Time sure passed by as you felt pain and truth the same way at the same time. The heart that aches, it broke as I speak. The soar in my throat cannot bring out the voice. And it have let unspoken.
Time sure passed by, as I saw how bitter my life is. The innocence of my youth is farby gone and that how tragic what my eyes see.
Time sure passed by as I know what I am facing, and from what I am facing could lead to as many torn of my heart could see.
I just realized, I am not my mother's favorite, I just realized that favoritsm exist, my childhood was a lie...💔 and it broke me into tears knowing what a painful truth.
Hearing her words echo, I am not perfect, I love her dearly. But her loved was blurred by glory. The smiles in those wrinkles we're not by mine those efforts that I have we're wasted by default. I am not perfect, I am not perfect and never will.
I am not smart, I am not outspoken, I am not a scholar, I am not adored by many and I know I'll never be your pride.
I want to show you what's reality, I want to show you and open your eyes through equality. Because that way you'll learn to love me the same way...😞
                                -Zayrain Jewel💎