「如果可以,我也想永遠健康,不讓他們擔心。」
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01/89Please respect copyright.PENANAqOxTtbR3nE
「媽媽!」女孩輕拉女子的衣角,眉眼間盡是不解:「為什麼要帶我來看醫生啊?我沒有生病!」89Please respect copyright.PENANAa3z0sRZbdo
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像是為了證明什麼,她還在原地跳了兩下,像隻小兔子,模樣十分可愛。89Please respect copyright.PENANAe3rkcO35Ue
89Please respect copyright.PENANAnSDDx9VfND
女子笑得有些無奈,摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲,「有沒有生病要等醫生檢查後才知道。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAsVwM2syubQ
89Please respect copyright.PENANApevl1JN79f
她點點頭又搖搖頭,搞不清楚此刻的狀況。89Please respect copyright.PENANAr4bDV6KtXy
89Please respect copyright.PENANArbhO8NNgqk
牆壁上長方形的電子螢幕,亮著紅色燈光的數字異常醒目,上面顯示十二號,女孩靜靜的盯著,直到光線剎那間熄滅。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfExR9F7PAu
89Please respect copyright.PENANAAhvwkKc13H
原本緊閉的門,打開了,一個瘦弱的男孩走出來,與她擦肩而過,男孩的父母臉上掛著擔憂。89Please respect copyright.PENANAoEsccm0iUO
89Please respect copyright.PENANAYp8KgwEywc
「顧筱涵小朋友」,護士小姐探出半張身子,呼喚著女孩的名字,眼神在等候的人群中來回掃視。89Please respect copyright.PENANAEwp7S647bs
89Please respect copyright.PENANAPAojgEOvhI
「筱筱別怕,媽媽會一直陪伴著妳的」89Please respect copyright.PENANAiXfQeTHAyf
89Please respect copyright.PENANAscCI4mwp8h
女孩乖巧的牽著女子的手走進診間。
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02/89Please respect copyright.PENANAz1oPnQloHl
護士小姐擦拭著一臺長得很奇特的機器,一邊說:「我們需要先進行幾項簡單檢驗,請先到這裡來。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAEstjibryTG
89Please respect copyright.PENANAc16NHEoxpU
顧筱涵有些無助的看向了女子,她輕拍女孩的背,示意著該做些什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANA7bsDCiBy49
89Please respect copyright.PENANAemIcVW3PS2
不過這機器......看起來好像沒有想像中的那麼可怕,它連接著一根長長的管子,螢幕上三顆不同顏色的氣球像是遵從著某種奇妙的節奏上下輕晃。89Please respect copyright.PENANAtCakK6JhJk
89Please respect copyright.PENANAeYRGxMS8bf
看著女孩遲遲沒有動作,一旁的護士出聲提醒道:「深吸一口氣,然後對著管子裡吹就好了,就像吹氣球那樣。」89Please respect copyright.PENANA98mew4ofvz
89Please respect copyright.PENANA05cNdtbIQN
可護士小姐又怎麼知道,連「吹氣球」對女孩來說,都是一個奢侈的願望。89Please respect copyright.PENANAQlXTdPCFPB
89Please respect copyright.PENANAzgp6E4imga
女孩深吸一口氣,使勁吹向管子內,不到幾秒鐘小臉已經變得通紅,螢幕上的氣球有緩緩脹大的趨勢,但很快就沒了動靜。89Please respect copyright.PENANAES2ZwDjuxR
89Please respect copyright.PENANAuexY1VAbAI
護士簡單做了個紀錄,將資料交給坐在另一邊的醫生。89Please respect copyright.PENANAqjXl0vW6hb
89Please respect copyright.PENANAOx5tQ3MNPb
簡單的從數據判斷情況後,實際的檢查也是必須的,護士徵得女子同意後,輕輕掀起女孩的衣服。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfC3GfZUidk
89Please respect copyright.PENANAzUPuwi1k0N
冰涼的空氣讓女孩打了個寒顫。89Please respect copyright.PENANAN87MudMBd8
89Please respect copyright.PENANAAI8aGVNPzz
醫生注視著,並皺起了眉頭,嚴肅說道:「可以先請小朋友出去外面等嗎?有些事,需要和您單獨談一下。」89Please respect copyright.PENANAmPFIfjRQx8
89Please respect copyright.PENANAdZm0Iyld8I
女子應允,將女孩帶出診間,安置在外面的等候區,「筱筱乖,媽媽很快回來,在這邊坐著等一下,無聊的話那邊有電視可以看」89Please respect copyright.PENANAlTydWn5dEK
89Please respect copyright.PENANA1tx6l7fXNO
接著,便離開了她。
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03/89Please respect copyright.PENANAcM5ZRNBMDm
寬廣座位區裡,只有一個瘦小的女孩,她安靜的坐在椅子上,輕晃著腿。89Please respect copyright.PENANAKruArlO4V6
89Please respect copyright.PENANA3XZgnktBxw
那時的她僅僅只有八歲。89Please respect copyright.PENANAuE0Ax4ASOz
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時間過得特別慢,不知道他們在裡面是我寫什麼 。89Please respect copyright.PENANAbr6Hmpf5BV
89Please respect copyright.PENANAFZCVq2eG0c
此時,牆壁上的一張海報吸引了她的注意,上面是一個和她一樣「特別」的男孩。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZIsFSAjmRw
89Please respect copyright.PENANAehFlhnlEb9
「xxx,導致xxx呼吸困難,嚴重者甚至會壓迫心臟、肺臟」89Please respect copyright.PENANA90dJytg4EL
89Please respect copyright.PENANAmyH3XpIEVm
「可能需要手術......」
診間看似厚實的門,卻無法守住所有的秘密。89Please respect copyright.PENANAr9JPvJFlXi
89Please respect copyright.PENANARGRQDdbcO8
女孩眼中的光頓時黯淡了幾分。89Please respect copyright.PENANAD4W48GOThd
89Please respect copyright.PENANAon2YafdGEy
為什麼每次運動會都只能坐在候補區為其他人加油?89Please respect copyright.PENANAhjuHeAI2vb
89Please respect copyright.PENANAP4SMXf8c2U
為什麼玩鬼抓人總是跑得最慢的她當鬼?89Please respect copyright.PENANAA4fMsLGk60
89Please respect copyright.PENANAAa4EBTc1QB
為什麼只要稍微跑一下,就會喘不過氣?89Please respect copyright.PENANA1Yk1eIBJrn
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一切,都有了答案。
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04/89Please respect copyright.PENANAwDYeNIrA6v
手術的前一天,她們提早來醫院報到,擁擠的病房中十分吵雜。89Please respect copyright.PENANA2gAnywaL9Y
89Please respect copyright.PENANAre9RD3aNjV
女孩換上了病人專用的服裝,過長的衣袖遮住她纖細的手臂,只露出一條長長的管子,連接著點滴。89Please respect copyright.PENANAFEo59h8cC5
89Please respect copyright.PENANATwqJglH32z
就如媽媽所說,它是個堅強的孩子,從各種意義上來說。
89Please respect copyright.PENANABHuQUUKiAL
89Please respect copyright.PENANA2BTnYCtkRn
偌大的病床顯得她更加嬌小,女孩呆呆的望著天花板,不知道在想些什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ7bb5OIE9
89Please respect copyright.PENANA66Tyab6mCG
「媽媽,只要手術成功,我就能和大家一起玩了,對嗎?」89Please respect copyright.PENANA7HH0FQjLt2
89Please respect copyright.PENANAPI9poP6GMe
原本在一旁整理東西的女子轉過身,牽起她的小手,認真說道:「沒錯,我知道我們家筱筱最勇敢了,對吧?」她摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8ph7Ug9C2b
89Please respect copyright.PENANArdN0WRE4AQ
「嗯.....」她輕輕應答道,垂在側身的手在無意間握緊了幾分。
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05/89Please respect copyright.PENANAY3piG0QwcY
「媽媽,今天...妳可以抱著我睡嗎?」女孩笑著問道。89Please respect copyright.PENANAK9uQNukvqg
89Please respect copyright.PENANAuZAo6gPt5G
夜幕緩緩降臨,無邊的夜色籠罩大地。89Please respect copyright.PENANA5dNSLDNRw2
89Please respect copyright.PENANAYuKSnZfdkK
沒了早上的喧囂,此刻的病房裡非常安靜,想必大家都睡下了吧?89Please respect copyright.PENANAKI4wvnLVdX
89Please respect copyright.PENANAdQxlIcQkHe
儘管知道現在醫療科技的進步,許許多多可怕的想法仍如同無法掙脫的夢魘進顧著她。89Please respect copyright.PENANA8UF9LVWZA5
89Please respect copyright.PENANAzQP9oIPNP9
如果醫生治不好我呢?
那我是不是永遠無法和大家一樣了?89Please respect copyright.PENANAoJtiwzxJbE
89Please respect copyright.PENANA6GNAOX8wrC
如果手術過程中出了什麼意外呢?89Please respect copyright.PENANAEFKnJDIVBd
89Please respect copyright.PENANASpNM8lyIR2
我......會死掉嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANART7jfnTN6t
89Please respect copyright.PENANAYA4Fo1WmST
這樣的話,媽媽......會很傷心的吧?
89Please respect copyright.PENANAdfpkhdSrdf
89Please respect copyright.PENANAAUDjXB2ubh
越想要逃避,恐懼纏得越緊。89Please respect copyright.PENANApdBajqWwsI
89Please respect copyright.PENANAMw8CB1cXHd
背後傳來的啜泣聲,將她的思緒拉了回來。89Please respect copyright.PENANAzhG9u00WuJ
89Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8JBbPIvZe
媽媽...她在哭嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANArBJ0JwkgZH
89Please respect copyright.PENANA83bZlwkcM0
原來,害怕的人不是只有她一個,只是為了不要讓她擔心,所以一直忍著。89Please respect copyright.PENANAZzCfjGXOhS
89Please respect copyright.PENANAUOfLg2f0pJ
無處宣洩的的情緒,在此刻潰堤了。
89Please respect copyright.PENANA8dtyR2GHaL
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06/89Please respect copyright.PENANAlCq5maugoF
我討厭醫院的味道,討厭手術室裡過分整齊的擺設,討厭照在我身上的手術燈,討厭被一群醫生圍著的感覺。89Please respect copyright.PENANAC6AVTSGo2r
89Please respect copyright.PENANAuwUNkklH0C
一切的一切都很令人討厭。89Please respect copyright.PENANATlQUd5w8FO
89Please respect copyright.PENANAB4X26cViZj
我也曾經埋怨,為什麼沒有一個健康的身體。89Please respect copyright.PENANATkXt4NwtHM
89Please respect copyright.PENANAydCpdBSNOY
不過現在說這些,又能改變什麼呢?89Please respect copyright.PENANACmuHDENnt2
89Please respect copyright.PENANATW4Did3Gh5
手術即將開始。89Please respect copyright.PENANAbvsdgFsrI0
89Please respect copyright.PENANAUc0zkbuMqA
戴上氧氣罩,吸入麻醉劑,視線逐漸模糊,意識如飛絮般飄出身體。
終於要和「它」作個了結了。89Please respect copyright.PENANAVdxddDNxXV
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07/89Please respect copyright.PENANAfBYS3lycAX
「滴、滴、滴」89Please respect copyright.PENANAwPxbQlhQOn
89Please respect copyright.PENANAY2rCCOqyiU
四周寂靜的只剩下時鐘以及生命徵象儀的聲音。89Please respect copyright.PENANAiNxugPEAUZ
89Please respect copyright.PENANArG8PJTsAro
女孩緩緩睜開雙眼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAP5dczpSFgX
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凌晨兩點半。89Please respect copyright.PENANAfviQUySgEY
89Please respect copyright.PENANA5i0lKfMm7f
麻藥還未完全退去,胸口的傷口有些隱隱作痛,可這些都不算什麼。89Please respect copyright.PENANAi95blImkzt
89Please respect copyright.PENANAW9YKc3JngV
一股強烈的窒息感壓迫著她,呼吸變得急促,仍然無法緩解缺氧的感覺。89Please respect copyright.PENANARna5mz0Jfz
89Please respect copyright.PENANAwDEGk7hmei
好痛苦、好難受。
怎麼會這樣?
手術失敗了嗎?89Please respect copyright.PENANAHIl9qUTZ1B
89Please respect copyright.PENANA0G1YvV49DH
有沒有人可以救救我......89Please respect copyright.PENANAs3tTlRT1DX
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恐懼最終擊敗了看似堅強的偽裝。89Please respect copyright.PENANAiqL41XU8tC
89Please respect copyright.PENANAWXN0qlkkBH
眼淚啪噠啪噠的掉下來。89Please respect copyright.PENANABnKfaWwMAc
89Please respect copyright.PENANA5ws8dT27jQ
一旁的護士小姐看到女孩醒了,不知道向誰打了一通電話。89Please respect copyright.PENANAa9i13YW3Kh
89Please respect copyright.PENANAifFPah67lR
沒過幾分鐘,媽媽便穿着隔離衣來到病床旁,輕聲安慰著她。89Please respect copyright.PENANAR70QVTi1zP
89Please respect copyright.PENANAanTMZ5TUzD
「沒事的,你很快就能恢復健康了,不用擔心,乖乖睡吧…...」89Please respect copyright.PENANA1pplFswmNp
89Please respect copyright.PENANA3CjMzp9Hy8
不知道是因為麻藥還未完全消退,還是一直緊繃的神經突然放鬆,女孩再次深深的沉入夢鄉。
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