回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7JfDCgZ0K
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4XLCQl68R
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvROtt1Nvb3
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBvsZHkKW0
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckFTRGHdz1
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzPdBAR1xh
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6la13IEMj
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG22zXDVHt
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYh8Rn4Y1P
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygUcIspTdx
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT8Lgbm8OC
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERPrM1PIpT
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzBE5CfKxV
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7vQjoHAAs
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhsCdWJ4vK
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniJ42hv3zM
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YgNYK8Zky
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ2UBjEgMi
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktjqDSq4Md
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuvQBBj93m
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnsbQ4k8hp
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPvuebagHv
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可惡！連手機也沒電！512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJSwpY0wL8
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JC1geC0H2
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxU5xECZtO
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fF29LFJES
我仍然有呀怡．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZi6IZx8JO
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電話沒電。512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsoXqtqaLq
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xwb9dUTbn
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oOU8tz3ok
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第６次撥號，終於通了512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5qmKwQOvS
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaFIEXit9c
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpOOM9B9VQ
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWXXJqnhfb
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJSPYTIXd5
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsPktxD0BR
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXlso7CCTA
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAKMeIIc1v
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEv5G4MEbi
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbktgQLKbUt
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OW3ZfYy4I
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsOZ33x8bf
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fssb9kUfh
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7FXBKToLi
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7whbpAuEk
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「你．．等陣有野做？」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKwZ4GwhYX
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVXgOt5jQI
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJuV8Qqieh
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWsWbD9hPJ
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGO8KSm8HN
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWyfti6NOe
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EfDcTiAfa
我仔細想想，還是算了512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84YIBM0SnZ
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sf2XoIMWo
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuymVXjwwQ
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTpDms7TBH
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e5EiyNDBW
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkcpzFfe9w
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSzplFEsKG
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBPb5bLd7c
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB1N0q0YJy
我也只好乘巴士回家512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3iErXQwXk
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi6ZAvCTYE
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbrGyQGtf5
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回家後．．我不知如何開口512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWy1zGVBLT
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEvZwDY0OB
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEucPkOTGG
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12CBbckQBS
家人可說是我的死穴512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcjKZBJEPb
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj6tixQuvP
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzgHUCGdDX
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGy8jKsutZ
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很累．．我真很累512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe13cHHR7qE
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我躺在床上512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWfjbgS3Pr
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbzPh2BrSk
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNH2qJuTOD
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！512Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqyYsjK5xU
