不過喺呢一刻,我都係決定暫時放低心中嘅疑問,出去追番邱雅琳先:「我一陣再返嚟搵你。」
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「你係返嚟至好講喎。」Chloe向我扮咗個鬼臉。
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我對Chloe肯定咁點點頭,先轉身出房搵邱雅琳。
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今次邱雅琳只係剛啱離開,我稍為尋找已經見到佢喺走廊轉角嘅身影。
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我快步追上去,一轉彎就同唔知咩原因往回走嘅邱雅琳撞個滿懷。
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「哎,sorry。」未知撞到嗰個係我嘅邱雅琳,剛開口道歉就發現真相,又轉身想走。
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我伸手將邱雅琳拉番埋身,略微用力咁攬住佢:「你唔好再走喇。」
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本來仲想爭扎嘅邱雅琳,聽到我咁講之後靜咗落嚟,低頭冇望我,由得我攬實佢。
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我鬆出右手托起邱雅琳個頭,有啲唔人道咁迫佢望向我,只見佢雙目緊閉唔敢望我,但係就有兩道淚水喺眼角流出,分唔清係因為開心定傷心而流淚。
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呢個樣真係好惹人憐愛,我忍唔住低頭錫落邱雅琳雙眼、鼻尖、咀唇。
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雙唇接上後傳嚟久違嘅深刻感應,同一樣嘅親吻,錫落唔同女仔嘅時候總會有些許差異,而邱雅琳帶俾我嘅,就係最純真嘅初戀感覺。
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邱雅琳個身微微顫抖,對於我嘅索吻並冇太大嘅反抗,我同邱雅琳沉浸喺咀上嘅親密接觸,彷彿忘記咗我哋仲企緊喺醫院嘅走廊度。
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直到邱雅琳輕力拍打我心口,我先至張番開眼,發現周圍或遠或近都企咗唔少人,個個不約而同用怪異目光注射著我同邱雅琳。
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「你跟我嚟。」邱雅琳拖住我隻手,領頭帶我往大堂走去,然後搭電梯上咗天台,今日天氣幾好,有陽光但係唔太熱,天台幾張長櫈上疏落地坐咗幾個病人,邱雅琳帶我去其中一張冇人嘅長櫈坐低。
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坐低後嘅邱雅琳已經回復平常,只係塊臉有少少紅,本來佢想縮開仲拖住我嘅手,但係發現俾我牢牢捉實後,就放棄咗呢個多餘嘅想法。
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微風吹起邱雅琳柔順嘅長髮,身穿白色護士服嘅佢有種仙女下凡般嘅脫俗氣質,當初如果唔係因為要嚟加拿大讀書,我都未必會同佢分開,而家既然邱雅琳嚟埋加拿大,我哋係咪又可以再喺埋一齊呢?
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「你嚟加拿大做咩唔搵我?」諗咗好耐,我結果選擇用呢個疑問打開話題。
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邱雅琳搖搖頭:「其實我嚟加拿大就係唔捨得你,但係嚟到之後我又唔敢搵你,我驚你會唔啋我、或者趕我走。」
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吓?冇可能喇,你咁遠走到嚟,就算我真係唔再鍾意你,都唔會忍心唔理你,更何況我仲係好在意邱雅琳:「其實我同你分開後,一直都有成日諗起你,我同你分手唔係因為唔想同你一齊,而係因為我身邊已經有太多其他人,我唔想你為咗我浪費青春。」之前已經有周穎同Miss Cheung,而家仲多咗個Chloe。
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「我唔介意,我從來都冇介意過。」邱雅琳眼神堅定咁望實我。
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咁點呢?我係咪應該同番邱雅琳一齊呢?周穎同Miss Cheung雖然唔係太清楚邱雅琳嘅事,但係相信知道後都會接受,或者可能嘅話唔對佢哋講住,Chloe 更係好似冇乜所謂,不過如果我再同番邱雅琳一齊,我就唔可以再令佢傷心,我一個人,又係咪可以應付到咁多條女呢?336Please respect copyright.PENANAWcsJOjdDki
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邱雅琳見我露出猶豫神色,眼神一暗,呢下表情真係令到我個心好似俾人用針拮咗一下咁痛,我當下抛開腦裡面紛亂嘅思緒,伸手將邱雅琳一擁入懷:「對唔住,我唔係唔想同你一齊,我只係覺得令到你太過委屈,我已經唔係一個唔完全嘅人,我俾唔到全份嘅愛你。」
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「你當日話我可以搵到更好嘅人,但係我覺得我真係搵唔到,因為同你分開嘅呢段時間,我發覺自己個心根本容納唔到第二個,我可唔可以問多次當日嗰個問題?」邱雅琳將頭埋喺我心口,用微顫嘅聲音話。
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我當然知道邱雅琳想問咩,當日我冇答,但係今日佢再問,我已經有確實嘅答案:「可以,你想問咩都可以。」
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「我搵唔到比你更好嘅人,我可唔可以搵番你呀?」邱雅琳抬頭,滿臉淚水咁問我。
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「可以,一定可以。」我用手不停抺去邱雅琳臉上嘅淚水。
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邱雅琳聽到我嘅答覆後,更加失控地喊起上嚟,女人真係水造嘅,抺到我成手成袖濕晒都未喊完。或者喺我哋分開嘅呢幾個月,邱雅琳實在壓仰得太過厲害,一個女仔,走到一個陌生嘅外國地方追逐心愛嘅人,嚟到後,偏偏又驚會更加失望而唔敢主動聯絡對方,嗰種難受同孤獨,對一個弱質女子嚟講實在係太沉重。
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直到邱雅琳安靜落嚟後,我先拍拍佢個頭:「傻女,咁大個人仲喊到成個細路仔咁,人哋唔知仲以為我對你做咗啲咩好過份嘅嘢。」
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邱雅琳渲洩完情緒後,整個人明顯放鬆咗好多,聽我咁講即時反抗:「你係呀,你唔單止諗住抛低我喺香港唔理,如果唔係我嚟搵你,你仲一定唔會再搵我添呀。」
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咁又未必,有時悶悶地可能都會想搵下你,不過呢啲咁渣男嘅說話諗下都覺得自己好衰:「我唔係唔想搵你,我係唔想害咗你。」
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「你冇害我,只要可以同你一齊,你想我點、對我點都唔重要。」邱雅琳再次將頭埋番落我俾佢喊到濕晒嘅心口。
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唉!難得我可以狠心放過一個好女仔,點解個天又要我再次傷害佢呢,係咪我個人唔夠堅定,其實應該再狠心啲拒絕多邱雅琳一次呢?望住邱雅琳楚楚可憐、清麗脫俗嘅靚樣,邊有男人可以拒絕佢㗎。
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諗落我都係要加倍努力讀書,如果唔係將來點養咁多條女,雖然點睇佢哋都唔似要我養,仲可以倒轉養到我肥肥白白。
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