1月14日,凌晨5時多。700Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jv28zjMxG
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。700Please respect copyright.PENANAnRGyZvZpsb
大家都在熟睡中,700Please respect copyright.PENANAAvIIFBSrjc
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,700Please respect copyright.PENANA1hrStONPjj
不自覺的再次想起她。700Please respect copyright.PENANA6v2RmMXmFe
我,很想長睡下去,700Please respect copyright.PENANAqWWcvcW1r4
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。700Please respect copyright.PENANA0KvIqvCVnk
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。700Please respect copyright.PENANAhpJhoksexC
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。700Please respect copyright.PENANAnoEdvSwTxV
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,700Please respect copyright.PENANAHIEKgPJuDE
血水慢慢的滲出。700Please respect copyright.PENANAPojPSnWCj7
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。700Please respect copyright.PENANAgrPddNDzAg
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。700Please respect copyright.PENANA8CujDSrDRQ
起來梳洗,700Please respect copyright.PENANAjvFbOJvjjH
執拾行裝。700Please respect copyright.PENANA7Epp1ampw6
準備與朋友集合。700Please respect copyright.PENANA9XM3od0Buf
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,700Please respect copyright.PENANAItR0R0dAPZ
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。700Please respect copyright.PENANArd0V8gHNFX
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。700Please respect copyright.PENANAujo6XFwzMN
或者一切都因為我的被動,700Please respect copyright.PENANAgu6GI8PiqV
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,700Please respect copyright.PENANAcuQKUofknF
導致我的失敗。700Please respect copyright.PENANAFEuxcW2veg
700Please respect copyright.PENANACYVlWXOqsW
若不是早已應邀,700Please respect copyright.PENANA1yXcNXYK45
我想,我還是留在家中,700Please respect copyright.PENANAwATHYQxjtT
白白的消磨時間。700Please respect copyright.PENANAKNTKLTeqS1
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,700Please respect copyright.PENANAYFRxpjkxBa
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。700Please respect copyright.PENANA4XSZo2rulS
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,700Please respect copyright.PENANAu5gAplDEHU
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。700Please respect copyright.PENANAelPmamlC5h
700Please respect copyright.PENANAeN4rnuCK2T
我們乘坐慢船。700Please respect copyright.PENANAMgKMCaqX3H
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,700Please respect copyright.PENANAzE96tYpUnO
然後開展我們的「賭局」。700Please respect copyright.PENANArEvGXChLvP
我們玩得有說有笑,700Please respect copyright.PENANA84RNPX7WRU
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。700Please respect copyright.PENANAM8siMRl3MO
我內心的景象,也是如此。700Please respect copyright.PENANAKTUuPnLWRD
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,700Please respect copyright.PENANAjmNGZiDazS
尋得他們的燈光。700Please respect copyright.PENANAHyw1V1K7p8
700Please respect copyright.PENANAp7xmqG5Tcp
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。700Please respect copyright.PENANAxm5OjcYP4J
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,700Please respect copyright.PENANAKGfhIM6z0w
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,700Please respect copyright.PENANABdD6fXAD80
玩玩聊聊。700Please respect copyright.PENANAitInbh6hUF
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說700Please respect copyright.PENANAeEzTsc6I96
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說700Please respect copyright.PENANAjQi2CJ5iGx
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應700Please respect copyright.PENANAA6TN9r3yMl
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」700Please respect copyright.PENANAOzuM1OaBc8
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。700Please respect copyright.PENANAaAOUXnFQuo
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。700Please respect copyright.PENANAGsFyYnZtIk
記得,700Please respect copyright.PENANADHKGKSgNcU
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,700Please respect copyright.PENANAF5QBHnPYYv
四處找朋友拍照留念。700Please respect copyright.PENANA8xPO8CIcAh
我,只是一個留級的同學,700Please respect copyright.PENANAt4BxkbzOVA
又不主動認識其他人,700Please respect copyright.PENANAJphq2n1CMZ
沒有人找上,也正常不過。700Please respect copyright.PENANAE5x4C74PuK
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。700Please respect copyright.PENANAKxMOBEAvuZ
不過,700Please respect copyright.PENANAOvGqkILU3V
她對我已經……700Please respect copyright.PENANAzW7hzg1m8b
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,700Please respect copyright.PENANALAgjDeLhL4
其實,700Please respect copyright.PENANAtqbUgLkPec
心裡還是渴望著。700Please respect copyright.PENANAmeP3OZWYg5
700Please respect copyright.PENANAOS4bEASHhG
最終,都得到實現。700Please respect copyright.PENANAcX7zNZQ2sk
不過,700Please respect copyright.PENANAwXlLKzHqdz
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。700Please respect copyright.PENANAcJR4Iu3Oa7
我不喜在她這樣的態度,700Please respect copyright.PENANAGIxoQxJeRF
不是想說她態度欠佳,700Please respect copyright.PENANA6Nvkdit1UE
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。700Please respect copyright.PENANAlRXZCHrDtX
700Please respect copyright.PENANACJDEgy76Oi
眼見面前一班好友,700Please respect copyright.PENANAP0EmACb929
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。700Please respect copyright.PENANAC1fzsJNp6i
過了好一段時間,700Please respect copyright.PENANA8bAvoGnHro
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。700Please respect copyright.PENANAXmdETh0M8q
偏偏在上山的時候,700Please respect copyright.PENANAcDtluBbPUH
我突然感到一陣納悶,700Please respect copyright.PENANAGsFG1KJlVQ
那刻,我在想,700Please respect copyright.PENANAuCpF5G6lGH
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?700Please respect copyright.PENANAbJdVBAhZ1u
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。700Please respect copyright.PENANAbsFpO2wFE2
良久,終於下山,700Please respect copyright.PENANAIVhyFaR5Ps
時間來到下午五時多,700Please respect copyright.PENANAOtvChQUndp
我不適的感覺重了,700Please respect copyright.PENANAe0eCrlqal5
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,700Please respect copyright.PENANADpippdUozy
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。700Please respect copyright.PENANA16AKkvZJtf
700Please respect copyright.PENANAbrr5yQAoHa
終於舒暢了,700Please respect copyright.PENANAwPQ1VmmyMd
可惜,700Please respect copyright.PENANAUatMuh4KBq
過了不足兩小時,700Please respect copyright.PENANArFE3NUZ6sl
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,700Please respect copyright.PENANAupVHQNTe3g
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。700Please respect copyright.PENANAj7avqdURhf
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。700Please respect copyright.PENANAC8GvCXUDcQ
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。700Please respect copyright.PENANA39gUnRQK2T
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。700Please respect copyright.PENANATCxuBfP5O7
700Please respect copyright.PENANATMDW9BwbJw
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲700Please respect copyright.PENANAIOGf4yuY2L
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」700Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fa52rshQC
「回去好好休息吧。」700Please respect copyright.PENANAGRnV1hJJPo
700Please respect copyright.PENANAPoSEPr4nz2
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAnEaHBiwmNb
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。700Please respect copyright.PENANAhPr3zcKoh3
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,700Please respect copyright.PENANAr76cgSWUhz
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,700Please respect copyright.PENANAO2zSMEktq2
無奈已經沒可能了。700Please respect copyright.PENANAtq2Xrq86f9
700Please respect copyright.PENANAmHkz9CmkpM
晚上十時多,700Please respect copyright.PENANAPM48tbnyba
終於回到家裡,700Please respect copyright.PENANAKp5wK7qtwX
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,700Please respect copyright.PENANAXdCmI0bKq9
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,700Please respect copyright.PENANARzJxlJMMU9
我,肚瀉了。700Please respect copyright.PENANATjSBdTWfK9
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,700Please respect copyright.PENANAoRI2gbkjqL
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。700Please respect copyright.PENANAg11U3l0fwP
本打算藉今天散散心,700Please respect copyright.PENANAIW0Ba4I5a2
卻又嘔又瀉。700Please respect copyright.PENANAhpcO8HyDv7
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。700Please respect copyright.PENANAxP9EnK4u9o
閉起雙眼,700Please respect copyright.PENANASjkAvoi2IH
更見黑暗,700Please respect copyright.PENANAAQxp0zpcJQ
更感孤寂。700Please respect copyright.PENANAPun5bdez1e
我,很想很想...700Please respect copyright.PENANArzdR0v7Nth
很想痛哭一場。700Please respect copyright.PENANA6DI0eACmZh
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。700Please respect copyright.PENANAlL79JUx9i0
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,700Please respect copyright.PENANAB2ovRK9ubk
但我卻無法哭一場。700Please respect copyright.PENANACP4NtEoQIu
味苦,700Please respect copyright.PENANAalCXeM9Zxh
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,700Please respect copyright.PENANACLjPdVJjOZ
辛苦。700Please respect copyright.PENANAwbQCPVL8OF
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,700Please respect copyright.PENANAot03PlNXhQ
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,700Please respect copyright.PENANAfQOZz6CEKK
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。700Please respect copyright.PENANAbwGJ7015Zp
700Please respect copyright.PENANAYhN3QbYFNf
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。700Please respect copyright.PENANArAwrS3wJ7T
其實,我想不出一位。700Please respect copyright.PENANADpDV5XfPBe
其實,我身邊都沒有。700Please respect copyright.PENANAosQvoTE6Dc
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,700Please respect copyright.PENANAKmY0d6W0al
減下痛苦。700Please respect copyright.PENANAPPic5y0Jol
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色700Please respect copyright.PENANAbSQdGy4noE
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了700Please respect copyright.PENANAaEsROIBszd
你已經決定了 你已經決定了700Please respect copyright.PENANAonCRoeGcpI
700Please respect copyright.PENANAmQrZBuR418
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著700Please respect copyright.PENANA8wqsSQZCjX
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了700Please respect copyright.PENANAalZXQXG4xp
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割700Please respect copyright.PENANA5YHAQCUPen
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANAaS3kliJHh2
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了700Please respect copyright.PENANAt55clqMqMp
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼700Please respect copyright.PENANAUWbzj8QP9b
700Please respect copyright.PENANA1j6EImvQSC
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了700Please respect copyright.PENANANgImBiN2HH
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇700Please respect copyright.PENANAeD0Dzg4JZZ
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著700Please respect copyright.PENANAOStjLMt9XJ
700Please respect copyright.PENANAY2SL8uurCd
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANAEg5cxr4WPX
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了700Please respect copyright.PENANAavp2upL2ck
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼700Please respect copyright.PENANAa8FMA1rVTp
700Please respect copyright.PENANA2wj69F0799
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合700Please respect copyright.PENANAMypRG8q6gu
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河700Please respect copyright.PENANA6KqZedpxt7
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了700Please respect copyright.PENANAmMjtpurZRu
然後才後悔著700Please respect copyright.PENANAqp8UEqPzoM
700Please respect copyright.PENANAKDw7F1Z5Js
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANAqDwTWx2Dbf
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了700Please respect copyright.PENANAs0tuF55uty
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼700Please respect copyright.PENANA83bUoAzSx3
700Please respect copyright.PENANAj2rDFj7ufR
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合700Please respect copyright.PENANAFXyrIktb0M
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河700Please respect copyright.PENANATAS6OPvaMP
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了700Please respect copyright.PENANAKAPY5FLm1V
700Please respect copyright.PENANAZg9VduDIrU
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色700Please respect copyright.PENANAE6MVJFWAp2
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢700Please respect copyright.PENANApKD0JGAO8q
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻700Please respect copyright.PENANAl3YVqbIlt1
重新開始活著700Please respect copyright.PENANAxPJQGhyjZe
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《你,不是真正的快樂》700Please respect copyright.PENANAc95WmG6L8G