我想活下去....478Please respect copyright.PENANAx20nxnwPAI
所以...好想流血.....478Please respect copyright.PENANASOaCEwQS9U
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....478Please respect copyright.PENANAXOTYpqqIw9
明明流多了就會死....478Please respect copyright.PENANAYN3yhE1PBv
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...478Please respect copyright.PENANAjpRz2y5ZjG
可是又不是....478Please respect copyright.PENANAOcdzi6Qtwj
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....478Please respect copyright.PENANAq29nnLiP0I
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人478Please respect copyright.PENANAsWUONuF9l9
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮478Please respect copyright.PENANAhYLUbQF5vR
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....478Please respect copyright.PENANA8P8EU0oYwb
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪478Please respect copyright.PENANAXuYN1KTZ69
睡在過去中一睡不醒478Please respect copyright.PENANAcm6AU1Yqpo
明明心裹得清楚...478Please respect copyright.PENANAbWm2Hosfu2
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....478Please respect copyright.PENANAESNXtzPzKA
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....478Please respect copyright.PENANAWFXzxCFg9Y
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力478Please respect copyright.PENANAQVRHw1TK6b
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...478Please respect copyright.PENANAtRS0hS9KSP
好討厭自己...478Please respect copyright.PENANAmDpKC2byXy
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...478Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4I2iUMxOU
自殘就像吸毒478Please respect copyright.PENANAEpjsadAJIJ
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭478Please respect copyright.PENANAZGBJAq61Qx
既害怕又讓人不能停止478Please respect copyright.PENANAT4x1KZjAwo
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...478Please respect copyright.PENANAxMT1sYLswc
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....478Please respect copyright.PENANAR1IGOa4tem
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....478Please respect copyright.PENANAfSf8iI7Jfh
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...478Please respect copyright.PENANA73LBwr7iDd
想死又想活下去478Please respect copyright.PENANAAWCusYsPEx
想流血但不想受傷...478Please respect copyright.PENANASvsyF4ChaX
怕痛但沒感覺....478Please respect copyright.PENANA12UVoGkZpj
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....478Please respect copyright.PENANAkJvfSMXiWG
血流多少也不夠....478Please respect copyright.PENANApKLRuuOcvm
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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