回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzrnrLdMyI
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8bDkqj5J9
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaOU9arTXy
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gVrWugW8S
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhMIVp4gmJ
我的眼淚不斷湧出來538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26RpBHRdN4
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAmu4LB5Cx
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AmTkEFxPX
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFuHOMDAQA
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMiJISfujw
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrNwiUEfF4
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Tj4Ia7x9
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzUwvblMCZ
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9uAaWlIgp
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GKzfsiTFu
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW30HVq1UBG
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErhtHU7E7A
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk2hr2qbFe
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIbWMHy9zu
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg6BTzmd33
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9TNbBFcjH
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPn9G4NP9T
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB88bqWlJv
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekN1mwTyaC
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可惡！連手機也沒電！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6nzoePawr
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyxX4fOoo2
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlFPUOirbb
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hPp2ne8oe
我仍然有呀怡．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd85jRji0R
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電話沒電。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CPXSX13dn
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcngu84M8a
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFagj2vrhZ
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第６次撥號，終於通了538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvkuJjmuu1
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3cfBmh0Wm
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4aAqcwMsg
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMMZUTyRfw
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLI7b2fVgZ
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWgH7gAJGy
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rBRomGJIi
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0GkDZROCY
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx99fpltRQr
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVq4M5aVTa
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LxaVIKuKV
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiHkFLhNm8
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtkbLCj4Dc
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieXrsB1xAn
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG36RmLDT8
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「你．．等陣有野做？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz9mAIcIME
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPdDri40Gm
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc2d8yjJNH
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFmOX7Nfcf
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqiQY40nO4
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAxtommXKD
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhDMiQnoWb
我仔細想想，還是算了538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0g96ekfXg
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLXHnVL1P3
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4stAimzqY1
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ8DqG9HyD
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6ytU3bKSI
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3DWEVI9qm
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSyitDg1cv
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVqTCzEp5N
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqseTphhKdc
我也只好乘巴士回家538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3tWQ7Wyvh
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0akA5WXZBq
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUefMMJu30d
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回家後．．我不知如何開口538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfw2e461CQ
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaOBQJNRc9
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39SrZC6lFc
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5162WpTVA
家人可說是我的死穴538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1M2lz7my9
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWC3pG4eW5
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerF3g5otGl
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g3xOGwYNt
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很累．．我真很累538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrP7SUfscu
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我躺在床上538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFmPvVJ528
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYkUy9KRlp
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4k5QvL4U0
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9AsP4GLrt
