x
hehehe i'm totally not crying bc i'm lonly...
lemme lone.
------
i realized i only talk to three people and uhm... yeah. idk man that seems hella boring, u'know? but like at the same time, i don't even like people. i mean i'm more of extravert then introvert but it's like, when i become cool with someone is when they make me seem like a dumbass when i'm not. i got trust issues is what i'm getting at. but if i can really trust u, than good for u. celebrate ause ur lucky. i barely trust my mom. it's strange that i trust my brother like randomly i'll start telling him some random shit about my exes or school dances and i'll start ranting and i trust him for some reason. even though in fourth grade he told the entire school that i liked this boy named dylan :] still love him and trust him. yes i was pissed and embarrassed but i still love my brother. i was reading my old diary last night and i was so fuckin mean to him and i was like, 'oh hell nawww! i love him i didn't mean none of that--' but yeah. i was bored last night and again reading my old diary and i was laughing so fucking hard last night bc i read a line in my diary and thought of this video of this three year old getting shot up in the sky bc he was holding onto a kite and ksjdlsd i could not stop laughing. it hurt so bad. grgrgrgr.
chicken wing chicken wing hot dog and balogna, chicken and maccoroni hanging with my homies.
i'm so bored rn. i'm in english class and he's so annoying. i mean but like yeah-- my head hurts. sooooo-- about that kpop thing, i was thinking about it last night. like, if i were to become one than i'd be so happy and i wouldn't do it for money or for fame. i think i'd do it to show girls around the world that u can things that u put ut mind too and if u chase ur dreams, u'll be happy. but if u fail, don't give up. try something smaller and work up to what u want to be. if u wanna make ur own restuarant and u fail, work at a mcdonalds until u save up money or something. u gotta have hope and put ut mind to it.
but i realized that i was tired so i went to slee- :> mhm. i feel like no one loves me and i sad bc i feel so loved one day then nect thing i know, nobody is fuckin texting me back and i gets sad :') it's fine. i'm fine. i'll be okie. *starts crying in lonly* dreams of fuckin with one of these little rappers. i'm just playing but i'm saying--
soooo, guys~~ what dafug is up? what're u up to? like, talk to me~ or not, u'know? i'll go on being lonly and crying. i mean i wouldn't cry over someone not talking to me unless it was nico or jamontae bc nico has not talked to me in a minute and jamontae is argh argh argh-- u'know? so yeah. he's selling his dick on ebay-- guys, go get em'. kill me right now, tf?
i'll beat ur ass i don't care if it's dark or not <3
olivia just texted me...gimme a second
u can download my dick off google drive lkslmlsdk
her: wyd341Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3vnQYEHE6
me: being chaotic~~~ hbu
they really fucked me over dude-- they wanna reposess my car :0
so we were watching the third movie to twilight last night and jacob was getting mad and i was like "yassss daddy-- get mad omfg" and omg bennett looked so fineeee aldjlkdf and jasper-- but my mom was like "his mouth is weird" and i was like wtf don't talk about alice's man, she will come for u >:0 but yeah. then we got boba tea again yesterday and i was fucking screaming to this hobi edit and it was perfection. *jumps off empire state building*
i wonder what i am having for lunch today :b *cries* i want chipotleeee but nobody loves me so they won't buy it for me. y'all know ray singh from the lovely bones movie? omfg he was so fine-- makes me want to date other people other than jamontae and bts like omfg. omggg he's 34-- he's almost as old as my mom lkasjfnpksjdfbigu aghhhh...i mean but uhm-- vanness wu wya?? hm-- i'm sorry but idc if that man is 42-- idccccc he's so fine...i sound so gross right now but if ur into like, Asians then u'd understand i guess.
waste it on meeeeee grgrgrgrgr
i'm so tired of african men nowadays like they think they can treat women however the fuck they want to. beat her, use her for sex, etc. but at the sime time, women just want dick and that's dead. like i have too much self-respect like nooo. my older brother pissed me off bc he was hitting his ex and i was fighting him. one sided. i dare him to hit my back. idgaf if he is 26, i will hurt him. then another ex got pregnant by him bc they had sex in our fuckin garage. like that shit is so disappointing and it just-- ughhh that's horrible. i could never. if i were to become a singer/rapper, i wouldn't talk about my pussy or anything. that shit is my business not other people's like ew tf -_- but anywayssssssss
my step-mom taught me to respect myself <//3 respect my body, my spirit, my everything. she changed a lot of things for me but not enough things. i wish she would come back. hopefully i see her in her next life. i think there is someting wrong with me. like, i can't sit in any chair normally. literally it's so hard to sit with my feet on the ground or whatever. like rn i'm sitting with my feet in my chair :/
i thought about killing someone but that's not a good idea. i'm don't really wanna go to jail or anything.
when u can't answer on the weekends and ur only friends are upset bc they can't talk to u on the weekend :)
literally, i want food >:
u ever just wanna die bc u don't know if u have a girl best friend anymore bc they stopped answering u bc u said u didn't know what u wanted bc someone made u cry and they don't want u to talk to them but u don't know if u liked that person back or not and then u got into a argument with the person and u tell ur bestie that u and the person aren't cool anymore and they still don't answer...? yeah, me too <//3
bro omfg my instagram is not fuckin working grgrgrgrgr
hawaiian--> ʻo wau ʻo alex341Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VzqZeNuhh
english--> i'm alex
