''Fluke!! Here!!'' I heard sammy shouting and waving her hand. I chuckle before walking to them, flashing a smile. That's a real one. ''Do you guys mind if hia and his friends join us? I know you don't.. so'' Prem said and i sigh mentally. He is gonna come. He, ohm. ''Hello baby~'' Boun said, calling his baby. He is 19 for god's sake! Changing the subject now, boun and prem were going somewhere, sammy and bosston were flirting leaving me and ohm alone. I took my bag and got up from my seat. ''Ao where are you going?'' Sammy asked, I turned. ''I am leaving..'' I said and before she got to answer I turned and bumped into someone I never wanted to meet. ''Here you are. I was waiting for you'' He said. Bitch. Waiting for me just to fuck me right? ''Who's that?'' Sammy asked as she got up from her seat. ''Oh my god its lucas!!'' She added making me roll my eyes mentally. ''I am lucas-'' Fuck, i need to get him out of here. ''Lets go now'' I say, grabbing his hand. ''Is he your boyfriend?'' I heard a voice, it was ohm. He stood there like his soul left his body. Oh god please don't misunderstand. ''Not really. His cousin brother.'' This guy.
Ohm : oh okay!
Lucas : why? Do you like fluke?
Fluke: l-lucas please...
Lucas : yah wait a minute.. We are not in a rush.. So yeah tell me.. Ohm right?
Ohm : yeah i'm ohm.
Fluke : p-please lucas.. Not here.. I-i..
Manow : fluke.. You're okay, right?
Fluke : yeah i am.. Lucas lets go..
Lucas : oh god fine..
I dragged him from there. ''Yah wait'' I dragged him to a place where there were no people, no shit. I fell on my knees, he leaned on the wall. Tsk. I have to do this again. ''Please.. Don't say anything to them... anything.. I beg you..'' I looked up, he was smirking. Ugh why am i so weak? ''Hmm i knew it~ Okay i won't.. But'' That was easy until he added a but. ''I need one tonight..'' Shit. I nod and he goes. I can't say no. I am not allowed to.
Three rounds. I let out a small groan. Fuck him. ''T-thats e-enough... i-im tired..'' i say and he gets his fucking member out. ''Okay... im going now..'' He says and goes inside the bathroom. I let out a small cry. What do you want me to do? He says he loves me. Bullshit. He just wants to fuck me and wants to marry me for money. It all started a few years ago, when i was six. Yes, i am going to marry him after my studies. I have to. My parents forced me to, in fact.. im into ohm more than him. Ohm loved me since first year but i have been ignoring him since then. And yes, i love ohm. I feel sore as hell right now, thinking about ohm.. i dont know anything about him. I was thinking when lucas came out and stepped out of the room, he didnt even mind glancing at me. Ugh! Fuck all this shit. I just wanna die. I cleaned myself and i got a call.. it was prem.
----Their conversation----
Fluke : hello?
Prem : yah why did you leave? anyways, we all are going to a study café, i will send you the location
Fluke : Errr.. im not coming
Prem : ao why?
Sammy : Oii get your ass up! We all are waiting for you here!
Fluke : fine i will be there.
Prem : Hmm okay
----End conversation----
Why is my life so fucked up? I grab my bag, not minding whats inside i stepped out of the house. ''fluke?'' i heard my mom call as i walk inside again.
Fluke : what is it?
Mom : did you meet lucas?
Fluke : Hmm yeah
Mom : okay where are you going now?
Fluke : to a study cafe.. with prem and the others
Mom : okay be back by 10
Fluke : (Nods)
''We reached'' I hear my driver say as i stepped out. I mentally sigh as i sat between prem and ohm. OHM AGAIN. We were all studying quietly. No one decided to speak up. ''Uh i wanted to ask you.. how do you know lucas?'' Sammy asked, ''Errr.. he is my fiancé'' They all looked up.
Prem : the fuck.. you.. your getting married?!!
Fluke : no.. we wont get married..
Sammy : you did-
Ohm got up from his seat and walked out, i knew this would happen. ''I will be back'' I say and got up from my seat. It was chilly outside and the streets were empty, he stood there looking at his phone. ''you sad huh?'' I ask and he looks at me. ''Why should i be sad?'' Bruh.
Fluke : is it okay if i cry?
Ohm : is it okay if i cry?
He asked, pressing on 'i'. Its not okay. I dont like seeing my crush crying. I want you to be happy.
Fluke : can i say something?
Ohm : go ahead..
Fluke : i love you
Ohm : I-
Fluke : i know you dont love me so yeah.. Yes, i liked you ever since the beginning. But my life is just so fucked up as always. Dont love me ohm... i dont wanna ruin your life. My life is not easy you know...(Sigh) Its okay to cry though.
I say and turned back. The next thing he did surprised me. He held my hand and i turn back, not a second more we kiss. We kissed, ladies and gentlemen. It was about 10pm now and i was supposed to go back. He shouldnt love me. I wont stay with him forever. Still, i reply to every single moment of his. I can clearly see the difference between ohm and lucas. He gives me a sensation i want to feel but that bitch lucas... Never mind. We were kissing when a light disturbed. We pulled out and turned to the right side to see my dad inside the car..........FUCK ITS ALL MESSED UP
My dad comes out the car, surprised ohm didn't move. I push ohm and the next thing he did didn't surprise me. Dad slapped me harshly as i fell on the ground. I am weak. Prem and the others came outside and ohm helped me get up. ''Go... p-please...'' I say, trying my best to not scream the pain. ''What are you doing here?!!! Do you know what will happen if lucas knows about this?!!! Oh god such a disgrace!!! I should have thrown you out of the house already!!!'' He harshly grabbed my collar and i stumble front and back. ''Yes... y-you should h-have thrown me o-out..'' I say, he slaps me again and i could feel the pain on my lips which is probably bleeding hard now. Win came and separated us, ''Sir.. please... he is a student...'' He says. Dad groans. I just wanna die right now. ''Get home now.'' He says sternly and leaves. ''P-prem.. m-my bag...'' I asked and without hesitation prem runs inside to get my fucking bag. I take it with weak hands then run to my car, before getting inside and driving away. I sprinted between cars, cursing myself for being a bitch. I was driving home when a sharp pain hit me in my knee and i immediately stop the car. ''Ahhhh'' I groaned. This is too much. My hand searches for my bag in the back. I immediately grab the painkiller. Well, of course it will pain.I just wanted to live my life but... all i did my whole ass life till now was follow them. I start the car again and drove somewhere not trying to think about this. Once i reached home, i slowly went inside. My mom saw me then yeah she slapped me hardly. ''What are you even doing these days huh!?!! Who is that boy?!!! I will throw you out!!!!'' She shouts. ''Then throw me out! Please! Let me live my life for gods sake! What did i ever do to you guys hunh?!! Tell me! I followed you guys on everything! But love... i love ohm not that bitch lucas!'' i shout back for the first time and before my mom could hit me again. A hand stopped her. It was lucas. I looked at him, ''Ma.. please wait.. I am not upset about this okay? we are not upset... let me talk to him'' He smiled at my mom then harshly grabbed my wrist, dragging me out of there. ''l-l-lucas......'' I almost started trembling because i know he is angry now and i will die. He harshly pushes my against the wall and my forehead is probably bleeding now. ''I knew something was going on between you guys.. ahahaha.. dont go near him, do you understand?!'' he shouts behind my ear and i nod. I should leave ohm alone. I dont deserve him. I need to forget him. 512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhh749KJ9G
The next day
I woke up with a bad body ache. And as usual, i was alone in the room.I tried getting up but i couldnt. I kept trying and finally i got up from the bed, a small tear running down my cheek. It was too much pain. I walk to the bathroom slowly, trying to not scream the pain. I rested my hands in the counter and stared at the mirror. I look at myself. Terror. Disgust. I kept staring at myself, disgusting. I am disgusting. Without a second thought i punch the mirror and it shatters into pieces. I didn't care about my bleeding hands anymore. I look down and the counter was full of blood. I should just die.. im tired of all these pain.
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