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No Plagiarism!sScpdNllap2IwQ5O8tmlposted on PENANA 14 July, 1914, Tuesday, Cloudy186Please respect copyright.PENANAhVcLVe8r7J
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When my son was a young boy, 8964 copyright protection182PENANAfZYLtUywxA 維尼
I took him into the city8964 copyright protection182PENANAC0KgL2SL1h 維尼
To see a marching band.8964 copyright protection182PENANA3Uh0gOo91j 維尼
I said, “Son, when you grew up,8964 copyright protection182PENANAudt3TYYuO5 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection182PENANAYP3qUMhKAS 維尼
The beaten and the damned?8964 copyright protection182PENANAvqAEjZOoMe 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection182PENANAGTAtw4iibM 維尼
The plan that they have made.8964 copyright protection182PENANAnn1kjMJeDY 維尼
Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection182PENANAA3bapDQrVO 維尼
Because one day, I would leave you a phantom8964 copyright protection182PENANAXHb4dWDGv3 維尼
To lead you in the summer8964 copyright protection182PENANALk9xiQeYBZ 維尼
To join the black parade.”8964 copyright protection182PENANAT1CrxgKtMi 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAomxp5hrbzw
186Please respect copyright.PENANAxBPB2MgQei
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31 July, 1914, Friday, Foggy8964 copyright protection182PENANAkfCwLRbaSl 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAwNikOoPDmX
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It was time to leave my son,8964 copyright protection182PENANAUpCqHhO4mz 維尼
Although the sky was still dark.8964 copyright protection182PENANAxwBLMxQpy3 維尼
I saw that he was sleeping peacefully.8964 copyright protection182PENANAUftLSjo7ha 維尼
But how would he feel when he woke up and could not find me?8964 copyright protection182PENANApIH0GFGZgl 維尼
How would he feel when he was having dinner on his own?8964 copyright protection182PENANAx8fMvlIvIj 維尼
How would he feel when he had a nightmare and could not find me?8964 copyright protection182PENANAlhAlJikPKj 維尼
My wife, his mother, left us when she gave birth to him.8964 copyright protection182PENANAaKw3a9APJh 維尼
And no one was going to accompany him.8964 copyright protection182PENANAAERJ9ylQcE 維尼
He was just 10!8964 copyright protection182PENANAB5cXpp4hGG 維尼
He would be lonely if I left him!8964 copyright protection182PENANA7p0YosrpHg 維尼
Though I was just a poet with a short and weak body,8964 copyright protection182PENANAXAD6pq712a 維尼
I still had to protect, to defend, to fight for the country.8964 copyright protection182PENANAzzLGYcu8qE 維尼
God, please tell me, what should I do?8964 copyright protection182PENANAgAIMUL5axn 維尼
Would I die8964 copyright protection182PENANAgHq93jqnnm 維尼
Or stay alive?8964 copyright protection182PENANApCXL1zKrmv 維尼
Would my body be found if I died?8964 copyright protection182PENANAXeAtRCXAGs 維尼
So I could formally say belated goodbye and sorry to my son?8964 copyright protection182PENANA5DsqhSXVt6 維尼
Would I become a ghost if I died?8964 copyright protection182PENANAGxPvg8mOih 維尼
So I could accompany my son until the end?8964 copyright protection182PENANAqqWXVExITF 維尼
God, would you answer me?8964 copyright protection182PENANAOemtJVkeOG 維尼
God, I was so confused about the future.8964 copyright protection182PENANA3Gh0qAmGGF 維尼
I knew the war was nearly beginning.8964 copyright protection182PENANA2khKPHyUMX 維尼
“I would fight for the country.”8964 copyright protection182PENANAJAAyJitqB3 維尼
I remember, when I was young, I said it proudly to my dad,8964 copyright protection182PENANALbNGLlfkT1 維尼
And I wrote many poems, 8964 copyright protection182PENANAJQ8kB8dwoX 維尼
To tell my son to be brave,8964 copyright protection182PENANAhzrTr1RbVx 維尼
To be strong.8964 copyright protection182PENANADQHvFvXwfq 維尼
But I was afraid…8964 copyright protection182PENANAWS8XbG4jZ0 維尼
Afraid of dying in the war,8964 copyright protection182PENANAsLOlWypRAP 維尼
Just liked a loser.8964 copyright protection182PENANAiktCWZFhxG 維尼
God, father, my wife, my son, please forgive me…8964 copyright protection182PENANAy83wUqtQP4 維尼
Forgive my weakness!8964 copyright protection182PENANA4wgWmPgSXH 維尼
I knew I was not a good father8964 copyright protection182PENANA7hfCM37Qfe 維尼
Because I had to go to the war8964 copyright protection182PENANAZIBW7SgEcs 維尼
And I did not take on the responsibility of a father.8964 copyright protection182PENANAnNOoFoeTr3 維尼
All I could do was to leave this diary to you.8964 copyright protection182PENANAoFJ4d6tXvm 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAaNYqbrgc1g
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Son,8964 copyright protection182PENANAnD9XtQbeEn 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection182PENANAyinPcnAhdq 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection182PENANAOIn7zbJiOm 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAXExKu64gRP
186Please respect copyright.PENANA63gMQAhmDP
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1 August, 1914, Saturday, Sunny8964 copyright protection182PENANACOTPhdTrWs 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAwkPVFnV4CW
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Dad, where were you?8964 copyright protection182PENANASsYF8nSZ08 維尼
Where did you go?8964 copyright protection182PENANAeLT5bY77Wj 維尼
Why did you leave me?8964 copyright protection182PENANANOp94qP1pD 維尼
I was so scared!8964 copyright protection182PENANAIT3zI8ZX1M 維尼
Did I do something wrong?8964 copyright protection182PENANAfFI4FRA5wm 維尼
Therefore you left me?8964 copyright protection182PENANACRzlREh5wG 維尼
Dad, please, please come back.8964 copyright protection182PENANANCa0iZIxxh 維尼
I knew I had done many wrong things before.8964 copyright protection182PENANAZ5JuFU0JKd 維尼
But Dad, please, please do not hate me!8964 copyright protection182PENANAUMX8wCdcHX 維尼
Dad, 8964 copyright protection182PENANA9wP6RK1iP5 維尼
I swore, I would never go home late.8964 copyright protection182PENANArlEeDjzctQ 維尼
I swore, I would never forget to do any homework.8964 copyright protection182PENANALLsJGpnAMP 維尼
I swore, I would never fail the exam.8964 copyright protection182PENANAhUuo9zpl8G 維尼
I swore, I would never get into any trouble.8964 copyright protection182PENANARlMyAKKoSh 維尼
I swore, I would never do any wrong things.8964 copyright protection182PENANAi89VsUyqwf 維尼
So Dad, could you please come back to me?8964 copyright protection182PENANANbppF8jK0w 維尼
Did you know, when I looked outside the window,8964 copyright protection182PENANAu15LEJJBMc 維尼
The golden sunlight was shining on the marching band8964 copyright protection182PENANAWDGZtkR6JW 維尼
And the people who sang with them.8964 copyright protection182PENANAZuRSnK6rcP 維尼
I knew how passionate they were,8964 copyright protection182PENANA11zeqvBcdA 維尼
But I was not passionate,8964 copyright protection182PENANAcHtxaTL2B4 維尼
Because the sun could not get into my heart.8964 copyright protection182PENANA15whd7CvRC 維尼
Dad, you are my only sun.8964 copyright protection182PENANAxUDlAcDzcA 維尼
When you left me, 8964 copyright protection182PENANAdTs4uns30d 維尼
I could only see darkness.8964 copyright protection182PENANADpDf2cAcuH 維尼
I could only hear silence.8964 copyright protection182PENANAZgb6qEmdy1 維尼
I could only feel empty.8964 copyright protection182PENANAiaOB7ZvBQp 維尼
Dad, did you remember,8964 copyright protection182PENANAzjOW9tXuyx 維尼
Once I was sitting on a bench in the park, 8964 copyright protection182PENANAWJ3pJ7oWgF 維尼
Watching the leaves descend slowly and lightly,8964 copyright protection182PENANA3AVPruesjr 維尼
I asked you, “Dad, will you leave me just like the flower leaves the tree?”8964 copyright protection182PENANAxOvW3SCNv1 維尼
And you answered me just a simple word,8964 copyright protection182PENANAjD0DfS4Lww 維尼
No.8964 copyright protection182PENANApuQfJpautU 維尼
Dad, you told me not to lie,8964 copyright protection182PENANAmWp4ebP3N8 維尼
But why were you lying?8964 copyright protection182PENANAECCEJzbGYm 維尼
Dad, please come back.8964 copyright protection182PENANA3cIF7oc7wB 維尼
The roof was leaking,8964 copyright protection182PENANAv2gC7IpujU 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection182PENANAx0eLExGvkP 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection182PENANAirOYTv12a1 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection182PENANAVRobWPShtq 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection182PENANAvBuUIG43id 維尼
Things I saw become blurry,8964 copyright protection182PENANAEguFBF9WSy 維尼
But you were not here,8964 copyright protection182PENANAGakZDBcCrO 維尼
You could not fix it for me,8964 copyright protection182PENANAClcR7NIKAu 維尼
And I wanted to fix it,8964 copyright protection182PENANA8U9dc8vtJL 維尼
But I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection182PENANAEn2fxAayPT 維尼
I was not as tall as you, 8964 copyright protection182PENANAqOsrOQYXAu 維尼
I could not fix it myself.8964 copyright protection182PENANAS1KbZ7JxAw 維尼
Could you please come back?8964 copyright protection182PENANA7VGZDGRN1k 維尼
To help me fix the leaking roof?8964 copyright protection182PENANArf3giTzItl 維尼
I was so confused about the future,8964 copyright protection182PENANAeqfgCwc22l 維尼
I was so lost without you.8964 copyright protection182PENANA95IyRIKv4x 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANA4YO4xvjsKK
186Please respect copyright.PENANAokfG11id5x
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15 February, 1919, Saturday, Raining8964 copyright protection182PENANA5N4hQmkCKt 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAUfxMhKkdRJ
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In the morning,8964 copyright protection182PENANANyLEBchE3q 維尼
The doorbell rang,8964 copyright protection182PENANAfELNFu3EZU 維尼
And brought me back,8964 copyright protection182PENANAS1ozVQCiq3 維尼
From the memory with you,8964 copyright protection182PENANArQEwEUfS47 維尼
I opened the door,8964 copyright protection182PENANA4b7Y147RMA 維尼
And I saw an old man,8964 copyright protection182PENANAZ670vI3Vio 維尼
Wearing military uniform,8964 copyright protection182PENANAJLbcNVmWPp 維尼
Using a unchanged tone,8964 copyright protection182PENANAcZQMAiAwrd 維尼
Just liked a machine,8964 copyright protection182PENANAtXrN3dU892 維尼
To tell me about your death.8964 copyright protection182PENANA8eveaKqu6P 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAjHRD3BMfCm
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I then followed him to the hospital,8964 copyright protection182PENANAtbdri8eSSJ 維尼
But when I passed through the soldier,8964 copyright protection182PENANABYuL5WMkEk 維尼
That was guarding the door,8964 copyright protection182PENANAWzTEffY3Is 維尼
And went into your ward,8964 copyright protection182PENANAFGF8GHNFf1 維尼
The room was silence,8964 copyright protection182PENANAjZFsRMh353 維尼
I could only see a beautiful straight horizontal line,8964 copyright protection182PENANAHYL4PPCJv0 維尼
On a unknown machine,8964 copyright protection182PENANAJ6qObUFSRh 維尼
I walked next to you,8964 copyright protection182PENANAflYKNft5Rd 維尼
I saw your haggard face,8964 copyright protection182PENANATa79mMgEwQ 維尼
Without the smile you always shows me,8964 copyright protection182PENANAtiohc2xrND 維尼
And I opened your clenched fist,8964 copyright protection182PENANAyes9b87VBE 維尼
I tried to drag your hand,8964 copyright protection182PENANAFuMPPyF8vU 維尼
To feel your temperature,8964 copyright protection182PENANA0D6uEYsM41 維尼
To feel that you are with me,8964 copyright protection182PENANAUOi3CaPzly 維尼
Just liked what we did when I was small,8964 copyright protection182PENANAnakZhGuDJE 維尼
But now,8964 copyright protection182PENANAZpyRn6fVqf 維尼
It was cold,8964 copyright protection182PENANAHDCrd0n0ul 維尼
And stiff.8964 copyright protection182PENANA5EzYBJJ4Yn 維尼
And I saw a paper,8964 copyright protection182PENANAZbKQdjpOux 維尼
With some red dots on it,8964 copyright protection182PENANAkfXw7aiDmP 維尼
That you hold in your hand,8964 copyright protection182PENANAxUvYuODwlv 維尼
I picked it up,8964 copyright protection182PENANAsQopfUU5kH 維尼
And when I opened it,8964 copyright protection182PENANAUpOBIRsIEG 維尼
I saw the words you wrote on it.8964 copyright protection182PENANA8XyNiIQd6T 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAGaw9m5boZz
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“I tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection182PENANApUuD89XWhA 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection182PENANAa3mE84egQ3 維尼
I do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection182PENANAK4vPi7yXjB 維尼
But I want to be your perfect model.8964 copyright protection182PENANATB1OPVyXmT 維尼
I am not afraid to keep on living,8964 copyright protection182PENANAzDE0p5iL3X 維尼
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,8964 copyright protection182PENANARnn6n5pMqh 維尼
I know there is nothing I could say,8964 copyright protection182PENANAxIxoIchHUw 維尼
To change that I will leave you,8964 copyright protection182PENANANuROoCyHLE 維尼
But if I stay, will I be forgiven?8964 copyright protection182PENANAGJqh8YHT9W 維尼
Will things be better if I stay?8964 copyright protection182PENANABJgz1en2Tk 維尼
And son,8964 copyright protection182PENANAHuUK82wLhs 維尼
When my time comes,8964 copyright protection182PENANAreQhpIyKh1 維尼
Forget the wrong that I have done,8964 copyright protection182PENANALIeLsmYPtw 維尼
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed,8964 copyright protection182PENANAgIJZFNz2Dl 維尼
And do not resent me,8964 copyright protection182PENANAz6GliZbNw2 維尼
And when you are feeling empty,8964 copyright protection182PENANAyiTms7gM8K 維尼
Keep me in your memory,8964 copyright protection182PENANAfe3g0ZBcnX 維尼
Leave out all the rest,8964 copyright protection182PENANAuysbmSYtG3 維尼
Just leave out all the rest.”8964 copyright protection182PENANA6cNE75PMU7 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAUijp0QhlU8
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I gently wiped the invisible sand in your eyes,8964 copyright protection182PENANAGkBWP8SF5t 維尼
And I finally saw your clear eyes,8964 copyright protection182PENANA8XkOS1BQio 維尼
through the window of the soul,8964 copyright protection182PENANAYnqcXngN0F 維尼
I could feel lost,8964 copyright protection182PENANAhRanvT8qIa 維尼
And tired,8964 copyright protection182PENANA47sDZcfV0n 維尼
And lonely,8964 copyright protection182PENANA1Kd5r9rNYG 維尼
And compunction,8964 copyright protection182PENANAOJysXfoBAY 維尼
And grieved,8964 copyright protection182PENANA0vkQoIoqpe 維尼
And hurt.8964 copyright protection182PENANAEUxLs13YwP 維尼
I then slightly pulled your eyelid down,8964 copyright protection182PENANAladcToYsTW 維尼
To let you sleep peacefully,8964 copyright protection182PENANAshbHY2ckiC 維尼
But more,8964 copyright protection182PENANAS7FhHrkAHU 維尼
It was to let me not feel those feelings,8964 copyright protection182PENANA4vUW6BV62K 維尼
Those feelings were knives that stab my heart,8964 copyright protection182PENANAlJxGQYcucN 維尼
It was so painful.8964 copyright protection182PENANAmvBfzcDXZv 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAioi7Z4A1pQ
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection182PENANA6Sxmj5EjXw 維尼
I also tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection182PENANApAKADQLYuc 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection182PENANAfsiZunfptr 維尼
I also do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection182PENANAiNR8mM4KpM 維尼
But I do not want you to worry about me anymore.8964 copyright protection182PENANA23x5Bqn2L2 維尼
However, 8964 copyright protection182PENANA3M4EWzfh4I 維尼
You are just a man,8964 copyright protection182PENANAYZ32D4bb1u 維尼
Not a hero,8964 copyright protection182PENANAwELZs7FKSk 維尼
And I am just a boy,8964 copyright protection182PENANA3eqyx1X26G 維尼
Not a saviour,8964 copyright protection182PENANAALcGu79gbE 維尼
Both of us do not need to be perfect,8964 copyright protection182PENANAvjbDGY6tTZ 維尼
Or maybe things would be better if we admit,8964 copyright protection182PENANAVecAygymW8 維尼
And accept our imperfections,8964 copyright protection182PENANAV1x5YSKWAz 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAWpYZCw7YfV
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection182PENANADl6jXxf0ba 維尼
I knew you are sleeping,8964 copyright protection182PENANA1aZzPKZSQi 維尼
Because you were so tired,8964 copyright protection182PENANAMi5vKwuLHS 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection182PENANABRcBukEFE9 維尼
So your memory would carry on,8964 copyright protection182PENANAqf4bl5vBtZ 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection182PENANAWyEx62Lvrv 維尼
Because I could take care myself now,8964 copyright protection182PENANA6mh4yx3mFm 維尼
So you could continue to rest,8964 copyright protection182PENANAspd3cEzX15 維尼
And did you know,8964 copyright protection182PENANAZQj7KsedDl 維尼
The roof was leaking again,8964 copyright protection182PENANABtHZbag0od 維尼
Same as five years ago,8964 copyright protection182PENANAeRg4oP0Knl 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection182PENANAiMI6CridxV 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection182PENANAjOGNmTNoRN 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection182PENANAhjNCrmOYHO 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection182PENANAlHvuC5xNoQ 維尼
Although I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection182PENANAUhmzHEUz6D 維尼
I was not as tall as you,8964 copyright protection182PENANAd7IBmSTAXY 維尼
But you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection182PENANACyTsLPtlAg 維尼
Because I could still fix it myself.8964 copyright protection182PENANAVVbPwa5Ck0 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAfsrRxkPVOv
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection182PENANAgAHJqd5azt 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection182PENANA2EAJJCJ13P 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection182PENANA9r11c6Y5Hk 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAdF1yqgyMU2
186Please respect copyright.PENANAeH7VnumAWS
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12 June, 1936, Sunny8964 copyright protection182PENANA5Xa9b1pjB2 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANA0W0GFML5MP
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At night,8964 copyright protection182PENANAiRZtUSMT9k 維尼
When I arrived home after working,8964 copyright protection182PENANAEN5xSYS0GB 維尼
My son was waiting behind the door,8964 copyright protection182PENANAAKxjoD66o4 維尼
And asked me excitedly, 8964 copyright protection182PENANAPgpGpWYaiB 維尼
To tell him the most memorable thing in my childhood8964 copyright protection182PENANAIL3IL94DfF 維尼
For his life education homework,8964 copyright protection182PENANA3fG0co27Fp 維尼
I then looked at the thick old diary on his desk,8964 copyright protection182PENANA66tgVw0732 維尼
Which I gave him as his birthday present,8964 copyright protection182PENANAblHBlXDa8E 維尼
My mind then flashed back,8964 copyright protection182PENANAP8kvkpb4YN 維尼
To the summer when I was 10,8964 copyright protection182PENANAvkU4NaAcqD 維尼
And I said,8964 copyright protection182PENANAs6s0JCFLpO 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAIIjmKmAsu5
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“When I was a young boy,8964 copyright protection182PENANAPb5DRqRe8f 維尼
My father took me into the city,8964 copyright protection182PENANADGsua58yZ6 維尼
To see a marching band,8964 copyright protection182PENANArAL9m0dy4B 維尼
He said, "Son, when you grow up,8964 copyright protection182PENANAw2qLmRpXrX 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection182PENANAqaxjFLiM9d 維尼
The beaten and the damned?"8964 copyright protection182PENANAvvfrqwlkpC 維尼
He said, "Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection182PENANA5MWjjp1YAs 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection182PENANAj6UCDOBzwA 維尼
The plans that they have made?"8964 copyright protection182PENANAhY4abc1ATw 維尼
"Because one day, I would leave you a phantom,8964 copyright protection182PENANAh4YDvBYARc 維尼
To lead you in the summer,8964 copyright protection182PENANAbE0WQXL6PM 維尼
To join the black parade"”8964 copyright protection182PENANArjpUGaP4iQ 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAq3NJYA0u0U
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