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No Plagiarism!B1Tp78AKVQ88zEbLGAeIposted on PENANA 如是者,阿敏就應約去咗見阿寶,地點喺海旁。可能夜晚涼風陣陣,對住漆黑深沉嘅大海講心事,係特別適合。8964 copyright protection626PENANAa1xF5SeRgT 維尼
去到個陣,阿敏已經見到阿寶坐咗喺一張檯上,雙眼毫無神采,阿敏見到就上前叫佢:8964 copyright protection626PENANAJ1FxyhQCpQ 維尼
「寶寶!」8964 copyright protection626PENANAReHG8jAZph 維尼
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「阿敏‧‧‧多謝你咁夜仲出嚟‧‧‧‧‧‧」阿寶望住佢。8964 copyright protection626PENANAKrwpxOFn8S 維尼
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「我順路姐,傻妹。」阿敏撫摸佢個頭:「你點啊?」8964 copyright protection626PENANAEh3R0NnBuZ 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAZDw0BrPPS3
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「我諗清楚啦‧‧‧」阿寶嘅淚水好似已經用光哂一樣,如今一啲眼淚都冇:「喊都冇無用‧‧‧但會令我舒服啲‧‧‧‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection626PENANAIZb6Olbh7H 維尼
「識咁諗就好。」8964 copyright protection626PENANA1o2iUj7lFU 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAWZCTDugz6I
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「但係我已經頂唔住‧‧‧你話時間可以治癒一切,但係我真係做唔到‧‧‧真係做唔到‧‧‧‧‧‧我成日一起身都會記得起佢‧‧‧明明琴日仲好好哋‧‧‧點解一日之間變化可以咁大‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection626PENANAB62eHXj0iH 維尼
「傻妹,就算你唔講分手,你個啲都係假嘅愛情,辛苦嘅只會係自己。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAQLdnOTdBMn 維尼
「佢真係好賤‧‧‧‧‧‧」講到依到,阿寶突然捏抓住自己隻手,好似好嬲咁。8964 copyright protection626PENANAKjgLjpKlSD 維尼
「阿寶‧‧‧」阿敏想制止住佢,因為佢都係第一次見咁嘅阿寶。8964 copyright protection626PENANACve3AXuCGd 維尼
「賤人‧‧‧‧‧‧」阿寶捏弱自己幾乎五指入肉,而手腕亦有割脈嘅傷痕。8964 copyright protection626PENANA6S68pibXOk 維尼
自殘,生物嚟講‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAIrOab9rfoW 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAtQauevalUO
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當佢哋感到絕望,就會做出自殘行為。8964 copyright protection626PENANAkmSNnkkVwz 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAlJVmmSUPC0
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「你唔好咁啦‧‧‧」阿敏伸隻手出嚟:「你要發洩‧‧‧發洩喺我隻手到。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAgIerctP298 維尼
但阿寶似乎無理會,只係對自己肉體不斷施加痛苦。8964 copyright protection626PENANAKY8KDJSEaU 維尼
「唉‧‧‧算啦,阿敏,我唔阻你喇。」阿寶嘅眼淚又突然流番出嚟,轉身就走咗。8964 copyright protection626PENANAQA9soDC36v 維尼
「阿寶!」阿敏企喺身。8964 copyright protection626PENANAXY57Frjw27 維尼
「我想自己繼續靜‧‧‧!」8964 copyright protection626PENANArud6IGJwg5 維尼
阿敏望住佢嘅背影,越嚟越心酸。8964 copyright protection626PENANAlNEuAc8itc 維尼
令到自己返去屋企嘅路上,都特別灰。8964 copyright protection626PENANAHAFQ4EzDrG 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAltAWodhCCG
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「死神‧‧‧我無力感好大。」阿敏不憤又不爭咁對我講:「我明知阿寶佢‧‧‧阿寶佢受傷,除咗講幾句廢話安慰佢之外,我就好似冇咩實際上嘅嘢幫到佢咁。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAKZB3H4Lwid 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAh70lic0Dha
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「其實你根本阻止唔到佢。」我望住個海講:「如果一、兩句說話就改變到一個人,世上就唔會咁多自殺嘅人。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAqzl8aOgMiI 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANABoJF7XhfOo
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「如果我有你咁嘅法術就好‧‧‧‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection626PENANAfPAI5SrWDc 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAlmh4hblEty
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「如果你有,世界就會大亂。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAcvyD6NB5X9 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAmSpfGlNubj
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「好似阿南咁,如果我有錢,我就可以俾佢,等佢解決一切生活困難,佢都唔會跳樓死‧‧‧」阿敏撳住額頭。8964 copyright protection626PENANAxAB85n5n25 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jny66Fz9Y
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「咁你覺得點先幫到周家寶。」我問。8964 copyright protection626PENANABNtmb1QOsM 維尼
「我‧‧‧我都唔知‧‧‧可能‧‧‧‧‧‧真係得佢男朋友回心轉意,先改變到一切‧‧‧」阿敏越講越灰。8964 copyright protection626PENANAVeexSCQ68j 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA4XOuC9GTTh
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「你有冇咁嘅能力?」我再問。8964 copyright protection626PENANAp0lzSzTETi 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAxclV5N93WU
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「冇‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection626PENANAhELrMYNNAm 維尼
半路中,阿敏突然收到阿寶一則訊息:8964 copyright protection626PENANA14aRceRytn 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA5eHb4fK8GP
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630Please respect copyright.PENANA1KjxlHLJaq
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「阿敏,可能你講得啱,時間真係可以治癒依一切‧‧‧但係我做唔到,我好愛佢‧‧‧但我都好憎佢‧‧‧‧‧‧點解8964 copyright protection626PENANAbarUuA4AwT 維尼
要同第二個女仔一齊‧‧‧我知你幫咗我好多,但係我已經好攰好攰‧‧‧‧‧‧我想佢依一世,都內疚落去。」8964 copyright protection626PENANA8RQn2re6iZ 維尼
阿敏接到依個訊息之後,先係呆一呆。8964 copyright protection626PENANAlXXZQwh5mx 維尼
繼而向後奔跑,阿敏應該終於意識到阿寶即將會自殺嘅事實。8964 copyright protection626PENANA8YKYfQ8pcI 維尼
好多時,時間對正常人嚟講,都係平平淡淡咁過去。8964 copyright protection626PENANAJiEHzPy8jY 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAFpvc9gqjuw
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但對想自殺嘅人嚟講,時間就好似令人煎熬嘅熱鍋,每一分每一秒都痛苦非常,每一刻都係同自己內心交戰之中。8964 copyright protection626PENANAlwj2Vc5qHD 維尼
就好似我活喺地獄一日,時間喺人間就好似過咗五十年。8964 copyright protection626PENANAYifzdBfJvh 維尼
獨自哭泣,並唔係代表佢只係純粹流淚。8964 copyright protection626PENANAjTnMR2Win8 維尼
而係‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAC2eGjhTnc8 維尼
時時刻刻內心都處喺掙扎之中。8964 copyright protection626PENANAXR88WgiNWT 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANARcj3OAxop2
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佢哋一直俾緊自己一個理由,遺憾嘅係佢哋望唔透,仇恨同悲傷都掩蓋過一切,依場苦痛到底仲會維持幾耐,或者佢哋會覺得係一世。8964 copyright protection626PENANAv7cDQ3dc9l 維尼
又或者‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAp5M1ynevm3 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAOnM3l76cPk
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個一刻,佢哋冇諗到咁多。8964 copyright protection626PENANAIsrxImLmTt 維尼
自殺之人,會胡思亂想諗好多嘢,因為個一刻先係最安靜。8964 copyright protection626PENANAcK2vcPb00F 維尼
不過往往越諗越負面,,到最後就落得自殺收場。8964 copyright protection626PENANAIcooO8Fk92 維尼
對痛苦嘅佢哋嚟講,未嘗係一個解脫?8964 copyright protection626PENANAfQFLRpMC1G 維尼
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然而阿敏趕到去阿寶住嘅附近個陣,遠處已經傳嚟一聲巨大嘅響聲。「啪──」嘅一聲,就好似沉重8964 copyright protection626PENANAfaXefw5GbD 維尼
咁打落阿敏心臟入面。8964 copyright protection626PENANAMMrOnpWH1N 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAHPpN7anmD7
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令到佢就算未知結果,雙眼都已經凝結住淚水,就喺跑到去之際,阿敏突然停低咗落力,背貼靠牆喊緊:「死神‧‧‧我隻腳‧‧‧‧‧‧郁唔到‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection626PENANATAq7wrZERp 維尼
「‧‧‧」我望住佢,好似第一次見佢喊成咁。8964 copyright protection626PENANAYSWXUhorEn 維尼
「‧‧‧我發唔到力‧‧‧我‧‧‧隻腳‧‧‧!發麻‧‧‧好驚‧‧‧‧‧‧」阿敏抬頭望住我:「阿寶‧‧‧阿寶‧‧‧佢係咪會自殺?!」8964 copyright protection626PENANAgkgNkb7xKT 維尼
我點頭。8964 copyright protection626PENANAN8AnPFI3Xy 維尼
「點解你唔講我聽‧‧‧‧‧‧」軟坐喺地上無力再跑嘅阿敏捉緊我隻腳,十指都用力插入我肉骨之中。8964 copyright protection626PENANAKbdPD9rE5S 維尼
「我講過,死亡時刻都喺身邊。」我淡然地說。8964 copyright protection626PENANAdjCmnfBRRK 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAyOlPe71cJi
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAQctBtaAQTg
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「我‧‧‧我無諗過會係佢!!!」阿敏依種力度,幾乎想摧殘我隻腳。8964 copyright protection626PENANAqYIwM6RgHK 維尼
「好多人自殺,都冇人預計得到。」我低頭望住佢:「將生死看淡啲,你會好過啲。」8964 copyright protection626PENANALkcLlVeHwQ 維尼
「佢係我朋友呀!!!」8964 copyright protection626PENANAeV4FNyDlxu 維尼
「你訓下先。」我啪手指一下,阿敏就漸漸進入睡眠。8964 copyright protection626PENANAa2prBHsTni 維尼
繼而,我帶住佢瞬移到佢屋企,將佢放落床上。就好似上一次阿南自殺一樣,等佢進入沉睡。8964 copyright protection626PENANApb6BY5wxwU 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAJg0Z5oWnZJ
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其實有冇我嘅存在,周家寶都會自殺,阿敏佢一樣會陷入失去朋友嘅悲傷,只不過我嘅存在,令佢以為可以阻止每一件自殺嘅發生。8964 copyright protection626PENANARII9Mdq4Rl 維尼
但生死,根本就無人阻擋得到。8964 copyright protection626PENANAVGdBaucnsj 維尼
因為死亡,係屬於對方嘅權利。8964 copyright protection626PENANAM2dU0M1K2W 維尼
第二日,阿敏醒咗之後望見如常升起太陽,佢今次冇對我講早晨,只係沉默。8964 copyright protection626PENANAyeMnQflkZa 維尼
佢冇再對我講過任何嘢,亦都冇刻意去翻睇依一日嘅報紙報導啲乜,成個人變得寂靜。8964 copyright protection626PENANAfHRZToOJsz 維尼
有時候,會匿埋喺房入面嘅後門度喊。8964 copyright protection626PENANARDUJyGIaGx 維尼
第三日。8964 copyright protection626PENANAQ8QN4dJ8x7 維尼
其實,你點解要喊。8964 copyright protection626PENANAIQPT1MX4zO 維尼
我唔明白。8964 copyright protection626PENANAaI2LmVnmM7 維尼
雖然係喊,但阿敏佢喊得好安靜。8964 copyright protection626PENANAdrfXeFac7C 維尼
有時候,會喊到眼紅紅,幾乎上氣不接下氣。8964 copyright protection626PENANA8yPKmWzWLl 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANApuSlnuvgiG
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630Please respect copyright.PENANA33lVL4AKxC
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其實‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAqMUPyqn1gu 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZVtjKJHeV
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630Please respect copyright.PENANA0pQIpRKZik
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我係咪應該安慰你?8964 copyright protection626PENANAV8zJD1SFjV 維尼
第四日。8964 copyright protection626PENANAhPqrWWJi3O 維尼
天空依然灰暗,阿敏佢已經第四日冇同我講任何嘢,獨自喺間房冷靜自閉。8964 copyright protection626PENANAiP80P3NhxT 維尼
對於一個經常喺我耳邊吱吱喳喳嘅人嚟講,少咗雜音對我嚟講反而有啲唔習慣。8964 copyright protection626PENANA5d58FWmzXt 維尼
佢眉宇間再無淚印,只有愁後嘅抑鬱。8964 copyright protection626PENANAwOS7dcFqyr 維尼
我會唔會再睇到你笑個一日?8964 copyright protection626PENANAMlgh1X9bYN 維尼
佢坐喺門後抱腳發呆,我企喺門前默默等待。8964 copyright protection626PENANAMWB0aBDSFR 維尼
我同你相隔又近又遠,一門之隔‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAWMWRDPsO3d 維尼
就好似兩個世界。8964 copyright protection626PENANAL9X7OMJz4S 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANALJ7OAYrCtW
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第五日。8964 copyright protection626PENANANRo3YMBTP4 維尼
天空尚算晴,只不過天氣凍咗些少。8964 copyright protection626PENANAfmEDeg99Ak 維尼
如同你臉上嘅神色一樣冷若如霜,我冇諗過唔笑嘅你、唔講嘢嘅你,真係可以冷漠到咁。8964 copyright protection626PENANA1Y4IoeSZ4p 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAgJQaj4XIM5
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我仲開始懷疑,從前自己嘅生活實在太過枯燥‧‧‧直到要調查事情,遇上阿敏之後,先變成我難得嘅唯一娛樂。8964 copyright protection626PENANAnUCejpP3xN 維尼
你心不在焉,眼神又帶住迷惘。8964 copyright protection626PENANAShxLoUtdMh 維尼
你都同自己內心掙扎交戰緊?8964 copyright protection626PENANAw2IoZik29g 維尼
第六日。8964 copyright protection626PENANAD5jkPMdxZf 維尼
我仍然默默咁等待,可能你真係嬲咗我?8964 copyright protection626PENANALRWPsbPdy4 維尼
我唔清楚。8964 copyright protection626PENANAcZTSOCUhHi 維尼
可能我唔太明白,一個朋友嘅死會對你影響咁大。8964 copyright protection626PENANAHORn0bLpQY 維尼
但我知道你好傷心。8964 copyright protection626PENANA5ALqJx4srZ 維尼
第七日。8964 copyright protection626PENANAIhPu7VyRBa 維尼
一個禮拜過去,阿敏都視我如無物。8964 copyright protection626PENANAiBGHDIllYL 維尼
我哋亦足足停止交流咗一星期。8964 copyright protection626PENANA7TM0M0nJrS 維尼
我竟然不自覺咁自問‧‧‧兩個世界嘅人彼此相遇,真係會落得如此收場?互相看見、掠過,就完結。8964 copyright protection626PENANAtM3XmUEGCk 維尼
果然,兩個世界嘅人始終係相處唔到溝通唔到?8964 copyright protection626PENANAsS8rN9oT4K 維尼
喺第八日嘅早上,我就好似無意中學咗佢咁。8964 copyright protection626PENANAPSfYjwJz62 維尼
黎明一升,我不自覺吐出一句:「早晨。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAKNeLAeUAKN 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAN5wmUwriZ8
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原本我以為大家以後唔會再傾計,點不知‧‧‧啱啱訓醒嘅佢拉住咗我隻手,而佢笑容之中蘊藏住淡淡嘅哀傷,似乎,已經放低咗。8964 copyright protection626PENANAeHTgknvI2R 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAX20V1wLoSC
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「死神,早晨。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAFVJNusVgBb 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAmVZneGz4Sz
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「阿敏,講又死神?」阿敏回番我一句早晨後,佢阿媽就敲敲佢道門:「成日聽你喺間房自言自語叫死神,成個禮拜又唔行出房‧‧‧你唔好話俾我聽你信咗邪教啊?一陣沖涼換衫,陪我番教會!」8964 copyright protection626PENANAxzUpmZaL3O 維尼
阿敏聽完之後,就反咗下白眼咁訓番喺床上:「死神,你果然會招嚟不幸。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAGiewQz8yaF 維尼
佢嘅阿媽因為約咗人嘅緣故,所以要先早啲到教會,不過我都唔知,原來佢母親係番教會信主。8964 copyright protection626PENANA6xH5cAnyA4 維尼
始終,佢哋屋企冇乜聖經、十字架之類厭污性嘅嘢。8964 copyright protection626PENANA8wMqiIXptE 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAPyD20YjDoF
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阿敏如常地換好一件輕薄嘅淺色格仔外套,再加上一條牛仔褲就出發去個間教會。可能終於守得雲開見月明?天氣都難得晴朗、萬里無雲、陽光普照,不過係我最討厭嘅天氣。8964 copyright protection626PENANA2zk3d2SzT8 維尼
「死神,我贏咗喎!」阿敏喺路上,突然同我講。8964 copyright protection626PENANAmUfjuxmrtV 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAds0dfEvoRB
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「贏?」我唔明。8964 copyright protection626PENANApQSd60ztqy 維尼
「冷戰啊~你知唔知過去個一嗰星期,我哋冷戰緊。」阿敏會心一笑:「而你就係選擇破冰個一嗰,所以你輸咗。」8964 copyright protection626PENANADsGCmcFT0Z 維尼
「無聊。」如果唔咁做,恐怖我一世都調查唔到關於你嘅事。8964 copyright protection626PENANAnUwmOP7mDD 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA6k2PfHhXee
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「阿寶嘅死‧‧‧雖然仲有啲耿耿於懷,但係我盡量睇開架啦~或者你講得啱,就算有冇你嘅出現,阿寶都唔會死。」阿敏望住我側臉:「所以我唔應該怪責你。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAr9QWY5cSr8 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAccZ4Fe93Ak
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「識咁諗就最好。」我雙手放袋,望住前前遙遠嘅路:「生與死,最後終點都係一樣。只係睇邊個走先,令留低嘅人傷心。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAM2ewGjbBTF 維尼
「死神,咁你又有冇經歷過?」阿敏今日特別鐘意望住我。8964 copyright protection626PENANAF1vfdsZJgc 維尼
「望住人類一幕一幕嘅死亡,每日我都經歷緊。」8964 copyright protection626PENANATHLkjmUK25 維尼
「你覺得有冇可能‧‧‧有一日,全世界都冇人死。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAAQJBVP6WGM 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAtYnYn9gPUC
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAWBVokX4s9U
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我居然因為佢依個幼稚想法,淺淺揚起笑貌。8964 copyright protection626PENANAalvG2cIGgj 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA86dZUJaqaT
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「咁鬼死熱‧‧‧‧‧‧終於到。」阿敏望住眼前嘅寶琳大教堂,就繼續徑自行入去。8964 copyright protection626PENANAagdx2whYsG 維尼
不過佢行到差唔多入門口個陣,似乎發現到我企咗喺外面冇跟住佢。8964 copyright protection626PENANApvTzWnFwky 維尼
「行啦死神,你做咩企喺出面啊?有冷氣喎~~」阿敏向我招手。8964 copyright protection626PENANAFyl4xaLcjn 維尼
「我唔入得教堂。」我抱住雙手,企喺外面:「你慢慢。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAInb5JcazFp 維尼
「真係嫁?」阿敏有啲好奇。8964 copyright protection626PENANAXrh622JavH 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA2TjLVg0Nbn
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAM2ye5gnqUM
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我點頭。8964 copyright protection626PENANAY2Pj0BoRyS 維尼
「咁我入去先‧‧‧‧‧‧」說畢,阿敏就行咗入去。8964 copyright protection626PENANAkc3WKzbeaK 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAMF63nCo0wm
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我望住眼前神聖宏偉嘅教堂,始終唔了解點解世人要為上帝你起咁多建築,去歌頌你。8964 copyright protection626PENANAr4aSmGA9IF 維尼
「喂!阿宏,咁後日見啦喎。」8964 copyright protection626PENANA0BKJlmRRS0 維尼
「唔,我去幫老豆祈禱先,bye!」阿宏嘅聲音喺附近。8964 copyright protection626PENANAXXKc8bYyN3 維尼
我轉頭一望,佢似乎剛才同朋友打完羽毛球,順便嚟到教堂。8964 copyright protection626PENANAksGVYlK0L3 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAZvPfpRDKXu
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAPURc8BqTYl
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如果係咁,佢同阿敏都幾有緣。8964 copyright protection626PENANAF7OxBb6XTj 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAIiVZTea4Fv
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAsAJtrLeXkI
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佢同朋友分別之後,就喺我面前直行直過,走入教堂。咁緊係當然,因為我仲係隱身形態,佢見我唔到。8964 copyright protection626PENANAUwlJ3LbU90 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAE3wEYrmQC8
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAWKzBU0qaI0
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就喺我企咗無耐個陣,我無意中聽到兩位正準備入教堂嘅女教友說話,而兩位女教友都已經四十幾歲。8964 copyright protection626PENANATtetRRrv71 維尼
「喂‧‧‧有冇聽講過佢又番嚟啊?」8964 copyright protection626PENANA1MMMgLBCIv 維尼
「有,好似帶埋個女啊可?」8964 copyright protection626PENANALkc8bua3CM 維尼
「唉~佢仲有面番嚟嘅~」8964 copyright protection626PENANAc4aBDMtp3T 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANALB2DpLLskg
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「不過佢個女‧‧‧叫咩咩敏‧‧‧都幾標誌!都算靚女仔嚟,我叫我個仔多啲番教會先。」個阿嬸笑笑口咁講。8964 copyright protection626PENANAwhBwkRiG1i 維尼
敏?8964 copyright protection626PENANAiHJWqrZNLR 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANATAgQzY0nlx
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAdsYzottTBN
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唔通‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAZfEXMVlq4c 維尼
過多一陣,兩位阿嬸走到去教堂後花園,我就用變身術變成教堂隨機一個教父嘅樣,然後再走到佢哋面前。8964 copyright protection626PENANAw1eYZb9OfO 維尼
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因為教堂同花園並唔係連接,所以我尚算出入得到。8964 copyright protection626PENANAIHmLiR5QMn 維尼
「兩位天父嘅兒女好。」我出現喺佢兩個阿嬸信徒。8964 copyright protection626PENANAtB2hbggbhx 維尼
「你‧‧‧你係‧‧‧‧‧‧林牧師?」兩個阿嬸望住用變身術變成一面慈祥教父樣嘅我。8964 copyright protection626PENANAyzApO7JLfw 維尼
「嗯。」我說。8964 copyright protection626PENANA1e3kY5wrWS 維尼
「林牧師好。」兩個人虔誠咁點頭。8964 copyright protection626PENANAcD5nSz9dST 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAjFbbllLQz6
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「上帝教誨我哋做人唔可以惡言相向,包括講暗話。遺憾嘅係‧‧‧‧‧‧剛才我收到上帝嘅通報‧‧‧已經知道你兩位講咗一啲嘢,俾對方聽到係會傷害他人。」我張開雙手:「嚟,兩位誠實地認錯吧。」8964 copyright protection626PENANARXJ24bO46M 維尼
「‧‧‧‧‧‧」兩個阿嬸互相望住對方。8964 copyright protection626PENANAYj9IKLLUOX 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAaeSYntZeu4
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「冇錯‧‧‧神父,我哋剛才的確講咗一位曾經嘅女教徒壞話,好對唔住。」兩位阿嬸悔悟咁低頭。8964 copyright protection626PENANAcrzkWm8XPu 維尼
「將所有事情講出,上帝會原諒你哋,但你哋必須誠實。」我繼續用仁慈嘅聲線講。8964 copyright protection626PENANAapAvLStpHr 維尼
「吓‧‧‧?講啲咩?」佢哋兩個都唔明。8964 copyright protection626PENANAz2vBP38cyJ 維尼
我說:「個位曾經嘅女教徒犯下嘅錯。」即係,阿敏阿媽發生嘅事。8964 copyright protection626PENANATJv41gMMcJ 維尼
喺毫無線索嘅情況下,我唔可以放棄任何一個調查機會。8964 copyright protection626PENANAOEhrW6Lvee 維尼
到底逆天之命,係唔係由上一代就有關連‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAKos9Ac66kK 維尼
點解會出現喺依個細路女身上。8964 copyright protection626PENANAv2Hci7P2Vs 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANArPKOtLJXYP
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAMZVyDAOXGo
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「神父,你講緊劉憶悅教徒?」佢兩個問。8964 copyright protection626PENANAjzC8wn3r4l 維尼
「無錯。」劉憶悅,的確係阿敏母親個名。8964 copyright protection626PENANAaglN546h2G 維尼
「神父‧‧‧你應該都知咩事‧‧‧‧‧‧你當年都‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection626PENANACHQV6C97ix 維尼
「我要你重申講一次,以示你對上帝嘅尊敬。」我嘅老朋友上帝,希望你見我扮你之後唔會發嬲。8964 copyright protection626PENANARdNyAWsY0n 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAAh2zS25hcD
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「當‧‧‧當年劉憶悅太太佢未婚懷孕‧‧‧‧‧‧佢又係我哋之中最‧‧‧虔誠嘅信徒,所以‧‧‧‧‧‧所以我哋大家都‧‧‧對佢有少少厭惡同批鬥成份‧‧‧‧‧‧林牧師‧‧‧!你都有份嫁!」其中一個阿嬸講。8964 copyright protection626PENANArpEg8JNshh 維尼
「未婚懷孕?咁少事都要批鬥。」我淡然地說。8964 copyright protection626PENANAiHtkoLJtsn 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAL6bbdlSUxE
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「對個陣年代嘅我哋嚟講‧‧‧就係一件好驚天嘅事‧‧‧‧‧‧何妨劉太太佢‧‧‧家族全部人都係虔誠嘅基督教徒,佢爸爸又係牧師‧‧‧都有一定地位嫁嘛‧‧‧‧‧‧我哋咪覺得好唔應該囉‧‧‧不過佢已經都好似過得幾好啊‧‧‧‧‧‧?」阿嬸尷尬咁笑:「牧師,我哋都知錯嫁啦,以後唔亂講嘢‧‧‧!」8964 copyright protection626PENANA77g8w77rNH 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAtO16MDrdN2
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「冇用,上帝同我講‧‧‧你哋點悔疚都無用,會落地獄,一世不得超生,永遠輪迴!再見。」我喺兩個阿嬸面前利用瞬間轉移離開花園,並變番自己正常嘅樣。8964 copyright protection626PENANAbiPo5MW7bU 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANARwsWiatXLA
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「啊呀呀呀呀呀呀呀──!!!!!!」遠處傳嚟個兩位大嬸歇斯底里嘅尖叫聲:「上帝唔好呀!!!我由六歲就開始去教堂唱聖詩‧‧‧!!!我要上天堂呀!!!」8964 copyright protection626PENANAYWCSGHThkL 維尼
真係估唔到阿敏母親係出生自一個虔誠嘅基督教家庭。8964 copyright protection626PENANARaLOpDtLlW 維尼
不過咁同阿敏逆天壽命冇乜關係,就算前人積咗幾多陰德,都冇可能會影響到依種地步。8964 copyright protection626PENANAsHuWDCkF8a 維尼
上帝個混醬更加無可能會得閒去插手,干預生命。8964 copyright protection626PENANA4ugsjqe4i0 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA23ylbbSSPM
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不過可以繼續向依個方向調查落去‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANASP5vHlFvBk 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAGd6mA5P7Gd
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「哇‧‧‧」阿敏咁啱行出嚟,望住教堂後花園個位:「啱啱有兩個女人發咗癲咁大叫喎,死神你睇唔睇到?」8964 copyright protection626PENANAJVCV3qkDNW 維尼
「‧‧‧」我搖頭。8964 copyright protection626PENANAhpVESDcLqr 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA4DGuJg7QUd
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630Please respect copyright.PENANAbM0w7VqTBF
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「喂‧‧‧!」阿敏突然拉拉我手袖,說:「現一現身啊。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAPs2eyFiw4L 維尼
「原因。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAqv2NMG9xZm 維尼
「我未食早餐啊,陪我啊。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAm8bPF4gH3E 維尼
「No」我頭另左邊。8964 copyright protection626PENANAksVTQq689y 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAqIwUX2pRFf
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「答Yes la~」阿敏佢望左。8964 copyright protection626PENANAJOKIbrO7dL 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAmNyaB6ZYq0
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「No」我又另番右邊。8964 copyright protection626PENANAZzDaR5qveo 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANALaX4ljZQf4
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「Go to die la!」佢望右。8964 copyright protection626PENANAKDWL5ScnmV 維尼
「Hi,阿敏!自己一個啊?」呢個時刻,我嘅救星出現了──阿宏。8964 copyright protection626PENANAve7U7Mvzyu 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAU9MCITdvhP
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「吓‧‧‧!又係你啊?‧‧‧‧‧‧啊!‧‧‧唔係唔係!」阿敏搖一搖頭,重申講多次:「咦,阿宏,咁啱嘅?」8964 copyright protection626PENANAkbxPSgxI4Q 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANACEn8uL7mOA
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「‧‧‧‧‧‧」阿宏愣咗幾秒,然後重拾爽朗笑容,喺到瘋狂讚自己:「係啊,孝順仔,幫家人祈禱啊嘛!我仲會幫屋企人做家務架~每個月家用‧‧‧‧‧‧至少俾人工嘅一半添!」8964 copyright protection626PENANA1huM9Sp3Fv 維尼
「哇‧‧‧哈哈哈‧‧‧‧‧‧」阿敏好假咁笑,說:「你呢啲真係孝順仔嚟。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAZfsMI1gc6d 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAbIRTXfuATN
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「阿敏?」阿宏自信地望一望左右兩邊:「男朋友陪你唔到?定係唔想陪你返教會啊‧‧‧講開又講啊,我哋又幾啱喎,大家都信基督教!」8964 copyright protection626PENANAO4oZubHZxV 維尼
「我俾阿媽迫住嚟‧‧‧‧‧‧」阿敏細細聲咁講。8964 copyright protection626PENANA4QXdxH26yu 維尼
「係呢,咁得閒,一齊去食早餐好冇?」阿宏問。8964 copyright protection626PENANAkMJ6QKRulN 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAGR5ut5Az6a
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呢個時候,阿敏竟然一臉求助咁望住我,好似把不得要擺脫呢條友咁。老實講,有邊個會鐘意一出場就俾人串,但我唔喺現場嘅時候‧‧‧佢都竟然串我‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANA1fc8nrdv65 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAntCc2elqhl
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「老實講‧‧‧你個嗰自閉男朋友真係唔係太掂!」阿宏將個頭傾前,搖一搖頭:「佢雙眼啊、個嘴啊、個表情啊‧‧‧‧‧‧次次都好似想殺人咁樣,真係唔似我咁cheerfulness囉。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAkRYqzCb0jC 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA29TQMeo6rq
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所以,我決定‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAEhBaZc05B4 維尼
「死‧‧‧男朋友!」阿敏望到喺另一邊默默現身,出現嘅我:「你陪我食早餐啊!?」8964 copyright protection626PENANAqCKpJ6SegO 維尼
「吓‧‧‧阿敏,你叫自己男朋友做男朋友‧‧‧!?」阿宏望到我之後,臉色顯然開始有啲驚。8964 copyright protection626PENANAoDH0Yuxp3j 維尼
我行到去阿敏身後,直視住阿宏。8964 copyright protection626PENANAdonTJDjG6c 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA3R2hwq1Cxj
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「早晨!」阿宏扮作驚都未驚過咁,同我打招呼,可惜無受到我理會:「哈哈哈‧‧‧‧‧‧咁冇禮貌都有嘅!」8964 copyright protection626PENANAdDMMSgX8nL 維尼
「阿宏。」我望住佢。8964 copyright protection626PENANA2If3XWqnu7 維尼
「吓?」阿宏愕然咁望番我。8964 copyright protection626PENANAXBJX8HA1zF 維尼
「你唔洗食早餐,你阿媽煲咗湯俾你。」我說。8964 copyright protection626PENANA6BIwJtmEaf 維尼
依個時候,阿宏手機響起:「喂?阿媽?」8964 copyright protection626PENANAqKrogGqWm9 維尼
「宏仔,我煲咗明火老湯俾你同你阿爸吖!快啲返嚟飲!」佢阿媽把聲喺手機中傳出。8964 copyright protection626PENANAyFfi1npCJS 維尼
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「喔‧‧‧好啊‧‧‧」阿宏答完,就得逞咁望住我:「唉,屋企人太錫我,Sor,返屋企飲湯~但阿敏你可以上嚟飲埋一份。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAulMNRDKYG3 維尼
「哎‧‧‧哎吔!!!!!!!」突然,手機裡頭傳出極大嘅跌嘢聲。8964 copyright protection626PENANAxX158OrVwv 維尼
「阿媽你咩事呀!!?」阿宏急問。8964 copyright protection626PENANAKGw01JRGN9 維尼
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「我唔小心倒瀉成煲湯落你阿爸身上呀呀呀!!!!佢熱到彈起大叫啊!!!!!」佢阿媽大叫。「咩話!!!!!!」阿宏嚇到眼都突埋,即刻跑番屋企:「報警先啦!我跑緊返嚟‧‧‧‧‧‧!!!」之後嘅個一日夜晚,我望住窗外夜幕嘅景色,知道時間已經無多,逗留咗喺人間都已經一段時間。8964 copyright protection626PENANAzJcGee1e5J 維尼
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就喺我沉思緊阿敏「逆天」所有有可能嘅原因之時,佢突然發開口夢,從表情嚟睇似乎十分之驚,所8964 copyright protection626PENANA9Uxowg5YNg 維尼
以我就決定潛入去睇一睇。8964 copyright protection626PENANAUTSShir489 維尼
喺個嗰夢入面,地點係一間醫院。8964 copyright protection626PENANA6l8Z6AIkQV 維尼
入面一個人都冇,十分之寧靜‧‧‧‧‧‧靜得恐怖。8964 copyright protection626PENANAglsuHFFNRR 維尼
突然,我聽到盡頭雪白嘅走廊,有一個細路女跑過嘅身影,我就立即上前去追趕。8964 copyright protection626PENANAaDpLgkT9OW 維尼
發現個嗰細路女好驚咁逃避緊某啲嘢,我上前去追睇,發現佢根本係細個版嘅阿敏‧‧‧‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAMUPRBZN14J 維尼
佢抬頭望一望我,就立即抱住我對腳‧‧‧8964 copyright protection626PENANAJ2CYFNe8n9 維尼
就正當我想問佢咩事個陣,另一邊盡頭處就出現咗一隻怪物。8964 copyright protection626PENANAwSGemMo1P1 維尼
隻怪物頭髮飛散、面目獰惡、背脊上卻出奇地係一雙天使翼,拎住一把十字架似嘅大鎬。8964 copyright protection626PENANAacWZMY6WZD 維尼
阿敏一見到佢就好驚,顯然係因為佢而逃跑。8964 copyright protection626PENANAxHec6gYgPx 維尼
「到底‧‧‧你發生過乜事。」我望住抱住我隻腳嘅佢。8964 copyright protection626PENANANeQjjRKrWe 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAkOpmJK0C22
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就正當隻怪物想衝過嚟之際,我抱住阿敏離開,一直跑,跑到好遠處先停低。如果冇估錯?個隻怪物大概就係阿敏嘅夢魔。8964 copyright protection626PENANAMaP6lJUKdi 維尼
直至夢境消失,我從去夢中離開。8964 copyright protection626PENANAIAKqawmtQf 維尼
喺夢裡我確定咗一件事,8964 copyright protection626PENANAqi86XNNPWt 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAtCjgUHdtys
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廳上佢細個同一家人喺醫院合照嘅個一張相,可能同佢個夢好有關連,而且影響佢好大,更可能係關佢「生死逆天」。8964 copyright protection626PENANA6OVFI33WRo 維尼
睇嚟要搵一搵係邊間醫院先。8964 copyright protection626PENANA8gXSisiyOt 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANA7L6llVmacq
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同一時間,為咗全方位了解阿敏屋企家庭背景,調查埋佢上一輩有冇關係,所以我喺黎明之前落番地8964 copyright protection626PENANAXhLuXDD8Hv 維尼
獄,以飛快嘅速度喺「審判之路」上,搵到佢無幾耐之前死去嘅婆婆。8964 copyright protection626PENANAM0J9uLQLvK 維尼
慶幸,佢阿婆尚未進入審判階段,所以仲喺地獄亡路搵到佢。8964 copyright protection626PENANAslQ0AvVV4a 維尼
「凡人。」我企喺佢面前。8964 copyright protection626PENANAlT2mfXH0Gm 維尼
「啊‧‧‧?」佢婆婆抬頭望住我。8964 copyright protection626PENANA5fogd7nxK7 維尼
「我係死神,亦都係審判你死亡嘅使者。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAPED3euAkbk 維尼
「‧‧‧」8964 copyright protection626PENANAO6pWhkf8bB 維尼
「如今,我會問你一連串問題,你必須誠實回答。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAax0duJOgQ7 維尼
「嗯,往生者的神。」婆婆雙腳跪下。8964 copyright protection626PENANAvQhSFMc6M3 維尼
「你同你老公職業。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAw5eEpK8sZS 維尼
「生前我老公係一位牧師,而我係一位基督教傳道者。」8964 copyright protection626PENANA9uQq16VA4V 維尼
即係阿敏母親生於一個宗教色彩濃烈嘅家庭裡面。8964 copyright protection626PENANAg6YBDUqS0M 維尼
「你個女曾經未婚懷孕?」聽今日個位女信徒係咁講。8964 copyright protection626PENANAYnPg69OUj5 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAhoHuTT71mD
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection626PENANAgDe2sQ616p 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAMXgAP4PWNE
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我啪一下手指,立即翻查「魔鬼交易記錄」,發現佢哋成個家族或者祖先都冇一個人曾經同魔鬼有過交易,咁應該唔關事。8964 copyright protection626PENANAxppzz6Kjxq 維尼
「已經冇事,繼續上路吧。」我說。8964 copyright protection626PENANAEaXsPVoNh6 維尼
「嗯。」說罷,佢婆婆繼續上路。8964 copyright protection626PENANAWyRz8lz2UE 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANADKzvmm25o2
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一般同過魔鬼交易嘅人,魔鬼都會以佢哋後代子孫作為代價,但係阿敏成個家族都冇人同魔鬼交易過8964 copyright protection626PENANALzbrQXcBIA 維尼
,而佢哋當中又冇人擁有神脈嘅血統。8964 copyright protection626PENANAYh46rk9HgD 維尼
咁理論上,就應該唔關鬼神之說。8964 copyright protection626PENANApUA4GF8MDB 維尼
630Please respect copyright.PENANAiU2r4mqk8B
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第二日,阿敏一醒就叫住我,好似經歷完啲咩咁個心仲怦下怦下咁。8964 copyright protection626PENANAn1wiXsoqvr 維尼
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