It seemed like a good idea at the time. I mean, I certainly had the motor function for it; I was certainly capable. And yet, there was something holding me back, as if the very handle that I gripped was gripping me as well, trying to restrain me from what I guessed was wrong.
I didn't feel anything when I stabbed them, promise. I know the media will tell you I was vicious and out for blood, but, I only did it because I could. It seemed like a good idea at the time.
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