19841218--19日记257Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6XJMfRjbj
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1218257Please respect copyright.PENANAxaZS3NomXH
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在257Please respect copyright.PENANAyFgwakUKjO
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真257Please respect copyright.PENANAGMXmOFHF0b
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不知怎的。257Please respect copyright.PENANA3KPzgkh3C7
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已257Please respect copyright.PENANAGD9SndAqch
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到257Please respect copyright.PENANAWoyXJ2dWwO
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过257Please respect copyright.PENANAgrVPz7Qkru
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时又出现了,唉!257Please respect copyright.PENANA9eHrc6CKNZ
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1219257Please respect copyright.PENANARj0SkMeFD7
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。257Please respect copyright.PENANAzLPFGdnTnn
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐257Please respect copyright.PENANAWtORGjNUFf
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改257Please respect copyright.PENANA05y8xGS6BV
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这257Please respect copyright.PENANA6lIx7ry4mT
257Please respect copyright.PENANAYeAT68wIy1
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。257Please respect copyright.PENANA8AUBkzKbXm
257Please respect copyright.PENANAF3erKfAvMR
19841220--21日记257Please respect copyright.PENANAuEEy0ly61n
257Please respect copyright.PENANALS22bo2WDA
1220257Please respect copyright.PENANA2QuEtk3d3F
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团257Please respect copyright.PENANABXXZOmvLl9
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支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们257Please respect copyright.PENANACN3dJT6MbP
257Please respect copyright.PENANAK0uREOkWfL
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态257Please respect copyright.PENANAMFzwKwudL9
257Please respect copyright.PENANA2hdKjsOhuv
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。257Please respect copyright.PENANAHRPaAtpAhk
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1221257Please respect copyright.PENANACME7UO9yF1
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交257Please respect copyright.PENANAcDEuuA813P
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,可今天星期五了。257Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2TyZrA6SZ
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他257Please respect copyright.PENANA8ckDJ3ke8w
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。257Please respect copyright.PENANA7SEBGXXihA
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。257Please respect copyright.PENANARTNES9CJHg
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向257Please respect copyright.PENANATyIIResGuj
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天257Please respect copyright.PENANAGjoyKgL7rC
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几257Please respect copyright.PENANA2P3q5SGc1V
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说257Please respect copyright.PENANAThPHKLQJXz
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:257Please respect copyright.PENANAqtGDLajVP6
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这257Please respect copyright.PENANAOaCf96pfXc
257Please respect copyright.PENANA8g286X3GpW
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。257Please respect copyright.PENANAM4B8qj61qW
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19841222--31日记257Please respect copyright.PENANAn250KPYaZ8
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1222257Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9IkvvTtM1
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈257Please respect copyright.PENANAnRHsWyRV1j
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何,真不知怎的。257Please respect copyright.PENANArzJuOaqefN
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1223257Please respect copyright.PENANAZyjtojHRFm
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。257Please respect copyright.PENANAdFnnNDHiGV
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1224257Please respect copyright.PENANAU6yPdwc9Ox
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。257Please respect copyright.PENANA6aFVZZHlhF
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1225257Please respect copyright.PENANAx2pMSJmkCM
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。257Please respect copyright.PENANA3mLLzM4t0C
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1226257Please respect copyright.PENANAOKFFEg31fx
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。257Please respect copyright.PENANAU8DrMXQydf
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1227257Please respect copyright.PENANAQm3gdB8x2c
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕257Please respect copyright.PENANAEeNZSFSWtn
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了。257Please respect copyright.PENANAw6smUQRzqY
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心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。257Please respect copyright.PENANAIh9HXfbARX
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1229257Please respect copyright.PENANAKaSISTbhSc
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好257Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZNlKWmC3e
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父257Please respect copyright.PENANAlVymxJdVti
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》,却不得入梦。257Please respect copyright.PENANAqsBOYfOCpa