我想活下去....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4Rm0bpZL8
所以...好想流血.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk8iwKLZxh
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TIOYAb6Dv
明明流多了就會死....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm6qeVruDl
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDoqu8CHQ0
可是又不是....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ELoQdQzQo
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVkxc9oYyX
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvYpRDHwiB
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHGpXA3OSc
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡING73xlJFo
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBuwCJhFhY
睡在過去中一睡不醒552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB64MOa3Zi
明明心裹得清楚...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoEpvwvv4n
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lpmlb1kA2
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZPG5j9C3C
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2reKomcDM
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknRVc0G3KZ
好討厭自己...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIloSyR4D4N
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36jyxkvWYr
自殘就像吸毒552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUaL9cTVge
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDoACFjEoZ
既害怕又讓人不能停止552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhWuJzNLkn
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR31yt6369
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0ZIxJrp3X
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpTYUA09pz
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kLZadFduw
想死又想活下去552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs81YsaogG
想流血但不想受傷...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPvFey7ZTp
怕痛但沒感覺....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhQ0bFbVJ0
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLz6kjq8e3
血流多少也不夠....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0pp0xkB3D
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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