I have hope for you. Hope that rises like the morning and flows like the spring. Little girl I have so much to show you. I have to help you be. I have to help you become. I have to help you step into yourself and step into the world. I can't leave you abandoned to the same forces that overtook me. I can't leave you abandoned to the materialism, the greed, and the apathy. Not when there's so much more and so much more beautiful. We are all running from a destiny and a heritage that is not healthy for us, is not healthy for the world. I don't know if these words mean anything. I don't know if these words ever will mean anything. If they'll ever become anything. But they're bubbling up inside me like water from a spring. And I have to get them out and let them fly into the world like birds being released from a cage.
You're meant for so much more than the empty hollowness of materialism and consumption. Your soul is hidden behind layers of fear. I long to lay it bare and help you see what lies within it. I'd love to help you see that you're so much more than what's quantifiable, so much deeper than infinity. I would love to run with you through the forest. I would spin with you through the meadows. I would tell stories with you. And philosophize. There is so many things to learn about love and unity. So many things that don't require consumption and wealth.
I want to teach you how to live a life beyond wealth. And I think I can. If only I get the chance to. I think at least I can plant the idea within you that there's something more, I think I can plant the seed. And maybe, hopefully it can grow strong. Hopefully it doesn't get choked out by the weeds.
I feel like I am just one person. But I am just one person that has hope. I wish I could give you the hope. I wish you could be my hope. You deserve liberation. Freedom from the tethers and ties of the illusionary world full of wealth and hierarchies. You deserve to feel how great liberation feels.
And I pray to God that one day you will.
You are taking up so much of my thoughts. So much of my worry. That I am unable to do anything else right now except worry about you. And you won't even understand why. You won't even realize why I am so worried. But I'm worried and I am besides myself in worry. And I hope that one day I don't have to worry about you anymore. That you can grow strong and brave and free. I don't know how well-founded that hope is. But all we have is hope so we will hold on to it. 244Please respect copyright.PENANAmLNubjuMaR
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