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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhVjOqTjdX
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『嘩啦——』723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen56UroyRa
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「這都下多久了......」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwp0Yngouw
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iUXYlAgMb
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2w87OS0GP
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppMVJy5t9P
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS091by11G
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF8VavcZcx
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqDCijYVyl
『鈴——鈴——』723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGLzTwrKZn
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OHD8mNQKF
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS35zoftpij
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr5s4yF6fY
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTNPenxd3i
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwR7L52QwO
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvODZghYisz
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThEqeYwVOW
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05hgAQNSMo
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXSLbIIHqn
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YjGAxKfg1
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VD9DyYaqb
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93HVqbsDp1
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bNiStFB2x
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhsFvvBSoN
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cim3KNrCL
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB123vLu5MT
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWFmc5rG0S
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLCWprWPxi
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWzzKPyOiP
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW8hXVNTLf
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv7emMoTky
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mp8DYQ2GP
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBxhVeCFaO
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bMW5d06QB
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULXJ8OsjIG
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gv7no74Cn
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQoKdPWLhp
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrORIGch8MJ
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNkHGUe4sV
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFXAQVwWhu
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIW3unlP9s
「還會痛嗎？」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmupnbOh9K
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI0qF7EBvM
「不會了，謝謝。」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H87FDXqZz
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwjxVC9JvQ
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNnKG9yYUF
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0JU9aQPr7
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsMPR7yenW
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcqSUImavT
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5N6CfAbz3
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah2DKxdRFg
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGK0w4t2Yc
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvNNwpf0dJ
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2dktoQepA
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWeUOw14MJ
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UFKePxILI
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCngW2R0InM
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooGzhEHE8r
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO7u6pzSOa
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH86a0BRr40
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBc1EqBIrQ
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pIZICi8pa
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC8oPdvaio
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdWgXHXjpi
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK9QQGqtkB
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2Q666ZzBH
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7tqOl3sXe
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc7vfkyU6i
「也是。」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArYugFKMr8
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我只是在逃避。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOur7sNNYy
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODBBt6oc34
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3KjtW1clo
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC5siloUXT
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPIqHlk2UE
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEpW31oVPn
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eIiRCEGnD
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDwwIXcSRT
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TZJiA8Tn9
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8OuA94qBx
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7krqUl5wW
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQRZQEnCmA
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXChUHrVRb7
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqgUKEr9Ph
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15oxgCXPVj
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfPGUzCIkW
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxWfBWfcmQ
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslM91VnPMk
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cD3ySQfrD
「別走！」
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpBwKiWXUY
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOi7Jsg26w
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg5gSbgwmK
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULUOUOUYul
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvovHFhAQx
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdIb02dbVp
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdVPIeUb3i
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bX2Z3NLfy
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHIc3TC942
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAddcShrGag
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaadZYOk0A
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTulfjP4SmN
「過來！」他對我喊著。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9PUp3juS6
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「不。」我退後了一步。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxNNy5QFKD
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjQRYyStrR
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwO1cDM3Ce
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAKhHdnhGE
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqqoJxmzF7
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ05saiZJD
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIf08lD3pW
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtfcRMfnx4
「我......」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWxFipdgAf
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnQ63IMqXP
「不要靠近我！」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMvQZQ8j5J
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPn7VZYyRI
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb42LvFeck0
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但是，我卻無法相信自己。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23jPcZVeO5
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rw69bMpV2
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「你是傻子嗎！」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHNuFHWKr4
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtpiWtsZVS
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「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuKaa0Ow2V
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrNABqTWJG
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT1LllV2vn
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像烈日的太陽一般。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4ohdbYlwR
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOpHcT4Fs2
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xVFzOjVD9
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIAkoN3Ccp
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbyGh9B1IT
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXkv7NIxsv
「我們回家，好嗎。」723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JBoxacXl4
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即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSd1p7Qge4
723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqikPHIECs
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvhpQjAWF3
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8wZkoyN4h
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0O8k3ArUa
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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