「如果可以，我也想永遠健康，不讓他們擔心。」
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「媽媽！」女孩輕拉女子的衣角，眉眼間盡是不解：「為什麼要帶我來看醫生啊？我沒有生病！」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5od1oQJBc
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像是為了證明什麼，她還在原地跳了兩下，像隻小兔子，模樣十分可愛。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w7LvOPm9y
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女子笑得有些無奈，摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲，「有沒有生病要等醫生檢查後才知道。」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUxfhMoNcF
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她點點頭又搖搖頭，搞不清楚此刻的狀況。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbODsPc0Js
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牆壁上長方形的電子螢幕，亮著紅色燈光的數字異常醒目，上面顯示十二號，女孩靜靜的盯著，直到光線剎那間熄滅。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL1FBwWF1x
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原本緊閉的門，打開了，一個瘦弱的男孩走出來，與她擦肩而過，男孩的父母臉上掛著擔憂。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWl5uXkIjg
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「顧筱涵小朋友」，護士小姐探出半張身子，呼喚著女孩的名字，眼神在等候的人群中來回掃視。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLADIVpZwo
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「筱筱別怕，媽媽會一直陪伴著妳的」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzcFyjxvLq
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女孩乖巧的牽著女子的手走進診間。
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護士小姐擦拭著一臺長得很奇特的機器，一邊說：「我們需要先進行幾項簡單檢驗，請先到這裡來。」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMTSqq6z30
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顧筱涵有些無助的看向了女子，她輕拍女孩的背，示意著該做些什麼。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPmC4uiFg6
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不過這機器......看起來好像沒有想像中的那麼可怕，它連接著一根長長的管子，螢幕上三顆不同顏色的氣球像是遵從著某種奇妙的節奏上下輕晃。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4PBo84Bzg
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看著女孩遲遲沒有動作，一旁的護士出聲提醒道：「深吸一口氣，然後對著管子裡吹就好了，就像吹氣球那樣。」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHWMcxZ6DF
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL7FGab3at
可護士小姐又怎麼知道，連「吹氣球」對女孩來說，都是一個奢侈的願望。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bWQEHYmzx
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwufVcfy5Q
女孩深吸一口氣，使勁吹向管子內，不到幾秒鐘小臉已經變得通紅，螢幕上的氣球有緩緩脹大的趨勢，但很快就沒了動靜。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpLrTQarUm
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawK0Eblpbf
護士簡單做了個紀錄，將資料交給坐在另一邊的醫生。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLmFHjlToz
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSvH2TRZaW
簡單的從數據判斷情況後，實際的檢查也是必須的，護士徵得女子同意後，輕輕掀起女孩的衣服。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2sxTd9vLj
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRRtusob4j
冰涼的空氣讓女孩打了個寒顫。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy6ju9MJnf
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9hgm9sdlB
醫生注視著，並皺起了眉頭，嚴肅說道：「可以先請小朋友出去外面等嗎？有些事，需要和您單獨談一下。」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJerfdXrpCW
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0ZkPVyACl
女子應允，將女孩帶出診間，安置在外面的等候區，「筱筱乖，媽媽很快回來，在這邊坐著等一下，無聊的話那邊有電視可以看」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qgeEG0B3c
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接著，便離開了她。
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寬廣座位區裡，只有一個瘦小的女孩，她安靜的坐在椅子上，輕晃著腿。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q16ZWArsj
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZpr5OoZg6
那時的她僅僅只有八歲。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG70wrhrvE
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時間過得特別慢，不知道他們在裡面是我寫什麼 。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk4q3kPf3b
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL5DvKKPQu
此時，牆壁上的一張海報吸引了她的注意，上面是一個和她一樣「特別」的男孩。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3qZWD7QIV
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZjCzGzqhw
「xxx，導致xxx呼吸困難，嚴重者甚至會壓迫心臟、肺臟」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvrWg2t89p
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「可能需要手術......」
診間看似厚實的門，卻無法守住所有的秘密。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdK65L7Hhn
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv3FMudiY8
女孩眼中的光頓時黯淡了幾分。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZag0tZ9l6J
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為什麼每次運動會都只能坐在候補區為其他人加油？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1ZRkra05O
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為什麼玩鬼抓人總是跑得最慢的她當鬼？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5SQgKiETk
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為什麼只要稍微跑一下，就會喘不過氣？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f1OpQmNy6
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一切，都有了答案。
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手術的前一天，她們提早來醫院報到，擁擠的病房中十分吵雜。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQCkEMs3Q9
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtkM1WJJah
女孩換上了病人專用的服裝，過長的衣袖遮住她纖細的手臂，只露出一條長長的管子，連接著點滴。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjZ5otEwV2
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmEaMVmQ2z
就如媽媽所說，它是個堅強的孩子，從各種意義上來說。
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131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8QuESysVT
偌大的病床顯得她更加嬌小，女孩呆呆的望著天花板，不知道在想些什麼。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nwFEotD1f
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1pDNMlo3h
「媽媽，只要手術成功，我就能和大家一起玩了，對嗎？」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJVaWWHKLX
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJVn571TF1
原本在一旁整理東西的女子轉過身，牽起她的小手，認真說道：「沒錯，我知道我們家筱筱最勇敢了，對吧？」她摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJnxJUCk8B
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0k53aIQ05
「嗯.....」她輕輕應答道，垂在側身的手在無意間握緊了幾分。
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「媽媽，今天...妳可以抱著我睡嗎？」女孩笑著問道。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFkRpAD1o3
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夜幕緩緩降臨，無邊的夜色籠罩大地。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1pphSOW98
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沒了早上的喧囂，此刻的病房裡非常安靜，想必大家都睡下了吧？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDECKxtTKW
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儘管知道現在醫療科技的進步，許許多多可怕的想法仍如同無法掙脫的夢魘進顧著她。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbv6wyfUCG
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgAxLtJt8u
如果醫生治不好我呢？
那我是不是永遠無法和大家一樣了？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt2N4JBSei
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y0v7esnnQ
如果手術過程中出了什麼意外呢？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPxgMmsdgJ
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我......會死掉嗎？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vhv4JxPrm
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這樣的話，媽媽......會很傷心的吧？
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越想要逃避，恐懼纏得越緊。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoRgDTK21H
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背後傳來的啜泣聲，將她的思緒拉了回來。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrKB9z8ZGZ
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媽媽...她在哭嗎？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJGjD7a45J
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原來，害怕的人不是只有她一個，只是為了不要讓她擔心，所以一直忍著。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaMhXm5clD
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無處宣洩的的情緒，在此刻潰堤了。
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我討厭醫院的味道，討厭手術室裡過分整齊的擺設，討厭照在我身上的手術燈，討厭被一群醫生圍著的感覺。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoNsVawjKz
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一切的一切都很令人討厭。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvrsjkLW5z
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我也曾經埋怨，為什麼沒有一個健康的身體。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZfUykmmBS
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不過現在說這些，又能改變什麼呢？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxuhyQm3F5
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手術即將開始。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DG5FER7g9
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戴上氧氣罩，吸入麻醉劑，視線逐漸模糊，意識如飛絮般飄出身體。
終於要和「它」作個了結了。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR60Dxnm4jZ
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「滴、滴、滴」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjjhMhInjw
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四周寂靜的只剩下時鐘以及生命徵象儀的聲音。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3hXqkiwmV
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女孩緩緩睜開雙眼。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7jz3RQuGq
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凌晨兩點半。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmnm8uQCeF
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麻藥還未完全退去，胸口的傷口有些隱隱作痛，可這些都不算什麼。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtLXJeN3lj
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7B7XbuJdl
一股強烈的窒息感壓迫著她，呼吸變得急促，仍然無法緩解缺氧的感覺。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeMqpe3DAy
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECJ3BkMBLL
好痛苦、好難受。
怎麼會這樣？
手術失敗了嗎？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JFc9JOWld
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有沒有人可以救救我......131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfcfiXzvOH
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恐懼最終擊敗了看似堅強的偽裝。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KdBCuiy46
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眼淚啪噠啪噠的掉下來。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaGREVFM9Y
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一旁的護士小姐看到女孩醒了，不知道向誰打了一通電話。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8RZ9sK3B1
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沒過幾分鐘，媽媽便穿着隔離衣來到病床旁，輕聲安慰著她。131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3kpuaE3wE
131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4uLGz3pf3
「沒事的，你很快就能恢復健康了，不用擔心，乖乖睡吧…...」131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0xn1y0quj
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不知道是因為麻藥還未完全消退，還是一直緊繃的神經突然放鬆，女孩再次深深的沉入夢鄉。
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