回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pSMvVbtOz
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL3VGgx0nv
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd6hInHE8o
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhB2ZfZmFn
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj25y3E0yN
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL4adtzi8w
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXwMFUMQC1
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAElqjpvIc
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAYRcUWTeJ
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgceuyCk7Q
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXurW8qIm5p
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN1jxOomRK
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn4C3S43da
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlppR89389
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HOFvNEIBj
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2zU2LfcnU
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSBcvmc2Jd
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjm9xDvQ2f
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡornWPIxu6g
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pst6R6tRn
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLZ42nhNvk
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQuEiYkccd
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可惡！連手機也沒電！526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw8djzU7my
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft090fZkJl
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11zcelInpz
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTrgcPg9Qd
我仍然有呀怡．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoxM8fCCPc
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電話沒電。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWHKzXQpNq
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1QMbuSYn0
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rVhXmTUH0
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第６次撥號，終於通了526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCHNu55SWg
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL6I5MMHi7
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX82yxhh1RV
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BQouKGbat
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc7uCuUEcb
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kgGVhFfAZ
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkadPOLOLXC
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmXtSfMGuz
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXvmHRPEPA
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjPIvqOn6w
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bvBW7ImUn
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBSGfgEUsZ
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUridiLMkHh
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu960CDRMRI
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI4Wu6TGDY
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「你．．等陣有野做？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUqQ3iUxXO
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERru777a4U
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kcOEmwpPL
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP3UD5y4mB
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdEyk0MaBY
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMaREqK1sW
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp81GC81EBH
我仔細想想，還是算了526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNErXMrd7T
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOEvOgGEhA
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIBQfLQPVb
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC8keVvl4R
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3bELZqYJU
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWELPysWzi
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQex6p6pscm
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBCM9i4J9u
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSjnpNOcyq
我也只好乘巴士回家526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN5RDHkGUV
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfXR3Sj1G8
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yLlXuR7jQ
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回家後．．我不知如何開口526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uBTzIkpZe
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6PLEIAQlC
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSTS8fRMnv
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgHsN4lu1V
家人可說是我的死穴526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdYobOuXnq
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJYqWqCDpZ
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCplGQHXW9
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxaDLpTYKB
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很累．．我真很累526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbQBykzIlh
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我躺在床上526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlGYBYkECZ
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUAuuCpErn
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFimfW9mhD
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOTuNjx3vV
