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No Plagiarism!rXhJA6g4dqmujshobf4mposted on PENANA 叮咚,外送的晚餐來了。8964 copyright protection374PENANAgb3bSIy5cC 維尼
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我暫時離不開電腦,畢竟現在還是上班時間,剛好有一批資料需要趕著處理。不知道過了多久,我終於能離開變形的海綿坐墊,眼前一片黑暗瞑,稍微扶一下桌子就沒事了。8964 copyright protection374PENANAcyElBX4n0d 維尼
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門後,盒裝滷肉飯和一袋油豆腐湯早就在地上放涼了,不過只需要熱一下就能吃。8964 copyright protection374PENANAAOAsUeHp6p 維尼
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遠距工作的第一天,我把自己關在小套房裡,卻感覺無比自由。8964 copyright protection374PENANAbkJqEiwTgu 維尼
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天黑了,父母打來電話。自從得知我開始自主隔離,親戚的關心紛至沓來。8964 copyright protection374PENANAIxKn45b7f5 維尼
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「你怎麼會搞到要隔離?」8964 copyright protection374PENANA9XK1dD18w6 維尼
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這通電話莫名讓我心裡起了疙瘩,手臂一陣搔癢,我用指甲抓撓幾下,上臂內側馬上冒出一些紅斑,像是微血管破裂,一點一點的。8964 copyright protection374PENANAvmsYHx8Hyd 維尼
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我隨手打開最新的聊天室,把不舒服的想法一股腦打出來,又刪刪減減,最後剩下一句:「好煩喔,所有人都擔心我是帶原者。」8964 copyright protection374PENANASZfDvOSiiw 維尼
五分鐘,十分鐘,了無回音。我看著那條訊息,長按收回,接著點開親戚群組,打起字來不需要停頓。8964 copyright protection374PENANAUTAYAFvL6s 維尼
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「不好意思讓大家擔心了,我目前沒事,也會好好在家隔離,謝謝大家關心。」8964 copyright protection374PENANAWfo36vER3q 維尼
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其實我不介意這種小事的,可以暫時從公司逃脫就足夠我開心了。在這個小分公司裡,我只是個組長,卡在中間供人差遣,哪邊都得顧。8964 copyright protection374PENANAoZH9b5cLHL 維尼
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電腦閒置太久,螢幕暗下,映著我幸福的笑容,還有脖子上的奇怪陰影。8964 copyright protection374PENANAjRCqtiHa5H 維尼
我拿出手機對著看,皮膚上是密密麻麻的紅斑⋯⋯8964 copyright protection374PENANAgF378OJEC8 維尼
擴散了?是過敏嗎?8964 copyright protection374PENANA7wfhmP3CCe 維尼
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清靜的日子才過了一半,沒想到組員又出包。8964 copyright protection374PENANAyjkRO45O3x 維尼
「拜託了!」組員在電話裡帶著鼻音懇求。8964 copyright protection374PENANAvjIPjaV9j1 維尼
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想說的話擠到喉頭,又嚥回去。8964 copyright protection374PENANA6T12uuYFcL 維尼
唉,我還能怎樣呢?8964 copyright protection374PENANAemoVS6KaJT 維尼
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我埋在文件裡多久了?時針撇向一,剩餘的時間轉瞬即逝,文件的底端遙遙無期。8964 copyright protection374PENANAqDvaGjQKWm 維尼
但是我已經快撐不住,好想睡覺⋯⋯8964 copyright protection374PENANAgqlYD1yXCT 維尼
手機好像響了,我在睡著的前一刻醒來,接起電話,但什麼也聽不見。8964 copyright protection374PENANAi9hzj5VfTc 維尼
睜不開,不能閉上,集中精神,聽他說⋯⋯8964 copyright protection374PENANAnWLJUYINVn 維尼
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我的頭一傾斜,皮膚表面,好像有東西——啪滋一聲,擠出來了。8964 copyright protection374PENANAfxOXLdS33D 維尼
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我低頭看,皰疹遍佈手臂,從內側長上肩膀、脖子。紅色顆粒的中心點是還未破皮流出白膿,但因為剛才動作擠壓到頸側,好幾顆膿包已經破開來,混著血色的汁液噴濺到鍵盤上。8964 copyright protection374PENANA4NAsBWHq3e 維尼
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怎麼會這樣!8964 copyright protection374PENANAU0XQIAQXY6 維尼
我慌亂的抽起幾張衛生紙,壓在脖子上。卻因動作再次擠壓,那些完整的皰疹一顆顆炸開,血和膿到處噴灑,而皰疹還在擴散⋯⋯8964 copyright protection374PENANAQZ4sGysg2H 維尼
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一早醒來,我的臉頰壓在鍵盤上,電腦早已關機,昨晚的努力全都白費了。8964 copyright protection374PENANAd7jK0gYZ1f 維尼
上頭的怒氣傾倒下來,我必須先接住,已經顧不得自己。8964 copyright protection374PENANApcYcbbeOqS 維尼
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「公司不是非你不可,組長也不是只有你能做,開除一個你,還有千千萬萬個人捧著履歷來討這個飯碗。」8964 copyright protection374PENANAUwyTpCMyNJ 維尼
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我知道,我當然知道。8964 copyright protection374PENANAI433t3GSXc 維尼
我工作能力並不優秀,上頭拉我當組長只是因為我對加班費的事逆來順受。我不具備當組長的能力,卻佔著這個位置⋯⋯8964 copyright protection374PENANAWuRuVK7ooS 維尼
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老闆還在叨叨絮絮,螢幕右下角跳出一則新訊息:「準時下班超爽,如果這次砍掉他,上面會拉誰當組長?」8964 copyright protection374PENANASxHcOjcne8 維尼
然而在我點進去時,訊息已經被收回了。8964 copyright protection374PENANAXESxwxPKoO 維尼
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「你有在聽嗎!」8964 copyright protection374PENANAB7rU4pygqG 維尼
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我拿不住手機,站不穩腳。8964 copyright protection374PENANAOh1UkNH4rP 維尼
皰疹又長回來了,我緊緊抱住自己,炸開呀?我本來就是一團爛肉,是血是膿,有差別嗎?8964 copyright protection374PENANAyAslJhkEuJ 維尼
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原來有差別的。8964 copyright protection374PENANA7UdZYxbuu8 維尼
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皮膚表面開始發癢,皰疹中央的白點在蠕動,微小到難以察覺。我摳破一顆膿包,白點鑽出來,掉在地板上抽搐幾下——是蟲子。8964 copyright protection374PENANARlbUR2RNw6 維尼
一瞬間,全部的蟲子都開始躁動,牠們咬破半透明的皮膚,穿肉而出,在一片爛瘡上爬呀啃呀,努力在死前吞食更多。8964 copyright protection374PENANAzQWe2eB0ko 維尼
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蟲子的身體脹了一圈,我想起小時候養蠶寶寶,一邊餵桑葉,一邊擔心牠們會不會吃太多——8964 copyright protection374PENANAlopKWIfRZZ 維尼
啊,炸開了,爆食不會有好下場的。8964 copyright protection374PENANANcOD5DNzj7 維尼
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牠們死得快,痂也結得迅速。黑點在生長,長成一條黑線,再從線中撕開。我靠近觀察,幾乎要把傷口貼在眼睛上了。8964 copyright protection374PENANA87d4ZuNPEL 維尼
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透過孔隙我看見了,是眼睛,我身上長滿眼睛。8964 copyright protection374PENANA5Gp7ODuNBe 維尼
是老闆的眼睛、組員的眼睛、父母的眼睛、親戚的眼睛,還有很多眼睛。眼睛一齊盯著我,瞳裡有話。8964 copyright protection374PENANAL7uXsy2fAa 維尼
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「閉上嘴,做就對了。」8964 copyright protection374PENANA224EKAG3EP 維尼
「你要感恩,愛別人,讓大家喜歡你。」8964 copyright protection374PENANAchPdufZcc8 維尼
「最重要的是,別給其他人添麻煩。」8964 copyright protection374PENANAC3x3bxFocP 維尼
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沒錯,他們關心我,希望我變得更好,他們想要的太多,多到我無力回應⋯⋯就連我本身,也已經超出我的能力可及。8964 copyright protection374PENANAc71XcVc5I8 維尼
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哪怕是呼吸,也是在消耗有限的氧氣。我把他們好的一面都消磨掉了,他們留給我的剩下一個眼神。8964 copyright protection374PENANAmBtgBMnmyu 維尼
「能不能消失。」8964 copyright protection374PENANAkiYPF7TgiT 維尼
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該怎麼淘汰自己?我想了很久,但我怎麼做得了主,我早就不是自己的了。8964 copyright protection374PENANA20N5TqO5U1 維尼
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所以你們不要等,不要看。8964 copyright protection374PENANAdu4WJifl3c 維尼
不要看。8964 copyright protection374PENANASLLoNXtKg3 維尼
「劃開眼睛,他們就看不見你了。」8964 copyright protection374PENANAc64NL58s2G 維尼
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叮咚,隔離結束後的第一餐送來了。我開門去領午餐,十四天以來,我第一次站在人面前。8964 copyright protection374PENANAR2FgI2y1wa 維尼
「總共兩百九十九元喔。」外送員戴著安全帽和口罩說。8964 copyright protection374PENANAiyfeySP1hI 維尼
我低頭掏錢。8964 copyright protection374PENANAMGwcoUJRow 維尼
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啪!8964 copyright protection374PENANAK7XAWQkwit 維尼
一個白底的圓形物體掉落,滾來我腳尖。8964 copyright protection374PENANAV7egZy1I03 維尼
停下來的時候,黑色的瞳孔正對著我的眼睛。8964 copyright protection374PENANAG2lXNtSWZE 維尼
「啊⋯⋯非常抱歉⋯⋯」外送員彎腰去撿,熟悉的啪滋聲接連響起。他蹲下身,縮著身體顫抖,不斷重複抱歉的話。8964 copyright protection374PENANAqkOL96u8zC 維尼
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我也蹲下身,陪他一起,一起看著地面被我們鋪滿。8964 copyright protection374PENANAApjSEhoUwo 維尼
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