春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSINwtjpSxX
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zFmZDsXW4
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG8A7zOLwb
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0EhYDDo55
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmapsNn33c
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcKXCMYHrb
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTiCC0w4QF
郭禹震了一下。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kto8FCxIn
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nR0Mlb1Hx
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKEDjk9ynC
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7bHNyCk9v
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtE8Pg2pGk
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnybpZFEFG
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G0uHb31LG
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCYEIvxtHa
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkde1JiY7fI
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV5cn3NHJ2
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg71rmNFoF
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2wRgRhRet
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sd7F9KYcD
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6RAxtTx0N
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA2pBJXqTS
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvRXPZ0qQi
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ4OucuCNW
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45UIAZANaT
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG25af86vw
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykXp0naBVu
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PoGekqrEj
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBynXvsl5h9
「嗯。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ReF1F3bQ
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5lxlV2yin
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciS5uiDsIk
被拉得很長、很長。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc6SgbXN8s
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11b0N7EcVn
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRNZ6zHRla
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRQ4raRcv3
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4tJNoWrqn
她抹抹眼。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCVQXM6k8k
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ2D6OeObD
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyuXvOp98s
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMOqdoM1yE
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr934FcQVWl
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BzI8MsldU
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfMS8q3DW6
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo0KnVQ1p7
「什麼？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCnyzlyYnc
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQbtSxlSPy
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4BuPAyyDH
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw8HziW4S4
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZbnS8kZNN
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOYec30kU1
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82JyIF5NXS
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZbvoMSZgY
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfbkaCT9iH
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zSnNCpy7f
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOjqI6wqFT
回來了。那個熟悉的她。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDYG0vHFhY
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDT7bxp4KW
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqg2AMj9VC
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPM2cq6TEe
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Il5xrifd
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放學，郭禹回到家。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zlgrm13dt
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORrzibIgru
「好⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujjvATSYaA
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZvDmHzsdP
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlfmiVOwlV
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASjShCzfFs
爸爸沈默的看著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWTFw1Yl5F
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OwhwhI1yt
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhO4PlHavq
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllBIxZQSBe
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLCRRrRoCj
她吞了吞口水。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0KF1B5fCn
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWn3M97WeD
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3PT97J5j4
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjgAsoDxnb
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NlRqOnRRX
唔。她馬上放低眼神。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nl3WqBu3K
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5dorbia6t
安靜的那種。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oRIq2T0ha
讓人發寒。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9Nf20SSLx
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu0hUyjouF
郭禹點點頭。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe86aIjofM
「是。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt40rGsIpXJ
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoJ8PzOawK
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBpS56gr8Y
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBZtMlClDy
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoMcPkjUD4
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSRNDM2ysK
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE2R1v3Zul
然後，是她今天說過的話。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntCrY0s3Zp
——「不會累嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHboKmZGQOE
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlBVelCxR6
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0IdPPpk2C
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVUDLf8LJ5
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpQMbMvbHz
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8p6WqbJaX
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV6ZO8cwgi
「是啊。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG0bafX2zJ
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUPZVYCOcd
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsuotsMuXm
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8Tv8nThFk
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuQqeXUGQB
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwdijZ2yFh
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiz8JoezBM
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwHbRbRPAL
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCgy18664D
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHVYH0ncEB
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrd1pe5Sey
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9klJ5Zpy6
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa3C7QgvY4
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX35LggLPk
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Ax3WB9Ev
「腦袋有問題。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheH4mECESc
「哈哈。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUwKtPhShB
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0J655D2Qf
「啊！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0GudGnjpc
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QI1MSbXpz
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1gfuy0VVY
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZdBxQGNiT
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0HK3taER6
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACvVUlby4z
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7yB22XKQY
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vhe2yKIFP
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6CAo2ZWNA
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6KT4ZM8vF
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgWZKt2Cfn
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wU3vydJx5
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMfC7Kshzw
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACQePZYztG
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfr6wSWscy
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ltpw801CB
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL6DixbCVu
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegvbajHv4P
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQCEA64TwO
郭禹的表情僵住。 468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISYNkT5Vnr
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv8Lhovkup
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKSeH3jdez
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqBURAsqxz
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIlQ6OAPRE
「妳——」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l7dEp4KEi
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuSmBvv06f
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqNwTKDSNQ
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlDh7PZJLW
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtCytUjKvZ
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgUWpZB0hh
——真是可恥。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZpfsrQsMj
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tMy4HOfrn
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom7O6XM1fU
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxp8OjDG3C
也許她可以⋯⋯468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPp5SHcGgV
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDlEVmdAPS
她一震。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkhWm1e97z
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNj2Z0SXbL
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbdwZY1oTa
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhM3G18SDY
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM7OPSdC5w
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyduEs6v8c
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GAKrUmqpN
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcefyVTRUd
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H9ks72mn9
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsfGKVtlYv
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMdcHU3r09
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEweD6k1gJ7
「別再說了！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaUEsU4fl6
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeXmttbiao
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm3UXBM06n
「快追！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKn8WffwVG
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksKLAAz6s5
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlcvj1yj0P
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU1wnaW839
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5ocbt68kL
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRx5SwHCL1
「不要，要走就——」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VkXDKGcBT
「拿著。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyFQZX8nJx
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDRkQhEidU
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi83MOs25u2
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEq832sGOx
「騙人——」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgi1m9LZJi
「我像是在說謊嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQchmxAHYqd
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb4s6zjvFb
「很好。現在快跑。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToB5pdwrWW
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIN5GvTlmF
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEnUm2ogHw
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuEHSuFPrI
而她正在哭。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjLajd25M2
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXuV8aXaEW
為什麼。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1DP7wZSWn
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVovbkxZJH
而今天，是大考當天。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzN630FhFX
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsHMQFj5vl
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBoHTwK9xU
「妳怎麼了？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd4fFtqFou
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNCFsaoHpr
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKR7Le44Qw
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxCfG2p8sU
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC73WvoRDrb
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNZBpzBFHj
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS1fJ6e3A9
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzKKkiUxl1
「⋯⋯嗯。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfYnKsAaNW
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsteHCcSEa
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9SboLIeh1
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26w6ETQp06
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYYlq00Rd8
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0egqLPS72
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbl8ZXtE5x
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdJOZxpQ3n
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs6uBZXdXN
那是個墓碑。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4MLfgws59
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbdUhKaD4d
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnwTs8n5hY
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4N1OcAt60
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi02LoiXhSS
「我不——」她試著開口。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrwYFAxlCy
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu7AMBEQZH
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzCsCwVz81
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmWr2R3E5o
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5k5Rlk8PQ
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR629JbBYH
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TVxbnNsty
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qZEr5WfIU
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYn90gN8lv
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtnEBhWQg7
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAaBtpA1K6
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5t37JrldC
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyqLlVSBHU
信封署名是給她的。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKlKH101Ok
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZookMlNIA
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE9w9iYx8s
郭禹 上468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYXNE82KFm
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzibwVQ4dh
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEWh9IxUtg
或許，是從一開始吧。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUEIeaLn6I
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuuW9BSzEB
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKoSLIm7FW
現在這樣、最好。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Xu8Padjc
看吧，一切都不會改變。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fIat85YeA
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzoQCvTEZP
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKbOL2J0mT
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau6EG8kirp
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYxJmgrths
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK6CFDUATh
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMM09FY6jA
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVTKEKQp6R
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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