赤紅色的頭髮、金色的眼眸，比起其他同級生還要高一點的個子加上有點未消嬰兒肥的臉蛋。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAkoaBaM9x
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好想佔有。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptP6n2wbEH
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……擁有這種心情的我，很扭曲。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbY7g2bhZ5
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——這是關於水宮 耀，剛認識火樹光瀬的故事。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDt8EO0xOQ
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光瀬君是一個乖巧的孩子。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NwcXCBV3i
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我看得出來，他其實一點也不笨，他會偷偷把正確答案改成錯誤的然後讓我教導他，以讓我賺取這微薄的成就感，體貼的孩子，這是第一印象。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkigyHrEy1x
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他好像跟奈奈相處得不錯，果然還是同齡人比較有話題聊……但，算了吧，下次家教時就不帶上奈奈了，這樣比較好。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoidQ0cuIvM
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爸爸媽媽一直想把我送出國呢……家教只是一種拖延方法而已，還能撐多久呢？我很害怕，奈奈是個天才，我很害怕讓所有人失望，只能用僅存一點點的專長（其實根本算不上專長）來讓自己好受一些，找到自我存在的價值。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSII808fgL
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讀書、家教……怎麼辦呢，如果光瀬君哪天也變得不體貼不溫柔不顧及我的面子後，我的能力與自尊心就變得一無是處了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7E5sLe2BU
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我不能沒有光瀬君。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ifsh4pc9X
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支配與佔有慾，算不算一種愛呢？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dhibDLR1Q
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至少我認為爸爸媽媽是這樣愛我的。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxQMsd7OgP
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“水宮同學，妳這次的論文表現非常好。”121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjJfED3GCq
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“謝謝教授。”我環視了一下整間辦公室，教授把我叫過來就是為了誇讚我的論文嗎？不過這也讓我鬆了口氣，至少只要我努力，就永遠能當個優秀的乖小孩，“教授，我聽說你現在還受任當國中的教師是真的嗎？我想詢問一下關於教育業的問題。”121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYTld6Pg4w
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我眼前的這位教授，是專門被聘請來到大學演講的，他是一名非常優秀的教育學家，擁有不同於現代的理念，總是在台上或者新聞裡侃侃而談。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkybnJzGjg
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“啊……這種事情嗎，我可以慢慢告訴妳。”眼前的人推了推眼鏡，然後扯著領帶站起。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdX19dFbiz
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“謝謝您……欸？”121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx0ZXSvzPB
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眼前只有一片黑暗。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f10dqd33T
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我被吃掉了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50AxcNIar0
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被家人的期許、自我的信念、還有眼前的惡魔，禿鷹把我的骨頭當成牙籤剃了剃，至此我再無用處，我活著嗎？我數次問過自己，但無論我如果尖叫哭喊奮力蹬腿，都只是徒勞，他只差沒掐住我的脖子羞辱我了，眼中的水窪和氤氳也不知怎地直接蒸發，我弄丟了所有的，東西。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HU8JjXrgh
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現在的我只是乏人問津的殘次品。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzccjEC72Z
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沒有價值。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB7oSgsk2j
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數不清的罪孽，洗不乾淨的身軀。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT7ceVPi5x
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高尚的靈魂？……我沒有那種東西。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe6pxh7MHd
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我沒有崩潰，只是在想，美工刀是否能殺人？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4BEKvEH6s
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“姐姐……妳在寫什麼？”121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJSWhKBmJW
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啊，奈奈洗完澡進房間了啊。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeLRjPBNVN
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我回頭給了奈奈一個溫婉的笑容，輕聲告訴她只是給一個喜歡的朋友寫信而已，不是很重要。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIs0ZwzHMH
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“姐姐，我是來跟妳說明天我們考完試……”121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj70PXwpUBr
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“我知道，”她說的我們是指她和光瀬，“我會去恭喜你們考完。”121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5zT5ysSud
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奈奈開心的像個孩子（雖然她本來就是，不過也不小了），然後蹦蹦跳跳地回到房間。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lbIPmCigM
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我小心翼翼地疊好紙張，即使還沒寫完，也先放入信封袋內以免弄丟，隨意塞進一個抽屜，拖著臉頰開始想著，我該怎麼自刎……或是說，怎麼把它假裝成自刎。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLucnM3SS5
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我不能沒有光瀬君。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdBISwOuMN
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但我早已丟失了我自己。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg5oh7oZEN
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染滿鮮血的手啊……原來是我的。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuUhdGyIeO
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好痛，這就是活著的證明嗎？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKs3EsxUT9
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那男孩沒事吧？啊……不行，我開始耳鳴了。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aW5n7eKoT
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信，信沒寫完呢，給爸爸媽媽跟奈奈的根本還沒……給光瀬的也只寫了一半吧，有傳達到我的心意嗎？121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRPitgexGg
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我很喜歡你的，真的，你是第一個不會給我帶來壓力的人，所以……別看我這副懦弱的模樣。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR74dv7sHQ
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“光……瀬……？”121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiw3QrNEHD
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耳鳴太嚴重了，視線也開始模糊，不知道是豆大雨水還是光瀬淚水滴到我的頰上有些溫熱，我能感受到，他緊握住我蒼白卻沾滿鮮紅的手心，但意識已經開始剝離。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkoDSHNJCO
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啊……不用擔心達不到標準了，不用擔心是不是得照著爸爸媽媽的步調走了，也不用再想起那個可怖的夜晚……想點好的吧，例如，和光瀬君在櫻花樹下的相遇、與奈奈相處開心的時光。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlMHwVcoDC
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是啊，奈奈，我真怕妳也成為犧牲品。121Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0BpfW49ZI
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——我可憐的妹妹啊。
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