Take me back…462Please respect copyright.PENANAxzTVN4Ho0J
to the past I never had. 462Please respect copyright.PENANAt9Z0w0XcBo
the one where everyone knows462Please respect copyright.PENANAZD2MTarHbB
Who I am 462Please respect copyright.PENANA8JBrPHNsXS
but doesn’t think I’m 462Please respect copyright.PENANAi0ljGWTPXT
damned…462Please respect copyright.PENANAOQtmRdmhKV
my reputation is what deceives 462Please respect copyright.PENANARPCDcpKpWL
my broken heart is what destroys me in the end462Please respect copyright.PENANAzsMUewLVEA
i can’t go back to the land I lived in462Please respect copyright.PENANANIn6HNzXjv
the happiness I owned when I was just a little kid.462Please respect copyright.PENANAnaHdt4QJvP
the abuse has no effect anymore, the pain just makes me numb462Please respect copyright.PENANAfMYksElBis
im oblivious to the love they showed before462Please respect copyright.PENANA7Qh7Rfc5lD
they took my heart and went on the run462Please respect copyright.PENANANH1Qfe7kjG
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if only they knew! 462Please respect copyright.PENANAZmhsUZ7BrJ
what I was goin through!462Please respect copyright.PENANAmhUgByrmyB
The pain and crying won’t help me462Please respect copyright.PENANA3Vumgju4Rh
to find the love I thought I had so long ago. 462Please respect copyright.PENANA8bdcu94T3p
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the scars are still visible but can’t help but add more. 462Please respect copyright.PENANAa6MbpHzWgB
My heart is shattered in millions of pieces on the floor462Please respect copyright.PENANAQwvXAlvOGN
while everyone asks “how I’m doing” I smile and say462Please respect copyright.PENANApPjdRnXCal
im doing just fine…oh fine!462Please respect copyright.PENANA8ks9xDDcFl
but they don’t know it’s a lie. 462Please respect copyright.PENANAqiErVj59W6
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the close handed hits from my mother462Please respect copyright.PENANA1dry8OyLjP
the harassment from my father462Please respect copyright.PENANA5CasU6a3gd
the betrayal of my sister and brother462Please respect copyright.PENANA8mbsvTc6Pu
Just ruin everything I ever hoped to achieve!462Please respect copyright.PENANASx6B1WsM7y
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once upon a time I wanted to be a princess 462Please respect copyright.PENANASnZhrEvLMB
and then they broke it so “I could re-asses” my dreams 462Please respect copyright.PENANAgBQo3IhBsA
for the future. 462Please respect copyright.PENANAd9dH1R2YEx
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all I want is to be myself462Please respect copyright.PENANAGXhuJJ9aWt
all I want is to kill myself462Please respect copyright.PENANAO19fE9O4M8
the thoughts that raid my mind 462Please respect copyright.PENANAky8OqT6clm
concern me all the time. 462Please respect copyright.PENANAPy82Dn6SXI
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am I sad? 462Please respect copyright.PENANA85ygLFU1bf
am I mad? 462Please respect copyright.PENANAZUkH4AepmL
am I glad?462Please respect copyright.PENANAiurkqKsQsc
or am I tragically lost 462Please respect copyright.PENANAR3rZql8yyH
in the dark ocean they’ve weaved for me.462Please respect copyright.PENANAxH7spBV8KI
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I feel like I’m drowning in all these lies462Please respect copyright.PENANA8HRrvm65l9
all the times I’ve tried to find462Please respect copyright.PENANAiX3lGfRcLi
a way to tell them I need help462Please respect copyright.PENANAr8hO5JJFak
a way to say “please don’t leave me!”462Please respect copyright.PENANA1IV8a0Joqs
Behind…462Please respect copyright.PENANAgwhbJVvTCg
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please don’t run away…462Please respect copyright.PENANAhMj2Q7Q3Cq
please don’t take me to a place I don’t belong462Please respect copyright.PENANAbkKvbjeD8a
all because what I want “is wrong” 462Please respect copyright.PENANAEOFrZjYx0x
all because what I want….462Please respect copyright.PENANAe10vb4A1VJ
is too be female…all…462Please respect copyright.PENANAXIkDyyqBfN
along….462Please respect copyright.PENANAVvN6aOhE1Q
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A/N: this is actually based on something I’m currently going through with being trans and then Genderfluid, I wrote it not to long ago…so I hope you enjoy 😊
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