清晨，我從溫暖的陽光中醒來。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFI6NiWiwg
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明明．．．．．．．已經好久沒有做過這個夢了。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYH88qrC96
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這個夢讓我想起了與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PpLwLbEE7
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他救贖了我，把我從黑暗的深淵拉了回來。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx9DkG5goN
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這一切的開端要從那一天開始說起；328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO9vZKCfwr
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１９９８年的４月２１日．．．．．．是我滿六歲的生日。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3MPIW9hGX
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也是在這一天，死神無情的奪走了我雙親的生命。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP77ACl0fp8
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一場意外．．．．．．在意外的現場，找到了一盒未拆封的水彩。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54fDhJu4zW
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即使已經因為意外而變得殘破不堪，但是對我來說．．．．．．那是我的寶物，最後一次從雙親手上收的生日禮物。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExG49YZjXl
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「姐、姐姐．．．．．．爹地、媽咪呢？我要．．．．．爹地、媽咪！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fk8ECsSDq
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雙親的喪禮就在一間小教堂簡單的舉行了．．．．．．當時我不明白什麼是死亡，更不明白雙親們到哪裡去了？328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46i3537bAd
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安娜姐姐一句話也沒說，只是緊緊得抱著我。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdrO4IvcAy
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那一天．．．．．．是雨天。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51fO5MAkS8
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離雙親逝世已經超過了半年．．．．．．我似乎理解了什麼是死亡，死亡是惡魔！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzryw3LB1a
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死亡．．．．．．是神對生命的惡作劇！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVrxp8aAH3
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我不明白；既然有生，為何又要有死？328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqKnvWQICa
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我不理解；既然都難逃一死，人類又為何要求生？328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml24oKA7h7
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這個過程的目的是？328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61BKDoDzro
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在我六歲的那一年裡，我一直在思考這樣的問題。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VyRMYYl2R
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死亡這個單字，對我所造成的衝擊太大了！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQLnPy9zvk
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１９９８年１２月２４日：328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca21B7OlK8
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這一天是平安夜，但是這是我第一次體會到沒有親人陪伴的聖誕夜。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qMkncX2s6
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為了生計，安娜姐姐從高中休學，而不停的打著零工。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FHbgC6LVr
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只是為了生存！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzBBcfMiMn
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可笑的是．．．．．．人遲早都會面臨死亡！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNNiQtDqwY
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那一天我一個人帶著雙親遺留給我的水彩盒，來到了聖奧爾本斯教堂的附近徘徊。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0n89znEnn
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我看著這雄偉的教堂，這裡面供奉的是人們所信仰的神！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZHVFADU2t
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「如果真的有神的話，就告訴我生命是什麼啊？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCyn9n2Mon
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我忍不住朝著教堂大吼，想要發洩心中一切的怨氣。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv76N8onkm
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「小男孩，怎麼啦？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7VN1kMU7T
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一位正好路過，穿著有點凌亂的老人問著我。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu9oDEEJmt
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我心想：這個人．．．．．．遲早也是會死的．．．．．．．328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4qIPaoRvf
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「我不懂既然神給予了我們生命，為何又要剝奪？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPNYczMAke
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「真是個深奧的問題呢！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vkrH2RuDd
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聽到我的問題 眼前的老人似乎有點吃驚，或許這真的是一個非常深奧的問題。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9sapHCrxr
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老人一直用奇怪的眼神打量著我，讓我感覺到有點不自在。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBx9mvabSV
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「小男孩，你喜歡繪畫嗎？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC3fCFNv7X
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老人的目光停留在我手上的水彩盒，然後柔聲的問道。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPoBh4jN13
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「以前喜歡，現在不喜歡了！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwASMAz5xd
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「喔？為何呢？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEmgO8K7Zp
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「因為所有的一切都是騙人的假象，一切都會消失！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZROzrA1Md
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想起了雙親．．．．．．328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfkgMNBRi7
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雖然我沒有看過事發的現場．．．．．．但是那鮮血染紅大地景像，卻日復一日的出現在我的夢裡。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy6aqFdqcn
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想到這裡，我忍不住流出了淚水。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5UMmmVJsv
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「男孩子不可以哭唷！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53XOI6ySi0
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老人用他蒼老的大手抹去我臉頰上的淚水，他的手令人覺得溫暖、厚實。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfWUby33Rj
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我．．．．．停止了哭泣。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iUEX4fwqZ
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「小男孩，你看這棵大樹。」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3vD4IubFl
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我朝著老人手指的方向看了過去．．．．．．328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlpIM7KZaJ
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「你感覺到了什麼？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC7SrbmaO0
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我搖搖頭，因為那只是一棵普通的大樹而已！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMhQBethxR
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「你在看看地上這些枯葉，你能明白什麼嗎？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKkZmsDysc
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我仍是搖頭。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtxkixP5Bg
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「乖孩子，你記好！有形的事物終將有凋零的一天，即使強壯的大樹幹也好，或是不起的小樹葉也罷！都無法逃離這樣的循環。」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tQZn9Csaj
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「可是．．．．．活著根本一點意義也沒有！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf9jAfTDMW
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「你真的是這樣想嗎？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WguTuA2XW
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老人很認真的注視著我，他的雙眼彷彿能看穿我的內心。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dR5BBbdyq
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「．．．．．．．」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp04rjZbVc
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「每天都有很多的人死去，但是同時也有很多新的生命誕生！在這樣的無限循環中，你覺得你能些做什麼呢？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyFVBKWaom
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「這樣的循環，一點意義也沒有！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eBquymd3O
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「是這樣子嗎？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXNlA0GTfk
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「而且．．．．．我根本就什麼也做不到。」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhVN8HgXoO
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是的．．．．．．我什麼都做不到。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ87fxVyjo0
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我根本無法自己一個人生存．．．．．．如果有一天，安娜姐姐也離我而去的話．．．．．．那我又能做什麼？328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9Lkkq5sx5
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「小男孩，你現在就有你能做到的事情。只是你沒有注意到而已！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1HD5V6Zrg
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「我能．．．．．．做到的事情？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX6HcKhcbc
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「就是你手中的水彩啊！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDRdcowdL8
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老人笑了，笑的非常開懷。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGItbAuPm7c
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「我、我的水彩？」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgc79Cyz8i
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我看著手中緊緊握住的水彩盒，唯一的寶物。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb6McAIVDP
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「有形的事物雖然會凋零，但是思想卻是會傳承的！你不是會畫畫嗎？把你的思想畫在畫中傳達吧！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVor5c0eEE9
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我疑惑的問道：「畫畫．．．．．．」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrssDMq1Bu
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「對！畫出你所想的、所見的、所聽的、所夢的。雖然你有一天仍必須將要直視死亡，但是你的精神卻會傳承下去！」328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAKFtrxlv8
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老人的這翻話，震憾了我．．．．．．．．328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjXA3UX2kX
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原來，人們並不只是無意義的活在這個世界上。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGVkbsmiJ2
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我似乎能理解了．．．．．．人的價值。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1HDCuErHM
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這就是我與布魯克斯伯伯的初遇。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkbauXuAPj
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英國；328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozArmfC3TZ
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１９９８年１２月２４日；328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8fbbbohD5
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寒冷的聖誕節前夕．．．．．．我向手中的水彩盒立下了誓言，我要成為一名能傳達思想的畫家。328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX1yj23ofB
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用這盒充滿著對雙親回憶的水彩，畫下我曾經存在過的痕跡！328Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIs6Q0jy3s
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（註：這篇是以軒現有的思維去回想，當時的他並未能完全真正的明白布魯克斯的話中涵義。）
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