That whole weekend James and I started to talk, every time my phone went off, I just smiled. Then the week came, Monday everyone hates Mondays. James made Mondays better, well everyday was better when I was talking to him, which was everyday now. I can feel myself falling for him more and more, and at this point we weren't even together yet. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjqK0Dqttq
I was trying to go slow with this but, I couldn't I really fell in love with him, the harder I fought the harder I fell in love. I knew he was the one, but I still wanted to take it slow because it was going to be long distance. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRlBOF6CCr
The day we started to be official was June 28, 2018 the past couple weeks we were talking getting to know one another. A couple days before he asked me to be his girlfriend we talked about past relationships and being long distance. "So would you ever go long distance again," I ask James.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoXQ3ZpDyR
"Yeah they're long distance it's in the name what about you" James replies.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZKNUezQqG
"How do I feel about them? It would be hard but it's I like someone far away I would still wanna try it,"414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctI9SZbPUh
"Yeah I feel you on that I don't mind it I was just saying there is that factor," James said. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbmlMBd5vc
"Are you seeing anyone in Idaho?" I asked.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJUH7Vp235
"No," he replied.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3w8JeCZ5S
"Do you want a relationship?" I ask James.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aZ8Ztm0Xj
"I wouldn't mind one,"414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIWP0cCe5b
"I would like to be in one," hinting at him.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv10yTgdas
"Would you like to be in with one with me," he finally asks.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfOz8FB0vR
"Yeah I would," I answered. I feel myself smile wide, I was so happy. I was scared at first to talk to him about having a long distance. I knew I couldn't let him slip away. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiHCc5s1th
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It wasn't until after we started dating I had noticed something, not with him with me. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS4PwCmMjX
There were little moments it's hard to explain, but I'll try my hardest to. When my best friend Morgan would talk about James, it could been anything. She talked about him a lot, I couldn't help but to smile. I got really happy when we talked about him, I didn't even really know him yet. There were times where I wanted to talk to him before I really met him. I added him on Facebook, and there were days I wanted to talk to him. I had no idea why. When Morgan and James came down one day, and he and this other girl was flirting it made me feel horrible. I felt jealous, I was upset when he left us to hang out with her. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM41oZNWrMv
I know it's weird like I said it's hard to explain, it's like my subconscious knew he was soulmate. I didn't realize I felt this way until after we started dating and talking. When Morgan told me he had a crush on me, it was like a brick hit me. I knew he was my soulmate then, but at the same time I couldn't believe he liked me. I know it sounds weird and makes no sense what so ever. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVabrJ1f7jQ
That's the best I can do to explain it, you can laugh at me for being weird. I truly believe he is my soulmate. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DiEXAJ0VT
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Long distance relationships, not a easy thing to do. I believe everything happens for a reason. We weren't a official on Facebook, and I been dying to make it official. I haven't told my parents yet. I was scared to tell them. How I told them, could have been better. I had decided to go on the pill, not because of James not completely anyway. My period was painful and it wasn't consented. So the day of my appointment, my mom asks if I had sex before. I had to her yes, that was when I told her. About James, I didn't want to tell them until after the camping trip. Lacey his sister had started to set up a camping trip with a group of us. Not gonna lie it was a stressful and exciting process getting James and Paul to Jersey. Having phone sex was nice, but the real thing is better. We were both very excited and it was perfect. When we went to the airport to go back to Idaho Falls. It was like a hole in my chest and my other half was ripped away from me. I hated saying goodbye. That was really when we wanted to move in together, we were only dating two months. Yes I know it was fast and unreasonable. Like I said a thousand times before I knew he is my soulmate.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47FTAUa4De
After the camping trip in Stokes, New Jersey we video chatted every night after we got off of work. It was rough some days, I had started to get picked on by my coworker and there moments where I wanted him to hold. Tell me it's going to be okay. Days where I need to have a back rub because of a really bad day at work. I was doing long days at the warehouse, and not being appreciated of working my ass off. James was there but he wasn't. It was challenging. There was days where I cry and he would get upset that I was crying and he wasn't there. So I tried not to cry on the phone. I didn't want to make him feel bad. It was a rough situation, I couldn't be more thankful that the coworker who picked on me got fired before Christmas time when James came to Jersey to my family during Christmas. So they never met hopefully they never will. 414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUBnqScz6s
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