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阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARXTEDOgAP
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeo3YUrfNJ
「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMBAHMbppI
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiMs1qSdbN
阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QYi15gUJF
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JMjb2L4JP
「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYvNEsZBL9
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOac4dm0Mdj
「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGthKaIyYf
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmMuPMiEnk
「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJntcFssL2
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcvBZ0l81z
阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K0K2euqOH
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqAOjo3DKM
酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6Ou626gf8
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IqqqxZ95R
「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgBH57JCN2
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiZuxkuXDg
「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeIGAxRoqH
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTXN6wmzlI
「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPozEAmMIJ
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmZuFfxiOD
「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK2K2ol3OI
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwQcQD8GZA
阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbusCxarr2V
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIHqOW52kY
不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIfTibNpZ4
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR7z011ZNk
阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xcwHHzMci
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhseDZWZfXY
大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKlh0XPZyv
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uTt6hAKrh
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3JcbDod5e
263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4knDQFC0vr
因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX4Jjhm2fI
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4zmqy58Cp
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jKJinoWXf
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原來自己是那麼無聊。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK1tdKgFjd
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pvx6kOgow
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCifzI3I71
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無謂再假裝。
