「你冇事吖嘛?我哋好耐冇見喇。」同Chloe都差唔多成個月冇見,聽日又係出Toronto同周穎嘅每月一聚:「不如我今次出嚟搵個時間去你屋企搵你吖。」
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「今個星期都仲未得呀,要隔多一、兩個星期先得。」Chloe把聲聽落有啲有氣無力,好似病緊咁。
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「其實你係咪病咗呀?我去探你吖。」我有啲擔心,Chloe唔係有絕症啩?
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「我唔係病,不過都差唔多,你等我好番再慢慢同你講,我唔想要你擔心。」咩叫唔係病又差唔多呢?唔通係啲婦科病?
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「真係探你都唔得?」我盡最後努力問多次,雖然我覺得Chloe都係唔會應承。
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「我唔想你見到我而家個樣,你等多陣,我哋好快就可以再見面。」難得Chloe咁堅持,我都唯有接受。
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起碼知道咗Chloe唔係因為感情上嘅問題而唔見我,只係身體上唔知出咗咩事,唔係病又病咗咁。
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可能亂諗得太多,瞓覺嗰陣發夢Chloe同我講話佢有咗,我仲問佢點會呀,你唔係做足安全措施㗎咩?嚇到我大半夜一身冷汗醒咗,發現係噩夢先冇咁驚。不過諗深一層,呢個夢又唔係完全冇可能,唔通Chloe真係有咗,所以要處理好先再搵我?唔會去咗醫院落仔啩?
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我第一時間想打俾Chloe問清楚,但係諗諗下又好似有啲戇居,結果都係放番低手機冇打到,或者我想像力太過豐富啫,Chloe如果有咗應該唔會粒聲唔出就走去落咗我哋個B嘅。
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第二日上完堂又係石克隆入嚟接我走,我忽然諗起石克隆同Chloe都係有錢人,Chloe嘅事石克隆會唔會收到啲風呢:「克仔,你知唔知Chloe最近發生咗咩事?我已經成個月冇見過佢。」
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「Chloe?佢入咗醫院做手術吖嘛,點去搵你呀,你冇去探佢咩。」石克隆竟然真係知情。
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「吓?做咩手術呀?」我驚訝問。
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「宮外孕吖嘛,都唔係第一次,之前都聽講佢試過,Chloe阿爸都傻嘅,個女咁細個就要佢戴子宮環,試多幾次第時就真係想生都難。」石克隆有啲唏噓咁話。
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之後石克隆仲講咗啲咩我唔係好記得,因為上咗網search宮外孕嘅資料,原來宮外孕真係有機會係用咗子宮環嘅後果,簡單講就係你唔俾個阿B喺子宮裡面著床受孕,咁萬一受咗孕就必定係喺子宮外,發現及時嘅話,危險性其實唔高,做手術割咗個胚胎就冇事,不過如石克隆所講,呢啲始終係入侵性手術,仲會刺激到子宮,有過宮外孕嘅女仔唔單止好容易再發生,仲會影響第時拕唔拕到B。
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當然呢方面唔可以全部怪晒Chloe阿爸,冇人叫你成日做嗰陣唔戴套啫,戴咗咪唔會宮外孕囉,咁個問題就嚟到我身上,邊個叫我咁鍾意中出啫,為咗自己舒服,就搞到啲女仔唔係戴環就食避孕藥同事後丸,食藥食得多都唔好喇,其實我係咪應該以後戴番套,做個負責任嘅男人呢!
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「其實你平時同Amy做嗰陣有冇戴套㗎?」我咁問其實係想拉石克隆落水,如果佢同我一樣冇戴,咁我心裡面嘅罪疚感應該會少啲。
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剛啱紅綠燈停車,石克隆用奇怪嘅目光望咗我一陣,然後一臉正氣凛然咁同我講:「喺結婚前,我係唔會同Amy發生性行為,結咗婚之後,都只會為咗生B先做,所以係唔會戴套嘅。」
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嘩!有冇咁正義呀,喺呢個思想咁開放嘅外國環境下長大,竟然講得出唔認同婚前性行為呢種說話,我覺得Amy真係冇揀錯。
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出到Toronto,周穎同Amy照舊仲未落堂,於是我問石克隆:「你知唔知Chloe住邊間醫院?呢兩日我想去探下佢。」Chloe唔想我探佢一件事,我身為男友,知道佢入咗院都唔探就講唔過去。
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「就喺downtown附近之嘛,離UT仲好近。」石克隆話:「你想探嘅話我可以而家車一車你過去,探完返嚟仲趕得切接周穎放學。」
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「有咁近?咁麻煩你車一車我過去,轉頭先再嚟接周穎。」我即刻話。
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石克隆點點頭,五分鐘都唔使就去到醫院,呢間係位於多倫多市中心嘅全科醫院,入去一問就問到Chloe嘅病房號碼,懷住忐忑不安嘅心情,我搭𨋢上去相關病房樓層。
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𨋢門打開,我好快就搵到Chloe間房,呢間係一間獨立病房,我伸手敲咗幾下,房裡面冇傳出任何回應,於是我就輕力扭開房門。
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雖然Chloe咁有錢,但係呢間並唔係咩豪華病房,兩百多呎嘅房裡面除咗病床同床邊嘅儀器,就只有一張三座位梳化擺咗喺床尾對開位置。
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我行近床邊,Chloe睇落瞓得好腍,略顯蒼白嘅臉上雙眉微縐,望落有種大病初癒嘅感覺,我不嬲都鍾意Chloe呢個冇化妝嘅清純樣,只係而家加多咗少少病容,憔悴得嚟更加令人心生憐愛。
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唔知點解望住瞓喺床上面嘅Chloe,我忽然覺得好內疚,就算知道佢做完手術後應該冇咩事,仍然有種雙眼發熱,好似要同佢永遠分開嘅悲傷情緒湧上心頭。
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我攝手攝腳行近Chloe,坐喺床邊輕輕捉起佢柔軟嘅手掌,Chloe手心好溫暖,呢隻手我拖過無數次,但係從未有一次好似今次咁唔想放開。
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就算我再輕力,呢下動作都驚醒咗熟睡嘅Chloe,Chloe慢慢張開眼睛,眼神迷惘咁望過嚟,同我眼神接觸嘅一刻,即時有啲大反應咁睜開雙眼,嚇咗一大跳:「Wesley,點解你會喺度嘅?」
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「因為我太掛住你囉。」我俯身上前按下想掙扎坐起嘅Chloe,輕吻咗佢乾澀嘅咀唇一下:「你唔好起身,同我乖乖地瞓喺度休息。」
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「咦?你終於俾你男朋友嚟探你喇。」身後傳嚟一把熟悉嘅聲音,我即使唔回頭,都已經認出聲音嘅主人。
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不過我仍然擰轉頭,望向身穿護士服,以為唔會再有機會見面嘅邱雅琳!
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