「玩啦,嚟到都唔玩,中學唔癲下邊得㗎姐。」呀詩走去夾公仔,夾咗幾個都夾唔到,啲金幣又俾佢玩曬。940Please respect copyright.PENANA7GHVqXbq0U
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佢就悶悶不樂咁企係夾公仔前面,扁起個嘴,望住入面樣衰到乜咁嘅哆啦A夢。940Please respect copyright.PENANAxx481dcsA5
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「你想要隻咁樣衰嘅哆啦A夢啊?」我問道。940Please respect copyright.PENANA3Fxej4gITb
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「咩樣衰啊?你講咩啊?」呀詩一嘢搣落我手臂度,痛到我哇哇叫。940Please respect copyright.PENANAs6s6GNqPp2
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「佢變曬型喎大佬。」我都唔明,變曬型嘅公仔都好擺係度俾人夾嘅?940Please respect copyright.PENANAKD452scVwY
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最唔明嘅係竟然真係有人曬錢夾,就好似啲難食到仆街嘅店至今仍然屹立不倒。940Please respect copyright.PENANAGrVAyNViEd
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「咁點啊?變曬型都好,我都咁鐘意啊!」940Please respect copyright.PENANAohOHN1rfsJ
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「你有無50蚊啊?」940Please respect copyright.PENANApeaTuJJPsh
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「得,我去唱金幣。」我服咗佢。940Please respect copyright.PENANACOwgP9WobG
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唱完金幣之後,我問呀詩:「你係咪想要啊?」940Please respect copyright.PENANA4UzYvKZQLx
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「係啊。」佢想伸手過嚟拎金幣,但俾我阻止咗。940Please respect copyright.PENANA3ExxEmoShw
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「我嚟啦。」940Please respect copyright.PENANA4y1YC7dV4I
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「我想自己嚟啦,我想自己夾。」呀詩堅持。940Please respect copyright.PENANA58iLzgssC8
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「啲錢我㗎喎!而且你睇下你自己...夾咁多次都夾唔到,俾你夾咪又係夾唔到。」940Please respect copyright.PENANARPfP5nVYDi
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「依家睇死我啊?!」940Please respect copyright.PENANAnGgAutjA7R
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係喱個電光火石之間,呀詩企得好埋,伸手過嚟搶我手上面嘅金幣,為咗伸長隻手,佢成個人壓埋嚟我度,佢心口兩舊大石亦都好自然咁壓埋嚟,我隻手完完全全感受到曬。940Please respect copyright.PENANAdu7cNzfyC7
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我呆係原地,任由呀詩魚肉。940Please respect copyright.PENANAZCbNRscEBC
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呀詩佢嗰種重量級嘅觸感,真係每接觸一下,心臟就要承受一下重力嘅衝擊。940Please respect copyright.PENANApYYzlun6kP
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呀詩好輕鬆咁係我手上面拎走啲金幣,咁如果50蚊可以換到咁衝擊嘅接觸,當然係抵到爛啦!940Please respect copyright.PENANAPgfqcw5cZQ
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結果?咪一鳩樣,佢喱啲叫無謂嘅堅持。940Please respect copyright.PENANAbq7pk2S3mn
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當其時我哋仲係學生,身上嘅零用錢唔多,無幾耐身上啲錢就洗到七七八八。940Please respect copyright.PENANA7XZkSZEqAl
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呀詩佢最後係惱羞成怒咁走,而我竟然可以一次都無夾到。940Please respect copyright.PENANAhaHUzoDGGL
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行出商場,個天已經停咗雨,原本以為我同呀詩逃學會係好浪漫,好青春嘅舉動,但依家我只係覺得我哋好撚慘。940Please respect copyright.PENANASpPLwXny5o
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「之後去邊啊?」對於一路上嘅不順心,我已經無乜耐性,語氣都唔方好得去邊。940Please respect copyright.PENANAfw1ZNNSJ1p
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「我想去海旁。」940Please respect copyright.PENANANsfOajGz9r
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What?940Please respect copyright.PENANALLP2UMhiEc
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依家咁嘅天氣去海旁?唔方好得去邊喎。940Please respect copyright.PENANAW9BoRMw0mc
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呀詩佢又無問我意見,直行直過,意思姐係,你去唔去都無所謂,我可以自己一個去,咁樣。940Please respect copyright.PENANAu67no8mLLa
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我緊隨佢身後,即使我幾唔想去,都唔想拋低佢自己一個,只好硬著頭皮跟上去。940Please respect copyright.PENANAmJQM08Yb4H
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我哋係山腰行去海旁邊都要一段路程,呀詩佢彷似仲為頭先贏唔到隻公仔係度生悶氣,因為佢一直行係前面,佢又無講嘢,而我又睇唔到佢咩表情。940Please respect copyright.PENANAZSIAAQnVzT
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去到海旁,屌你......大風到呢,而且對面岸嘅景色又唔係靚,烏雲密佈咁,但呀詩好堅持。940Please respect copyright.PENANA5j4RSBydrl
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佢行去海旁嘅欄杆度,上面好多水,而且我哋校服係白色連身裙,佢白色裙咁樣坐上去,一嚟唔舒服,二嚟會透喎。940Please respect copyright.PENANA9Wy9skVfR3
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呀詩佢一手撥走曬啲水,再拍走手上啲水,然後一股勁地坐咗上去,佢理都無理到我,亦都無叫的上嚟之類,我就咁企係外面成個傻仔咁,所以我唔想咁柒就跟埋坐上欄杆度。940Please respect copyright.PENANA6xrXhxXOUX
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大半個過程我哋都係狼狽與沈寂中渡過。940Please respect copyright.PENANAfhO5D8y04W
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我可以做嘅,就係陪係佢身邊,默默地。除咗等,我仲可以做啲咩呢?940Please respect copyright.PENANA7JXcIkRmNO
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等佢開口,等佢將心扉慢慢打開,等佢放低個MK仔。940Please respect copyright.PENANAue4Tl8AGq9
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「其實你鐘意我啲咩?!」呀詩忽然問道。940Please respect copyright.PENANAgzrJFZJOWJ
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良久之後,呀詩先開口講嘢,而嗰陣我諗緊嘢,加上風又大,我聽唔清呀詩問啲咩㗎,要佢再講多次。940Please respect copyright.PENANAzLBwGy2VkH
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「一陣之間你要我講,我都講唔出咩,乜鐘意人要原因嘅咩?」940Please respect copyright.PENANAwBkfl6y0yx
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「唔洗原因嘅咩?」940Please respect copyright.PENANAajxA7Lxh3w
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「要嘅咩?」940Please respect copyright.PENANA4xWXB3Auos
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「唔洗㗎?」呀詩傻頭傻腦地問,我覺得佢好假膠...940Please respect copyright.PENANATqPTzOJ4Oc
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「我對你一開始係因為你靚而鐘意你,好膚淺嗰隻,我諗無乜邊幾個一開始鐘意一個人會好深奧,所以我自己一開始就忠於自己。」940Please respect copyright.PENANAkm4YSh4Vpz
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當下我認為喱個可能係一個好好嘅機會,可以一Q登頂。好耐好耐以後,原來所有事會係一個又一個你認為好好嘅機會堆積而成嘅青春。940Please respect copyright.PENANAy2NCShT8Rj
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如果我自己都唔打開個心同呀詩傾計,我又點關心佢,等我有機會多啲了解佢呢?940Please respect copyright.PENANAgx7Dh5Ldig
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我亦認真地道:「一開始係覺得你靚先想接近你,我以為會就咁算,姐係個故事就咁完咗,無下文一啲都唔出奇,但我哋又再遇上,緣份好似又再連接咁,慢慢發現其實你性格並唔係好似你外表咁,我諗喱樣又係你真正吸引我嘅嘢,你嘅靚開始變得唔再重要,而係你成個人慢慢越嚟越重要。」940Please respect copyright.PENANAsU0DFS57nO
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一 開 始 因 為 你 嘅 靚 而 鐘 意 上 你 , 卻 因 為 你 嘅 性 格 而 愛上 你 。940Please respect copyright.PENANADzJ4A5BWoF
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「我都唔明我有咩咁值得你鐘意。」呀詩彷佛對我嘅真誠表白不為所動,我一度以為佢會因為我頭先咁講而感動添。940Please respect copyright.PENANA0ANRu7qkze
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「值唔值得又唔係你話事,係我話事㗎嘛。」我霸氣地道。940Please respect copyright.PENANAK2TUSkRwwK
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「你真係好傻。」呀詩笑笑地道,頓一頓,再道:「傻得好戇鳩。」940Please respect copyright.PENANA4Gh5r5Aq4N
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我一啲都唔介意佢咁講我,因為我認。940Please respect copyright.PENANAV8S8prd0Gs
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「我就講咗我自己啦,咁你呢?」940Please respect copyright.PENANArwmOzKdHq0
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「我咩啊?」呀詩不解地望住我。940Please respect copyright.PENANA3PYKsvat60
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「講你自己啲嘢囉。」我乘機追問。940Please respect copyright.PENANAMmfT71cvgf
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「唔想講喎。」真係難搞到呢......940Please respect copyright.PENANAQLg5z4MnSw
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「邊有人咁㗎,你問我就得,我問就唔得。」我賴皮,等等,咁都唔算賴皮姐,根本就唔公平!940Please respect copyright.PENANAcS33UsKXZ3
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「我真係唔想講啊嘛。」呀詩態度軟下來,我心忖:佢好彩,如果佢再咁堅持,我就發佢脾氣然後走人!940Please respect copyright.PENANAuFuQuuiuO5
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「其實你自己好想講,但只不過唔知點講姐。」我唔敢話好了解呀詩,但隱隱約約都估唔到佢喱刻點樣諗。940Please respect copyright.PENANAxCiApJRNfe
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呀詩抬頭望一望我,由佢表情睇落去,我頭先係講中了。940Please respect copyright.PENANANMXk9WLLMt
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「咁你想知啲咩啊?」940Please respect copyright.PENANAr0GbpKpSSe
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「全部!」我諗都無諗,秒答。940Please respect copyright.PENANATQZwc8lbt5
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「邊有人好似你咁貪心㗎!」呀詩一錘打埋嚟,但今次唔痛的。940Please respect copyright.PENANALurNC0B82z
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「咁講你個呀彥囉,你真係咁鐘意佢?」940Please respect copyright.PENANAWYEJfRe9h4
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喱個先係我最最最想知嘅嘢。940Please respect copyright.PENANAHSa9ZIZv7c
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「我同彥佢係青梅竹馬之餘,仲要係左鄰右里......」940Please respect copyright.PENANAJsulcJuDX2
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我出身係一個支離破碎嘅家庭,由細到大,我都未曾感受過咩係家庭溫暖,甚至唔明點解會出身係喱個世界上。940Please respect copyright.PENANAhFQ74BKftD
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我返學亦同其他人好唔同,每次都會期待有人嚟接我放學,當你見住個個都有人接,你可以一出個學校門口,就衝去爸爸媽媽嘅懷抱入面,一家人融洽地放學。940Please respect copyright.PENANAPXb4LWdfj2
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而你只能夠眼望人哋擁有嘅嘢,努力克制自己嘅葡萄。940Please respect copyright.PENANABh7otAZEgZ
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我媽咪一早離咗婚跟佬走,留低我老豆,老豆好似好慘咁,媽咪跟佬走,俾綠帽佢多。但我老豆係抵死嘅,份人衰爛賭,周圍問親朋好友借錢,借到佢身邊無人無乜。媽咪一開始都幫佢還,捱咗好一段時間,發現老豆只會變本加厲,仲繼續留係佢身邊嘅話,就唔係好人,而係戇鳩了。940Please respect copyright.PENANA1MfXr9THIi
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我好想跟媽咪,我好想逃離老豆嘅家,因為老豆對我一啲唔好,只有呀媽對我好。但媽咪嘅新歡似乎唔太鐘意我,因為佢除咗媽咪之外,都唔鐘意老豆同我。940Please respect copyright.PENANAHKjToITG0l
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對於咁嘅人生,一早想重刷首抽了。940Please respect copyright.PENANAraZfQgqNsZ
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但我無咁嘅勇氣,你無勇氣,就只能過住行屍走肉嘅生活。940Please respect copyright.PENANAeUnWhYxbnU
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係我屋企,時不時就有人走上嚟叫我老豆還錢,又拍門又講曬粗口咁。有一次我放學返屋企,我住公屋的,係香港社會最底層嘅公寓,門口企咗兩個紋身硬漢,一見我就互相講咗兩句,就行緊過嚟。940Please respect copyright.PENANAdNJ1DypLw9
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「妹妹,你住邊啊?」眼神兇狠,不見得友善。940Please respect copyright.PENANAr08jxXTYrY
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我嚇到個腦空白曬,都唔知點應佢好。940Please respect copyright.PENANAH44eIsYb9E
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係喱個時候,我隔離個鐵欄打開咗,一個男人出嚟趕走咗兩個硬漢,中間發生咗咩事我都唔知,我只係咩都唔想理。940Please respect copyright.PENANAdGJtlIGCJp
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最後喱個具有幾霸氣而不失良善嘅叔叔邀請我去佢屋企坐下,話依家我屋企無人,自己一個係屋企好危險。940Please respect copyright.PENANARAzpQsReVp
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「呀彥!出嚟陪下人啦!」個男人向屋入面大嗌。940Please respect copyright.PENANAMHFIMWp2eM
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今次係我第一次見呀彥,佢出嚟望一望我,目無表情,二話不說就拖咗我入房。940Please respect copyright.PENANAfcuZX2lrus
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佢屋企好乾淨企理,唔似得我嗰度,家不成家,老豆都唔會理間房係點,起身就係賭,賭波賭馬咩都齊。940Please respect copyright.PENANAoztvESX8uw
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呀彥佢拉我入房,閘埋門,嗰陣時我好驚,驚佢會唔知對我做啲咩,但對比頭先,喱啲唔算係啲咩。940Please respect copyright.PENANA6MxjCWNyGW
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最後只係自己諗多咗,誤會曬。940Please respect copyright.PENANAgeLtYv0eMy
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佢只係打機姐。940Please respect copyright.PENANAPOtxT9qlii
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而我就係度望住佢打機,我見佢攞住支槍,前面仲見到旺角地鐵站,都唔知佢玩緊咩,我亦都唔知自己係度做緊咩。940Please respect copyright.PENANAdDr7FcpSma
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過咗好耐,叔叔入嚟,對於呀彥打機見怪不怪,佢見到我之後好訝異我點解係度。940Please respect copyright.PENANAUv5yFtKd8A
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「你仲係度啊?」叔叔和藹可親地問。940Please respect copyright.PENANAazH9b6rgtY
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「係啊。」940Please respect copyright.PENANARqLw4PEBGt
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佢叫咗我出廳,坐咗係一個好舒服嘅沙發度。940Please respect copyright.PENANAHXjjcd5eZM
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「你爸爸同我都有啲交情,之前都帶我贏過錢,我知佢依家都唔係咁好景......」940Please respect copyright.PENANAofTY0t9IEP
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「不如咁啦,以後你放學就嚟我度,等晏啲你老豆返嚟再走囉!咁樣好無?」940Please respect copyright.PENANAgwII0EY9zj
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我思考咗一陣,諗起頭先嘅情景,默默地點點頭。940Please respect copyright.PENANAdVFqeHq1XT
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「就咁話啦喎!你返到都可以做功課㗎,仲可以叫呀彥一齊做,個死仔成日掛住打機㗎咋!」940Please respect copyright.PENANAimyeZLe4dW
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「好啊。」940Please respect copyright.PENANAkIGDTInxqS
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我第一次感受到溫暖,心裡面異常地開心,亦都好期待放學可以去呀彥屋企。940Please respect copyright.PENANARMVwVl6XPy
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當你長期身處黑暗入面,你見到一丁點光芒嘅時候,你會拼了命去抓住那點光芒。940Please respect copyright.PENANAZVc84egfoP
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之後嘅日子,我放學就成日去呀彥度,只不過呀彥佢唔會理我,佢小學都係讀我隔壁校,放學佢就開門俾我,然後就返入去房度打機。940Please respect copyright.PENANAOyVisO5Tq4
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叔叔佢唔係成日係屋企,我都無理到,有呀彥係度都總好過我嗰個冷冰冰嘅屋企。940Please respect copyright.PENANAYvfpR2LzX0
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有一個月,我問老豆拎中午嘅食飯餐,佢都無俾到,話叫我帶飯返學,最後佢都無煮到飯,我都無錢買飯。940Please respect copyright.PENANAkFV0hmJi0d
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就算係食垃圾到仆街嘅活力午餐,都好過咩都無得食啊。940Please respect copyright.PENANAeurGP6isqv
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之後嘅中午我都無食到嘢,嗰段時間就用嚟做功課,讀書方面從來都難唔到我。940Please respect copyright.PENANAp7WYu7zszx
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啲同學仔都問我做咩中午唔食飯,我仲強顏歡笑咁呃佢哋話我好飽啊......940Please respect copyright.PENANAUjXAEgUVC0
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一去到呀彥,我餓到一啲力都無,仲要揹住好重嘅書包。940Please respect copyright.PENANAQg2EufHkV4
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呀彥如常地開門俾我,正準備轉頭行返房嘅時候,佢望到我嘅唔妥。940Please respect copyright.PENANAaGvcKgNs60
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「你做咩事啊?」我好似第一次聽到佢把聲。940Please respect copyright.PENANACCcoJrUuBR
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「好...好...好肚...肚餓。」有氣無力地道。940Please respect copyright.PENANAlZH3WvOrC8
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我用盡最後一道力行去沙發度,隻腳軟到呢,好似變咗啲軟糖咁,一用力就會斷。940Please respect copyright.PENANAr6RhKQDUC4
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我最估唔到嘅係,呀彥竟然親自落廚,煮咗碗面俾我食。940Please respect copyright.PENANAi21XWX7kWc
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我到依家都仲印象深刻,好足料,有丸有肉有菜,而且仲好好食!940Please respect copyright.PENANAj9WIMy4ZRT
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「慢慢食啦你,你想食幾多都有。」940Please respect copyright.PENANAXZX3Q1MRI1
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我一路食,啲眼淚忍咗成日,終於都唔爭氣咁流落嚟,視線已經模糊到見唔到碗面。940Please respect copyright.PENANAsR3Xrm50F3
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只係覺得自己點解咁慘......最慘嘅係,唔係人哋覺得你可憐,而係連自己都覺得自己可憐。940Please respect copyright.PENANATQhCbmOew7
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可能因為喱餐面,我同呀彥破咗冰咁,慢慢熟絡起嚟,佢就好似我生命嘅救贖,為我悽慘嘅生活徒添不少色彩。940Please respect copyright.PENANAAcz9Bfyjl8
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嗰一個月,我一放學就叫佢煮面,佢亦都唔似一開始咁冷酷。940Please respect copyright.PENANAUp5naxe30q
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我都開始將我自己屋企嘅事話俾佢聽,佢知道後對我都照顧有加,係佢令我小學最後嗰段日子過得好開心。940Please respect copyright.PENANAC5fF54khMY
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呀彥嘅轉變係佢上咗中一開始。940Please respect copyright.PENANAxseTWQFIDk
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我同呀彥係同屆,所以我哋一齊升上中學,當時我覺得自己好好運㗎。940Please respect copyright.PENANAzmPpJ7bxUZ
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佢本身成績就麻麻,最後入咗間風評唔好嘅中學,無幾耐佢就成個人嘅look都唔同曬,好似著咗魔一樣。940Please respect copyright.PENANA5a8hyl8Uz9
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染髮、打交、食煙、飲酒咩都學齊,佢識嗰班都係一群mk仔女,佢嘅生活變得好多姿多彩。940Please respect copyright.PENANAJFKjvLplMA
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而我?無乜朋友嘅我,第一次識到一班朋友,對我都好好。940Please respect copyright.PENANAhL7lSuyfS2
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因為咁,我就咁俾人灌上MK妹之名,慢慢係學校傳開去,都無邊幾個想同我做朋友,而大家都係行開MK路線嘅同學仔,一早出面就有自己嘅班子,好難做到朋友。940Please respect copyright.PENANAbQBcRIxCyG
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我只要有佢哋,有呀彥就好。940Please respect copyright.PENANAAMoOxxSFdl
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而慢慢大個,我同呀彥嘅身體接觸都多咗,我漸漸由放學上佢屋企變咗有時會過埋夜。940Please respect copyright.PENANAthfcyt6rpH
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有一次我係房聽到叔叔同呀彥講:「小心啲啊你!袋住啦,咪搞出事啊。」940Please respect copyright.PENANA04sow4ygBt
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我知係咩嚟,亦大概明叔叔講緊咩,但其實實際係點,我完全唔知。淨係小五有上過常識堂講過喱啲嘢,其實心入面係有幾份害怕。940Please respect copyright.PENANAz6SCKn5Sz0
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無幾耐,係呀彥屋企嘅晚上,呀彥比平時更加主動......940Please respect copyright.PENANAlGC3CRorB8
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呀彥用手慢慢咁係上游走,一邊錫我一邊游走,而我成身僵硬曬。940Please respect copyright.PENANAtt7N29In1M
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本身之前都有攬攬錫錫,但唔會做到最後,可能我哋兩個都未準備好。940Please respect copyright.PENANAWHTpOtYlnY
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而今晚我覺得會嚟啦。940Please respect copyright.PENANAamhDh2q45x
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我期待呀彥會講啲嘢,令我安心啲,可是過程中除咗嬌喘聲,就無啦。940Please respect copyright.PENANAVlOOY8b0NJ
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我哋兩個都無乜經驗,其實都唔知應該點做,淨係知要除曬啲衫,錫咗幾下,呀彥就帶上防裝。940Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ct4WwP4E3
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我凝望住佢嘅眼神,眼神入面係無我係度,緊張得嚟帶點興奮。940Please respect copyright.PENANAmF3nLHPgki
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我慢慢感覺到有啲嘢頂緊入嚟......940Please respect copyright.PENANAGnzVyJOZpT
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「呀......嗯嗯..」我強忍痛楚。940Please respect copyright.PENANAsMEiOZbNVF
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「你痛啊?」呀彥柔聲問,當下我真係好愛喱個男仔,為佢忍小小痛楚又算得係咩呢?940Please respect copyright.PENANAI413ArGHv4
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「無事啊!」我回道,「你慢慢嚟啦。」940Please respect copyright.PENANAAR1Areo7My
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之後佢就慢慢頂入嚟,我叫得更加強勁,我feel到成個塞滿曬,但呀彥佢係唔敢郁,hold咗係度。940Please respect copyright.PENANAc6jtVeR2Oy
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我以為佢驚我痛先唔郁,我期待緊佢會帶領我。940Please respect copyright.PENANAkVwBUvEw3R
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「做咩唔郁?」我柔聲細語,我真係怕醜到唔知點面對佢好㗎當其時。940Please respect copyright.PENANAABn1mYysGw
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「我射咗......」呀彥良久才吐出這一句說話。940Please respect copyright.PENANAPvyCOe80IC
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「完咗啦?」我唔係幾清楚發生咩事,直至呀彥攞返出嚟,開始執嘢我先明白。940Please respect copyright.PENANAzx0bBVtOfI
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知道完之後先發覺頭先講錯嘢,因為呀彥臉色沉重,不發一言。940Please respect copyright.PENANAAKCYGgXdau
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第一次就係咁樣渡過,之後平平淡淡咁瞓咗一晚。940Please respect copyright.PENANAql9M2FWsla
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可是......呀彥要我做嘅次數多咗,成日都會想我留係度過夜,我直頭好似搬咗入嚟咁。940Please respect copyright.PENANA0PYhHBL7u0
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久而久之,我覺得自己好似做雞咁,而呀彥對我好似越嚟越冷淡。940Please respect copyright.PENANA6ulr1ZLMoB
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而我跟住佢,佢嘅習慣我都清楚曬,開始對男女之間嘅事變得麻木,我都開始食煙飲酒。940Please respect copyright.PENANAGHSSOv7Kbx
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無錯,我每日嘅節目都好多姿多彩,但好似無從前咁快樂。940Please respect copyright.PENANA4GmDjuLuIv
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而最近,叔叔對我越嚟越好,越嚟越親近,會成日搭我膊頭,唔覺意摸下我大脾......940Please respect copyright.PENANAqUzzYfaLlP
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我知道叔叔佢成日想借啲二抽我水之後,我就少咗去呀彥屋企。940Please respect copyright.PENANAmSvOMF1rWA
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「我嘅人生就係咁可悲。」聽完呀詩講之後,沉重到我唔知點樣回應。940Please respect copyright.PENANAnp1BirZNQL
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「近排叔叔都開始唔安份啦,親無人就會揸下我個波,你叫我仲點相信喱個世界係有好人?呀彥都變到唔係我識嘅佢。」940Please respect copyright.PENANAVGQKc0ChPX
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我見到呀詩眼眶嘅眼淚滾下滾下,但佢似乎唔想示弱,所以眼淚遲遲無流落嚟。940Please respect copyright.PENANAcerin3Msaq
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佢從右邊裙袋攞咗包煙,再從左邊裙袋攞咗個打火機出嚟,佢點火嘅時候,手都震曬,可想而知佢一個人承受咗幾多壓力。940Please respect copyright.PENANAjR0tiFmufU
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當下我好想俾個擁抱佢,我諗喱個係我唯一可以做嘅嘢,但身為君子嘅我,覺得咁樣係男女受授不親。940Please respect copyright.PENANAFuJQHTrCNf
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直到呀詩抽完一口煙,吐出濃濃的悲傷後,我終於都忍唔住了,腦袋只係閃過想做就去做嘅概念。940Please respect copyright.PENANATd3Qde5p0E
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我一手搶走呀詩手上支煙,一嘢將佢支煙拋落海。940Please respect copyright.PENANA7XIWrPwMlN
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呀詩呆咗咁望住我,道:「做乜撚⋯⋯」940Please respect copyright.PENANAN1LNi95gFb
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佢未講完,我就將佢攬咗過嚟,用力地⋯⋯940Please respect copyright.PENANAs2fENSd9df
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「你仲有我。」我發自內心地說。940Please respect copyright.PENANAJfgBkXKEDA
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我睇唔到呀詩咩表情,但我感覺到我頂到佢個胸之餘,仲感覺到佢成個人抖顫起來。940Please respect copyright.PENANA6hHyCaywep
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今次我對呀詩無一絲邪念,只係單純地想俾啲力量佢,同埋覺得佢都會想要一個擁抱,絕對無非份之想。940Please respect copyright.PENANAsCsjf6mbni
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我後未都已經無用力攬住佢了,甚至放放地手,但呀詩仍然攬住我,反而佢仲用力咗。940Please respect copyright.PENANACjSI0FUFF6
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我就任由佢攬住我,我都好好地享受喱個無人打擾嘅時刻,幾難忘。940Please respect copyright.PENANApLoBxe3WVM
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嗰一日,我覺得我同呀詩嘅關係大躍進,只不過⋯⋯940Please respect copyright.PENANA88AYwwQIjH
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我同佢都必須係我哋逃學付上代價。我當然避唔過老豆老母嘅追問同埋責罵,罰咗我成個禮拜無得打機。940Please respect copyright.PENANAdqY2wAcjhm
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咁呀詩屋企本來就唔管佢,所以唔算係啲咩。940Please respect copyright.PENANAmMfo8SIAXx
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而學校對我哋政策,就係要我哋放學去參加嗰啲咩功課留堂班,就係一班人留係一間課室做自己嘢,做一個鐘先可以走,為期一個禮拜。940Please respect copyright.PENANAdsurgfSA7O
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「最衰都係你,搞到我哋要去留堂班啦!」呀詩同我講。940Please respect copyright.PENANAoOD2ma6tbL
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「⋯⋯」乜唔係你咩?依家屈返我轉頭?940Please respect copyright.PENANArTx7rhKbFU