19841218--19日记244Please respect copyright.PENANAm8penPgsxX
244Please respect copyright.PENANAxePmUHJxaJ
1218244Please respect copyright.PENANAGugxGo5w74
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在244Please respect copyright.PENANA1rtB89hnBL
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真244Please respect copyright.PENANAPmUKu4wTjY
244Please respect copyright.PENANAhoAcbSEa2m
不知怎的。244Please respect copyright.PENANAYQIgjZjKar
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已244Please respect copyright.PENANAznGwChDcUc
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到244Please respect copyright.PENANASEhHA4sJ3l
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过244Please respect copyright.PENANAnbkLFLM5PT
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时又出现了,唉!244Please respect copyright.PENANAXsYZnnQh5p
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1219244Please respect copyright.PENANAq60TKfP9vx
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。244Please respect copyright.PENANA7tfTfti7oS
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐244Please respect copyright.PENANAjRvGgvibmx
244Please respect copyright.PENANAcurbNPbpfI
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改244Please respect copyright.PENANATAhkDxI7uo
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这244Please respect copyright.PENANAXPTAetJWHp
244Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ik35yGGII
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。244Please respect copyright.PENANABdN6kZojIp
244Please respect copyright.PENANA2diaSmK7lD
19841220--21日记244Please respect copyright.PENANAkJwsBwusBF
244Please respect copyright.PENANAdWWifx6elo
1220244Please respect copyright.PENANAveMDCOmVua
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团244Please respect copyright.PENANAHmik8CyU1B
244Please respect copyright.PENANAXbMNnrxh7d
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们244Please respect copyright.PENANAfdUOUMKPW9
244Please respect copyright.PENANAyzxG3ZZR2F
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态244Please respect copyright.PENANA1QzYaSswob
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,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。244Please respect copyright.PENANAeMwzy69ty1
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1221244Please respect copyright.PENANACjspjulrTv
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交244Please respect copyright.PENANAaApPPeAq0U
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,可今天星期五了。244Please respect copyright.PENANA78N6fMs51z
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他244Please respect copyright.PENANAX5ySCs6I6X
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。244Please respect copyright.PENANAjvtsaUclb9
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。244Please respect copyright.PENANA4jvFgo90pU
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向244Please respect copyright.PENANA1ta0UHJ1OD
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天244Please respect copyright.PENANAqMxwLqyP75
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几244Please respect copyright.PENANAWjQ8KLlBtd
244Please respect copyright.PENANAKvFVcwn9uq
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说244Please respect copyright.PENANASkawCJfVMM
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:244Please respect copyright.PENANAWF4yjSEjU1
244Please respect copyright.PENANAWmJ6FzGC2C
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这244Please respect copyright.PENANA2WBGqFBu0O
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时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。244Please respect copyright.PENANAe7mGyZ8oKF
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19841222--31日记244Please respect copyright.PENANA1Go9ryRhKt
244Please respect copyright.PENANA1EY0dPYarU
1222244Please respect copyright.PENANAqrBOYawRwq
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈244Please respect copyright.PENANAKTnQms4YOq
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何,真不知怎的。244Please respect copyright.PENANA90iPpygBbc
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1223244Please respect copyright.PENANAzlym4lY8dQ
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。244Please respect copyright.PENANAeyxp4xu5hB
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1224244Please respect copyright.PENANAL3KF4AMkHo
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。244Please respect copyright.PENANAM1rrEamQld
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1225244Please respect copyright.PENANAwIJ170OKdd
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。244Please respect copyright.PENANAd29WVckD2N
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1226244Please respect copyright.PENANAJDxI6AirQt
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。244Please respect copyright.PENANAwQchkxI2i9
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1227244Please respect copyright.PENANAqEFSGP7Gri
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕244Please respect copyright.PENANAWElVWGL08X
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了。244Please respect copyright.PENANAecWnSm3S5a
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1228244Please respect copyright.PENANAYHAPFSEDB7
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。244Please respect copyright.PENANAHKg38zkK3W
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1229244Please respect copyright.PENANATlymhKHFWu
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好244Please respect copyright.PENANAUGVUuseFUU
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父244Please respect copyright.PENANA9KLdrLuBop
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》,却不得入梦。244Please respect copyright.PENANAFr3GrtXF6i