Goodbye my love he said to me on his death bed as tears rolled down his face, his eyes were puffy and his cheeks were red.
I shook my head crazily, holding his hands and begging him to fight for me, fight for us, fight for life, I hate goodbyes I said.
I know he said, he released his hands from mine coughing out more blood wiping his mouth clean with a tissue throwing it into a bowl placed in front of his bed.
I bursted out in tears as I felt an excruciating pain in my head, I don't want the last memory of our love for each other to be spent this way he tried reasoning with me.
I don't care about that, don't you get it? I won't live long enough when you are not by my side, I won't be a normal human knowing you are no where on earth I confessed. What will I do without your presence and love in my life?
Kitten, he called me as my heart beat increased thinking will I ever hear that pet name again? If I do, will it mean anything to me if it isn't him?
Let's die together I concluded, he grabbed his chest looking pained. He closed his eyes facing the ceiling, his breath was ragged.
Don't do that to the innocent baby he pointed out, innocent baby I repeated. What innocent baby? It clicked, how do you know I am pregnant with your child?
He smiled handsomely torturing me more, I heard all of your confessions when I was unconscious.
I just couldn't voice out anything to comfort you he answered wiping my face dry with his hands, am sorry he apologized.
Go, leave now he begged me as his face became bluer by the minute, no I won't I argued back.
Suddenly, he gradually started fading away like he was just a figment of my imagination....I screamed out loud waking up.
Mommy mommy my baby jade came running into my room jumping on the bed wrapping his little hands around my neck, what's wrong moma?
Tell me what got you scared, you know I will always be here to protect you he said squeezing me more with his little strength.
I nodded not saying anything, just holding the only bundle of joy I have left of my love with him, keeping my eyes closed.
More tears poured down my face as I asked myself is this a beautiful memory or a nightmare?
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