「不要走。」她緊緊擁著我，微微抬首，熱淚盈眶。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX67bQC51p
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「別這樣。」我口裡拒絕，心裡卻是萬般不捨。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NSfjkWMB9
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「這裡不好嗎？鳥語花香，豪華大宅、美酒佳餚。還有，我和小思都在這裡！」她輕輕招手，招來小思——我們的愛女。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdyo5h8DYj
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年僅五歲的小思胖胖白白，兩眼水汪汪，腦後頂著兩彎稀疏的小辮子。她鼓起兩頰紅透的小腮子，模仿媽媽的動作，摟抱著我的小腿。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPnrDZM8dX
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她們的每一句話、每一個動作都正中我的軟肋，硬生生將我的理智和情感撕裂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SzAB7wKMr
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沒法子。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgQWPmnMgq
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她們的外形來自我的記憶，言行源於我的心念，再加上高端科技營造出來的聲音、氣味、觸感，二人活脫脫就在我眼前、我懷中！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGIFJNqAoB
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「對不起……」沒等她們再次開口，我斷然脫下頭盔，離開虛擬世界。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5gT4Z4War
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暗黑的狹窄環境與虛擬世界內的柔和日光形成強烈對比，我的腦袋和眼睛霎時間適應不來，暈頭轉向，整個人從床上滾掉到地面去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAL5CMgLQy
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店員大叔數秒後硬闖入內，見我神智尚算清醒，才鬆一口氣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn67xc4bveR
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「先生，事前我向你解釋過流程，你應該知道強行脫下頭盔的後果可大可小。輕則昏迷數天，重則永久癱瘓神經系統，變成植物人。」大叔外表粗豪，說起話來卻是婆婆媽媽的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYoEIGDzg1
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我硬撐起身子，背靠床架癱坐著，勉定心神，穩住呼吸節奏後，不忘向大叔道歉：「不好意思，嚇壞了你。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDieGqhmQe
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不知何解，大叔突然愣住。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlyvYlpavX
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「如果機器因為我的行為而損壞，我會賠償。」我是個負責任的男人，無論對人對事皆然。我為此自豪。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZbJFzDjYV
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「不是這個意思……」大叔終於反應過來，上前攙扶我到休息室去。他拿來熱毛巾，敷在我的前額。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZiPlUy6J4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BGNemcEVe
熱力令我清醒不少，但隨之而來的卻是劇烈頭痛。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWPD9Zz0Zg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2jyB060Oh
「忍耐一會吧。」大叔自顧自在我身邊吞雲吐霧：「誰叫你不依規矩！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBImh9dFBm8
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「不得不走。」我心如刀割：「我擔心自己會永遠沉溺。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXPymVbbcG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEqyr7LrVi
「親人離世？」大叔夾菸的兩指故態自若。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YXUDSVVh5
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「你看得出來？」我忍痛瞇眼打量大叔。他是個面容滄桑的大漢。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3w6LOgeCP
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「顧客願意花大錢前來光顧我店，大都是因為抵不住親人離世的傷痛。」大叔意味深長地補上一句：「你不是唯一一個。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuu5GgWEnc
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「所以我不該感到悲傷？」我聽見話裡的話。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizTEcXyfM7
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「所以你有能力捱過去——因為大家都捱過去了。」大叔輕視我的悲傷？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOrZV81tK6
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「我不是他們！他們亦不是我！」我有點兒憤怒。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX7Sm311ve
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「我知道。他們花掉大量金錢懷緬過去，直至身無分文才如夢初醒，不得不重投生活、找工作賺錢，然後漸漸忘記傷痛。只有你，有本事打斷自己的思念之情，爽快俐落地回歸生活——你剛才主動向我道歉，而不是恃著自己的悲傷鬱結鬧脾氣。」大叔遞菸予我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ0rVMOjmy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSw9kvRcyG
我接過香菸，將它玩弄於指間。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FQ9J0n7Qu
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwH9vz8RN3
菸紙的雪白、菸紙的粗糙質地、菸草的濃烈氣味、菸草被手指擠壓時的微弱碎裂聲響、濾嘴被叼在唇間時散發的淡淡化學味道，一切真實而空虛，沒有靈魂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXZ80g3KCj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyTM3UDK3R
像虛擬世界。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOani0dVYbb
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2odlTbOPP
「這個……」我放下香菸，掏出銀包裡所有紙鈔予大叔：「謝謝。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQjf9TFghV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YIDUO6JGY
大叔欣然收下，俏皮笑道：「後會無期。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3Cmdhx5Pg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziMe7s44lM
「承你貴言。」我頭痛依然，心痛冉退。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVLuV3JJL3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnNYSEf9eO
店外，夜色蒼茫。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj283EBLr6
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我回望店面的霓虹招牌——紫白藍綠四色甚有節奏地閃爍著，耀眼奪目。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28fDOvQNEJ
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但只消放寬眼界，就會發現它只是萬千燈火裡的其一，毫不起眼。
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