1月14日,凌晨5時多。665Please respect copyright.PENANADQUXp6QT60
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。665Please respect copyright.PENANAWfP2Ru7VAt
大家都在熟睡中,665Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ0XFw9fF2
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不自覺的再次想起她。665Please respect copyright.PENANA4J0xMlJaEg
我,很想長睡下去,665Please respect copyright.PENANA92Bp0oik9t
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。665Please respect copyright.PENANAU07kHg7yma
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。665Please respect copyright.PENANARDiaHiPv2i
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。665Please respect copyright.PENANA0sxjkBd1r6
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,665Please respect copyright.PENANAT4BvdlYiKs
血水慢慢的滲出。665Please respect copyright.PENANAXpxmjJFMG8
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。665Please respect copyright.PENANAVQ8wcwLrro
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。665Please respect copyright.PENANA7hX3rQ9Ndz
起來梳洗,665Please respect copyright.PENANAKkcOO78ZVF
執拾行裝。665Please respect copyright.PENANAwvvHIJffes
準備與朋友集合。665Please respect copyright.PENANAqznjI63PQa
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,665Please respect copyright.PENANAjuhnFIAa8d
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。665Please respect copyright.PENANAwKgTqB2RMw
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。665Please respect copyright.PENANAGUiIcEAr8H
或者一切都因為我的被動,665Please respect copyright.PENANAhfOaZPdASU
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,665Please respect copyright.PENANAJyIJYzSWPk
導致我的失敗。665Please respect copyright.PENANAUKHZA5qLzW
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若不是早已應邀,665Please respect copyright.PENANA8aEiFz6UZW
我想,我還是留在家中,665Please respect copyright.PENANAU83IAfmgkZ
白白的消磨時間。665Please respect copyright.PENANAvmKq2u0hw3
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,665Please respect copyright.PENANA52Wfj8ji78
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。665Please respect copyright.PENANAfkbjPbYc5V
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,665Please respect copyright.PENANA0Mbs7Z9xDJ
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。665Please respect copyright.PENANA7RftyA8MGW
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我們乘坐慢船。665Please respect copyright.PENANArrR4OoV5Cd
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,665Please respect copyright.PENANAxG9MzbYYJJ
然後開展我們的「賭局」。665Please respect copyright.PENANAFYPbQxEnSR
我們玩得有說有笑,665Please respect copyright.PENANASXw0sXhx9o
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。665Please respect copyright.PENANARZTijTgyQC
我內心的景象,也是如此。665Please respect copyright.PENANAKxy5hdHdjR
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,665Please respect copyright.PENANA0M8og76sae
尋得他們的燈光。665Please respect copyright.PENANAXBJkXFeD8B
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。665Please respect copyright.PENANAT02EIrpqtQ
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,665Please respect copyright.PENANA8lWnW6uzAU
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,665Please respect copyright.PENANAapsvNxSpO5
玩玩聊聊。665Please respect copyright.PENANAI4iJFgC6pz
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說665Please respect copyright.PENANA6GeiWXWSsC
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說665Please respect copyright.PENANAJdoMUL3LAO
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應665Please respect copyright.PENANAh1yFbv2VmY
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAyABrbDXuAg
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。665Please respect copyright.PENANA7ovN82zYoM
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。665Please respect copyright.PENANAuGxvPhOlfQ
記得,665Please respect copyright.PENANAV8JTi80Xd5
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,665Please respect copyright.PENANAKT7iSquUpE
四處找朋友拍照留念。665Please respect copyright.PENANACwr3iWZi7K
我,只是一個留級的同學,665Please respect copyright.PENANA5hhPYpIA1B
又不主動認識其他人,665Please respect copyright.PENANAtSMEDEWcQj
沒有人找上,也正常不過。665Please respect copyright.PENANA0D9dXoIV14
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。665Please respect copyright.PENANArhqHcQqzD3
不過,665Please respect copyright.PENANAEFRSrUm8PJ
她對我已經……665Please respect copyright.PENANAfkxX6AXBXo
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,665Please respect copyright.PENANAnIex13At1F
其實,665Please respect copyright.PENANAK43yWWRhYF
心裡還是渴望著。665Please respect copyright.PENANAfCi5yQabmN
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最終,都得到實現。665Please respect copyright.PENANAGbLiHIw3PN
不過,665Please respect copyright.PENANA1TyZbmyP4q
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。665Please respect copyright.PENANAPC2JcKaSlc
我不喜在她這樣的態度,665Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ50F46zCK
不是想說她態度欠佳,665Please respect copyright.PENANA7fg7xKD0fn
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。665Please respect copyright.PENANACHoenO8XBQ
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眼見面前一班好友,665Please respect copyright.PENANAEJR7q26GsD
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。665Please respect copyright.PENANAp14jUuFRPI
過了好一段時間,665Please respect copyright.PENANAoE7wwmwIa7
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。665Please respect copyright.PENANAXNkgEJIkab
偏偏在上山的時候,665Please respect copyright.PENANANBTmyr6vkX
我突然感到一陣納悶,665Please respect copyright.PENANApgJ4KhciIa
那刻,我在想,665Please respect copyright.PENANAuiyCEAlj1U
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?665Please respect copyright.PENANAZjYWKAoZbI
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。665Please respect copyright.PENANAF14mIE1CNX
良久,終於下山,665Please respect copyright.PENANA80lH2e6rGB
時間來到下午五時多,665Please respect copyright.PENANAs9TG2ZxSQz
我不適的感覺重了,665Please respect copyright.PENANACnNDZnAeko
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,665Please respect copyright.PENANApBmtYxjS3M
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。665Please respect copyright.PENANAdfPP6YQzp3
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終於舒暢了,665Please respect copyright.PENANA5c8zNZd88B
可惜,665Please respect copyright.PENANANsjxjL6vLC
過了不足兩小時,665Please respect copyright.PENANABdaX9i6Iz7
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,665Please respect copyright.PENANAategNvGmJO
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。665Please respect copyright.PENANAD0e0M9r7Ai
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。665Please respect copyright.PENANA7MIqvofGcF
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。665Please respect copyright.PENANAvYT99XyZHu
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。665Please respect copyright.PENANABMvT3ma91F
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲665Please respect copyright.PENANABPEzZH0gwW
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAaG3y4M3e15
「回去好好休息吧。」665Please respect copyright.PENANAUU4SOqMzv2
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。665Please respect copyright.PENANAv2AOqivyut
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。665Please respect copyright.PENANAC2M8YrRoZQ
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,665Please respect copyright.PENANAGpvlDbwPua
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,665Please respect copyright.PENANAAfr0f25FnM
無奈已經沒可能了。665Please respect copyright.PENANAljeSxa6G99
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晚上十時多,665Please respect copyright.PENANAkfJNZM90Rk
終於回到家裡,665Please respect copyright.PENANAiWmTIrPthy
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,665Please respect copyright.PENANAuRUL3HB5zt
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,665Please respect copyright.PENANAUgHUEBjRKW
我,肚瀉了。665Please respect copyright.PENANAbbX18Ha3AY
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,665Please respect copyright.PENANAekwfwEhGga
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。665Please respect copyright.PENANAgoSdJ4rlPI
本打算藉今天散散心,665Please respect copyright.PENANAtV11cmXuuA
卻又嘔又瀉。665Please respect copyright.PENANAAIgRcBkMi7
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。665Please respect copyright.PENANAZcE5SJrL3L
閉起雙眼,665Please respect copyright.PENANAlObjKnICTG
更見黑暗,665Please respect copyright.PENANAaRu605iVfu
更感孤寂。665Please respect copyright.PENANA0L9kWoyHBw
我,很想很想...665Please respect copyright.PENANAh6RB2zdCrY
很想痛哭一場。665Please respect copyright.PENANAPgYKHNUkHT
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。665Please respect copyright.PENANApKbsfyK54t
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,665Please respect copyright.PENANANn3whgEKuu
但我卻無法哭一場。665Please respect copyright.PENANAzyve5o5ZfB
味苦,665Please respect copyright.PENANAXn5YnwN1dB
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,665Please respect copyright.PENANAAgIvAsLV7t
辛苦。665Please respect copyright.PENANAUQtraCMhKv
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,665Please respect copyright.PENANAxYdhG44Nml
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,665Please respect copyright.PENANAKelNNkMytt
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。665Please respect copyright.PENANA96IYUp5fvO
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。665Please respect copyright.PENANAwNVOCPbw2e
其實,我想不出一位。665Please respect copyright.PENANA0QuKHliNGY
其實,我身邊都沒有。665Please respect copyright.PENANA7TnmZlzuJ0
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,665Please respect copyright.PENANAVX5lVmAMbg
減下痛苦。665Please respect copyright.PENANAETVhMdY06M
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色665Please respect copyright.PENANAauN0PLoc6a
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了665Please respect copyright.PENANATszB3GE2MB
你已經決定了 你已經決定了665Please respect copyright.PENANAqG48RMscnx
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著665Please respect copyright.PENANA0m7EVoPHWf
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了665Please respect copyright.PENANASnmP9mCPtO
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割665Please respect copyright.PENANA3CqANohIRW
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色665Please respect copyright.PENANAhzW3WGTfXE
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了665Please respect copyright.PENANANWg1jS3ChU
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼665Please respect copyright.PENANAg7ccfT2Die
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了665Please respect copyright.PENANAUpkq3FXRMz
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇665Please respect copyright.PENANAkhapADemBw
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著665Please respect copyright.PENANAVbxqzJksj3
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色665Please respect copyright.PENANATUMIlCgfTA
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了665Please respect copyright.PENANAO4HuoYxDex
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼665Please respect copyright.PENANAF8N7R2abXG
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合665Please respect copyright.PENANAm0YEatEsOX
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河665Please respect copyright.PENANAACRQ9JxZP4
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了665Please respect copyright.PENANAH96408TcBH
然後才後悔著665Please respect copyright.PENANAKy7ZkNoh9M
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色665Please respect copyright.PENANAyBj3lIXs4W
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了665Please respect copyright.PENANAyazqhGoLFQ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼665Please respect copyright.PENANAQtD6U8xmbD
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合665Please respect copyright.PENANAOFCys3A06m
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河665Please respect copyright.PENANA6UXhLhyzIt
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了665Please respect copyright.PENANAQqH0CY8Rq3
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色665Please respect copyright.PENANAVF1mAHC7vw
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢665Please respect copyright.PENANAx3PYj0h8U3
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻665Please respect copyright.PENANAqJrj5rdNMt
重新開始活著665Please respect copyright.PENANAxuaLOTjd7t
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《你,不是真正的快樂》665Please respect copyright.PENANAN9VbaWbILF