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[🥀] link: https://youtu.be/FBOs6-M61l0
[🥀] TW: dr0wn1ng, su1cid3
[🥀] genre: angst
i watched as i filled the bathtub. my thoughts racing. was i really going to do this? was this actually happening? was this really the end? it had to be. there was no other way. i had made up my decision. i couldn’t back out now. no. i had to do this. i then put the soap in and stirred the bathtub a bit.
as soon as i saw the bubbles were filled i added the plastic flowers on top. if i was going to die, might as well make it look pretty i thought. i then put my foot in, testing the warmth, although it shouldn’t have mattered if i was going to die. my second foot went in as i lowered my body into the water. soon my whole body, except my head, was covered in water. i basked there for a few moments enjoying the warmth and sereneness of the atmosphere. my wet hand reached for my phone which was (luckily) waterproof. i put my favourite song from bts, even though i wasn’t a stan.
[cue song please!]
my head then went underwater. i could still hear the song clearly but as the dreaded seconds passed i could hear it becoming more muffled. i stayed underneath the water even when the song was completely muffled, even when my lungs were screaming for air, even when my mum knocked on the door and asked why i was spending so much time in here. i stayed until i felt my body almost drop. i stayed until the screaming in my lungs stopped. i stayed until i heard nothing and couldn’t feel my brain anymore. i stayed until my body collapsed, pale and lifeless in the water.
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