「如果可以，我也想永遠健康，不讓他們擔心。」
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「媽媽！」女孩輕拉女子的衣角，眉眼間盡是不解：「為什麼要帶我來看醫生啊？我沒有生病！」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQkMJCTHnb
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像是為了證明什麼，她還在原地跳了兩下，像隻小兔子，模樣十分可愛。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYxvWiZ85u
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女子笑得有些無奈，摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲，「有沒有生病要等醫生檢查後才知道。」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaQx1AMkPc
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她點點頭又搖搖頭，搞不清楚此刻的狀況。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBWkgmciDH
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牆壁上長方形的電子螢幕，亮著紅色燈光的數字異常醒目，上面顯示十二號，女孩靜靜的盯著，直到光線剎那間熄滅。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gccSodtBw
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原本緊閉的門，打開了，一個瘦弱的男孩走出來，與她擦肩而過，男孩的父母臉上掛著擔憂。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcyPUrQP8o
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVERmhA1WN
「顧筱涵小朋友」，護士小姐探出半張身子，呼喚著女孩的名字，眼神在等候的人群中來回掃視。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwZZ8HoMVC
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「筱筱別怕，媽媽會一直陪伴著妳的」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfMqEHFAMT
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女孩乖巧的牽著女子的手走進診間。
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護士小姐擦拭著一臺長得很奇特的機器，一邊說：「我們需要先進行幾項簡單檢驗，請先到這裡來。」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWo0ZLGuIQ
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顧筱涵有些無助的看向了女子，她輕拍女孩的背，示意著該做些什麼。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fHqqR1u5D
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbSwG7Tn65
不過這機器......看起來好像沒有想像中的那麼可怕，它連接著一根長長的管子，螢幕上三顆不同顏色的氣球像是遵從著某種奇妙的節奏上下輕晃。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fGeRrU577
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看著女孩遲遲沒有動作，一旁的護士出聲提醒道：「深吸一口氣，然後對著管子裡吹就好了，就像吹氣球那樣。」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H6CCGMtcB
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9WkiMsZeJ
可護士小姐又怎麼知道，連「吹氣球」對女孩來說，都是一個奢侈的願望。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarnW6NAoeN
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnB8HxKeS5
女孩深吸一口氣，使勁吹向管子內，不到幾秒鐘小臉已經變得通紅，螢幕上的氣球有緩緩脹大的趨勢，但很快就沒了動靜。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XPydSXt7D
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbE8RXc0pe
護士簡單做了個紀錄，將資料交給坐在另一邊的醫生。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7e5Q5M7h1
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBIsvackxV
簡單的從數據判斷情況後，實際的檢查也是必須的，護士徵得女子同意後，輕輕掀起女孩的衣服。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKpQG9m0nz
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnXpEwHOJk
冰涼的空氣讓女孩打了個寒顫。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDhXWVyPJY
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZSv1SXLHB
醫生注視著，並皺起了眉頭，嚴肅說道：「可以先請小朋友出去外面等嗎？有些事，需要和您單獨談一下。」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu4hLL4hQW
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMcw6KZMUP
女子應允，將女孩帶出診間，安置在外面的等候區，「筱筱乖，媽媽很快回來，在這邊坐著等一下，無聊的話那邊有電視可以看」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdgxrctEde
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接著，便離開了她。
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寬廣座位區裡，只有一個瘦小的女孩，她安靜的坐在椅子上，輕晃著腿。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0Zs5oHZ5U
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1zgAooelG
那時的她僅僅只有八歲。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCdQ05rwzO
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時間過得特別慢，不知道他們在裡面是我寫什麼 。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd7okxD60S
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此時，牆壁上的一張海報吸引了她的注意，上面是一個和她一樣「特別」的男孩。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXZD8yS4i4
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「xxx，導致xxx呼吸困難，嚴重者甚至會壓迫心臟、肺臟」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreCD1tGdx2
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「可能需要手術......」
診間看似厚實的門，卻無法守住所有的秘密。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAGDBJyLAE
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女孩眼中的光頓時黯淡了幾分。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdTuF9F8eA
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為什麼每次運動會都只能坐在候補區為其他人加油？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOeS8ImMM2
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為什麼玩鬼抓人總是跑得最慢的她當鬼？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXSiKzWNU1
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFVjMonz0c
為什麼只要稍微跑一下，就會喘不過氣？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hQvwDyoW8
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一切，都有了答案。
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手術的前一天，她們提早來醫院報到，擁擠的病房中十分吵雜。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpy7z0zr8A
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIi1NGbyuR
女孩換上了病人專用的服裝，過長的衣袖遮住她纖細的手臂，只露出一條長長的管子，連接著點滴。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vvPKECQYH
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwuOeJuqcJ
就如媽媽所說，它是個堅強的孩子，從各種意義上來說。
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偌大的病床顯得她更加嬌小，女孩呆呆的望著天花板，不知道在想些什麼。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlihfNp6IXa
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwesZVsj8MJ
「媽媽，只要手術成功，我就能和大家一起玩了，對嗎？」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG63Ouc8bQa
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpABe102ybZ
原本在一旁整理東西的女子轉過身，牽起她的小手，認真說道：「沒錯，我知道我們家筱筱最勇敢了，對吧？」她摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYOEKDHtX5
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3PysJoENI
「嗯.....」她輕輕應答道，垂在側身的手在無意間握緊了幾分。
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「媽媽，今天...妳可以抱著我睡嗎？」女孩笑著問道。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLkJEaHs8P
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7piAHoKZwz
夜幕緩緩降臨，無邊的夜色籠罩大地。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYFHNbnq2s
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhd7xNYlC0
沒了早上的喧囂，此刻的病房裡非常安靜，想必大家都睡下了吧？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZnibtXbDz
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUMh6gntxR
儘管知道現在醫療科技的進步，許許多多可怕的想法仍如同無法掙脫的夢魘進顧著她。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BvCm2oVRI
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KO6UtCTZ0
如果醫生治不好我呢？
那我是不是永遠無法和大家一樣了？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOHqfAoz77
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXnBUZCxLU
如果手術過程中出了什麼意外呢？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kWstMQHfY
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我......會死掉嗎？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjKE1c3ary
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這樣的話，媽媽......會很傷心的吧？
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越想要逃避，恐懼纏得越緊。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1lDGiM87A
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QlHNaFOfP
背後傳來的啜泣聲，將她的思緒拉了回來。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMGOMD7cSx
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媽媽...她在哭嗎？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1Cd8ShDHi
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fopWcsMhM
原來，害怕的人不是只有她一個，只是為了不要讓她擔心，所以一直忍著。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIjNmIwvag
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無處宣洩的的情緒，在此刻潰堤了。
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我討厭醫院的味道，討厭手術室裡過分整齊的擺設，討厭照在我身上的手術燈，討厭被一群醫生圍著的感覺。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GIbUgnBHi
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一切的一切都很令人討厭。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAcaQY9xO3
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我也曾經埋怨，為什麼沒有一個健康的身體。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoASmn9tYqm
117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPzshvosGf
不過現在說這些，又能改變什麼呢？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNAaKjzjjv
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手術即將開始。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnhOVqLBWw
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戴上氧氣罩，吸入麻醉劑，視線逐漸模糊，意識如飛絮般飄出身體。
終於要和「它」作個了結了。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4lfUKb6Qd
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「滴、滴、滴」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgOF0laOSG
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四周寂靜的只剩下時鐘以及生命徵象儀的聲音。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ59PS6tJk
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女孩緩緩睜開雙眼。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQmepTVqrX
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凌晨兩點半。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjA9VcWIsr
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麻藥還未完全退去，胸口的傷口有些隱隱作痛，可這些都不算什麼。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTojUNSCV36
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一股強烈的窒息感壓迫著她，呼吸變得急促，仍然無法緩解缺氧的感覺。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojH2wwY8Fa
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好痛苦、好難受。
怎麼會這樣？
手術失敗了嗎？117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U0ediuV6p
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有沒有人可以救救我......117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX78I8ViQ31
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恐懼最終擊敗了看似堅強的偽裝。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBDlgwB8I4
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眼淚啪噠啪噠的掉下來。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBxia1sPJu
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一旁的護士小姐看到女孩醒了，不知道向誰打了一通電話。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CvcqvIMtR
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沒過幾分鐘，媽媽便穿着隔離衣來到病床旁，輕聲安慰著她。117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09ERTvVIIr
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「沒事的，你很快就能恢復健康了，不用擔心，乖乖睡吧…...」117Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenlbNUtRjJ
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不知道是因為麻藥還未完全消退，還是一直緊繃的神經突然放鬆，女孩再次深深的沉入夢鄉。
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