Prompt: A picture of a girl with red hair and earphones511Please respect copyright.PENANA6pVhhoDRqL
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I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.511Please respect copyright.PENANAt25qxBszxK
silence511Please respect copyright.PENANA3vbpln9yXr
I'd like to think, that once the night sky spreads its wings and brings the dancing stars to light, and wretched, sinful Isabelle still hasn't returned home - I'd like to think that perhaps her parents might regret the words they said, might regret the palms of their hands stinging red against my face.511Please respect copyright.PENANA1UU6rIFoYe
I pray for them. For Isabelle. And for Maddy. I pray for answers.511Please respect copyright.PENANA6I3rX9ggQQ
A hundred days have made me older511Please respect copyright.PENANAjPKCEJcTtK
They told me that God loves us all, and will always be with us; but now, tears streaming onto my clasped hands and down into the river, silence is the only response.511Please respect copyright.PENANAQRLJiOUpdK
A thousand lies have made me colder511Please respect copyright.PENANAOxMSxB5KSc
They never met her. Never met Maddy. They heard her name, spoke to her parents, but they never met her, and I hate them for that, more than I hate them for the scars on my cheeks.511Please respect copyright.PENANA5K1UR5JiTi
They just heard about her. And when they did, they forgot about Isabelle, that poor girl became me; the one they couldn't love. Their daughter was killed by a phone call.511Please respect copyright.PENANAuGJBoXuG45
silence511Please respect copyright.PENANA8Cckx2Ks1Y
We were lying about why I was there, and we were lying side by side - lying side by side, earphones in to maintain the charade of studying - I could've lived in that moment forever. Just holding her hand in mine, knowing she was right beside me, seeing what I was seeing, hearing what I was hearing, feeling what I was feeling.511Please respect copyright.PENANATAn0NZ6YcL
Door opening.511Please respect copyright.PENANADTvAb3uTBT
Earphones falling.511Please respect copyright.PENANA9rxl6AH7KF
3 Doors Down's Here Without You cuts to silence.511Please respect copyright.PENANApaizrZEMnC
Door closing.511Please respect copyright.PENANAsdWGDof52i
And then Maddy's parents called mine.511Please respect copyright.PENANA0MXHW2GHRf
The memories tear at me from the inside out, trying to escape into a reality that I lost so long ago.511Please respect copyright.PENANAQN0Ar3YJNt
I lay my head down in the river, floating hair making a red halo on the surface of the water, newly sprouted reeds grasping desperately at my scalp.511Please respect copyright.PENANAR5ylQJT2uK
The touch of the water makes me gasp - but it's no colder than I've felt for the past year.511Please respect copyright.PENANAOHnVjSMlEo
I slowly push off the bank with my feet, and as my ears submerge, I can hear her singing the song, the song we both loved so much -
A hundred days have made me older511Please respect copyright.PENANAVwpqtPnUiD
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face511Please respect copyright.PENANABwwjgiBPAT
A thousand lies have made me colder511Please respect copyright.PENANAMICpeYWJbQ
And I don't think I can look at this the same
I can hear her singing, I can hear her, and I'm coming Maddy I'm coming -
You're still with me in my dreams511Please respect copyright.PENANAxKr2fqcSTr
And tonight, girl, it's only you and me
silence
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I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.511Please respect copyright.PENANAWYEdmIuslt
She'll be waiting for me.
silence
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