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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAdDCEw420Zr 維尼
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勞碌兩天,身心皆見疲憊。8964 copyright protection280PENANAVm9bllFOwV 維尼
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鍾美嘉對我的不讀不回吸走了我的能量,使我對於身邊的事物失去興趣。8964 copyright protection280PENANAXMoyu1zSoW 維尼
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此刻的我感覺缺乏被愛與親密感,若誰能施捨多一點給我也好。8964 copyright protection280PENANADMXqqSxb3Z 維尼
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我沉默地抱著背向我睡覺的江柏琪,感受她背部的溫度。8964 copyright protection280PENANAFdphgjsW6S 維尼
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說起來真諷刺,讓我心累的是外人,而我取暖和填補心靈空虛的對象卻是自己的未婚妻,好像搞錯了什麼。8964 copyright protection280PENANAyVe1S0M51j 維尼
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在外頭搞了一堆麻煩事後便裝作什麼事情也沒有發生過,還有臉目躲進未婚妻的懷抱內,實在人渣極至的行為。8964 copyright protection280PENANAyzG3CNJGAi 維尼
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無法向外釋放的情感讓我的情緒窒息又壓抑。8964 copyright protection280PENANATqmSj3cIgx 維尼
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「你今日好攰咁。」江柏琪感受到我的負能量。8964 copyright protection280PENANAnUaJFuoS8K 維尼
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「嗯,琴晚夜瞓阿嘛。」這是其中一個理由,不過並不是主要的理由。8964 copyright protection280PENANApxJVEHZymv 維尼
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「記唔記得今日睇婚展嘅時候,我地經過咗一個好老套嘅攤位?」江柏琪問。8964 copyright protection280PENANAg5mzajMkOt 維尼
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「好多個攤位都好老套。」我說。8964 copyright protection280PENANAXVjBDqI9lr 維尼
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「位置係場地嘅一個角落。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAgigl4AXoYb 維尼
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「婚前輔導?」8964 copyright protection280PENANAmg2mhByQ5B 維尼
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「無錯,就係講佢。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAi0wLYPLv00 維尼
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「做咩突然提起?你想同我去婚前輔導?」8964 copyright protection280PENANArf1bXCSRjN 維尼
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「經過果陣我喺度諗,既然兩個人都要結婚,唔係應該已經好瞭解對方先會做呢個影響終身嘅決定咩?點解會需要搵第三方介入去處理兩個人嘅感情?」8964 copyright protection280PENANA5tD4MOHe1m 維尼
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「係阿。」8964 copyright protection280PENANANbbL7ZtkQW 維尼
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「原來好多人都唔係喺好了解對方嘅情況下結婚。」8964 copyright protection280PENANA3fS9XGoMXK 維尼
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「點先算了解一個人?」我問。8964 copyright protection280PENANAVFHC3JAruQ 維尼
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「完全相信,對一個人毫無疑問?」8964 copyright protection280PENANAE1QckB2IsS 維尼
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「你覺得自己唔了解我?」相信我了解她多於她了解我,因為我這個人的思想過於復雜了。8964 copyright protection280PENANAv1XKq1DcCM 維尼
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「我本來有自信。但當睇完宣傳單張裡面講嘅嘢,又覺得其實唔夠了解。我好驚自己有嘢做得唔好,令到你辛苦,但原來我一直都唔知。就好似細細個覺察唔到自己態度唔好,所以得罪人。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAAUrsduUti2 維尼
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「例如?」8964 copyright protection280PENANAc803SSJ8NW 維尼
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「過去感情經歷對你嘅影響、婚姻對你嚟講係啲乜、你對關係嘅期望、當同我有衝突嘅時候你會有乜嘢反應、你對我嘅不滿、我地關係可能遇到最大嘅問題⋯」8964 copyright protection280PENANAf2NFYYrWYf 維尼
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「呢啲問題,我自己都無仔細咁諗過。」答案也不是三言兩語能夠說出來。8964 copyright protection280PENANAaOQkk51pWc 維尼
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「例如你今日好攰,其實會唔會想留喺屋企休息,唔想行婚展?」8964 copyright protection280PENANAhfk699Mb39 維尼
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「攰係攰,不過最後今日,應承咗你都要行㗎。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAJ9xgXYQhHh 維尼
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「點解你想同我結婚呢?係咪因為一齊咗好耐,覺得年齡到咗,係時候就要結呢?」8964 copyright protection280PENANASGG8x2PqzP 維尼
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「我愛你,打算同你過一世,所以想俾返個名份你,係一個愛嘅象徵意義,就係咁簡單。」誰人問我,都是同一個答案。8964 copyright protection280PENANA0Tde8FQzba 維尼
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為何我主動求婚,江柏琪還要執著於意義呢?她內心仍有不滿足的地方嗎?8964 copyright protection280PENANAxql4YUwZop 維尼
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我反問:「咁你呢?」8964 copyright protection280PENANAu4xSaVkEAF 維尼
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「我同屋企關係唔好。對我嚟講,結婚係第二人生,代表住新家庭嘅誕生。我唔係果種帶到俾你熱戀感覺嘅女仔,但我會係一個忠誠、用最大努力對你最好嘅老婆。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAbU1WLdn5Uy 維尼
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「我知道。」她一向都是個很稱職的另一半,我續道:「我地溝通好好,唔需要靠其他人做婚前輔導,我好了解你。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAYob1tkN8VI 維尼
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「我⋯其實有啲緊張。」江柏琪說:「結婚對我地關係同生活嘅改變,我仲未有實感。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAKCeNVTuvMA 維尼
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「呢個係對未知嘅恐懼。對我嚟講,結婚只係簽張紙,係一個儀式,對我地原有嘅關係唔會有咩改變。所以我無好驚嘅感覺。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAYGSZLMBoyx 維尼
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「我地無試過發生真係有好大嘅衝突。」江柏琪說。8964 copyright protection280PENANARB611pdwRm 維尼
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「咁唔係好事咩?」我問。8964 copyright protection280PENANAS4mbgwE5MS 維尼
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江柏琪說:「有咩事或者唔開心,你唔好自己一個人死頂,話俾我知,我一定會幫你手。」8964 copyright protection280PENANABxkwheWxXS 維尼
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「呢句說話應該係我同你講。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAknQIPUFDFK 維尼
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「就係咁啦,你一定係死頂。所以我一定要幫你。」8964 copyright protection280PENANADEShuDlZkb 維尼
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「我無死頂阿,只係未去到需要求助嘅地步。喂,可唔可以俾我做返個有型男人嘅角色。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAje0KAEpQ93 維尼
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「唔得,我要做個最強賢內助。」8964 copyright protection280PENANA8NdYLe3fb1 維尼
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「我知道你細個被父母教導到一定要好成熟、有能力處理問題先值得被愛;但我想你知道,其實唔係,你已經夠好。我想你擁有個人生活,做多啲自己鐘意做嘅事。你唔需要為我付出整個人生,放棄你自己,我都一樣愛你。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAG3ZOv7dBiQ 維尼
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不算是不滿,但以上是我們關係潛在、而一直沒有說出來的問題。8964 copyright protection280PENANA2jaaiN1t8c 維尼
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江柏琪的生活重心全都放在我和工作上。她不常見朋友,下班後基本上沒有其他節目,會立即回家。她也沒有什麼特別興趣、或與我共同的興趣。8964 copyright protection280PENANAUUKY1kpELA 維尼
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這方面與我不同,我的生活除了以上兩者,還有朋友、運動(籃球)和興趣(音樂、玩車)。8964 copyright protection280PENANAlR2SYBglR6 維尼
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因為我們沒有共同的興趣或社交圈子,很多時候,我們拍拖的行程都是出外吃飯和做家務事。我偶爾覺得這種關係不太健康。8964 copyright protection280PENANAORTSEhXGp7 維尼
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「我一直覺得OK阿,無察覺呢個Issue。」江柏琪說。8964 copyright protection280PENANAV6ZR4rYLko 維尼
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加上如果有一天,你知道我昨天的所作所為,失去了作為生活重心的我,你的世界會崩潰吧。8964 copyright protection280PENANA0F0SHsm6SQ 維尼
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「你問我鐘意做啲咩,我都唔係好知,煮吓嘢俾你食掛。」8964 copyright protection280PENANA74Judve2lJ 維尼
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「你試吓發掘多啲,又或者我陪你去試多啲新嘢。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAFPbrIjWNs0 維尼
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「我要啲時間諗吓。」江柏琪說:「都夜啦,我批准你瞓覺。」8964 copyright protection280PENANAPGMNx9V1nF 維尼
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「謝主隆恩。」幸好她沒有繼續追問。8964 copyright protection280PENANA1g41fQfKWx 維尼
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我閉上眼思考。8964 copyright protection280PENANAD2zfVyukQc 維尼
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過去感情經歷對我的影響、婚姻對我來說意味著什麼、我對關係的期望、當遇到衝突時我的反應、我對江柏琪的不滿、我和她關係中遇到最大的問題⋯8964 copyright protection280PENANARjemc91pRL 維尼
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我只是很表面地回答了江柏琪的問題。8964 copyright protection280PENANAUpup2F1QGZ 維尼
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事實上,我不太願意誠實面對自己內心的想法,尤其是在認識鍾美嘉後,以上的答案好像和原來的我有一點偏差。8964 copyright protection280PENANAZH537dtiJj 維尼
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