我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCRSIAWfUa
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBotg7PtrNj
──直到那天遇見她。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTOWn2DW8I
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ywcdWpdwp
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcG6nxBXSZ
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBALHk5yDR
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5mEBMS1UJ
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNDnvdoHVn
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bGytHfRtb
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQMDHiVI5X
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwD25IvTmV
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaeq4XiyNx
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa2UsoYHr6
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPTjlyW3X0
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrzZtvwLG7
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDK013IiCz
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「你要不要來我家住？」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b5q5T1GeH
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUexkO5niTD
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllBiVRIdNx
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFD7ctNTfv
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqMnPTOOk4
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW18r9Pfaxq
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbtazVeCkI
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBaQR6kFIv
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbx8ps3zhh
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWt54NLs9r
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI5XOWutPF
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KPzZnwW6v
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMqMktY4GN
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2hI75rDOX
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9FdoXq5a9
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS15hLINUj
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymKXMSlZgz
那一夜，她並沒有回來。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0U62srRxLi
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJioZRQZys
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxVxAeYwCi
…不太對勁。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQB20ndQIo
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8iqjlV6Fk
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I6Fa0p0Lg
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny77K8Uwff
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWqegFVIN5
她明明說過只喜歡我的！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICBPzcOCPy
她竟然背叛我！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dOThxXSrH
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkw8UPYWoN
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──唉。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYOTCCJOrD
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BYjOqlAcj
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeSutec7zT
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtKA9qNpmk
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxnj56hW3D
可我不想就這樣放棄。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5Est0yGdq
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH5U05RRZz
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgY97bVBma
反之，我會將她奪回來。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2rHcyETL2
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHF3kF7xfL
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSznsUcGOS
我深深嘆息。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr2ifmJBoF
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JeGmuyvsF
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sI6ZCFh3f
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3FHBJ4OxC
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnTQoqQeE5
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEvyJvMleg
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJxTGL2DT1
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cssE4fFZW
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHHUsfsGOY
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEy38VjZmS
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDit64XlMa
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGAZZJrpiu
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomYgN1XB1N
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovER4EBrJS
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeZlkAX55p
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJOLED9bBk
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離開吧。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfvV6DZY1n
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLMQMnmg69
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyIuGCX7tC
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1buTBYsvkA
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpy0uMA0el
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JOXjpraVw
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcYVoZQNGW
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj69pETamEQ
曾經…450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sUTEB8Nhr
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrH99XkAer
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喀嚓。碰。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj1OQd0YNB
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi664r67nPm
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7nZRmJdsc
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi73L7ciixK
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6PY0QRdiQ
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66zzK10Eof
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3NJYAvPIt
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiiBswtH43
……怎麼回事？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjsqSkoE5K
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7iAJ37kHB
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K8befTZ6C
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo82e8Gt0m
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXtRnovnVr
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyzgqhbgfF
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UJ9AHAUmU
那是大約三年前的事。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcM8QIi4l3
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6qGNMbqmD
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8bcYl013b
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdy8TYbalv
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkkDKiqrkM
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv57kqy0zC
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukhf7qjS80
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背後一陣劇痛。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi4d4zQsEz
我被刺了。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurJOhYioq1
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nAXfDufKX
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Wlt10fNj
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──是你！是你殺了我！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hf1X1vnzk
殺了我女友又殺了我！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GbuvScTnC
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFofiAUy8zi
無法原諒…饒不了你！！450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs2ekkYdRS
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5gRzLnKAj
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmbzQ5TJiK
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcIRL56CR3
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQtzh2Tt9E
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzApjll556D
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI5DJRIpCT
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JowH2bQZm
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyVHl08WIt
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqe1GmLLdo
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tHZiKFvfb
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkUUQ8m1zI
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI2LwRDgkW
……為什麼………450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2ju0Zo376
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH4JIHM8Fp
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXS4ulE8SF
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzpFvomix7
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBxbUqagU5
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEdVDtRrrB
……請不要怕我，好嗎？450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaSAHem2V0
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9Lpfyod0t
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkB53ROX6o
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『我愛妳……』450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP8P07Xjd6
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「汪嗚……」450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FO2olhzyd
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgotlbwTIlo
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。450Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NJQUiK55n
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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