19841218--19日记256Please respect copyright.PENANA2iTmgDQ3P8
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1218256Please respect copyright.PENANAcmEMU6lPBu
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在256Please respect copyright.PENANAOHRDyhc5mh
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真256Please respect copyright.PENANA7pLOQEepcL
256Please respect copyright.PENANALe758ymSYx
不知怎的。256Please respect copyright.PENANAc5FRiosaGK
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已256Please respect copyright.PENANAb9SIKlAueg
256Please respect copyright.PENANAJy0KSknfJ3
开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到256Please respect copyright.PENANA9u8WtMLlM4
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过256Please respect copyright.PENANAphavpFGjJZ
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时又出现了,唉!256Please respect copyright.PENANACGca44Koz1
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1219256Please respect copyright.PENANAKHVMFnq84Z
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。256Please respect copyright.PENANASKnWi8H2DB
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐256Please respect copyright.PENANA85H0HWKaN9
256Please respect copyright.PENANA004rXaJlc8
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改256Please respect copyright.PENANAC2AqcDIjfH
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这256Please respect copyright.PENANA65FgFWN4uJ
256Please respect copyright.PENANAKSWiCMQTyR
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。256Please respect copyright.PENANAu9smvFtkuZ
256Please respect copyright.PENANAY0dFskGBnA
19841220--21日记256Please respect copyright.PENANAcrAzLOWL8T
256Please respect copyright.PENANAqFMeVi2V20
1220256Please respect copyright.PENANAG4zhxZGv0E
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团256Please respect copyright.PENANAiel2gAzwmS
256Please respect copyright.PENANA8cliiVRwk5
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们256Please respect copyright.PENANAQerF5FqR7m
256Please respect copyright.PENANAPp3nEUxksL
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态256Please respect copyright.PENANApkU0WnVONT
256Please respect copyright.PENANAMdpL8ZNRhT
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。256Please respect copyright.PENANA1IbIlmC92j
256Please respect copyright.PENANAO5sz0bfI3Q
1221256Please respect copyright.PENANAi4Rez3Y8nu
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交256Please respect copyright.PENANAUUGgsvmV6w
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,可今天星期五了。256Please respect copyright.PENANAiwJgd3i6xw
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他256Please respect copyright.PENANAgZGiVGLCpa
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。256Please respect copyright.PENANAVpv8xyTS3S
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。256Please respect copyright.PENANABypMeEGTgS
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向256Please respect copyright.PENANA1VtHzVdgab
256Please respect copyright.PENANA1Bb6LpR2vV
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天256Please respect copyright.PENANAtOSuE3f2WC
256Please respect copyright.PENANABXhLgxZhgD
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几256Please respect copyright.PENANA2R7CMlcXVO
256Please respect copyright.PENANAxwPLF4clG4
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说256Please respect copyright.PENANAe5vWPnYkJO
256Please respect copyright.PENANAT2wpxhE7OC
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:256Please respect copyright.PENANAEKkGe81kl9
256Please respect copyright.PENANA5LKcC5gFB0
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这256Please respect copyright.PENANAFob8ApOuxr
256Please respect copyright.PENANAfq4tphikOW
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。256Please respect copyright.PENANACorb1KFEKP
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19841222--31日记256Please respect copyright.PENANAJsAwlADrNp
256Please respect copyright.PENANA0kznDXoFY1
1222256Please respect copyright.PENANAlw1pV40IE4
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈256Please respect copyright.PENANAx1VVVNTv6v
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何,真不知怎的。256Please respect copyright.PENANAqRvE0wr7o5
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1223256Please respect copyright.PENANAVw5DNVVAI7
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。256Please respect copyright.PENANAC5YHlyz3xL
256Please respect copyright.PENANAraK74bMRDL
1224256Please respect copyright.PENANAOIRz6eBsLK
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。256Please respect copyright.PENANAD1XZwJTg58
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1225256Please respect copyright.PENANAxtoxSZIJTl
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。256Please respect copyright.PENANAYpiRd17b6h
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1226256Please respect copyright.PENANAVt8cZbsEUB
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。256Please respect copyright.PENANAvca3gAy4Lg
256Please respect copyright.PENANAUz9ln1BLkV
1227256Please respect copyright.PENANAdYoFjUfrqN
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕256Please respect copyright.PENANAxxjqhBVmww
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了。256Please respect copyright.PENANAAkNtNrdWBx
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1228256Please respect copyright.PENANAjHY8zrOMJB
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。256Please respect copyright.PENANAlGTbP0PM3e
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1229256Please respect copyright.PENANAnWJd99n3P5
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好256Please respect copyright.PENANAgkQAsFJBeF
256Please respect copyright.PENANADMgDuX2YqI
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父256Please respect copyright.PENANAfDFfZGZvB3
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》,却不得入梦。256Please respect copyright.PENANACQmojQgsVE