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我遇上了瓶頸。

沒有倚靠我一步也走不了，麥可卻一點也不放鬆，不斷催迫我自己走，說我是因心理障礙而畏縮；其實我非常想靠自己走，但無奈使不出勁。他根本不明白，就只會自以為是地下判斷。

我告訴醫生，他居然認同麥可的說法，不過也勸麥可不要太急進。

白天我做複健，晚上又被麥可「訓練」，我痛和累到極點，情況卻沒改善過，還要被麥可說我「不夠努力」。

我忍無可忍：「那你想怎樣？」

他一再強調我「能」走，只是我「不肯」：「妳撒嬌、耍性子而已。妳習慣了坐輪椅的生活，想利用自己的殘障撒嬌。」

我決想不到他會說這種話。

這個念頭從未在我腦中出現過。

「我以前是健全的！！」我向他大吼：「無端失去走路的能力，不是我希望的！我為什麼要撒這種嬌而不去享受本來應有的生活？」

原來我的處境和感受，他一無所知。

我好像忽然看清了這個人。以為他明白我體恤我，原來是我一廂情願而已。

「講到底，你還是介意有個不能走路的妻子。」我冷笑了一聲。

他聽到我這句很憤怒：「妳說什麼？我娶妳的時候，妳還不是仍在坐輪椅嗎？甚至在第一次想要結婚時，妳一點復原的跡象都沒有。我希望妳能走，重新做個正常人罷了。」

我罵他根本不明白我：「你就只會抓住那一丁點希望，迫我成為你心目中的模樣。你只是為了你自己，才想我快點站起來走路！」

「笑話。」他也冷笑了一聲：「妳走不走路跟我何干？坐輪椅的又不是我。見妳如此可憐才這麼著緊妳，否則誰理妳？」

聽到這段話我的心很沉重。

一直以來我們吵的嘴是會令彼此發怒，卻不會真正傷害對方，帶點開玩笑的意味，但今次我們好像把內心深處的話語翻出來，很令人傷痛，卻無比真實。

麥可接到一個緊急電話，說其中一家分店要他回去看看，他就很快出去了。

我呆坐在窗前，腦袋一片空白，最後我收拾了行李，把婚戒放在茶几上，離開了麥可的家。 ​​​​​​​

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