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No Plagiarism!opDVxZLLGsyakaIgsaTsposted on PENANA 14 July, 1914, Tuesday, Cloudy181Please respect copyright.PENANAZSqfiX2675
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When my son was a young boy, 8964 copyright protection177PENANAK2h07TW78W 維尼
I took him into the city8964 copyright protection177PENANAPvOxOH545m 維尼
To see a marching band.8964 copyright protection177PENANAYMYQyvoRil 維尼
I said, “Son, when you grew up,8964 copyright protection177PENANAQ4wNDBYDU3 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection177PENANA2e3AfQeVl1 維尼
The beaten and the damned?8964 copyright protection177PENANAowz6LlX1QL 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection177PENANATAl1kUVV6e 維尼
The plan that they have made.8964 copyright protection177PENANAai6fcTx27V 維尼
Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection177PENANAuxdIpzPBea 維尼
Because one day, I would leave you a phantom8964 copyright protection177PENANAaeqWLcW223 維尼
To lead you in the summer8964 copyright protection177PENANAHlmWV8aP5Z 維尼
To join the black parade.”8964 copyright protection177PENANATJaJCwiFqL 維尼
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31 July, 1914, Friday, Foggy8964 copyright protection177PENANA12qohKCPWl 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAo4zLJ0cwZd
8964 copyright protection177PENANAQ7dJNBLAy5 維尼
It was time to leave my son,8964 copyright protection177PENANAMbFKBz4Dru 維尼
Although the sky was still dark.8964 copyright protection177PENANAk1jYVUf0U6 維尼
I saw that he was sleeping peacefully.8964 copyright protection177PENANAmF1vG1wnYs 維尼
But how would he feel when he woke up and could not find me?8964 copyright protection177PENANAyKpOHstgJL 維尼
How would he feel when he was having dinner on his own?8964 copyright protection177PENANApUOG48Wpef 維尼
How would he feel when he had a nightmare and could not find me?8964 copyright protection177PENANAZ5y95kx0xD 維尼
My wife, his mother, left us when she gave birth to him.8964 copyright protection177PENANAOXlhAbXKYo 維尼
And no one was going to accompany him.8964 copyright protection177PENANAM26bTzHrB0 維尼
He was just 10!8964 copyright protection177PENANAVBChwgbzA6 維尼
He would be lonely if I left him!8964 copyright protection177PENANAGGOjdOwUjf 維尼
Though I was just a poet with a short and weak body,8964 copyright protection177PENANATwqqkjB9Sc 維尼
I still had to protect, to defend, to fight for the country.8964 copyright protection177PENANAXDlJwLMCnZ 維尼
God, please tell me, what should I do?8964 copyright protection177PENANA1YPKWHt7o4 維尼
Would I die8964 copyright protection177PENANAyY2QvydMiA 維尼
Or stay alive?8964 copyright protection177PENANAiEPlk9leef 維尼
Would my body be found if I died?8964 copyright protection177PENANAjShkuEV9vD 維尼
So I could formally say belated goodbye and sorry to my son?8964 copyright protection177PENANAZ4CsTzfmeH 維尼
Would I become a ghost if I died?8964 copyright protection177PENANAGNQGrtRPKX 維尼
So I could accompany my son until the end?8964 copyright protection177PENANAfbhJflUoWK 維尼
God, would you answer me?8964 copyright protection177PENANAYWAHNTyJt5 維尼
God, I was so confused about the future.8964 copyright protection177PENANAXhSL2qZXn2 維尼
I knew the war was nearly beginning.8964 copyright protection177PENANAeeuqlLPJLo 維尼
“I would fight for the country.”8964 copyright protection177PENANAbRGr6KZD9w 維尼
I remember, when I was young, I said it proudly to my dad,8964 copyright protection177PENANAEaoRWzPhx7 維尼
And I wrote many poems, 8964 copyright protection177PENANA1NdwdfU86x 維尼
To tell my son to be brave,8964 copyright protection177PENANAWlrdRtR5gW 維尼
To be strong.8964 copyright protection177PENANAR5AoHYdV9K 維尼
But I was afraid…8964 copyright protection177PENANAPFh1ecwATL 維尼
Afraid of dying in the war,8964 copyright protection177PENANAcYTOgIayNW 維尼
Just liked a loser.8964 copyright protection177PENANA9a2tF6ZNzm 維尼
God, father, my wife, my son, please forgive me…8964 copyright protection177PENANAzB1JU9DcYz 維尼
Forgive my weakness!8964 copyright protection177PENANASzwIRikQA5 維尼
I knew I was not a good father8964 copyright protection177PENANA4VYIg67erv 維尼
Because I had to go to the war8964 copyright protection177PENANANcxhOO8hvx 維尼
And I did not take on the responsibility of a father.8964 copyright protection177PENANAuLKWPboJlM 維尼
All I could do was to leave this diary to you.8964 copyright protection177PENANAO5hayVCU39 維尼
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Son,8964 copyright protection177PENANALbgpSxUkT1 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection177PENANAZagLdwXLRw 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection177PENANAk4c6MikpkW 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ6y3n0PJc
181Please respect copyright.PENANAMIvJ4HfIUe
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1 August, 1914, Saturday, Sunny8964 copyright protection177PENANArILxGyMDQZ 維尼
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Dad, where were you?8964 copyright protection177PENANA1uLKziIr5N 維尼
Where did you go?8964 copyright protection177PENANAFF2Rww3AwJ 維尼
Why did you leave me?8964 copyright protection177PENANAJn4CvcGId5 維尼
I was so scared!8964 copyright protection177PENANAMfIIqNyTK4 維尼
Did I do something wrong?8964 copyright protection177PENANA3U2ohqOio6 維尼
Therefore you left me?8964 copyright protection177PENANAyAywGZPWwN 維尼
Dad, please, please come back.8964 copyright protection177PENANAdgZbHKp17J 維尼
I knew I had done many wrong things before.8964 copyright protection177PENANAkvTUrwoqyg 維尼
But Dad, please, please do not hate me!8964 copyright protection177PENANAA8kShoIreT 維尼
Dad, 8964 copyright protection177PENANARyKX0i9Isr 維尼
I swore, I would never go home late.8964 copyright protection177PENANAvJPebbHtBt 維尼
I swore, I would never forget to do any homework.8964 copyright protection177PENANAMTdOAkreXL 維尼
I swore, I would never fail the exam.8964 copyright protection177PENANAGNAw1sKe52 維尼
I swore, I would never get into any trouble.8964 copyright protection177PENANAI2LZZ86vLj 維尼
I swore, I would never do any wrong things.8964 copyright protection177PENANAUYYgVJJoHK 維尼
So Dad, could you please come back to me?8964 copyright protection177PENANA1GjWTjDw2o 維尼
Did you know, when I looked outside the window,8964 copyright protection177PENANADLidW6b4oV 維尼
The golden sunlight was shining on the marching band8964 copyright protection177PENANARE7UaczV1S 維尼
And the people who sang with them.8964 copyright protection177PENANAaxke3CX3Ap 維尼
I knew how passionate they were,8964 copyright protection177PENANAtCQmyGjqHd 維尼
But I was not passionate,8964 copyright protection177PENANAiMJAbsz3gh 維尼
Because the sun could not get into my heart.8964 copyright protection177PENANAFRuZRQzoUz 維尼
Dad, you are my only sun.8964 copyright protection177PENANACh9w87U36p 維尼
When you left me, 8964 copyright protection177PENANA3I8qwTG1E9 維尼
I could only see darkness.8964 copyright protection177PENANALjNpZcvvUq 維尼
I could only hear silence.8964 copyright protection177PENANAEFDfKrzLaA 維尼
I could only feel empty.8964 copyright protection177PENANAdu09R3bern 維尼
Dad, did you remember,8964 copyright protection177PENANAa6SJqyChDw 維尼
Once I was sitting on a bench in the park, 8964 copyright protection177PENANAqasovneC5D 維尼
Watching the leaves descend slowly and lightly,8964 copyright protection177PENANASiejtbHKpR 維尼
I asked you, “Dad, will you leave me just like the flower leaves the tree?”8964 copyright protection177PENANA2P6blMdVje 維尼
And you answered me just a simple word,8964 copyright protection177PENANArAW2juchk7 維尼
No.8964 copyright protection177PENANA5RkTDbl7yo 維尼
Dad, you told me not to lie,8964 copyright protection177PENANACSO0wmXbYe 維尼
But why were you lying?8964 copyright protection177PENANAYZIXSj9EBc 維尼
Dad, please come back.8964 copyright protection177PENANAlXdvhRRnmI 維尼
The roof was leaking,8964 copyright protection177PENANA8hlkHbfV3m 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection177PENANA4i2e6avZWJ 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection177PENANAWanRaAFG3M 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection177PENANAb0b99IYaW3 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection177PENANA6zUcZHUEps 維尼
Things I saw become blurry,8964 copyright protection177PENANAP22GinQOy4 維尼
But you were not here,8964 copyright protection177PENANAmdyeHrNe0a 維尼
You could not fix it for me,8964 copyright protection177PENANAQrsBAnIGfb 維尼
And I wanted to fix it,8964 copyright protection177PENANAW95trcSEmW 維尼
But I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection177PENANAsNDTIi5WWb 維尼
I was not as tall as you, 8964 copyright protection177PENANAASlfQU7G8u 維尼
I could not fix it myself.8964 copyright protection177PENANAUUwzrWIVtV 維尼
Could you please come back?8964 copyright protection177PENANAhgwV81DeTG 維尼
To help me fix the leaking roof?8964 copyright protection177PENANAhneXr2t8CI 維尼
I was so confused about the future,8964 copyright protection177PENANAq48rldo243 維尼
I was so lost without you.8964 copyright protection177PENANAp3S2THmrhi 維尼
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15 February, 1919, Saturday, Raining8964 copyright protection177PENANAho1P7Z6jj4 維尼
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In the morning,8964 copyright protection177PENANAnS3viCYA5k 維尼
The doorbell rang,8964 copyright protection177PENANAquUJ5aFZim 維尼
And brought me back,8964 copyright protection177PENANAplJwM1PYDl 維尼
From the memory with you,8964 copyright protection177PENANAn7IaSiy0i7 維尼
I opened the door,8964 copyright protection177PENANANJymVyYnzN 維尼
And I saw an old man,8964 copyright protection177PENANAzzsR5tw7Oo 維尼
Wearing military uniform,8964 copyright protection177PENANAn9pVGXoclL 維尼
Using a unchanged tone,8964 copyright protection177PENANAAGrnlUmyS7 維尼
Just liked a machine,8964 copyright protection177PENANA2IgQ9dYaNh 維尼
To tell me about your death.8964 copyright protection177PENANAptZJehoCk4 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAPcDFuPG7Fo
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I then followed him to the hospital,8964 copyright protection177PENANAOl75D9nq0h 維尼
But when I passed through the soldier,8964 copyright protection177PENANAMrfv29xYyC 維尼
That was guarding the door,8964 copyright protection177PENANAq6IWbe6tli 維尼
And went into your ward,8964 copyright protection177PENANAwKpBKDkVG7 維尼
The room was silence,8964 copyright protection177PENANApzEXP2hBWE 維尼
I could only see a beautiful straight horizontal line,8964 copyright protection177PENANAkFdr8oF9Kz 維尼
On a unknown machine,8964 copyright protection177PENANAYS1GGfX1MZ 維尼
I walked next to you,8964 copyright protection177PENANAeACszKMyLQ 維尼
I saw your haggard face,8964 copyright protection177PENANARLYclTc0HR 維尼
Without the smile you always shows me,8964 copyright protection177PENANAV5DZLwo1kS 維尼
And I opened your clenched fist,8964 copyright protection177PENANAEXvvdprXC4 維尼
I tried to drag your hand,8964 copyright protection177PENANAaUZI7UGL93 維尼
To feel your temperature,8964 copyright protection177PENANAVxrDUuTyKe 維尼
To feel that you are with me,8964 copyright protection177PENANAKkXeFP8a5S 維尼
Just liked what we did when I was small,8964 copyright protection177PENANAT012aHrzxH 維尼
But now,8964 copyright protection177PENANAkhMfSLCzH5 維尼
It was cold,8964 copyright protection177PENANAbVBru3NOCc 維尼
And stiff.8964 copyright protection177PENANAkzDk551eRk 維尼
And I saw a paper,8964 copyright protection177PENANAPAhr3UL4dw 維尼
With some red dots on it,8964 copyright protection177PENANACrOInTPoOw 維尼
That you hold in your hand,8964 copyright protection177PENANAYEe2FFyIbg 維尼
I picked it up,8964 copyright protection177PENANACG9vahwZX3 維尼
And when I opened it,8964 copyright protection177PENANAbxap90LT36 維尼
I saw the words you wrote on it.8964 copyright protection177PENANAED5wvwEcU5 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAMVI8Z08x3d
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“I tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection177PENANA6MqlxyTvB0 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection177PENANADDCQAijAgv 維尼
I do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection177PENANAmKr0SCNROd 維尼
But I want to be your perfect model.8964 copyright protection177PENANAQtObpBhooZ 維尼
I am not afraid to keep on living,8964 copyright protection177PENANALDBARqV73L 維尼
I am not afraid to walk this world alone,8964 copyright protection177PENANAqmhdrzcfgV 維尼
I know there is nothing I could say,8964 copyright protection177PENANAnEcKRoqRdq 維尼
To change that I will leave you,8964 copyright protection177PENANAAP3yMr9jyA 維尼
But if I stay, will I be forgiven?8964 copyright protection177PENANA595BYhtDYd 維尼
Will things be better if I stay?8964 copyright protection177PENANAgLZH3XnVLt 維尼
And son,8964 copyright protection177PENANAK2aajjUYd9 維尼
When my time comes,8964 copyright protection177PENANAduqgSW4Phf 維尼
Forget the wrong that I have done,8964 copyright protection177PENANAZWQQUNUPzw 維尼
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed,8964 copyright protection177PENANAzPvcdtPF7h 維尼
And do not resent me,8964 copyright protection177PENANAr6nQZ1pyTg 維尼
And when you are feeling empty,8964 copyright protection177PENANAR2heEuIaqA 維尼
Keep me in your memory,8964 copyright protection177PENANACjgosvOe0C 維尼
Leave out all the rest,8964 copyright protection177PENANAWv0RAns4u2 維尼
Just leave out all the rest.”8964 copyright protection177PENANAB2nc9zf0uW 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAtoM6B3TJ8n
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I gently wiped the invisible sand in your eyes,8964 copyright protection177PENANA4X3p1OBXmD 維尼
And I finally saw your clear eyes,8964 copyright protection177PENANAxGfADdqCcN 維尼
through the window of the soul,8964 copyright protection177PENANATLEaGvEB5y 維尼
I could feel lost,8964 copyright protection177PENANAUNayNmOFwu 維尼
And tired,8964 copyright protection177PENANAa7iuwYdPY6 維尼
And lonely,8964 copyright protection177PENANAOquk8vUEV3 維尼
And compunction,8964 copyright protection177PENANAGHpNvz7yCQ 維尼
And grieved,8964 copyright protection177PENANApIK18ssycR 維尼
And hurt.8964 copyright protection177PENANAbcI11bzpHF 維尼
I then slightly pulled your eyelid down,8964 copyright protection177PENANAcn71EJ9D85 維尼
To let you sleep peacefully,8964 copyright protection177PENANAm3cKbxgaal 維尼
But more,8964 copyright protection177PENANAQGvdLBGDUG 維尼
It was to let me not feel those feelings,8964 copyright protection177PENANAXG0WGZtNK9 維尼
Those feelings were knives that stab my heart,8964 copyright protection177PENANAhJGkLwuE07 維尼
It was so painful.8964 copyright protection177PENANAfEA8LKbNmX 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAQW3KdIXryX
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection177PENANAMb9ooE3l6t 維尼
I also tried to be perfect,8964 copyright protection177PENANA741NiWv2RN 維尼
But nothing was worth it,8964 copyright protection177PENANAHJdByUK67Z 維尼
I also do not believe it makes me real,8964 copyright protection177PENANALnrnU37bmP 維尼
But I do not want you to worry about me anymore.8964 copyright protection177PENANA5nzzTIZ7fT 維尼
However, 8964 copyright protection177PENANAk8QF25jjwO 維尼
You are just a man,8964 copyright protection177PENANAmMoIG2ePFM 維尼
Not a hero,8964 copyright protection177PENANAfWKarE2R87 維尼
And I am just a boy,8964 copyright protection177PENANAW8jIeduSg5 維尼
Not a saviour,8964 copyright protection177PENANAPnymVYVWK8 維尼
Both of us do not need to be perfect,8964 copyright protection177PENANArkuaULOSwW 維尼
Or maybe things would be better if we admit,8964 copyright protection177PENANAgvjlyp9OMz 維尼
And accept our imperfections,8964 copyright protection177PENANA95ArXcwZuP 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANADoFmMe3tCq
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection177PENANAlcn4EIpWK3 維尼
I knew you are sleeping,8964 copyright protection177PENANAFNaDtJm8sd 維尼
Because you were so tired,8964 copyright protection177PENANA65kgtjKHzx 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection177PENANAXAtl2xyvqT 維尼
So your memory would carry on,8964 copyright protection177PENANA9Ulfz8163y 維尼
And you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection177PENANAdUNnaEvzNH 維尼
Because I could take care myself now,8964 copyright protection177PENANAO4D01pBwmy 維尼
So you could continue to rest,8964 copyright protection177PENANAmVy1bM6YN6 維尼
And did you know,8964 copyright protection177PENANA6rYXfRzrE1 維尼
The roof was leaking again,8964 copyright protection177PENANAOLfyp10o2V 維尼
Same as five years ago,8964 copyright protection177PENANA4oZ1DL6T8d 維尼
The water dropped on the diary,8964 copyright protection177PENANA05rMZZeTKx 維尼
The pages became wet,8964 copyright protection177PENANADNizNGKPoq 維尼
And words became vague,8964 copyright protection177PENANAl5ATSkB6vq 維尼
And the water dropped in my eyes,8964 copyright protection177PENANA6acnn9SEv0 維尼
Although I was not as strong as you,8964 copyright protection177PENANAjnJw9rsRrZ 維尼
I was not as tall as you,8964 copyright protection177PENANAcMR0ogYud2 維尼
But you did not need to wake up,8964 copyright protection177PENANAbeHxV8Onrg 維尼
Because I could still fix it myself.8964 copyright protection177PENANA2mxue3ya2X 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAYkiLgybiK4
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Dad, 8964 copyright protection177PENANA4fRVSdRLvu 維尼
The night was so long,8964 copyright protection177PENANAgPjuDlnpjX 維尼
And goodnight.8964 copyright protection177PENANAPvHKmG4vIO 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAh4DMZHiDPn
181Please respect copyright.PENANAyATqbX0r85
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12 June, 1936, Sunny8964 copyright protection177PENANAT6okxrj2fl 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAlQFnzsQD0h
8964 copyright protection177PENANAJIz3pT4rCJ 維尼
At night,8964 copyright protection177PENANAK69MKAITYl 維尼
When I arrived home after working,8964 copyright protection177PENANAeMDgHoIDl3 維尼
My son was waiting behind the door,8964 copyright protection177PENANAlMXnWm4sub 維尼
And asked me excitedly, 8964 copyright protection177PENANArjNqcAFRa2 維尼
To tell him the most memorable thing in my childhood8964 copyright protection177PENANAI7zgxQslFa 維尼
For his life education homework,8964 copyright protection177PENANAXbklfIR0Zk 維尼
I then looked at the thick old diary on his desk,8964 copyright protection177PENANA7LtYh4SGEY 維尼
Which I gave him as his birthday present,8964 copyright protection177PENANAtAuAqqS5TI 維尼
My mind then flashed back,8964 copyright protection177PENANAGopfMPCSxh 維尼
To the summer when I was 10,8964 copyright protection177PENANAJ99fCTQAZq 維尼
And I said,8964 copyright protection177PENANAJduPUDblNd 維尼
181Please respect copyright.PENANAtXqRLqRRzI
8964 copyright protection177PENANAfEYdINuRaU 維尼
“When I was a young boy,8964 copyright protection177PENANAXu1drq47dU 維尼
My father took me into the city,8964 copyright protection177PENANAc5mDh1mTa8 維尼
To see a marching band,8964 copyright protection177PENANAJGIK7JKjH6 維尼
He said, "Son, when you grow up,8964 copyright protection177PENANAPijNTAgmh8 維尼
Would you be the saviour of the broken,8964 copyright protection177PENANAjVkBLyxBJD 維尼
The beaten and the damned?"8964 copyright protection177PENANAqyhPzBPCZQ 維尼
He said, "Would you defeat them?8964 copyright protection177PENANAsYob0Pin7k 維尼
Your demons, and all the non-believers,8964 copyright protection177PENANAPkV7l3Pg3X 維尼
The plans that they have made?"8964 copyright protection177PENANAz1n8E6t7qo 維尼
"Because one day, I would leave you a phantom,8964 copyright protection177PENANAO9YOkRpq2V 維尼
To lead you in the summer,8964 copyright protection177PENANAcibzitJ2e2 維尼
To join the black parade"”8964 copyright protection177PENANA7GPQygxx39 維尼
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181Please respect copyright.PENANAFkJUopgEeq
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