You entered my life and became a close friend although ever since that moment I have felt something more than friendship for you... I fell in love with you...562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEnOu4trAC
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After a while, it got to the stage where I was barely seeing any of my other friends as I wanted to spend all my time with you as my feelings for you were strong and grew stronger with all the time I spent with you.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ5QMf8Ck6
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But one day, one heartbreaking day you left, going to a place far away, not because you wanted to but because you had to, kissing me a single time whilst saying goodbye, a single sweet time, that I will always remember, before you left.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb306JxZAYO
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I wanted to kiss you back so badly but I didn't have the courage to kiss you back as I didn't want to break your heart as much as mine was broken by kissing you in return and maybe even telling you of my love for you.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5mvCd3MLa
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Although, I wanted to kiss you in return and tell you that I loved you so so much but I didn't as I feared breaking your heart as much as my heart had been broken, I just couldn't break your heart my love. 562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM1iYUdnAl
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The night on which you, the one friend I have always loved, since we first met, left I could barely think about anything else apart fron you and how much I wanted to be with you and how much I loved you and thus how much I wanted to be your lover.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISCoPdKM4M
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Early the next morning, I put the words 'I love you' onto a text message to you but I couldn't pluck up the courage to press the send button.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNg3AGqlkG
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It had just started to get light, when a terrible feeling came over me and I knew something had happened to you, I couldn't explain why I felt it, but I felt it.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzE7dc4ZbB
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I quickly presssed the send button on my text to you as something told me that I had to send the text to you then or I never would.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbPwXZAlY9
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I began to wait, desperatly for a reply, any reply, so at least I knew that you were okay or at least still alive.
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The seconds passed and turned into minutes which passed and turned into hours and still I didn't get a reply.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxinMzY2xM
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But then my phone announced it had a new text message, with a sound I had been longing to hear.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6FvFlc8h2
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I rushed to unlock my phone but I found that it was only a message from my phone company giving me some information about some rather uninteresting offer that I didn't really care about.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4kGKyCCg0
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Moments later, just before my phone automatically locked itself again, I heard the same message announcement tone as I had before.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVtPXHgj09
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I unlocked my phone again and found a message, from you, my love.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvktu3Qyqy
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It only consisted of four words but those four words ment everything to me, especially my heart.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhJOld2SyW
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Those four words were 'I love you to'.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwXW7dI3DR
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I read it over and over again not quite believing that the message was one I actually received and thus the text message no being one I just imagined receiving.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa58XxNk9Z
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But even your text didn't make that terrible feeling that I had go away completely, but it made it better, it really did.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVTnuF6xoZ
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I texted 'Are you okay, my love?' in reply to your text sending it as soon as I had finished typing it.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLm8HjiuwL
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Then a couple of hours of terrified worrying later, having not received a reply, I felt that terrible feeling get even worse.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqOQr9sk2n
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Then, I fell asleep, somehow, I still to this day don't know how, for an hour or two, I can't really remember how long.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdtFSL3tKf
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But then, I was awoken by a frantic knock on my door.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIvA3DyRy7
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"Why don't they use the doorbell?" I thought.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKpsoIt4Qv
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When I got to the door and opened the door, wanting more in hope than expectation to find you standing there to tell me that everything was okay and that you had come back because you loved me but I found another friend of mine there who looked in a rather distressed mood.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzSqwp6Lux
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It was then I knew something was wrong... that something was very wrong.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFMg2VmGHq
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"What's the matter," I asked.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21dkFmHq65
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The other friend then asked to come in which he did.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5BMJu8KAl
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He then went into the lounge and sat down on the sofa.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwxbo86gAm
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"You better sit down," he told me.
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"Why do you want me to sit down?" I asked nervously.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEWQHuLI7A
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He, my friend, then began to describe the terrible, terrible thing that had happened to you, only about three and a half hours earlier, my love and how you were barely alive, although I was barely listening to this description for all I could think about was that I should never have let you go and how I should have told you about my love for you and how I should have kissed you before you went and how I should have...562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosDCLCGMfV
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This made the terrible feeling within me get even worse.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP7d1ode66
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I fell down onto the sofa crying hoping desperatly that you would pull through and promising myself I would come and see you and kiss you over and over again once you were okay, not even considering you dieing as a credible possibility.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzaXIxpKD0
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Just as he finished his description of what had happened to you, he received a text on his phone and the text had a few terrible words on it, which I shall not recount as it would hurt too much, forever informing us both as he read the text out for the both of us to hear, that you were dead.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMe9sqt9xt
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Both you and I were inseparable but now death had separated us and you had left me inconsolable and desprate to see you alive again, although I knew that I couldn't ever see you again.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g2hnHLvj9
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I felt responsible for your death because I didn't kiss you back and I didn't tell you I loved you knowing that you probably would have stayed if you'd have known I loved you... before you went...562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxncnZnmO0e
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I barely stopped crying for days after your death yearning to have you as my companion again.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LzDJetSyf
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My crying peaked when the day came for your funeral, which I attended (I won't miss it, I couldn't), only heightened by me knowing that you loved me to.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fUpENbWwB
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I was desprate to be able to go back and change things, so as I could have you as my lover, which had been my goal since I had first met you... since I had first fallen in love with you.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSA8nGN12O
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As the days passed by and became weeks and months, my heart was still broken and I missed you a lot although I was not spending whole days crying anymore, if only because I know that you would not have wanted me to be crying over you.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8lyxhyD3o
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Now as I write this, I am about to go to your grave, my love, to leave flowers and this poem there for you as I still love you even after your death.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfHXEd0UHb
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I yearn to see you again and maybe I might, whether that be though the realm of ghosts, religion or something else entirely.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dFNFRqo8u
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I love you, my love,... my heart is still broken, I don't think that my heart will ever be truly fully repaired... without being with you again...562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7NsffUSD9
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Rest in peace, my love,... I want so badly to see you again to return your kiss and to get from you and to give you many, many more kisses as I love you, I love you with all my heart, my love.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpPHCxmrzo
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Both you and I were inseparable but now I am left without you and while the pain of losing you, my love, is healing over time.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCJA2Y1ovt
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But, my heart is still broken, broken by your absence, a heartbreak that I don't think will ever truely heal.562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W6cSpCpjk
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Ever since you have entered my life, I have loved you, I love you and I will love you for eternity and beyond, I promise you, my love, I promise you...
