嗰啲我曾經最討厭嘅課堂並冇隨著希洋嘅消失而改變,但自此之後,我都坐好喺度聽老師講,就好似以前嘅希洋咁樣。271Please respect copyright.PENANAaF81HKsyCr
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媽媽一直喺隔離睇住,所以我更加要扮成一個完美榜樣,唔好令人失望。只不過,可能喺根本上我同希洋嘅差距太大,無論我點樣扮到希洋咁聽話,都係冇人滿意。我冇辦法做到希洋咁。271Please respect copyright.PENANApoqXceDiJd
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然後,去到某一日——271Please respect copyright.PENANAlz28BrMZBJ
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「…呢個係咩嚟架。」我望住媽媽手上嘅鐵灰色環狀物。271Please respect copyright.PENANAt033fAUp3z
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「呢樣嘢會保護你,令你唔會變成希洋咁。」佢將嗰樣鐵灰色嘅物體圍喺我腳上面。271Please respect copyright.PENANAKntPDFfyGs
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「…我唔明,變成希洋咁?」我問。271Please respect copyright.PENANALsmqrjy7WQ
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腳部傳來喀嚓一聲嘅同時,我從體內深處發出強烈顫抖:「但係,我唔想要呢樣嘢…。」271Please respect copyright.PENANATpBCVcdA2x
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媽媽只係攬住我:「你乖啦,我已經冇咗希洋,唔可以連你都冇埋。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAGnY0mnLtkw
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「…對唔住。」雖然一句對唔住唔會令希洋返嚟。271Please respect copyright.PENANA6ig5zjwQpk
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「你要記住,你腳上面呢樣嘢係媽媽對你嘅愛,知唔知?」自從希洋消失之後,媽媽臉上首次有笑容。271Please respect copyright.PENANAnWLtrOWJvI
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似乎我對腳綁住呢樣嘢嘅話,會令媽媽開心啲。271Please respect copyright.PENANA8vUi8YzAbx
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所以我點頭:「…知道。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAu8kzKMbPcL
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佢笑得更關懷,將我擁入懷裏,好用力攬住我。271Please respect copyright.PENANAfejeK97Onw
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用力到我抖唔到氣。271Please respect copyright.PENANAufHLODKrPe
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「呢樣嘢就當係你累我冇咗希洋嘅懲罰…。」攬住我嗰陣,佢喺我耳邊講。271Please respect copyright.PENANAr7INZ0skpS
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由呢一日開始,個腳鐐就一直跟住我,唔單止咁,除咗紫悅一家,仲有嚟同我上堂嘅老師之外,我冇再見過其他人踏入我間房;而我都冇再踏出過大屋半步。271Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2Xh0WRzXW
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我嘅世界,得返窗外面嗰片狹窄嘅風景。271Please respect copyright.PENANAsyUTVMbGU3
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——我從回憶中清醒過來,完成練習簿上最後一題。271Please respect copyright.PENANAv74GszBbBz
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紫悅拍手說道:「辛苦你喇,之後就係三個鐘頭嘅歷史課。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAD2CgcCiEWT
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我嚇一驚:「你唔係話過只要我做晒啲練習,就唔使上歷史架咩?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAkkec5CfiT8
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「冇辦法,你媽媽話唔得,所以你都係要上。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAQMJMhOept6
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我低下頭,眼角快要有淚水滲出。271Please respect copyright.PENANA6aZPOht9kK
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「歷史老師好快會嚟,咁我地三個鐘頭之後見。」講完呢句紫悅就離開咗我間房。271Please respect copyright.PENANAZSZSfmaFk5
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以前嘅歷史課,因為有希洋喺度,所以時間過得好快;仲有老師問嘅所有問題,希洋都會幫我答啱晒。271Please respect copyright.PENANAciRAe5ZVAL
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不過,希洋已經唔再喺度。每次諗到呢個事實,眼淚都會不自控掉落,就好似失去希洋後無數個夜晚一樣。271Please respect copyright.PENANA80dHmdpI4x