Take me back…406Please respect copyright.PENANAuqtyWfhBxy
to the past I never had. 406Please respect copyright.PENANAhGsVkOwfCV
the one where everyone knows406Please respect copyright.PENANAQkdLjxxtmS
Who I am 406Please respect copyright.PENANAq5UtP8I7ua
but doesn’t think I’m 406Please respect copyright.PENANAsUNUZHNPNg
damned…406Please respect copyright.PENANAeDgPVuwktT
my reputation is what deceives 406Please respect copyright.PENANAPaVi1oFVcR
my broken heart is what destroys me in the end406Please respect copyright.PENANA7kh2fAZCPd
i can’t go back to the land I lived in406Please respect copyright.PENANAKubYHxBKS5
the happiness I owned when I was just a little kid.406Please respect copyright.PENANAcufdfDxyt0
the abuse has no effect anymore, the pain just makes me numb406Please respect copyright.PENANAT5TLltGoQt
im oblivious to the love they showed before406Please respect copyright.PENANALAZevA20eG
they took my heart and went on the run406Please respect copyright.PENANAdHG85GEDv7
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if only they knew! 406Please respect copyright.PENANAQky66RzwtA
what I was goin through!406Please respect copyright.PENANAHFBZghNqvB
The pain and crying won’t help me406Please respect copyright.PENANACXrmU4OfwC
to find the love I thought I had so long ago. 406Please respect copyright.PENANADpIFlkFbWW
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the scars are still visible but can’t help but add more. 406Please respect copyright.PENANAwimeyQSxWV
My heart is shattered in millions of pieces on the floor406Please respect copyright.PENANABkKl3Mxkvi
while everyone asks “how I’m doing” I smile and say406Please respect copyright.PENANALmfFPJI9pw
im doing just fine…oh fine!406Please respect copyright.PENANAsAX1IDanVO
but they don’t know it’s a lie. 406Please respect copyright.PENANAS9KH8hbj2x
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the close handed hits from my mother406Please respect copyright.PENANAogNosfKhyc
the harassment from my father406Please respect copyright.PENANAQKsgCIpo10
the betrayal of my sister and brother406Please respect copyright.PENANAU6coi1Rg0r
Just ruin everything I ever hoped to achieve!406Please respect copyright.PENANA6alAbJqF7v
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once upon a time I wanted to be a princess 406Please respect copyright.PENANAL5RBrnGjS6
and then they broke it so “I could re-asses” my dreams 406Please respect copyright.PENANAcWtZ7IXNoA
for the future. 406Please respect copyright.PENANAVB7nmsVo8D
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all I want is to be myself406Please respect copyright.PENANAtz0LPKagYE
all I want is to kill myself406Please respect copyright.PENANAzNzOhU5NOR
the thoughts that raid my mind 406Please respect copyright.PENANAL6VzpYxnq2
concern me all the time. 406Please respect copyright.PENANAqws1eI7108
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am I sad? 406Please respect copyright.PENANAG313hFf6QC
am I mad? 406Please respect copyright.PENANAN2DQX5gy8i
am I glad?406Please respect copyright.PENANA4HApZ1dIeW
or am I tragically lost 406Please respect copyright.PENANARQZxTtRAbU
in the dark ocean they’ve weaved for me.406Please respect copyright.PENANAlSCCQiYhnl
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I feel like I’m drowning in all these lies406Please respect copyright.PENANAtvpNVGbhYk
all the times I’ve tried to find406Please respect copyright.PENANA1alNrBEX6q
a way to tell them I need help406Please respect copyright.PENANAUyFFjDbFIx
a way to say “please don’t leave me!”406Please respect copyright.PENANAlzUxcix7Vj
Behind…406Please respect copyright.PENANArBLume60WI
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please don’t run away…406Please respect copyright.PENANAGaAnalXNGA
please don’t take me to a place I don’t belong406Please respect copyright.PENANAsNJhHOdFdS
all because what I want “is wrong” 406Please respect copyright.PENANAqmXAeCOWJN
all because what I want….406Please respect copyright.PENANAvXWSBDzlsu
is too be female…all…406Please respect copyright.PENANAoNtORd8GUZ
along….406Please respect copyright.PENANALDHpYintOz
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A/N: this is actually based on something I’m currently going through with being trans and then Genderfluid, I wrote it not to long ago…so I hope you enjoy 😊
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