251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYzpv5UtJ7
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX4bl3Egta
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqXJx4CJeq
"So you're sure this is what you want?" My dad asked, he was driving the family truck, I was sitting at the back side of the truck, I nodded.
" Yes Dad, I think it's for the best" I stared at him from the rear mirror, thinking he might met my gaze but he didn't, I heard him sighed.
"Always know we love you and would never have let anything happened to you, huh?!" He said expecting me to say something but I didn't, I sat there mute.
" You don't have to forgive your mom and I, or your siblings but let go of the hate you have for yourself,it will help you heal fast" Dad said this time he was looking at the mirror to meet my gaze.
All I did was nod in agreement to what he just said, he was right.
"Don't let anger consume you, learn to control it and always go to God when you need anything ,he's always here to help you understand?!" My dad advised.
" Yes Dad" I gave a faint smile and he nodded.
It's was a 12 hours drive from my house to my school, my body already aches from sitting down for that long.
"Dad could you please turn on the radio" I said and he did.
Guess it was just my lucky day, they were playing my favorite boy's song "Sam Smith" 251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcL4zmm7qH
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQdI9Vlt14
On the radio, they were playing one of his album " thrill of it all" I sang every song that was played from " Too good at goodbyes" to the current one they were playing " Scars" which was one of my favorite, all of his song were my favorite, I kept singing them with my inner voice I could barely hear what I sai,until it got to the chorus
" Now i say251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3NzOFqYMC
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhTUSCcCwt
Dear mother, how you've come so far251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJlbJ0Mtlx
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLmQfeiMVK
Your love has fixed all of our broken hearts251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeBgWdhuLG
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKAeslpjhT
I hope you're proud, mother, of what you've done251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8WrphERjH
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLStZViyKy
It's a lifelong lesson and I'm not pretending when I say 251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbbEBWENON
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkgmJaAVj3
You cleared up my scars251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvMYVOpGuQ
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp948rUCTw
You cleared up my scar...s" .
I sang my heart out in that song, wishing I could clear up my own scars but I know this was reality and it felt so good as I hear the remaining song, Sam Smith was really good,how he sang with that melodious voice of his and made everything feel so good.
my voice wasn't bad at all, I wasn't an angel but I could put a baby to sleep with that voice, my eyes met my dads, I think he had been staring the whole time, he was wearing a really big smile like he was proud of me, I couldn't help but return the favor with a little shyness.
Most times I sang,was in my bathroom and I never sing too loud.
" You should join the church choir when you get there, you have the voice of an angel!, darling." 251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhA3LVIvwz
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWlOk98ByC
I could feel a warm brim of happiness rising inside me as I smile whole heartedly.
" Thanks Dad" he winked at me.
Trust me I didn't even feel a single hate for this man, but I was angry, he wasn't just there when I needed him the most, maybe he wasn't the problem, maybe I was,just looking for who to blame, for who to curse my pain, I really needed to find peace in myself, and I think my dad had thought about that when he got me registrated in the school of priest, maybe he wanted me to find peace, peace at myself, peace with God and yes!! peace with my family.
My thought continue to play logic drama in my head and the sound of Sam Smith's voice, I felt my eyes closing as I adjust to doze off.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ9Inh2flI
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxyxlU3hFT
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNkIHvWL1R
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s0DPBAQnh
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH9Z32K60D
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6cSR1PniA
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4mliEgTuH
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79Bbu8yqjM
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KAnzVtcAJ
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwP6FCRglp
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdP40LsxDr
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOubTMKxaV
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZFfDSxx2K
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0q8jW4kRC
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAfcwCjnqi
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mnRqkPMCa
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg9u10cqFv
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17dhwWKkgC
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IrJpNhq2V
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGJYeIkrh3
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcC5GVyNv2
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTCJG3Hger
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYtJwq4iYU
Hey guys!! 251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1tmnTLRHP
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsXZpqFDvC
Thanks for following up with me,am really grateful.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo4mw1hoGw
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vntiL3a4V
Don't forget to vote, comment and share if you find this story interesting.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHfLuFo58I
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8NkmAENqF
Thanks.251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5NRgvB2S6
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhVG1F2dtM
Xoxo251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PwjRQQdGs
251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBAtjQgsTd
Dim Leon😘😘
