1月14日,凌晨5時多。613Please respect copyright.PENANAjmDO8nBLBd
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。613Please respect copyright.PENANA8I1pza11i4
大家都在熟睡中,613Please respect copyright.PENANA7RVkt0OV7D
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,613Please respect copyright.PENANAgagVngZDE0
不自覺的再次想起她。613Please respect copyright.PENANALYF5aGTp4b
我,很想長睡下去,613Please respect copyright.PENANAnTPDuJaYd5
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。613Please respect copyright.PENANAxzpYXK3Ovx
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。613Please respect copyright.PENANAs9VHZVxEXO
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。613Please respect copyright.PENANArSQRbZu6Qp
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,613Please respect copyright.PENANAbGhcdLWzoS
血水慢慢的滲出。613Please respect copyright.PENANAEupM1o7Eo1
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。613Please respect copyright.PENANA2QOagi7Etn
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。613Please respect copyright.PENANAAa2DlNpnPQ
起來梳洗,613Please respect copyright.PENANAtLyINqxfAm
執拾行裝。613Please respect copyright.PENANABPyapv7UPL
準備與朋友集合。613Please respect copyright.PENANAn52rkBOhTZ
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,613Please respect copyright.PENANASLSnF5AP9l
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。613Please respect copyright.PENANAIM944pIMSo
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。613Please respect copyright.PENANAw2MoUVs3aB
或者一切都因為我的被動,613Please respect copyright.PENANAXdf3cBAWrl
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,613Please respect copyright.PENANAwQyLjUeGZs
導致我的失敗。613Please respect copyright.PENANA714JtMH5dL
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若不是早已應邀,613Please respect copyright.PENANApPKghQIFLw
我想,我還是留在家中,613Please respect copyright.PENANATn68sk0Yli
白白的消磨時間。613Please respect copyright.PENANApbW5qT2KDh
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,613Please respect copyright.PENANANinwGHJReV
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。613Please respect copyright.PENANA1G1BtyQmQ4
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,613Please respect copyright.PENANASF4C94f1df
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。613Please respect copyright.PENANAu1yYDVw2LL
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我們乘坐慢船。613Please respect copyright.PENANATHE1Xt035W
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,613Please respect copyright.PENANAsHteburYF7
然後開展我們的「賭局」。613Please respect copyright.PENANARDrhZD5791
我們玩得有說有笑,613Please respect copyright.PENANAnv5lFwO4HH
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。613Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ8U850LIB
我內心的景象,也是如此。613Please respect copyright.PENANAJfKojK5VJL
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,613Please respect copyright.PENANAHf8dNr4Zvi
尋得他們的燈光。613Please respect copyright.PENANAlSy7DFDh62
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。613Please respect copyright.PENANATebKRuhMGS
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,613Please respect copyright.PENANAzoKumxqlpR
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,613Please respect copyright.PENANAtAmHdwukVE
玩玩聊聊。613Please respect copyright.PENANA1h6wVVkz5B
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說613Please respect copyright.PENANAYPX1jaJXOv
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說613Please respect copyright.PENANAt2ezWRgZ0J
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應613Please respect copyright.PENANAIFThFlMcnk
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」613Please respect copyright.PENANApIHIF05KFT
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。613Please respect copyright.PENANAQqFYG41b1u
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。613Please respect copyright.PENANAys8wNK9RUq
記得,613Please respect copyright.PENANAoYp3ttagde
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,613Please respect copyright.PENANAZHIakyUSVu
四處找朋友拍照留念。613Please respect copyright.PENANAo9luJLnYtc
我,只是一個留級的同學,613Please respect copyright.PENANAipicEXtUmx
又不主動認識其他人,613Please respect copyright.PENANAeRyE8eDha4
沒有人找上,也正常不過。613Please respect copyright.PENANAVADP0lA6ws
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。613Please respect copyright.PENANA0oOVZBYhMR
不過,613Please respect copyright.PENANAVRTl46XjE8
她對我已經……613Please respect copyright.PENANAj2nqIkuCzc
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,613Please respect copyright.PENANAVNxzLswunS
其實,613Please respect copyright.PENANAK9c5xM7RWZ
心裡還是渴望著。613Please respect copyright.PENANAyDB1F0DdFF
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最終,都得到實現。613Please respect copyright.PENANAcLWJpzeNKS
不過,613Please respect copyright.PENANAW8UGVYzYM0
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。613Please respect copyright.PENANADZa7Q1Uhbq
我不喜在她這樣的態度,613Please respect copyright.PENANA4rj3bPLcS2
不是想說她態度欠佳,613Please respect copyright.PENANAQXdUaJHt03
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。613Please respect copyright.PENANAqQ113Qj8A2
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眼見面前一班好友,613Please respect copyright.PENANASLfAc3pa0L
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。613Please respect copyright.PENANAymyzwNCy6X
過了好一段時間,613Please respect copyright.PENANARlo2s7oMac
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。613Please respect copyright.PENANAolI93OXO5H
偏偏在上山的時候,613Please respect copyright.PENANAqgF94jSfK4
我突然感到一陣納悶,613Please respect copyright.PENANA7Vx8bMD5cC
那刻,我在想,613Please respect copyright.PENANAH1F2f23cZx
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?613Please respect copyright.PENANA4SjXNotR9U
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。613Please respect copyright.PENANANTk9onE5oX
良久,終於下山,613Please respect copyright.PENANA8w9SodGFb0
時間來到下午五時多,613Please respect copyright.PENANALQIVWJQ8Vc
我不適的感覺重了,613Please respect copyright.PENANAaADHtkobRy
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,613Please respect copyright.PENANAJgXOo5Mt5p
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。613Please respect copyright.PENANAu3PVzTrMFK
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終於舒暢了,613Please respect copyright.PENANA2fNltSM1Yw
可惜,613Please respect copyright.PENANAcqePJVHR1v
過了不足兩小時,613Please respect copyright.PENANAuO6qX9J05E
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,613Please respect copyright.PENANASa0YfzqpYk
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。613Please respect copyright.PENANAxEiE1V7bHI
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。613Please respect copyright.PENANAalwITewuUD
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。613Please respect copyright.PENANAJhJUDp3WMQ
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。613Please respect copyright.PENANACwkTQqJAqV
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲613Please respect copyright.PENANAKytDIXVAOB
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」613Please respect copyright.PENANAglMVBsWdzT
「回去好好休息吧。」613Please respect copyright.PENANA4VBbmN0AAj
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。613Please respect copyright.PENANAj5IyG7Uq9Y
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。613Please respect copyright.PENANAbKh2pR9502
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,613Please respect copyright.PENANAoyzu3EW0Ie
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,613Please respect copyright.PENANAQiIWDjDEQG
無奈已經沒可能了。613Please respect copyright.PENANAPCeXOmWxJo
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晚上十時多,613Please respect copyright.PENANAwt3fPfu8GD
終於回到家裡,613Please respect copyright.PENANAsui6QrOzWC
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,613Please respect copyright.PENANAomC0m7NhEY
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,613Please respect copyright.PENANAPj4Gp1yFxh
我,肚瀉了。613Please respect copyright.PENANAXMiDjMZxIv
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,613Please respect copyright.PENANAHAIWSVxNeX
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。613Please respect copyright.PENANABjtD854vTf
本打算藉今天散散心,613Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jkvo6A5G9
卻又嘔又瀉。613Please respect copyright.PENANAdOLoOQ7H0p
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。613Please respect copyright.PENANArgVYO29Wo1
閉起雙眼,613Please respect copyright.PENANADnt9sxpNjA
更見黑暗,613Please respect copyright.PENANABy4pzhBApG
更感孤寂。613Please respect copyright.PENANAhZKqhIsZSZ
我,很想很想...613Please respect copyright.PENANAeVvhQwjoEG
很想痛哭一場。613Please respect copyright.PENANAtHudFKGljv
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。613Please respect copyright.PENANAY2484iAVIf
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,613Please respect copyright.PENANAy5Txlp80bY
但我卻無法哭一場。613Please respect copyright.PENANAwopcyBZRpH
味苦,613Please respect copyright.PENANAwE4rK25kV5
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,613Please respect copyright.PENANABKa1hpreWe
辛苦。613Please respect copyright.PENANAWMStMgUS3q
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,613Please respect copyright.PENANA2px5q52tCd
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,613Please respect copyright.PENANAP3lKNuD93e
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。613Please respect copyright.PENANAgm1HbnchTs
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。613Please respect copyright.PENANASPSgyt8ESY
其實,我想不出一位。613Please respect copyright.PENANAX8r9RUZGin
其實,我身邊都沒有。613Please respect copyright.PENANAfrM917732v
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,613Please respect copyright.PENANAJDL0iMea4C
減下痛苦。613Please respect copyright.PENANA2xKC4J6v3e
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色613Please respect copyright.PENANAc7DcPaQOqM
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了613Please respect copyright.PENANAb3EaKdTfCd
你已經決定了 你已經決定了613Please respect copyright.PENANASxp3mKJpKq
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著613Please respect copyright.PENANAb10HZYTXef
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了613Please respect copyright.PENANAB1gD0GiLJy
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割613Please respect copyright.PENANAJXby3DD0Ce
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色613Please respect copyright.PENANARvGSLuhAJn
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了613Please respect copyright.PENANAolUuGqIzfF
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼613Please respect copyright.PENANAFRKlYFrEUv
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了613Please respect copyright.PENANAbRatxW6W9r
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇613Please respect copyright.PENANAj5pTrsW5nj
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著613Please respect copyright.PENANAEtGKou4kK9
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色613Please respect copyright.PENANATFnReaob6w
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了613Please respect copyright.PENANAbsoQ8djke6
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼613Please respect copyright.PENANAXIyKAKfqH8
613Please respect copyright.PENANAzos611t5Wj
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合613Please respect copyright.PENANAS8JYWVnsY8
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河613Please respect copyright.PENANAeErXK1AD2x
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了613Please respect copyright.PENANAtWfS8JXPPu
然後才後悔著613Please respect copyright.PENANA4WnEs9S4Yh
613Please respect copyright.PENANAbaEpOwR0TC
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色613Please respect copyright.PENANAmj02waiuwE
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了613Please respect copyright.PENANAoby7829Dc4
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼613Please respect copyright.PENANAEGZk8UStiz
613Please respect copyright.PENANABFvXNflFiD
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合613Please respect copyright.PENANAhDx2k4ZQ1f
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河613Please respect copyright.PENANAqCxpbtzgWv
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了613Please respect copyright.PENANAoxn3EC2cRy
613Please respect copyright.PENANAiq4XxyCu6b
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色613Please respect copyright.PENANAYMwPPRRffn
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢613Please respect copyright.PENANAPtELoc4Ff3
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻613Please respect copyright.PENANARt4tqpNa6R
重新開始活著613Please respect copyright.PENANA0q91PSIeAL
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《你,不是真正的快樂》613Please respect copyright.PENANAYvlAPGCRfE