[這次的歌詞比較長，我放在文末]
這首歌所提及的東西較為陰暗，涉及自殺和負面的情感關係，請各位小心服用。
有時我也疑惑，為甚麼彷彿聽每一首歌都有所感觸呢？後來我得出一個結論，不是我聽甚麼歌都有感觸，而是遇上了甚麼事之後，便會傾向去找相應的歌曲去聽，所以便會有這個現象發生。好，言歸正傳，這首歌的第一段只有四句，很簡短，卻表達了在自殺邊緣不斷掙扎的情境。在前一段時間，我的情緒也是在崩潰的邊緣，最嚴重的時候也是不斷有自殺的念頭浮現。我是幸運的，幸得一位很好的醫生，即使相隔兩地，即使沒有診費，仍然很熱心輔導我，逐點逐點幫我解開心結，情緒逐漸回到可控的狀態。雖然偶爾也會失控，只是也能用時間重拾起來。所以看見這篇電臺的朋友們，若是有情緒困擾，請務必找人幫忙，不要像我一樣快要救不回來才找人。
接下來的主歌便是講述一段不良好的感情關係。說起來，亡魂其實很愧疚，他曾經令一個女孩子傷透了心，也因此，其實他愧疚得不敢再找她了。雖然這段關係並不如歌曲中那麼壞，但卻也說不上是好的。回想起來，可能我是屬於容易焦慮的人呢，這段關係的崩潰始於我一次的焦慮發作，那時的我並沒有好好處理，而是讓陰影繼續佔據我的內心，漸漸開始變得冷淡，最後讓這段感情無疾而終。其實我恨，我恨自己，這種恨更是無法描述的，也不會有人能理解到。聽著這首歌，其實就像是一刀一刀剮在我的心裏。即使歌曲的內容與經歷不符，但那種愧疚感卻是不斷湧上心頭。
第二段副歌則是講述從一開始分手後的絕望情感充滿著腦海，絕望的想要自殺；到最後能夠與這些情感共存，不再想死。亡魂並沒有為情所困而想要自殺，他絕望的源頭是「失控」。當他本來可以掌握的東西脫離掌控了之後，他便會焦躁，很想把那件事的掌控權拿回來。但越是希望這樣，他的失控情況便也越嚴重。這個惡性循環不斷的運行下去，有一天，他崩潰了。長久以來壓抑的種種情緒也一併爆發。而崩潰加爆發的結果就是他進入完全失控的狀態，甚麼也做不了、甚麼也想不了。絕望的情感充斥著他的腦海，耳朵裏充滿了心跳的轟鳴，心裏開始有聲音告訴著他：放棄吧，繼續也是沒用的，死了一了百了等等等等的話。那天的崩潰，到現在他仍然心有餘悸，要不是那時候剛有人和他聊天，發現不妥，真還差點救不了他。
今天的電臺比較負面，也由於最近考試的壓力比較大，想法偏向負面，寫寫東西能夠把這些負面的東西都用文字發洩出來，壓力會沒那麼大。其實看見這篇文章的讀者，如果你真的有耐心能夠看到這裏的話。首先要謝謝你，然後就是如果有需要記得要去找別人傾訴，不要壓在心底，沒好處的，會好像我一樣，一發不可收拾。如果在香港的朋友想找個可以傾訴的地方，深水埗有一個地方可以去一下，那就是港爐萬事屋，那邊的人很好，會肯和你聊天的。好了今天的電臺就到這裏了，請明天繼續收看《亡魂電臺》。
亡魂
15/12/2020
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