That whole weekend James and I started to talk, every time my phone went off, I just smiled. Then the week came, Monday everyone hates Mondays. James made Mondays better, well everyday was better when I was talking to him, which was everyday now. I can feel myself falling for him more and more, and at this point we weren't even together yet. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GCdYSXOck
I was trying to go slow with this but, I couldn't I really fell in love with him, the harder I fought the harder I fell in love. I knew he was the one, but I still wanted to take it slow because it was going to be long distance. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOMhXV18kl
The day we started to be official was June 28, 2018 the past couple weeks we were talking getting to know one another. A couple days before he asked me to be his girlfriend we talked about past relationships and being long distance. "So would you ever go long distance again," I ask James.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKngy29RsKN
"Yeah they're long distance it's in the name what about you" James replies.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufFv0MjtzI
"How do I feel about them? It would be hard but it's I like someone far away I would still wanna try it,"437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w2Srm8Pau
"Yeah I feel you on that I don't mind it I was just saying there is that factor," James said. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT2Urakbp3
"Are you seeing anyone in Idaho?" I asked.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZO0KtPINu
"No," he replied.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK3U8qqc8t
"Do you want a relationship?" I ask James.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtH2QCfOBn
"I wouldn't mind one,"437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinnu1bEb7a
"I would like to be in one," hinting at him.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxhrvolUlA
"Would you like to be in with one with me," he finally asks.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPDdQOHw6a
"Yeah I would," I answered. I feel myself smile wide, I was so happy. I was scared at first to talk to him about having a long distance. I knew I couldn't let him slip away. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzS23CHteJ
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It wasn't until after we started dating I had noticed something, not with him with me. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONeS98FJlr
There were little moments it's hard to explain, but I'll try my hardest to. When my best friend Morgan would talk about James, it could been anything. She talked about him a lot, I couldn't help but to smile. I got really happy when we talked about him, I didn't even really know him yet. There were times where I wanted to talk to him before I really met him. I added him on Facebook, and there were days I wanted to talk to him. I had no idea why. When Morgan and James came down one day, and he and this other girl was flirting it made me feel horrible. I felt jealous, I was upset when he left us to hang out with her. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR74yOwPJp9
I know it's weird like I said it's hard to explain, it's like my subconscious knew he was soulmate. I didn't realize I felt this way until after we started dating and talking. When Morgan told me he had a crush on me, it was like a brick hit me. I knew he was my soulmate then, but at the same time I couldn't believe he liked me. I know it sounds weird and makes no sense what so ever. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOb4vED2J9
That's the best I can do to explain it, you can laugh at me for being weird. I truly believe he is my soulmate. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvysMd0bvJJ
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Long distance relationships, not a easy thing to do. I believe everything happens for a reason. We weren't a official on Facebook, and I been dying to make it official. I haven't told my parents yet. I was scared to tell them. How I told them, could have been better. I had decided to go on the pill, not because of James not completely anyway. My period was painful and it wasn't consented. So the day of my appointment, my mom asks if I had sex before. I had to her yes, that was when I told her. About James, I didn't want to tell them until after the camping trip. Lacey his sister had started to set up a camping trip with a group of us. Not gonna lie it was a stressful and exciting process getting James and Paul to Jersey. Having phone sex was nice, but the real thing is better. We were both very excited and it was perfect. When we went to the airport to go back to Idaho Falls. It was like a hole in my chest and my other half was ripped away from me. I hated saying goodbye. That was really when we wanted to move in together, we were only dating two months. Yes I know it was fast and unreasonable. Like I said a thousand times before I knew he is my soulmate.437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzeQPO0JZQ
After the camping trip in Stokes, New Jersey we video chatted every night after we got off of work. It was rough some days, I had started to get picked on by my coworker and there moments where I wanted him to hold. Tell me it's going to be okay. Days where I need to have a back rub because of a really bad day at work. I was doing long days at the warehouse, and not being appreciated of working my ass off. James was there but he wasn't. It was challenging. There was days where I cry and he would get upset that I was crying and he wasn't there. So I tried not to cry on the phone. I didn't want to make him feel bad. It was a rough situation, I couldn't be more thankful that the coworker who picked on me got fired before Christmas time when James came to Jersey to my family during Christmas. So they never met hopefully they never will. 437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8cEKn8K4E
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