我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oUs9Rgx0z
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lDjxoiZ0G
──直到那天遇見她。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSmlUwLa6d
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PQ2YIDQZp
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29yzaRbzP3
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDI7JmD3LV
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MBJEFfzPM
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe8J5fPIG6
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zfne1Gtad
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGae55deEVS
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnV0bfHvIl
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA6orNfhLV
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0S7TlZ9jQ
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhP5z4BMcC
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoWZ7XWRIv
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyifXlOvtj
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「你要不要來我家住？」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJAOM3W1tc
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuub4sgrdP
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUjwkf8QbY
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOR8mJZpSI
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv3KwpztU9
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDYnOrelqZ
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg3KaxWhVM
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd5yq1wxWY
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0RsSRc4XU
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVfXblALIq
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1xw2gkPUe
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbccxvsxFZU
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRPqOLVvZU
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YosZmPTV0
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym2kxWIUNT
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWdFbT6iCG
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRvuGMLTTw
那一夜，她並沒有回來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUXPSlfGsZ
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs4ENgBHsx
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuFB1kEMUI
…不太對勁。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlHAOXgbWl
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5GUuBpmBC
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP9sR9zy5Y
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlYtnmCxhn
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dHGLDlZ6T
她明明說過只喜歡我的！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeTHfXSkes
她竟然背叛我！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3zwO1yBaz
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05umtFQ0zm
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──唉。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxioEbWPkg8
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fcqpAE1Sb
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hBVhHYRpp
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVQ6sXKxqM
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEfknHdlQ6
可我不想就這樣放棄。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHXicp6GiE
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGwIjE89FD
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnFI7NqNLe
反之，我會將她奪回來。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIaRbrqfYt
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8IlZE1Om6
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ7MBODhyO
我深深嘆息。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocdKKB0ykx
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AX23BVDlr
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgqzuLmlqf
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsJn2R39tE
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6QzK2DmJQ
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxVqfzF8AR
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu84OBtX5k6
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ebE0IwTyX
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjAIzouJBR
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf21CklJOMO
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqMs1BVqiu
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDPynsSFHQ
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJCKyQXhC0
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kPIvISt6W
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0pQEs6p9r
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBHcH2Qel1
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離開吧。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckGg6jFdPR
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Jn7qtfUn
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hO5jrRwcO
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xaPe5SCuE
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLqNdqIxvx
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0alyuWrJ6
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2SszPc09R
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ccNLetquE
曾經…425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIw157wBrV
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwCbd0k2Ia
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喀嚓。碰。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtq6y7gvak
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j1BlszXSF
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBz7n6A4aZ
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4xrudbFuJ
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6KckDrluo
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw81z8cFo5
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawn6q8htds
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJJFw7X2W2
……怎麼回事？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa18sxdqjZm
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMQvQZBes4
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViPiRM4EC4
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7RS1SAMXM
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VZyYGhqE3
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VQ3fS2y11
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2taIhrq280
那是大約三年前的事。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh1tXDtTgg
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX8MckpSBY
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbTr0bLVrp
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCKnzxcsyP
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9ospoEXCO
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqTz03fvkr
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO12mQLh7vp
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背後一陣劇痛。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh9O52Vfla
我被刺了。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3Q65ZG6TZ
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmW5IWV8r0
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGIOlVKEau
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──是你！是你殺了我！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N0YdGf6a5
殺了我女友又殺了我！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI71tuyvUN9
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCQOwsWqeC
無法原諒…饒不了你！！425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO0FW9uMrz
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqorEYnUQSH
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmNEIDhTV8
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWhpKkJeop
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8YToiX03l
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXWF2roiby
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4VqmG7S8u
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYAgslIJHM
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeByN6TCdVY
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigxG7IbFbQ
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ma0pHXdXo
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXpb75LY7u
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2xfYwpyOt
……為什麼………425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00SxPWvDib
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV8LJCjV3N
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOIzEZRciz
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mhaTVjRz7
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSejTtDNN2I
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7wODzkjl3
……請不要怕我，好嗎？425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaTOlM59lZ
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1sEErZMok
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13rVO78wgO
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『我愛妳……』425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbTUBBAuTp
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「汪嗚……」425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TzqIJHIs2
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGtwBnsf5i
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。425Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGljCdrNaqw
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
ns 15.158.61.20da2
