「玩啦，嚟到都唔玩，中學唔癲下邊得㗎姐。」呀詩走去夾公仔，夾咗幾個都夾唔到，啲金幣又俾佢玩曬。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBZhs9eU7K
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佢就悶悶不樂咁企係夾公仔前面，扁起個嘴，望住入面樣衰到乜咁嘅哆啦A夢。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgetdF3yKu
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「你想要隻咁樣衰嘅哆啦A夢啊？」我問道。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81njEawmLr
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「咩樣衰啊？你講咩啊？」呀詩一嘢搣落我手臂度，痛到我哇哇叫。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLGlZT42Es
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「佢變曬型喎大佬。」我都唔明，變曬型嘅公仔都好擺係度俾人夾嘅？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2cKfIG1YZ
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最唔明嘅係竟然真係有人曬錢夾，就好似啲難食到仆街嘅店至今仍然屹立不倒。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2qlhz7ydF
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「咁點啊？變曬型都好，我都咁鐘意啊！」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7fzwLVgn6
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「你有無50蚊啊？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXAe9vjBQ3
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「得，我去唱金幣。」我服咗佢。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKrn17HAga
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唱完金幣之後，我問呀詩：「你係咪想要啊？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96y4kd03K9
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「係啊。」佢想伸手過嚟拎金幣，但俾我阻止咗。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY7027SJ0t
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「我嚟啦。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MXRAPpxhM
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「我想自己嚟啦，我想自己夾。」呀詩堅持。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhBxt4IKRb
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgapM0LqPhc
「啲錢我㗎喎！而且你睇下你自己...夾咁多次都夾唔到，俾你夾咪又係夾唔到。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUNutZGHjJ
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「依家睇死我啊？！」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstbY0vbBT4
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係喱個電光火石之間，呀詩企得好埋，伸手過嚟搶我手上面嘅金幣，為咗伸長隻手，佢成個人壓埋嚟我度，佢心口兩舊大石亦都好自然咁壓埋嚟，我隻手完完全全感受到曬。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAhrnaRfjl
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我呆係原地，任由呀詩魚肉。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0bc0bCPgf
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呀詩佢嗰種重量級嘅觸感，真係每接觸一下，心臟就要承受一下重力嘅衝擊。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWtDlDvO54
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呀詩好輕鬆咁係我手上面拎走啲金幣，咁如果50蚊可以換到咁衝擊嘅接觸，當然係抵到爛啦！941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex5XrUqAlg
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結果？咪一鳩樣，佢喱啲叫無謂嘅堅持。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7cjgCv7p8
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當其時我哋仲係學生，身上嘅零用錢唔多，無幾耐身上啲錢就洗到七七八八。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpvYIxQZ3b
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呀詩佢最後係惱羞成怒咁走，而我竟然可以一次都無夾到。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHTfl1pljn
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行出商場，個天已經停咗雨，原本以為我同呀詩逃學會係好浪漫，好青春嘅舉動，但依家我只係覺得我哋好撚慘。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8nJD9BjLM
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「之後去邊啊？」對於一路上嘅不順心，我已經無乜耐性，語氣都唔方好得去邊。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqbQP0u3BE
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「我想去海旁。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMdmlbfeTh
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What?941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bTZkwecCP
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依家咁嘅天氣去海旁？唔方好得去邊喎。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOa8b0HRf1
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呀詩佢又無問我意見，直行直過，意思姐係，你去唔去都無所謂，我可以自己一個去，咁樣。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj75qNizjk
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我緊隨佢身後，即使我幾唔想去，都唔想拋低佢自己一個，只好硬著頭皮跟上去。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1rSIrQaNB
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmIFEtBzWw
我哋係山腰行去海旁邊都要一段路程，呀詩佢彷似仲為頭先贏唔到隻公仔係度生悶氣，因為佢一直行係前面，佢又無講嘢，而我又睇唔到佢咩表情。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORjSBOiucq
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去到海旁，屌你......大風到呢，而且對面岸嘅景色又唔係靚，烏雲密佈咁，但呀詩好堅持。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtrtW1joAz
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佢行去海旁嘅欄杆度，上面好多水，而且我哋校服係白色連身裙，佢白色裙咁樣坐上去，一嚟唔舒服，二嚟會透喎。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P5mHgm1vy
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呀詩佢一手撥走曬啲水，再拍走手上啲水，然後一股勁地坐咗上去，佢理都無理到我，亦都無叫的上嚟之類，我就咁企係外面成個傻仔咁，所以我唔想咁柒就跟埋坐上欄杆度。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWkdAuu2nm
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大半個過程我哋都係狼狽與沈寂中渡過。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3VTV07qV3
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我可以做嘅，就係陪係佢身邊，默默地。除咗等，我仲可以做啲咩呢？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlJlJPNALc
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等佢開口，等佢將心扉慢慢打開，等佢放低個MK仔。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ef5GmXATb
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「其實你鐘意我啲咩？！」呀詩忽然問道。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3fOX9Es2T
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良久之後，呀詩先開口講嘢，而嗰陣我諗緊嘢，加上風又大，我聽唔清呀詩問啲咩㗎，要佢再講多次。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSy0OLevJu
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「一陣之間你要我講，我都講唔出咩，乜鐘意人要原因嘅咩？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbgb07YbCw
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「唔洗原因嘅咩？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUcbeQE8IC
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「要嘅咩？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Mv1nWC4H
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「唔洗㗎？」呀詩傻頭傻腦地問，我覺得佢好假膠...941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemrgUr7ZcC
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「我對你一開始係因為你靚而鐘意你，好膚淺嗰隻，我諗無乜邊幾個一開始鐘意一個人會好深奧，所以我自己一開始就忠於自己。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32qcN1DmpD
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當下我認為喱個可能係一個好好嘅機會，可以一Q登頂。好耐好耐以後，原來所有事會係一個又一個你認為好好嘅機會堆積而成嘅青春。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdweGJUPzt
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如果我自己都唔打開個心同呀詩傾計，我又點關心佢，等我有機會多啲了解佢呢？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihjiDytB8T
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我亦認真地道：「一開始係覺得你靚先想接近你，我以為會就咁算，姐係個故事就咁完咗，無下文一啲都唔出奇，但我哋又再遇上，緣份好似又再連接咁，慢慢發現其實你性格並唔係好似你外表咁，我諗喱樣又係你真正吸引我嘅嘢，你嘅靚開始變得唔再重要，而係你成個人慢慢越嚟越重要。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRu82PC7vl
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一 開 始 因 為 你 嘅 靚 而 鐘 意 上 你 ， 卻 因 為 你 嘅 性 格 而 愛上 你 。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjTjBj1jkm
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「我都唔明我有咩咁值得你鐘意。」呀詩彷佛對我嘅真誠表白不為所動，我一度以為佢會因為我頭先咁講而感動添。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIwTLI1jId
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「值唔值得又唔係你話事，係我話事㗎嘛。」我霸氣地道。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGz9gmtCRN
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「你真係好傻。」呀詩笑笑地道，頓一頓，再道：「傻得好戇鳩。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniWSiVUpUM
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我一啲都唔介意佢咁講我，因為我認。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz4FjSIZg8
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「我就講咗我自己啦，咁你呢？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxcs57t1Lp
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「我咩啊？」呀詩不解地望住我。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMp7O2tUSQ
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「講你自己啲嘢囉。」我乘機追問。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VsrHpEugq
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「唔想講喎。」真係難搞到呢......941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnnYQGriy5
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「邊有人咁㗎，你問我就得，我問就唔得。」我賴皮，等等，咁都唔算賴皮姐，根本就唔公平！941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsnc5mXDyk
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「我真係唔想講啊嘛。」呀詩態度軟下來，我心忖：佢好彩，如果佢再咁堅持，我就發佢脾氣然後走人！941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4ELvUKBpd
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「其實你自己好想講，但只不過唔知點講姐。」我唔敢話好了解呀詩，但隱隱約約都估唔到佢喱刻點樣諗。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLVbwvY0k0
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呀詩抬頭望一望我，由佢表情睇落去，我頭先係講中了。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58Mj9z94Ho
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「咁你想知啲咩啊？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj5mMH9n4E
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「全部！」我諗都無諗，秒答。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6BX10QLtr
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「邊有人好似你咁貪心㗎！」呀詩一錘打埋嚟，但今次唔痛的。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xNASVki5E
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「咁講你個呀彥囉，你真係咁鐘意佢？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMZUaAm3ZJ
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喱個先係我最最最想知嘅嘢。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlWrucHYsO
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「我同彥佢係青梅竹馬之餘，仲要係左鄰右里......」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVV56WQEQk
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我出身係一個支離破碎嘅家庭，由細到大，我都未曾感受過咩係家庭溫暖，甚至唔明點解會出身係喱個世界上。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q0gugEDHc
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我返學亦同其他人好唔同，每次都會期待有人嚟接我放學，當你見住個個都有人接，你可以一出個學校門口，就衝去爸爸媽媽嘅懷抱入面，一家人融洽地放學。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCOc2e8Ujf
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而你只能夠眼望人哋擁有嘅嘢，努力克制自己嘅葡萄。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL1NEKiJmH
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我媽咪一早離咗婚跟佬走，留低我老豆，老豆好似好慘咁，媽咪跟佬走，俾綠帽佢多。但我老豆係抵死嘅，份人衰爛賭，周圍問親朋好友借錢，借到佢身邊無人無乜。媽咪一開始都幫佢還，捱咗好一段時間，發現老豆只會變本加厲，仲繼續留係佢身邊嘅話，就唔係好人，而係戇鳩了。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fTSobGvlv
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我好想跟媽咪，我好想逃離老豆嘅家，因為老豆對我一啲唔好，只有呀媽對我好。但媽咪嘅新歡似乎唔太鐘意我，因為佢除咗媽咪之外，都唔鐘意老豆同我。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKzOdImPIN
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對於咁嘅人生，一早想重刷首抽了。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmen4YHIQG9
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但我無咁嘅勇氣，你無勇氣，就只能過住行屍走肉嘅生活。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKkzdgJWuS
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係我屋企，時不時就有人走上嚟叫我老豆還錢，又拍門又講曬粗口咁。有一次我放學返屋企，我住公屋的，係香港社會最底層嘅公寓，門口企咗兩個紋身硬漢，一見我就互相講咗兩句，就行緊過嚟。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR3A0v4aAJ
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「妹妹，你住邊啊？」眼神兇狠，不見得友善。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlfA1eI2P3
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我嚇到個腦空白曬，都唔知點應佢好。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqtTbhPewq
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係喱個時候，我隔離個鐵欄打開咗，一個男人出嚟趕走咗兩個硬漢，中間發生咗咩事我都唔知，我只係咩都唔想理。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs1lGHyCJz
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最後喱個具有幾霸氣而不失良善嘅叔叔邀請我去佢屋企坐下，話依家我屋企無人，自己一個係屋企好危險。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7IA9cAEKZ
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDRkLswRl0
「呀彥！出嚟陪下人啦！」個男人向屋入面大嗌。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKloemqdt4
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3AgewVD7R
今次係我第一次見呀彥，佢出嚟望一望我，目無表情，二話不說就拖咗我入房。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHhgU82iOR
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG4mgbaSS1
佢屋企好乾淨企理，唔似得我嗰度，家不成家，老豆都唔會理間房係點，起身就係賭，賭波賭馬咩都齊。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p1LsaCrIg
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCU5r9ynvs
呀彥佢拉我入房，閘埋門，嗰陣時我好驚，驚佢會唔知對我做啲咩，但對比頭先，喱啲唔算係啲咩。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdc3FuKIEC
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ344GSiuHhJ
最後只係自己諗多咗，誤會曬。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdGWLqvjO6
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfArsysnyK
佢只係打機姐。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3xBWXbyXF
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVa81tnFNc
而我就係度望住佢打機，我見佢攞住支槍，前面仲見到旺角地鐵站，都唔知佢玩緊咩，我亦都唔知自己係度做緊咩。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kIal4hFxl
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx7aitH4XK
過咗好耐，叔叔入嚟，對於呀彥打機見怪不怪，佢見到我之後好訝異我點解係度。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ivmyLZkbd
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxJ1J7JvTJ
「你仲係度啊？」叔叔和藹可親地問。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2UYT1Gt0E
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv4TSBMM10
「係啊。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscKsA3MoiL
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBcEd6LbiY
佢叫咗我出廳，坐咗係一個好舒服嘅沙發度。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnOI0NNu5k
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcTJ0DUmtb
「你爸爸同我都有啲交情，之前都帶我贏過錢，我知佢依家都唔係咁好景......」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLwICx7Ovp
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5DJ19nfzI
「不如咁啦，以後你放學就嚟我度，等晏啲你老豆返嚟再走囉！咁樣好無？」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxIocaVvmq
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n6olpFC6t
我思考咗一陣，諗起頭先嘅情景，默默地點點頭。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aSe20X3sF
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xf0ALTEqK
「就咁話啦喎！你返到都可以做功課㗎，仲可以叫呀彥一齊做，個死仔成日掛住打機㗎咋！」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhZ4xylPUA
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO4Wio03GI
「好啊。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fOaHJSfc6
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbN8VsO4B5
我第一次感受到溫暖，心裡面異常地開心，亦都好期待放學可以去呀彥屋企。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRq3NEiEGM
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mjROqSZVw
當你長期身處黑暗入面，你見到一丁點光芒嘅時候，你會拼了命去抓住那點光芒。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAqztR3RqD
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gW4e3CtHP
之後嘅日子，我放學就成日去呀彥度，只不過呀彥佢唔會理我，佢小學都係讀我隔壁校，放學佢就開門俾我，然後就返入去房度打機。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZzNboTP4x
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIiFOmYXlg
叔叔佢唔係成日係屋企，我都無理到，有呀彥係度都總好過我嗰個冷冰冰嘅屋企。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKkSIn6M3y
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7KDwtWWmj
有一個月，我問老豆拎中午嘅食飯餐，佢都無俾到，話叫我帶飯返學，最後佢都無煮到飯，我都無錢買飯。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk8oWnzIIB
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaqbSHSkCx
就算係食垃圾到仆街嘅活力午餐，都好過咩都無得食啊。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2DfVXHNsh
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDieE3fWiz
之後嘅中午我都無食到嘢，嗰段時間就用嚟做功課，讀書方面從來都難唔到我。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW0WKuDjX2
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxgviQ9pbi
啲同學仔都問我做咩中午唔食飯，我仲強顏歡笑咁呃佢哋話我好飽啊......941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEt1ZwxaOw
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6l88OtlqV
一去到呀彥，我餓到一啲力都無，仲要揹住好重嘅書包。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g65MRapui
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQjPuD93LR
呀彥如常地開門俾我，正準備轉頭行返房嘅時候，佢望到我嘅唔妥。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2CgJOqlp0
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFguKZ81S40
「你做咩事啊？」我好似第一次聽到佢把聲。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgWM7Zzb1W
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgAE1KjRfU
「好...好...好肚...肚餓。」有氣無力地道。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd2muJtRqp
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3QMI001fS
我用盡最後一道力行去沙發度，隻腳軟到呢，好似變咗啲軟糖咁，一用力就會斷。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzaNFvvYbW
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx3XodoSQv
我最估唔到嘅係，呀彥竟然親自落廚，煮咗碗面俾我食。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDsbifVHFt
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatzrP2c8Ky
我到依家都仲印象深刻，好足料，有丸有肉有菜，而且仲好好食！941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe66hDfWVO
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5Zq9rdheT
「慢慢食啦你，你想食幾多都有。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUuXZU5v8B
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1dt4DUVMT
我一路食，啲眼淚忍咗成日，終於都唔爭氣咁流落嚟，視線已經模糊到見唔到碗面。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzPnczoAIU
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5yFsRuQRf
只係覺得自己點解咁慘......最慘嘅係，唔係人哋覺得你可憐，而係連自己都覺得自己可憐。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbjlZ1sgCP
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXH6Pq5mZP
可能因為喱餐面，我同呀彥破咗冰咁，慢慢熟絡起嚟，佢就好似我生命嘅救贖，為我悽慘嘅生活徒添不少色彩。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5x8VEXMZn
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DvtBOXeXy
嗰一個月，我一放學就叫佢煮面，佢亦都唔似一開始咁冷酷。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Glj3IxwBa
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsYGQdJPiv
我都開始將我自己屋企嘅事話俾佢聽，佢知道後對我都照顧有加，係佢令我小學最後嗰段日子過得好開心。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmvsH7qxHR
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkyKfaYIv5
呀彥嘅轉變係佢上咗中一開始。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ7u76u6Pu
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsrxbAupOZ
我同呀彥係同屆，所以我哋一齊升上中學，當時我覺得自己好好運㗎。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQjRMEkQTs
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0JpqzDhCa
佢本身成績就麻麻，最後入咗間風評唔好嘅中學，無幾耐佢就成個人嘅look都唔同曬，好似著咗魔一樣。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQea5GDbm1
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5AkYavtOe
染髮、打交、食煙、飲酒咩都學齊，佢識嗰班都係一群mk仔女，佢嘅生活變得好多姿多彩。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu3930bsxC
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2CMXIlUiD
而我？無乜朋友嘅我，第一次識到一班朋友，對我都好好。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEZ1ZH2Iv9
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo94cWWpsK
因為咁，我就咁俾人灌上MK妹之名，慢慢係學校傳開去，都無邊幾個想同我做朋友，而大家都係行開MK路線嘅同學仔，一早出面就有自己嘅班子，好難做到朋友。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wqE3medmc
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU5KqNumj7
我只要有佢哋，有呀彥就好。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnaeYnp4r4
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nU5X0EbK3
而慢慢大個，我同呀彥嘅身體接觸都多咗，我漸漸由放學上佢屋企變咗有時會過埋夜。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn2ej9CFEk
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqDmzbi8dM
有一次我係房聽到叔叔同呀彥講：「小心啲啊你！袋住啦，咪搞出事啊。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwjn7I8V7L
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXQQJBqj6Q
我知係咩嚟，亦大概明叔叔講緊咩，但其實實際係點，我完全唔知。淨係小五有上過常識堂講過喱啲嘢，其實心入面係有幾份害怕。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl9gfrSnw1
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQouORNh3nH
無幾耐，係呀彥屋企嘅晚上，呀彥比平時更加主動......941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj9RfZa2th
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV87liz51sR
呀彥用手慢慢咁係上游走，一邊錫我一邊游走，而我成身僵硬曬。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwnchJPT1b
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3KyNkrO16
本身之前都有攬攬錫錫，但唔會做到最後，可能我哋兩個都未準備好。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcNn0hnYeF
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAbAVBnSM1
而今晚我覺得會嚟啦。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSRb1Q9r6e
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnV006WTad
我期待呀彥會講啲嘢，令我安心啲，可是過程中除咗嬌喘聲，就無啦。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyySAmeY72
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4aKGm7C4T
我哋兩個都無乜經驗，其實都唔知應該點做，淨係知要除曬啲衫，錫咗幾下，呀彥就帶上防裝。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5rIlHGApd
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsUbtwUe7r
我凝望住佢嘅眼神，眼神入面係無我係度，緊張得嚟帶點興奮。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoWQbiWUMd
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTtzAhpDri
我慢慢感覺到有啲嘢頂緊入嚟......941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznbfevhshM
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2oagjDRnR
「呀......嗯嗯..」我強忍痛楚。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtaAKFnqsK
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a64UuOLMw
「你痛啊？」呀彥柔聲問，當下我真係好愛喱個男仔，為佢忍小小痛楚又算得係咩呢？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb0NZopO7S
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVejeQEHWkb
「無事啊！」我回道，「你慢慢嚟啦。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0468bfOE5
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI4oPTtaTy
之後佢就慢慢頂入嚟，我叫得更加強勁，我feel到成個塞滿曬，但呀彥佢係唔敢郁，hold咗係度。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWmk6jUmcB
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM33WG8uURl
我以為佢驚我痛先唔郁，我期待緊佢會帶領我。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WRzSPAApb
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjES0GrpDXQ
「做咩唔郁？」我柔聲細語，我真係怕醜到唔知點面對佢好㗎當其時。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0uS9CXw6R
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4Zei9guHB
「我射咗......」呀彥良久才吐出這一句說話。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrMzQoAnrH
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX7nZduabr
「完咗啦？」我唔係幾清楚發生咩事，直至呀彥攞返出嚟，開始執嘢我先明白。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdRQV9ETKc
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQwuHIgpeo
知道完之後先發覺頭先講錯嘢，因為呀彥臉色沉重，不發一言。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc0zfu66oM
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t40UkqIRI
第一次就係咁樣渡過，之後平平淡淡咁瞓咗一晚。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e0Rpx9FcC
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIF3LkevSk
可是......呀彥要我做嘅次數多咗，成日都會想我留係度過夜，我直頭好似搬咗入嚟咁。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4uJrsIkfc
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmFX6tlB9v
久而久之，我覺得自己好似做雞咁，而呀彥對我好似越嚟越冷淡。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12sOmuub7t
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjImymC1W8
而我跟住佢，佢嘅習慣我都清楚曬，開始對男女之間嘅事變得麻木，我都開始食煙飲酒。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLijC0xyl0
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiZ2Oqj7df
無錯，我每日嘅節目都好多姿多彩，但好似無從前咁快樂。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8u1ddf8Q8
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91VkvgXUpZ
而最近，叔叔對我越嚟越好，越嚟越親近，會成日搭我膊頭，唔覺意摸下我大脾......941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncSkhO90pK
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotqsKqKIEH
我知道叔叔佢成日想借啲二抽我水之後，我就少咗去呀彥屋企。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw51ekEyiu
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkzxpZv6ul
「我嘅人生就係咁可悲。」聽完呀詩講之後，沉重到我唔知點樣回應。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmn4ialWAI
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XZarXTkDN
「近排叔叔都開始唔安份啦，親無人就會揸下我個波，你叫我仲點相信喱個世界係有好人？呀彥都變到唔係我識嘅佢。」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuvgOSPmgw
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNH1ZvLBLI
我見到呀詩眼眶嘅眼淚滾下滾下，但佢似乎唔想示弱，所以眼淚遲遲無流落嚟。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRYDFtTYrY
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRTFPsr3Qp
佢從右邊裙袋攞咗包煙，再從左邊裙袋攞咗個打火機出嚟，佢點火嘅時候，手都震曬，可想而知佢一個人承受咗幾多壓力。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzfieQWFnH
941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t0PkswBat
當下我好想俾個擁抱佢，我諗喱個係我唯一可以做嘅嘢，但身為君子嘅我，覺得咁樣係男女受授不親。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxd44eBIdV
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直到呀詩抽完一口煙，吐出濃濃的悲傷後，我終於都忍唔住了，腦袋只係閃過想做就去做嘅概念。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpdcEQa1aL
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我一手搶走呀詩手上支煙，一嘢將佢支煙拋落海。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOlWaVu8sM
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呀詩呆咗咁望住我，道：「做乜撚⋯⋯」941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc0sYnABb7
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佢未講完，我就將佢攬咗過嚟，用力地⋯⋯941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvusZY7DGV9
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「你仲有我。」我發自內心地說。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrLUe2GqO1
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我睇唔到呀詩咩表情，但我感覺到我頂到佢個胸之餘，仲感覺到佢成個人抖顫起來。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf64YDhxEnw
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今次我對呀詩無一絲邪念，只係單純地想俾啲力量佢，同埋覺得佢都會想要一個擁抱，絕對無非份之想。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcidRpxjs7
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我後未都已經無用力攬住佢了，甚至放放地手，但呀詩仍然攬住我，反而佢仲用力咗。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsHVhjww8A
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我就任由佢攬住我，我都好好地享受喱個無人打擾嘅時刻，幾難忘。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKuw1c2elb
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嗰一日，我覺得我同呀詩嘅關係大躍進，只不過⋯⋯941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y1HBqkQEx
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我同佢都必須係我哋逃學付上代價。我當然避唔過老豆老母嘅追問同埋責罵，罰咗我成個禮拜無得打機。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAcTEbbzJA
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咁呀詩屋企本來就唔管佢，所以唔算係啲咩。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGUuzzFuhx
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而學校對我哋政策，就係要我哋放學去參加嗰啲咩功課留堂班，就係一班人留係一間課室做自己嘢，做一個鐘先可以走，為期一個禮拜。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRQbZfDbY5
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「最衰都係你，搞到我哋要去留堂班啦！」呀詩同我講。941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8ZZiCRpPM
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「⋯⋯」乜唔係你咩？依家屈返我轉頭？941Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft3QpL3Sa5
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