It's time to accept it.

My nightmares have become my obsession.

His name is Jase Deriek.

A dangerous, secretive boy in the back of my psychology class.

Darkness swarmed around him like he was the center of the hurricane, and I hadn't noticed him.

Until he saw me.

The moment he flashed me his dangerous smile... I just knew.

I knew what he did, the things that he hid, and the people he hurt... but I couldn't look away.

I always told myself that there's nothing wrong with fire, just don't get too close or it will burn you.

But I was starved, craving the heat.

The dangers of Jase Deriek.

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“Beg for it. Beg for more.”

“I want it...” I whispered. “I want more.”

“Louder.”

“I want it! I want more! Give me more!”

He smiled darkly. “Good girl.”

*********

Surrounded by disgusting frat boys and obsessed creeps, Tessa Sparks struggles with her life through college after her high school sweetheart, Miles, left her years ago. The same boy who came back almost a decade later, showing himself at her old friend’s frat party.

And she just couldn’t resist.

Challenged by both her lifestyle and his, Tessa cannot resist the dangers of Miles... and her twisted desires... only he can satisfy.

She didn’t care how her life would end up. All she wanted was to be under him... with his belt in one hand, the other latched around her throat.

For he was the only one who could understand... her most dubious desires in the bedroom.

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NOW THAT YOU’RE HERE,

YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE

“Everywhere you go, I’ll be there. Every place when you think you’re alone, I’ll be in the shadows...

Because the moment you saw me, I noticed the look in your eyes...

The spark that no one else had ever seen.

I know you, Winter Evans, and I don’t intend to let you go.

Don’t be afraid, Snowflake,

Because you’re mine now.

And there’s nothing you can do about it.”

A heart of ice and a desire for blood... A city of frost and an ocean of red...

What would happen if a vampire and a snow angel clashed together? A boy who fed off her kind... and a girl who was the most powerful being in existence?

What if your dreams came to life... and you were left with nothing except for him?

Stained lips on her frosty skin...

Winter Evans fell in love with a vampire, and now he wouldn’t let her go.

This is all my books in order!!!!

“Love can be dangerous, Ray. And we both know,

YOU CRAVE DANGER.”

Dark… evil… demented…

That’s what Raven Magicae fell for…

The exact definition of monster.

In her nightmares, she’d dream of him standing over piles of dead bodies… eyes so dark they looked black… and he’d be smiling as his victim’s blood trailed from his lips… staining them a bitter red…

When he looked to her for the first time, she knew from the beginning that he wasn’t normal.

His eyes held no mercy.

Not even for her.

And now that Malachi had her life twined between his fingers…

All her nightmares would come true.

But deep inside the monster… was there a light…? Or was his soul completely covered in shadows?

She knew he was her captor… a monster… but she couldn’t control herself…

And she had to remind herself of who he really was…

But who was hereally?

(part of the enchanted realm)

DARK AND DANGEROUS...

Are the only things that can define Dante Hall.

He is the monster in your nightmares, he is the death that follows you endlessly, he is the darkness swarming the shadows.

I thought my life was broken after my soul had been crushed so many times...

But that's when he came.

And he's worse than feeling broken...

HE'S ADDICTING.

And you know what's worse...? When a man as dangerous as this decides he's fed up with you and whisks you away, promising you safety... in terms of what...?

I promise you it's something you won't expect.

I could be standing on deaths door...

But I can't stop.

He's too dangerous.

AND I LOVE IT.

(part of the daem realm)

He will give me what I want most in the world, but in return, he will kill me.

*******

Alpha Damon was the hottest, strongest, most infamous Alpha in the entire state of Maine, but he also had a weakness.

And only I knew it.

At just six years old, I made a blood pact with Damon. I was sad and upset after my father's recent passing, and in order to make me feel better, seven-year-old Damon made a blood pact with me; he promised me that he would protect me from harm, until we found my father's killer.

But that was before he found out what I was.

It has been years... years of us apart. Not until my fateful day came, and when my life was in danger, he finally showed himself.

That was when my life took a turn, I found out what he really wanted.

And this is where the hunt began.

***** this is part of The Crush Saga but is a side novel, this can be read whenever with or without reading The Crush Saga, although Damon and Winter's story is continued in The Crush Saga****

DANGER NEVER TASTED SO SWEET

******************

How to date a vampire?

I'll tell you!

You'll need to give him hugs, daily, and also... other things.

Oh, and blood. He needs blood.

How do I know?

My boyfriend's a vampire! Or at least I think.

He's very dark and brooding, but... I notice he loves sweet things. Why doesn't everyone else know that?

His blood is his coffee, he loves dumping sugar in it.

It's odd, but I don't judge! I can just get him chocolate.

So how to date a vampire?

Good question, I'm still learning.

Do you know Suki Quinn? No, she doesn't even know herself.

She has a bright heart with a dark soul... her blood thickened and savory, just every vampire's dream.

Every vampire had been hunting for the perfect meal, the bitter blood mixed with sweetness... and Suki was the definition of perfect blood.

That's when William came into the situation.

William Blaze, the boss at the publishing company Suki worked at.

He wouldn't be her boss for long, no.

He wouldn't allow anyone to get their slimy fingers on his dinner.

His dinner?

Yes, his dinner.

Blood and lust made his favorite meal.

**********originally "Once Bitten, I'm Smitten"**************

"You've wanted me for a while, huh?" he whispered, hands going lower and lower until I felt him in between my thighs.I arched my back as he started stroking me. So very gently."Have you wanted me?" he whispered."Yes," I told him. "I have. Please...."I felt him kneeling down in between my legs and lick me through my leggings, and I moaned, arching my back."How long have you wanted me?" he whispered as he licked."Years..." I cried softly, hands catching the sheets. "For years.""How much do you need me?" he asked."So much," I told him. "It hurts... Every time I stroke myself and come, it's never enough. It hurts.""How much do you need me, Aspen?" he asked me. "How much do you need your Ace?""I need you..." I cried softly as he kept licking. "I need you so much it hurts...."Aspen Campbell wants to protect the things she loves, but she wasn't sure if she could keep her ex boyfriend out of her life anymore; not when it was summer break and they were moving to the same college next semester, and Ace wanted to meet. What game would he play? She wasn't sure if she could resist the temptation to win.

(if you want more of the story, please let me know. I finished this book a while ago, and I will add more chapters if people are interested)

RUN TO THE POLICE, THEY WON’T BELIEVE YOU.

RUN TO YOUR FRIEND’S HOUSE, I’LL FIND YOU.

RUN ALL YOU WANT, LILY. I’M FASTER.

Crap.

I can’t believe he caught me staring again…

He has that smile… The one that dared me to escape him…

I should hate him. He’s a liar, murderer…

I don’t trust him.

Yet some part of me… wants to…

And he knows.

He’s crazy.

Completely insane.

And I don’t know how to rid myself of him… because every time I run… He catches me…

I tried to fight him once, I did... but I lost... He only pressed me to him so I couldn't move.

But that's when I felt his heat... his fire... and every time he touches me, my defenses fall…

And he's well aware of it.

And he'd do it over and over... until I'd let him lead me back.

(if you are interested in the story, please let me know. I have finished the entire book in a separate doc, and I will happily post more chapters if people are interested)

“Alright,” Sebastian said. “Time for bed now.”

He then stepped over to the bed, starting to lower Ciel onto the mattress.

Ciel suddenly gripped tighter, clutching painfully onto Sebastian’s neck when the butler gazed down.

“Master?” he said then. “Will you kindly let go? It’s time for bed.”

Ciel shook his head. “No.”

Sebastian just gave him an amused glance and sighed in annoyance.

"Sebastian~!" I cried, arching my back as he dove deeper

"You're cries are beautiful, my lord. Scream louder." He shoved forward. "You must."

I then screamed—as he begged—eyes squeezing shut tighter. "Sebastian! Sebastian!"

"Yes, master?" he said, smirking.

I breathed shakily, gazed up at him as my chest raised up and down uneasily. "Harder."

His eyes glowed dangerously. "Is that an order?"

I nodded.

His smile widened a little. "Are you mine?"

I nodded again.

"Say it aloud," he whispered, leaning down to dust his lips with mine.

I breathed uneasily, gazing up at him as he pulled away. "I am yours. Every part of me, my soul, my body, my desires, my everything."

"Yes," he said gently, "and I am yours. I am your butler, and you are my master."

He then shoved harder, making me scream as my nails dug into his shoulders. "As you wish, master." He smiled. "Although, I must warn, be careful what you wish for."

He tackled me then, making me laugh when his body collided with mine.

**************

Yumi had finally accepted her love for Sebastian, but there were other tasks at hand. Murdering The Father, Edward, and that lovely Overtaker.

Three people under the heel of Sebastian's wingtip shoes.

They attempted to steal his master, they harmed his master, therefore... they shall not live.

After accepting the help with the loathing Grell, Yumi's servants, and Sebastian himself... they decide this must be the end.

Of the beings endangering his master.

Because she was his, and she forever will be his.

His master, forever.

****this book is a fanfiction, the idea, some characters, and story arc do NOT belong to me! They belong to the original creators of Black Butler and the author of it, as well, Yana Toboso

*******many images in this book do not belong to me, either! all except for the fan arts and my original characters!****

He is the reaper of souls... He is my moving shadow. He is the darkness swelling inside me. He is my black soul. But he will save me.  Sebastian Michaelis was known for his schemes-he was known as the devil hidden in the night-but he will not show unless he deems you worthy. A worthy soul. Even years later, I recalled the night of my parents murder, their blood staining my hands, and how I was hauled away from them by men in a van, and I was tortured for days. It wasn't until he heard my cry of despair that Sebastian came, and he promised me vengeance on those vile demons, on those who murdered my parents. He told me that all he wanted in return... Was my soul. So I signed a contract with him.  I recalled this happening before, because of my English ancestors who were stowed away in the UK; they always warned me from making a deal with the devil.  My parents told me a story of my great grandfather from hundreds of years ago; he who signed a contract with a vile demon in order to get revenge on his parents death. My great ancestor... Ciel Phantomhive. I never thought I'd fall in his shoes, but here I was staring into Sebastian's blood-red eyes. History really repeated itself, didn't it?  I made a deal with the devil, And I don't regret it one bit.

**I do not own the rights to this book, all the characters and story-arcs belong to Crunchyroll and the creators of Black Butler*******If you see the 200 parts and are freaking out, I recommend that you read them by Season. Three seasons are up as of today (August 5 2024), so check my profile out to see them!

"Black Butler: The Beginning" (Red: Season 1)

"Black Butler: Book of the Devil" (Red: Season 2)

"Black Butler: Book of Black" (Red: Season 3)****

"How can I trust you?"

"You'll have to learn."

Isabella Magaroth was just a child when her new family arrived, though her tale was quite different than anyone could've ever imagined. Four years after her father's death, Isabella encountered the prince of the lands, Blake, and forced herself to shy away despite him clearly being interested in her health.

In every tale, she had been made a maid, but in this tale, cruel unspeakable things happened in her household, and Blake vowed to his father that he would get her out at the right time; for if it was even a minute later, Isabella would've been murdered.

The moment Ella followed Blake into the forest, she wandered into a new world that—even in the medieval times—was considered unreal; a world of witches and angels, magic and sorcery, and Prince Blake was the center of it all.

For she had fallen for one of the fallen.

THEY CALL HIM RECKLESS

That was an understatement.

Sebastian was the most attractive, dangerous, horrifying man in the entire state of Washington.

He had secrets, secrets in that dark past of him, and I always struggled to understand his motive.

By daytime, he was sitting in class, silent, and taking notes all while doing good on his tests, and by the end of class, his dark eyes were on me, with that look I couldn't comprehend.

He is not who I imagine.

I feel like I know him, and then I don't. I find his motive, and then I find I'm wrong.

But I can't focus on him right now... there's someone out there, watching me. I need to keep my guard up, but at the same time...

I have a feeling Sebastian is centered around it.

I ask him, but he just teases me, he just dodges the question.

Sebastian... can you ever stand in the light? Or is the darkness the safest place for you?

I can see in those eyes... you have plans for me.

I just have to find out what.

******this is my own original work, please do not plagerize******

"Master, may I continue?"

I gazed up at him then, breaths shaking. "Do you mean... you... inside...?"

He nodded, eyes glowing dangerously.

I swallowed something hard but nodded.

WHY DID I NOD?

Was I going insane?

I should've said no! I should've slapped him across the face!

Sebastian just pulled away out of my sight and undid something on his pants.

Only two seconds later he was on top of me, and I stared up at him in question as he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine.

He pulled back a little. "Hold still."

***********

While Yumi remains silently asleep, waiting for her prince charming to wake her, Sebastian and Scarlet must go on a quest together to recapture their master's soul.

What Yumi doesn't know... is that she was with them the whole time.

Hidden with their bodies.

After his master was taken, Sebastian does not want to risk his belongings being stolen again.

NEVER AGAIN.

What Yumi doesn't know... is what lay on the other side. How would he react when she woke?

Pure sinning, that's how.

************

"Master... do you love me?"

A tumble of shock rushed through me then, and I stared at him, baffled at the question.

He waited patiently for an answer, eyes darkening.

But I pushed away my pride, my snottiness, and my self-righteousness. Because this was the end, this was my last moment, and I could be honest with him.

"Yes."

****this book is a fanfiction, the idea, some characters, and story arc do NOT belong to me! They belong to the original creators of Black Butler and the author of it, as well, Yana Toboso

*******many images in this book do not belong to me, either! all except for the fan arts and my original characters!****

"Don't underestimate me. I might look cute, but I bite," I told no one in particular.

"I love it when you bite," Sebastian said, smiling. "It makes the night more interesting."

"Shut up. I wasn't talking to you."

"Pity..." he gazed up, red eyes glowing dangerously, "because I don't look cute, I just bite. Especially how long I've been craving." He then caught my arm, making me shoot him a look. "Now come, master." His smile was all fox. "It's been a while since we've been alone together."

**************

Yumi Phantomhive never imagined falling for a man planning her demise, but here she was... lashes lowering as his face remained inches from hers, his breath teasing her lips.

It had been almost two years since she signed that contract with Sebastian Michaelis, her demon butler, but now he finally got fed up with her reluctance.

He was done with waiting for her to cave.

As they investigate a string of murders, Yumi is forced to attend a ball of Wonderland. Dressed as the white rabbit as the Mad Hatter remained at her side, watching and waiting.

Waiting for his master's command to kill everyone and whisk her away for another night, another night of alone time.

But something dangerous happens, his master is taken from him, and Sebastian isn't planning to let her kidnappers down easily.

Death.

For all.

*****

"I don't take well when people steal what's mine. Now give me my master back willingly, or I will break all your limbs one-by-one before finally giving you the release of death."

****this book is a fanfiction, the idea, some characters, and story arc do NOT belong to me! They belong to the original creators of Black Butler and the author of it, as well, Yana Toboso*******many images in this book do not belong to me, either! all except for the fan arts and my original characters!****

She is my obsession.

This isn't a normal love story, Sweetheart. The girl's no spitfire, the man's no saint.

We are both villains.

She is my obsession; I am hers.

I know my princess hates that prince, I know she will flee that castle.

I know she will follow me, and once she enters these woods...

She's mine.

*****

This isn't a normal fantasy romance. This is a story of a princess who happens to be a murderer, but all her murders are blamed on one man.

THE MAN IN THE MASK.

Any normal person would fear him, but not Alice. Alice happens to be intrigued by him... and she knows he's not so innocent either.

For he is also a murderer.

An obsession is what she has, but she knows her obsession isn't one-sided. For he had been watching her for some time now.

And little did she know, that he had claimed her as his own.

*****this is my own original work, please do not plagiarize****

"Mine. All mine. You're mine.""I am yours, yes... no matter how irritating you are every second of my life."Sebastian smiled then, eyes glowing a bright red. "You admitted it, master.""Shut it."*****Another task of Yumi unwinds when she invites a select few guests over with a cruise party, but when Sebastian is miraculously attacked one night, Yumi must find the culprit of his "murder." All while someone dark helps her in the shadows, another menacing presence."Master..." Sebastian said in amusement,  "did you really think it would be that easy to rid of me?""I hoped."He stared at me for a moment."Master... were you crying?"Sniffs. "No.""Awww, that's adorable. You were grieving me.""Shut up. I wasn't.""You're a very bad liar. Especially knowing that last night you thought I was asleep, and you unbuttoned my shirt and snuggled with my chest. Were you really that cold?""I don't know what you're talking about.""Mmm." He caught my chin and leaned forward, face inches from mine as I stared up at his demonic grin. "Liar."

******this is season three of my main fanfiction "red"*******the images in this book (including the cover) DO NOT BELONG TO ME****

He is the reaper of souls...

He is my moving shadow.

He is the darkness swelling inside me.

He is my black soul.

But he will save me.

Sebastian Michaelis was known for his schemes—he was known as the devil hidden in the night—but he will not show unless he deems you worthy.

A worthy soul.

Even years later, I recalled the night of my parents murder, their blood staining my hands, and how I was hauled away from them by men in a van, and I was tortured for days.

It wasn't until he heard my cry of despair that Sebastian came, and he promised me vengeance on those vile demons, on those who murdered my parents. He told me that all he wanted in return...

Was my soul.

So I signed a contract with him.

I recalled this happening before, because of my English ancestors who were stowed away in the UK; they always warned me from making a deal with the devil.

My parents told me a story of my great grandfather from hundreds of years ago; he who signed a contract with a vile demon in order to get revenge on his parents death.

My great ancestor... Ciel Phantomhive.

I never thought I'd fall in his shoes, but here I was staring into Sebastian's blood-red eyes.

History really repeated itself, didn't it?

I made a deal with the devil,

And I don't regret it one bit.

****I do not own the rights to this book, all the characters and story arcs belong to Crunchyroll and the creators of Black Butler****

*****If you see the 200 parts and are freaking out, I recommend that you read them by Season. Three seasons are up as of today (August 5 2024), so check my profile out to see them!

"Black Butler: The Beginning" (Red: Season 1)

"Black Butler: Book of the Devil" (Red: Season 2)

"Black Butler: Book of Black" (Red: Season 3)****

"You are mine."  **** Despite Yumi's reluctance, she had been giving into Sebastian's darkness every night since their first kiss, and she couldn't stop. As they investigate a string of missing teenagers, Yumi finds herself stuck in the blackness of her past, and the only way out is to crawl into Sebastian's arms. For he is the only one who understood what happened that night. The night he saved her. Although Yumi tries to remain unfazed, Sebastian knows that despite her reluctance, she was already his. Her mind, her soul, her body. It was only a matter of time before she cracked. She was his. Forever.

****this is season 2 of my main Black Butler fanfiction "Red"******I do not own the rights to this book, all the characters and story-arcs belong to Crunchyroll and the creators of Black Butler****I do not own the images in this book other than my oc characters**

"Ahn!" I cried, arching my back. "Sebastian, not so hard!" He remained behind me, a low smile crossing his face. "You can handle everything, but you can't handle this, my lord?" "It's too big!" I told him, breathing shakily. "I can't!" He just chuckled. "Please, my lord... can't you endure it a little longer? I've already started, you know." "Ah!" I said, sweat sliding down my temples. "Ah!" "Just a little longer," he promised. "I'm almost done."  ***** Sebastian Michaelis is back for another round of soul collecting, but this time, he was in for more than pure hunger. He wanted a specific soul, one from his one true love that died so long ago... Ciel Phantomhive.  After failing to collect Ciel's soul when his master fell ill at age 77, Sebastian spent years searching, and he finally found it... Inside Yumi Phantomhive; King Charles's guard dog in year 2024. And he found her at her most desperate time, signing a contract with her just as he did with Ciel. Being a servant, in exchange for her soul. His soul now. Fate really had us in a twist, didn't it? But Sebastian wasn't just in it for food, no. He had another pure and deep hunger that devoured him whole. His soul, not to eat, but to make his entirely. Determined to finally take what was his... Sebastian knew he'd break through her wall at some point. He did so with Ciel, didn't he?

***This is the first season to my main Black Butler Fanfiction, "Red". I hope you enjoy! ******I do not own the rights to this book, all the characters and story-arcs belong to Crunchyroll and the creators of Black Butler, I do not own the cover, either******This season is currently PG-13****

“Paris...?” I whispered as I entered the dark room, heart pounding at the menacing silence. “Paris? Are you in here?”

All my ears met were silence, and I was about to exit—to look somewhere else…

But I was shoved against the wall, crying out, though it was muffled by a hand.

“Shhh...” Paris murmured, voice low, “don’t scream.”

What was he doing?

But it only took a moment before I felt his hand slip in between my thighs, and I clenched.

He always knew I liked that. Goddamn it.

“I’m going to take you tonight,” he whispered in my ear, still covering my mouth as warmth pooled in my belly. “I’m going to take you and make you mine, will you let me?”

I nodded numbly, heart pounding.

“Good,” he responded. “Now I’m going to take my hand away, and you’re going to be a good girl and be quiet.”

I nodded.

And he took his hand away from my mouth, little whimpers escaping my lips while he kept stroking me.

He leaned forward, Me closing my eyes while I waited for the kiss, but he only whispered, “Let the games begin. Do you want to see who will win this game?”

I knew he was talking about who would climax first, but I still nodded despite me never doing this before.

“Say it aloud like a good girl.”

I winced as he kept stroking ever-so-gently. “Yes, please.”

*****

Riley Princes was a nineteen-year-old girl; a senior in high school and the graduating class of 2023.

But that’s when it all fell apart.

Years earlier, when Riley was ten, her father had been brutally murdered, which the police named manslaughter by a mugger.

But that was far from what happened.

When Riley turned eighteen, her best friend, Bella Swans was found murdered in an alleyway, and as her senior year passed, she was unhealthily determined to find the killer.

Until he came.

Paris Lucan, the boy she never even acknowledged came into her life, determined to break her habits.

She was going to get herself killed.

But despite Riley struggling to place if he was the killer, there was an even bigger secret he was hiding.

That he was the mafia king of California.

And even when he wanted to save her from the murderer, there was something else they both wanted.

And they weren’t sure how long it could hold back.

For Riley had a new obsession, another unhealthy determination that she couldn’t control.

Paris Lucan.

“Drip, Drip, Drip,” Mason said in her ear, his touch burning her skin like acid. “So red. So sweet, but yet so bitter.”

She winced when he ran the tip of the blade over the already open cut. “Stop....”

“Now,” he said quietly, though menacingly, “are you going to come willingly? Or will I have to kill everyone in this room and have you watch?”

She opened her eyes, finding the school empty.

But there’s... no one.

Then a voice entered her ears. “Let her go, you bastard.”

Malachi.

RUN ALL YOU WANT, LILY,

I'M FASTER

Sequel to Lily's Fallen Shadow

THIS IS A PREQUEL. THE ACTUAL BOOK IS ON AMAZON.

He terrifies me.

But I'm not sure if I care anymore.

Because I'm slowly giving in.

And he knows it.

RUN ALL YOU WANT, LILY,

I'M FASTER

THIS IS A PREQUEL. THE ACTUAL BOOK IS NOW ON AMAZON.

Crap.

I can't believe he caught me staring again...

He has that smile... The one that dared me to escape him...

I should hate him. He's a liar, murderer...

I don't trust him when he says he won't hurt me.

Yet some part of me... believes him...

He's crazy.

Completely insane.

And I don't know how to rid myself of him... because every time I run... he catches me...

And when I feel his arms around me... Skin on mine... My defenses fall...

And without knowing... I let him lead me back.