我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGKYmDpM8P
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxHxpenBsv
──直到那天遇見她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IImPK9UR9
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jo2Xcd0EH
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYA0NBIShu
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GZyVUnTQl
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer7n1wYP3W
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWDKbx3cJW
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUstgNXW0h
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsa3APGjMf
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUhCYaLMC4
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHct1MavQKZ
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrypO7jbkF
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoElT7IgZUQ
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06sJLqfSUt
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1R8Sz79UJ
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「你要不要來我家住？」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfHWmaH8Uh
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICY6f8wZNq
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOueKSK2ih
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9eOSAxr21
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJhrOb9Sya
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynDRMnLsyc
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV27KAPp9Vz
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT31D3Pehf
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjESWkyvjtv
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVbA7KeTfk
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMsFaFph6h
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjduyM2LMN
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMu0F06Rl5
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRsoqH0w24
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hPV6KQcu8
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hZXkD14Gm
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEjCSbwesC
那一夜，她並沒有回來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF8wb4vp0e
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKZnM4IDfK
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHPIOwIEAx
…不太對勁。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpoghPrc2a
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8D6iaGdnp
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP1YbYT0uh
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdTDF5Egw4
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBlGcEJXMs
她明明說過只喜歡我的！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeNhzzNzOe
她竟然背叛我！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6c3JA4yF7
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGJRsVLUT5
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──唉。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fe4B4RnsE
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti8oWqJqGj
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZoDWJ9K7c
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzFBpnr8hG
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdTGmyDReI
可我不想就這樣放棄。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXkLPUq1nM
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbf8qGSDfD
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jBDUVU4Ya
反之，我會將她奪回來。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15fKIrblfL
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0Nxq9sE3G
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BDLWPBLnb
我深深嘆息。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBm3M02Y1P
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8R4YBV7ud
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygk09CyABc
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKZbu4iFuY
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk29klJ75W
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXIIT7EWWQ
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZycJhrHZ9
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpjUnMz574
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiLyY2nb00
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNd5LiEOro
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ573QTVycS6
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNta9IyNmUx
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc7zEtTj96
471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7zyY8GyoO
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky24ezxl4f
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScMb8jvhDp
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaDHAQIkjV
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離開吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPffwdT8x2
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Hf1P8EYOv
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQltMfbma0
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKruj8FvRRk
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIh4VVwGWw
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSKW1ngcda
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiKzLABtiJ
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH2ZMe64py
曾經…471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0WE6cYazq
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0PBTUUEjh
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喀嚓。碰。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhE9Dwggrg
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLl1sGZjRp
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6NiWNOMmb
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF9uFEICHi
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBBtnjsWLd
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYSxO9LlEH
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWm2IiPEAj
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2NihqLtqX
……怎麼回事？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeFEgSl1ps
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FNinB9eiJ
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhs8du3K6V
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpYkqKuOM6
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3lPwUptSV
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCYKwCH75J
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIE6hMbsoI
那是大約三年前的事。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj7TGTNXCo
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FLw5j2utu
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhrA2s1KEL
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN6OWwANJM
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75UZUtkhGr
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW6LXGn2AL
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav7WRKBg5N
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背後一陣劇痛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3szSLvfB0g
我被刺了。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdx1I7ZWSU
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lujQo3mws
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyT92EnjHR
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──是你！是你殺了我！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws0sk53tKS
殺了我女友又殺了我！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEjc9ieqAU
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqdMPq43qf
無法原諒…饒不了你！！471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiEfPw4lgr
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzvbrSjspr
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYqIXk4A91
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7ZZlkS1SO
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKtIW0qoax
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVFfYISTfS
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavr7aJnNIq
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡditawDdZbB
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41cuizhmuj
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HBC7Vzzlt
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61wrCsqPhL
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMDXiOlVkZ
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EbUvBwZfW
……為什麼………471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa5dc1wgus
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDhuZSlZEi
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnVwKnjDCO
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7p7WTtUKF
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFATjVmdVp
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFqT5oVx2j
……請不要怕我，好嗎？471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEfHLNcobe
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWtpojpq09
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4OYunC678
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『我愛妳……』471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIKtImp4Zh
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「汪嗚……」471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAcIZ6qMIC
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQkQAZfJjc
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXciu9jiA9d
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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