春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7wRpURkRp
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrwTZ9BlIY
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbZ6X27BQ5
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSD0WcmQ5i
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLRRJIQYgi
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55b4zpf3ss
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1OtXRO9F0
郭禹震了一下。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn62vUNMZl
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zi69xpcvL
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnCcHEImLl
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyOhdPMkyO
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9foIPTDHL
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2GgkZ7IRo
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPPjKA7oqh
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1y5vzeZxN
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi4NcuAdSJ
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIwNmZKXqx
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJptpnUk6V
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFUrnixTto
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuMOQ8ZGIB
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp2YMnqlZn
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwcN3AisCy
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d2xBlLfTu
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMEXtwEeDw
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hg5qnECDt
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6gVWXt2d4
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7a5NPSq9f
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj67M1OLRZF
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPGxYcRiwL
「嗯。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnuT5heFO0
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8rq5r2vHy
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dAatgkq7t
被拉得很長、很長。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt5jIKLW9z
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUl9ZwIk9Lp
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6PmUfcXYI
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSDSId4B3d
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPgo1zZMNG
她抹抹眼。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILGN7AMR1C
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1GYuSgaJ9
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv4tUPKMis
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmwBsvBcP7
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEO6B3KVVM
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8F12zLnnp
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2CxTSF0x7
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNcS4NT0Or
「什麼？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzFHgjM1Rh
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjeZLGTLIl
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCv4MbO4L6
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTRSqWx8cI
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gaYqc7kNA
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06dxd5cYrl
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEhz4fLuK1
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYjLVoNulY
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA8hhv6X2Q
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcK49urEyT
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8VM5iNbph
回來了。那個熟悉的她。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq95k1xxGJj
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHUvnw1mgZ
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIS3XXr6pr
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPb9RoqLRT
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZNVJIVtMn
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放學，郭禹回到家。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHDQpUimyi
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD6fKPFitD
「好⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9SnhCxjMr
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9ybrm29Fl
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsw9zIDB8s
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLz3uLEtJ9
爸爸沈默的看著。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0AKx9l7YB
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaTx5oBMj0
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xJgEcD95s
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3GZCoSU6z
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSONxhp09B5
她吞了吞口水。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7ZOsOvOQd
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoYUn9DImv
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a9GvbScYr
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHurH84R1l
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO6zYML8rY
唔。她馬上放低眼神。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiArFKBX99
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XV42Ir4I1
安靜的那種。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtbIGTwC5d
讓人發寒。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyQI00NHHA
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr5exNm2eC
郭禹點點頭。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadyPCtQ5UQ
「是。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXLFvXkqK8
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3gQvSjFzD
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSS8m6eSSz
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfPoDt3AWD
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEVGcruUE1
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLWi9C7yDj
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYPIMg2FgL
然後，是她今天說過的話。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDyMTpAGpG
——「不會累嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohAvjPGNaG
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8BlSVbJxj
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdFdTvcK43
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAInj4D7iTV
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVpn2dNEgL
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpG0Qicrqq
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96YmlKHuKr
「是啊。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWeRsPxO12
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPB8OLi06K
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSysFhuxzvm
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq5IFgZp7W
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeMxM3Aggu
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjidmOQqLJ
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88HjDIpSkr
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtjjEXQs9N
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzB3oDllZG
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhhNADpImY
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4oUlJav8U
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXMegW4NLu
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUr0DWGl77
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeIPC6dMc0
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd53U6rtqd
「腦袋有問題。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUj6GDZAzH
「哈哈。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjHujdgQC1
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MpHesxNSV
「啊！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIktQ5M1Bh
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdxU5lJWzY
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSn04ulEAn
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFfc6PoraD
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtv3T0iiyf
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDXZ3jVVMf
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKNnXdzfxl
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdPk7rKBgV
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqFpRqwbZZ
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYCL9BWNgC
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUir51qD2i
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewTWUH6Z6D
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjgwGU0dfY
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjds8rEVHs
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3czvhYf4eb
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A7aoAbf3d
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17ChyWxJg1
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfNK7U7u2g
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD38swqbEx
郭禹的表情僵住。 473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95U1J0BXnC
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mevd1J1V2
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ4nMHLduO
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UuJq8K3Jn
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC71QStiqf
「妳——」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7MI7WxM9Z
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxCeLspJNq
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd9iICGHob
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vyw3Jaod9
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjBLVPlxtK
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVq6hUfUAM
——真是可恥。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tgIhNCzMx
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtWaYByQIH
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6bQFrhz3Z
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVV1qg4DQb
也許她可以⋯⋯473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkknq194jB
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWLwjjYY3B
她一震。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2u982zoWb
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeccLLiUe9n
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeymslTY1m
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVBL5tgrdN
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bMXzPQH0s
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzMeTAaIHA
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDcekjucUk
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMjbw9deLu
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD070JhG2GH
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zPwQQdeZr
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoROTQixy2V
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRCOb6yCbb
「別再說了！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpExEUZHJKe
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdSs0HnyGe
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1lPLHrNpx
「快追！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYnkLboROE
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00m6RK7fnH
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsa7HVnTmO
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tyhu4T5sE
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4qljBGuBS
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t6Qv4HL9g
「不要，要走就——」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAlCYpjyAz
「拿著。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6H3SuRIFF
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPOX0g838m
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFYMddMY3b
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG9eCF87HD
「騙人——」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizH4avNSmy
「我像是在說謊嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC69REbURiX
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegPcK6yslP
「很好。現在快跑。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVG1TpLMqo
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mM36WOoTi
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdAkeawsoN
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJe4nExNm9
而她正在哭。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuuGSGcpuC
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpq34HqsfW
為什麼。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3YJE4RSST
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7HbgAEoEb
而今天，是大考當天。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM0DOYpyd2
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wFGlL2Uqs
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleUGOSZVT7
「妳怎麼了？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iJaufvWZO
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUkjKVIpEC
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGrZyQbm7C
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN6xG1lVUm
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXELfcFiu0
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm5xelRQCD
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqeRy8C3cg
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIiaPCXS2d
「⋯⋯嗯。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ekDXKnr43
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6ZP09AIRK
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvCzC6lsEF
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIlgva66tf
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2B944Nuxs
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7a8pcYi1I
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA7LmU1niq
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36O5kgOVjg
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q1AFx84Tx
那是個墓碑。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95uWCTZ5Bc
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ikiYYNJmv
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRpmvQmfXJ
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgw1FEuPBN
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VmWFw1Bp4
「我不——」她試著開口。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMuPADf30A
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYmoZzZVcz
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BwRyQS89U
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NOX6RYqut
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqIe0r4dRG
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStnsUMepBc
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgto5Ws7jR
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtqeHGujCz
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgnwOeOZih
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzKsOFYZQm
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvs9LKyU4w
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCag7KkM4Y
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZAWLfaj83
信封署名是給她的。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdopsVEeet
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL8FkWw9sZ
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRhZwxqryJ
郭禹 上473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPME0pEYhsR
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPyMhz1aeC
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV6P7gyEsD
或許，是從一開始吧。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyXqorX2bw
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXcL3IJ0M6
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwXNfXt9k8
現在這樣、最好。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctiXf8ZtOW
看吧，一切都不會改變。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZux9Woobw
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3PgkSXGpp
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKk9gSRW7e
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwxHz66Td2
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVGr8PdHE4
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NISy6kdnv
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDVnGfI7U9
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 473Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9njyGMAC2
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
ns 15.158.61.5da2
