19841218--19日记258Please respect copyright.PENANABQ49JEHVLl
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1218258Please respect copyright.PENANAyCb5OodOlo
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在258Please respect copyright.PENANAtEhOiS0g52
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真258Please respect copyright.PENANAyrxB6d6TDB
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不知怎的。258Please respect copyright.PENANAUaGZLrLrM3
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已258Please respect copyright.PENANAyh0Of9lohq
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到258Please respect copyright.PENANAbweNPS6lno
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过258Please respect copyright.PENANABCHGvSLc6F
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时又出现了,唉!258Please respect copyright.PENANALXZcfBCFkX
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1219258Please respect copyright.PENANA7oFkomSUVd
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。258Please respect copyright.PENANAniS5raLp6x
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐258Please respect copyright.PENANA7i88KSDcNH
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改258Please respect copyright.PENANAXfZfaHd6wW
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这258Please respect copyright.PENANAEPoU1LWox1
258Please respect copyright.PENANAuRMNcQEwbU
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。258Please respect copyright.PENANAmvXPwdEvv2
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19841220--21日记258Please respect copyright.PENANA2YmXDL0JQF
258Please respect copyright.PENANAh1W96JfW5C
1220258Please respect copyright.PENANAydPwZwTyRp
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团258Please respect copyright.PENANAFhNFATYtVD
258Please respect copyright.PENANAh3QBLGbfJY
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们258Please respect copyright.PENANAfjNozE0A9W
258Please respect copyright.PENANAZf8Koy8tFT
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态258Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y5wLR3PdS
258Please respect copyright.PENANAHG9B38tK7k
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。258Please respect copyright.PENANAQaixLckG06
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1221258Please respect copyright.PENANAEFGVUsm3t3
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交258Please respect copyright.PENANAHLaH5bDKWO
258Please respect copyright.PENANAD13RBulWIa
,可今天星期五了。258Please respect copyright.PENANAy1ZsIAadCe
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他258Please respect copyright.PENANAfexFAEW2F3
258Please respect copyright.PENANAntSC09dZKD
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。258Please respect copyright.PENANADxgUQSp9QR
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。258Please respect copyright.PENANAng2fpBO2bY
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向258Please respect copyright.PENANACYXFz6fSAG
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天258Please respect copyright.PENANAndOCoV1mKO
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几258Please respect copyright.PENANAqOIFWcG9Rs
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说258Please respect copyright.PENANATam6DaLrzv
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:258Please respect copyright.PENANA5H9yR1HLOB
258Please respect copyright.PENANABU9lKeMjRf
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这258Please respect copyright.PENANAadXwu8qTz3
258Please respect copyright.PENANANflQyJTY2r
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。258Please respect copyright.PENANASXWLZkM6c5
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19841222--31日记258Please respect copyright.PENANA9TZb1ayiEm
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1222258Please respect copyright.PENANAjUNrKAJRuA
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈258Please respect copyright.PENANAo9uVeddTuw
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何,真不知怎的。258Please respect copyright.PENANAXB8RwIBq8Z
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1223258Please respect copyright.PENANAsOgR2OPYIn
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。258Please respect copyright.PENANAy8ZThm3W5X
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1224258Please respect copyright.PENANAo22KqylEFe
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。258Please respect copyright.PENANA4IGwK8oKRH
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1225258Please respect copyright.PENANAVhz56OnyAW
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。258Please respect copyright.PENANAeTe61si0qZ
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1226258Please respect copyright.PENANAe3z46LzraV
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。258Please respect copyright.PENANAOKI9fkgWH8
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1227258Please respect copyright.PENANAzxMRmiKd1g
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕258Please respect copyright.PENANA46qfHr1bEZ
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了。258Please respect copyright.PENANAXS06RjDGRv
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1228258Please respect copyright.PENANA8eFmR6ODEI
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。258Please respect copyright.PENANAQs2AwgNYP9
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1229258Please respect copyright.PENANAwnFCx5c8hY
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好258Please respect copyright.PENANApJVIo1kGDd
258Please respect copyright.PENANAyUH52NAFoA
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父258Please respect copyright.PENANASEI6V2fXJH
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》,却不得入梦。258Please respect copyright.PENANAMihhHpHSVB