她並不想跟她鬧翻,也想維持這段友誼。469Please respect copyright.PENANA6wCB0YAgru
而且,剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的,叫她回心轉意是不可能了。469Please respect copyright.PENANAxw6AJEKayN
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。469Please respect copyright.PENANAL9PMMQUnVk
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雖然只是一種感覺,但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。469Please respect copyright.PENANAVgoBYlIg1Q
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出,祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。469Please respect copyright.PENANASURDoZAz8N
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。469Please respect copyright.PENANAlgxriD0JyA
「快!他們要來了!」這時,一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。469Please respect copyright.PENANAprNhweq8vz
她們快跑在殘堐之間,身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。469Please respect copyright.PENANA8tpSB7tD5m
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAn8FpAUdI9y
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧!那裡還算隱密。」469Please respect copyright.PENANARBefgM0keh
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAhEWhTJPahT
「別再說了!」469Please respect copyright.PENANAeuh8TJSmvz
結果,就在她們說話的時候,後面的人追了上來。469Please respect copyright.PENANALKZuv59WqU
「喂!在那邊!那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子!」469Please respect copyright.PENANAe03W3LyaxE
「快追!」469Please respect copyright.PENANAI2cX4Wqskf
眼看她們就要被追上,其中一位女孩停下。469Please respect copyright.PENANA2jVUrNp9k7
「妳在幹嘛!」另一位罵道。469Please respect copyright.PENANAsFFMLq26cm
「⋯⋯妳快走吧,我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」469Please respect copyright.PENANA1zxVZ1LvWQ
「妳在說笑嗎?快——」她打住,「等下,妳該不會是要⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAHcksJvmLF8
「快走吧,我會跟上的。」469Please respect copyright.PENANASql5j2cqX0
「不要,要走就——」469Please respect copyright.PENANAzPizEOQV3a
「拿著。」469Please respect copyright.PENANA56uBa2Tsk9
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。469Please respect copyright.PENANADTW6PiwIxa
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」469Please respect copyright.PENANAlWOBFG9mD9
「拿著這個快走吧,幫我保管好它,我會回來跟妳拿。」469Please respect copyright.PENANACKaPQxKcnh
「騙人——」469Please respect copyright.PENANADE17U4tflT
「我像是在說謊嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAuCbIrTAT08
另一位看著她認真的神情,交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」469Please respect copyright.PENANADxDVVEeqrv
「很好。現在快跑。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAKElU53l080
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。469Please respect copyright.PENANA7IAwBXINkq
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩,發現她長得很像一個人。469Please respect copyright.PENANA4D76QvnDwn
郭禹。469Please respect copyright.PENANABfZu8jmECy
突然,四周景色消退,喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。469Please respect copyright.PENANAJn7IT4Os1Y
而她正在哭。469Please respect copyright.PENANAlvJud3xcda
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAjZnAJ6ZrlU
為什麼。469Please respect copyright.PENANAl9RUssik1W
在鄭雅欣醒來時,這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。469Please respect copyright.PENANABa7sgpZ7Uo
而今天,是大考當天。469Please respect copyright.PENANAcJKAsA3gJ2
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「我們都要加油,知道嗎?」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAZI6LdT8UJc
「嗯,嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時,郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。469Please respect copyright.PENANAvjcy9WhEvH
「妳怎麼了?」469Please respect copyright.PENANADnpfsZTjEH
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAUodesFS8wX
郭禹笑了一下,「好啦,沒事的話——」469Please respect copyright.PENANALkVzD5pZCR
「我們,」鄭雅欣叫住她,快速的說,「我們考完後的隔天約在空地,好嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAUpL3hoO37Y
郭禹安靜的看著她,最後答道:「好。」469Please respect copyright.PENANABsuPsgA0cw
啊,她的眼神,撇開了。469Please respect copyright.PENANAe8XxWNuPFS
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。469Please respect copyright.PENANAs1Oi1f4NmF
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。469Please respect copyright.PENANAV74PbwkCT1
「⋯⋯嗯。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAySM1Tk6O1s
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「很快,就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時,喃喃的說。469Please respect copyright.PENANApqr8omeYHd
「雅欣,妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎?」469Please respect copyright.PENANAtR94OXWwkx
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。469Please respect copyright.PENANAj6wDNUkZ7J
只不過,天已亮,原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。469Please respect copyright.PENANA97DqqOfbZo
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。469Please respect copyright.PENANANNN4SBhcTL
「啊!」她不小心劃到手,她將滴血的手指含住,一會而後繼續削。469Please respect copyright.PENANAa5As0avDx9
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。469Please respect copyright.PENANAH1D9ybK6vF
不知過了多久,女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字,並把木片插在土丘上。469Please respect copyright.PENANATnZEYpjwPM
那是個墓碑。469Please respect copyright.PENANAveLD9kwGI6
女孩跪在墓碑前,低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」469Please respect copyright.PENANAc5hhIJcxMU
突然,女孩把頭轉過來,直視她的雙眼。469Please respect copyright.PENANASjqJ8JUPpQ
鄭雅欣後退,卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。469Please respect copyright.PENANAHYG1H9ktc7
「為什麼,」那女孩嘶吼,靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼!」469Please respect copyright.PENANA5Yli1v1fJm
「我不——」她試著開口。469Please respect copyright.PENANADjpt8hKUAM
「為什麼、要、相信、她!」女孩直逼著她的臉,吼得聲嘶力竭。469Please respect copyright.PENANAUVxDD1EiVH
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「嚇!」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。469Please respect copyright.PENANABJgR9FldB7
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事,那只是個夢。469Please respect copyright.PENANAeqcxEHuDDR
她看看時間。約定的日子,就是今天。469Please respect copyright.PENANA0e2DzCKQ0l
她不懂自己為何那麼不安,只是,準備出門的動作變得越來越快。469Please respect copyright.PENANAAPXUaxEsEw
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「那個,阿姨,請問郭禹在家嗎?」鄭雅欣問。469Please respect copyright.PENANAkHWsxNVfKF
「沒有喔,她剛剛出去了,說要買東西,」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎?她應該很快就會回來。」469Please respect copyright.PENANApfXrINYNee
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑,接著又想起她腿上的傷,她一陣暈眩。「不,不用了。謝謝,阿姨再見。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAuPoSnmwLqy
她馬上轉身逃走,感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。469Please respect copyright.PENANAWCYKL5GC1a
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪?469Please respect copyright.PENANAnrbFKxH0tk
一陣涼意從她身上流過,彷彿被什麼牽引著,她往空地的方向跑去。469Please respect copyright.PENANAYw5r6cZXeF
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抵達時,她看到地上一個信封,放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊,而那個木片上,繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。469Please respect copyright.PENANAlyd67MxuEl
信封署名是給她的。469Please respect copyright.PENANACEM9UiVBk2
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣:469Please respect copyright.PENANAAh58tr1FgI
我想,我們見面時,一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 469Please respect copyright.PENANAcw5xF7lx8k
郭禹 上469Please respect copyright.PENANAaTJRnKpzWn
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她的手顫抖著,紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。469Please respect copyright.PENANA1Na6zfwKzH
究竟是哪一步錯了呢?469Please respect copyright.PENANAjcI83kEURq
或許,是從一開始吧。469Please respect copyright.PENANATwZqhp2uYD
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。469Please respect copyright.PENANAingBfpU8vi
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。469Please respect copyright.PENANAMqMff7s0Je
現在這樣、最好。469Please respect copyright.PENANAXK9xdCUlnX
看吧,一切都不會改變。469Please respect copyright.PENANA0XmT9ART7u
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她!」469Please respect copyright.PENANAvDqQYk1fHY
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。469Please respect copyright.PENANAULM1PzqrkP
「⋯⋯因為,我以為一切都會變好。」469Please respect copyright.PENANAop4FH4d6eC
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。469Please respect copyright.PENANArmvtuVW885
在她的想像中,郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她:會變好嗎?這是妳想要的結果嗎?469Please respect copyright.PENANAIRyFRBRqtI
鄭雅欣閉上眼,眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。469Please respect copyright.PENANAIBrRWlcaET
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 469Please respect copyright.PENANAvLnOGF9PS9
郭禹低著頭,不曾抬頭望過天空。
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