686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSuNUybbaN
連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhAGQcCDi0
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGfCP1fnAy
『嘩啦——』686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHMNYhyV6R
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3aiTP9rGH
「這都下多久了......」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzTJUc3i27
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoA9nbamnB
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLoIHdOgG2
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OokomesbJ
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvJs001VDo
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCeUNtY65Y
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwLNwTk4nq
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFzW3EbvoF
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg82BivzAz
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo2QklnNBg
『鈴——鈴——』686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OcdVOCiDs
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbMx80OKS6
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt5nzN0yAg
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Zd5L6TOT
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEBuRNTLPD
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67BOZlWPc4
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6if6cxXYr
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUPNFxthio
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHcxHK18ya
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC16G7I0sYt
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrqEWRAbEZ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5JPWbyQFm
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55oRgKBbFs
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUdXbhBntN
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2baB58hVNJ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCqUc0Gka8
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTto7tmSlJO
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1T5uGxmeF
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWCsrujLPZ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRhM2I9aQU
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaYX78q6JW
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiyzb86a7N
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCuFtVzud4
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn39mVEf1m
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAWAXZS0mJ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmrvbNgz3v
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMUinVcnc0
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvUnYbzgiK
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSZMFgUXdX
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynaPqUVlkE
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7C2IsRafu
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gjpSbNvVK
「還會痛嗎？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5WpDJUGtg
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k0BrlyvKV
「不會了，謝謝。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGAMisV70b
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV8eomIjcl
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskv6DpS3vX
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJOmXkVYua
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4v1BV5G12
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PpOZ95C0W
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdjkS45y0w
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6ZtUDbsek
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXZm9loK73
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVCcm2xsDv
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIGBIa2N3a
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIneuky7ZMf
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgYW2i3nZf
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetRzyTsq1W
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhRTOPryIx
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUnsH3Bug4
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZA6Z2Mnpy
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOgs0Huxgr
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLKjfx3nBZ
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRcJcBlaqX
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlZs3ZRTKw
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnrrwO6QpZ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnqjw0WWW7
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXEK7Pzpi9
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddHxRp5gAE
「也是。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK0oDSQMVl
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpUBUVy5cV
我只是在逃避。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o3EkSAJXr
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbD16LcfVz
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIUmcI44H0
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxVrygC7Eb
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0TbUMVO5S
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjyCuOhULP
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamLSrV72SL
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAE9tN3aEW
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGCynJpCW1
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3brbelgg1
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCQWi5K8b8
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KMz9JKGRl
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS1Z4icPUx
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexl9CPkBcg
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3QDctFoDv
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11lDcKRzZS
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhBFo6bl0X
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5szBYSlMtU
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0CNwKPxiO
「別走！」
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SAn6xVNv7
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJkfHrQw2N
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wjw7GV7Ov
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWW7zDWhVn
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBY0cFMZW3
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE518pvmO8z
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3bcjNUg5J
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1b8aRCpe8
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW7nMUqPMB
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF3I1ww2GZ
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8HqUornPz
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWialxJ0JU
「過來！」他對我喊著。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SoiwAnX8T
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwazwCQSJlm
「不。」我退後了一步。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGUqsudxXY
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXkoPrdpY0
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUVD438Sgs
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp29lutt3gI
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj7hMhAiyV
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPOQEwUhpg
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBlNGnX7cZ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNx8v9HkGM
「我......」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlL2gcMquh
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLnlBkY6hM
「不要靠近我！」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT2DW4Rvgl
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sDAUmIPE3
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xEF7fiLvx
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd92Fya5Teh
但是，我卻無法相信自己。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffCelSya6y
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60OU67Zhpt
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuCZ2w7PU0
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkmvytJDq9
「你是傻子嗎！」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDVK55C2OA
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wMpVvI706
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPsu2QbamH
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF7wamWSXf
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwObjh4jRT
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQyo9zrZSA
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFb1Yu2K2i
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsiyOQlheK
像烈日的太陽一般。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd8XFgqL12
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHLfpZNfPP
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH3LlHVHtz
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp4dOjUF0V
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFpjCXIZok
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuP6yPeX98
「我們回家，好嗎。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8su4yu01I1
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIcRB65gQO
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Iy6Z6Qxr
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS4myVMKed
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKbzaCdKeH
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJK7RtGOhm
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP0vYwXcKI
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuTUJUzt9S
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgnWwFw8BY
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFRoPl5oJG
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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