「她比我漂亮?」妻子不明所以。301Please respect copyright.PENANAVp30bEHKPQ
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「你更漂亮。」301Please respect copyright.PENANAWTEaenTfuB
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「我不夠溫柔?」妻子淚眼汪汪。301Please respect copyright.PENANAKdn5hpPjzv
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「你比她更溫柔。」301Please respect copyright.PENANA123fnMHXDq
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「為何你會跟她在一起?」妻子渴求答案。301Please respect copyright.PENANACS0OQa8T3x
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「因為她是沒有重量的零。」301Please respect copyright.PENANACYUWncoHst
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「你瘋了!」妻子拂袖離開,帶著女兒到娘家去。301Please respect copyright.PENANAicKHwBIr2a
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「我只是肩痛而已。」大一坐在梳化上乾笑,肩痛突然舒緩不少。301Please respect copyright.PENANApVUwHDArd9
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點菸,濃,嗆。他沒有告訴妻子,自己已兩個月沒有跟阿零聯絡。他對阿零不懷情意。301Please respect copyright.PENANAu25ajYES7t
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阿零從不是第三者,而是一個交易對象。交易完成,各散東西,不再是對方的誰,直至彼此進行下一單交易。他喜歡沒有重量的關係,不論交易對象是誰。301Please respect copyright.PENANAoPN17VL5GD
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夜。肚餓。下樓買菸去。301Please respect copyright.PENANAuewbwNZI2z
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賣菸的店家隨處可見,但大一下意識多走兩個街口,到某報攤買菸。301Please respect copyright.PENANAoiKmNz2ure
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他在此初遇妻子……301Please respect copyright.PENANA2v8a80fMUn
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買菸的他悄悄看著她揀雜誌、付款、開步走、消失於街角不復見。突然明瞭何謂「空」。他自己就是一個活生生的例子,空虛空洞空蕩蕩。她以沒有重量的關係在他心裡留下最實在的痕跡。大一記住了她,每次下樓買菸都會特意多走兩個街口,直至再次遇上她。大一叫住她。話語間沒有「愛」,只有「不愛」——他不愛空空如也的自己……301Please respect copyright.PENANAEApuH998iF
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驟雨。大一在報攤尼龍幕下抽菸。白煙冉升,輕,淡,飄,渺。憶起曾經的自己,想像將來的自己,同是不折不扣的零。301Please respect copyright.PENANAhh5GgCJupu
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心悸。301Please respect copyright.PENANAEgtlmDakbQ
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他清楚知道自己生來就是零。他討厭當零,努力改變,想要成為大家生命裡的唯一。做到了,奈何自己卻吃不消、捱不住,痛苦得親手將一切撥歸原點。零。301Please respect copyright.PENANA4NqzQeYGut
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零,是那個女生的名字,也是大一的人生寫照。這是大一在交友程式相中阿零的原因——他懷念曾經的他,曾經的他才是自己和妻子之間的第三者,阿零就是曾經的他。301Please respect copyright.PENANAHAc9VIEMjl
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禁不住向阿零傳送了一則訊息。301Please respect copyright.PENANA7hT35TGBOR
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「有空嗎?」