春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTUkZ6Ah6S
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOqZ89QfJx
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmLjUs421Z
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMih4tlG5FG
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzdw1bMHL2
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq2xkyGfbG
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IZBRHEilZ
郭禹震了一下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJnAgU3tvb
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCsU2YAUAd
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQyBu6RAly
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlj2TQKlX9
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt5GhTSAbk
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPnB9Tbqcs
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhJdYm7J3Q
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I3WA6SdP3
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQpmMNaBl3
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwnjHFnkt6
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF77Li3EhKP
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC3OW5P3YO
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtxjE7bzIy
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEogC5ui6jl
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XGJgxfVtT
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsZ8cufVmG
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHIzXYRKhj
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBJ31rllwm
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaqMmOVSDE
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xAUXK8bwJ
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIsAC8udmL
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAuu6ZH3j8
「嗯。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehRFkvuryR
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp9nvTx0sM
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM0NaFavOz
被拉得很長、很長。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OT7rLHcbc
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePkd1TWKUj
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEXWfFifye
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmloYWWnca
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46GaHSCwHd
她抹抹眼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVpYw2PBWF
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH0a8OHHhu
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjrDjFCDvw
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHdqvegon5
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMGgYfrkDw
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD15piikWk
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DpCLepQ2B
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDFu57K05s
「什麼？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W74HGoEeF
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIHHDIWfud
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvET4PpEVD
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWTV4NofFV
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAJLQDqrV5
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBPfLc9rZe
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA41QEstZ1v
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxUVuOMmIE
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLpQekzHGH
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMemKgFG9T
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs0yIqCr4U
回來了。那個熟悉的她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLFavEsJZm
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCY1HflNGR
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPp5FEPK1S
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k1qaUVUwd
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxbzBaCIuG
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放學，郭禹回到家。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMlZZypumx
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC6mxX7739
「好⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl67JlxNNF
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11PpAHIHsZ
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfroI7XoUS9
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq9jixy6e7
爸爸沈默的看著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmH8PWH21d
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFQyVIWsf1
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7hTwlJEQN
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBxJyZJDCy
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtgcu41Tcf
她吞了吞口水。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxFXS2RO5l
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KJAOhJziY
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnRxnpU0i0
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrPF5seL2a
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNGDjBi4b0
唔。她馬上放低眼神。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOIBL0gwgs
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz2GUjMB1B
安靜的那種。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF61txWgOB
讓人發寒。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4YX9j7Zcq
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b1KIMvJIG
郭禹點點頭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA8cb8Wt0T
「是。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5V9A3lTrr
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYFJ3BiDZb
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfEyKpuLvV
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUInE3KBjb5
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyuGu2CenU
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qxldFgyCW
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73sgHMjaAE
然後，是她今天說過的話。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b5V88t3R6
——「不會累嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDgqWZoBhU
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs94uJl5S2f
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap72OzVumy
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci9wCHo7Ub
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskTNHmuGfR
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfjH3KgmRs
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd7bJu3Wbj
「是啊。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuaFbd7om2
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvoNKRkBa4
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcl2MePTZP
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn2VopXmM5
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpmqN3JbjG
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ82XHJNNV
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoeRiXjxJu
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXT0UV9X1Q
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwMM3hoGNg
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpWVnksc2f
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MJwZQGYYa
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPU83hMu8i
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0CRWxPpsi
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCzJ09OjCv
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBA4YIpGx2
「腦袋有問題。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVqFGH2pCs
「哈哈。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9lanxUpTf
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6N1TMoYx0
「啊！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsfwQ9tje9
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDfsQNHzUW
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdou7Jmg6Wa
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw74RtDJVa
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0dJ8Wxrlo
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaK5fbpaeU
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOAXDwolRC
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u6aWAgAdg
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2YIpo6pek
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuMGHkMnZH
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJpcDjlRKd
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wdL4xommY
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiNewSwKjZ
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NKDxBWLcG
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeYyqXyVDp
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVpdSzedyx
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoC0kpq0e0
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwRXT51m2x
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5VwE2MPqG
郭禹的表情僵住。 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo9cYTEBwk
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmFpALTqRE
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2apqO3Fp0
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2uQMHTHlx
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01QiisYhOz
「妳——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxTTSJJDHZ
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHp0FNmw5y
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBVOd5uwOi
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi1z3BVb72
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPAwyzpIcF
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG6PPRzBkw
——真是可恥。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzBzzSvysk
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekGwZfCH11
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E1V9U6Rnn
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MwLFALSFr
也許她可以⋯⋯471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4qdi2cHeb
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnlKIhuBhU
她一震。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY76p8y3xk
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5MjlaV3BH
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGX8miBRst
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiKGgbaOhV
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ff4HRNznN
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVO0JrKHpr
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBaNKXxMhj
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBsGgGJ6nF
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjldrc8HI9
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSh69oFaEw
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9cM0XInpw
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CzUTCzDqs
「別再說了！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26po4LMfju
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmb0XaVgtq
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKcoliN0Jm
「快追！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDCGfLcjSW
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIUPCeLDDv
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H2oz0E0GT
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMe7RL43QO
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszOVQVkWPO
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7IZVIu3UD
「不要，要走就——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlx3rI8qGd
「拿著。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KVjQC10Po
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGCPEPrAr2
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYcwhOWn94
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeuuQtM1F7
「騙人——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzslfcu6PCP
「我像是在說謊嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjCjrPqLCH
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DaRapTUuO
「很好。現在快跑。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhOUVq1yld
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOpMR7TsLO
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3ral6vE1r
郭禹。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pei2QjSGl
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd9p7XIIFq
而她正在哭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFWVViqawj
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhdiITGJ4E
為什麼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZTj0vrPPS
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft9Ka6u5YQ
而今天，是大考當天。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZR6xwaJin
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd4k03Ymco
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTYfHTQtUb
「妳怎麼了？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhboxNhwSPH
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYdc2idZ6N
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RrQzMu41P
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU3Su7UEqh
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VMMIhmFBn
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKhvZ6mn9m
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsiETKPf3G
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ABsG6MjWK
「⋯⋯嗯。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2Mm8g5bT1
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbsBaCVVft
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO5IZ4JDXS
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jbk1pzeCn
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydDuRXjNzh
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfhJTOwxZD
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oi9yytnB5
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUmbKiR3WQ
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5dTzogTge
那是個墓碑。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobTgx2ws7g
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNSu7RSfdZ
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWNMP8AkBB
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWcu3dStg1
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh1iGZER1e
「我不——」她試著開口。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFXsxaGf7N
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVMUqSpWQH
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDycB9xjkld
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP0RZdPpXb
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7cL8arrYX
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZlOTNf0Xf
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rFmoOtwEA
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnehs56VVv
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UVtLO8IES
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvRyyV358e
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDKbYVTTrN
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LO3e1PsGi
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZGInetMi0
信封署名是給她的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk5T26mnIA
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdPI4shKQ3
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86YQbqVJF2
郭禹 上471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5XIbZzzVy
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5gVr99eyr
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzLee7jsl5
或許，是從一開始吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9ShwGqpbs
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCok3WHndb
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitLhBhB2r3
現在這樣、最好。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnUOz8yNn4
看吧，一切都不會改變。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQc3UFmNER
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqmHi17eYi
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeVqqc5JDU
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5ZEh82hwE
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIcliTAhFa
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UX8mYAKeA
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbADWnpwGLs
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsSCdrqwyw
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
ns 15.158.61.46da2
