其實block大隻仔呢個諗法都嚟得幾突然，只係因為我碌碌下連登睇到個出軌post，入面有好多人分享自己發現伴侶出軌嘅經歷同埋心情。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMc6b370hw
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqZbnDDwiP
個post都有幾多頁，我用咗成個鐘睇晒每一個comment。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6LhFFkPsE
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmts9cGNBo
我內心稱唔上話好有罪惡感，但睇完個post，我開始不停喺度諗自己而家究竟喺度做緊乜。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhwxZuv2eQ
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YObYzG8eH
一開始我係好理直氣壯，覺得出軌嗰個人係大隻仔，就算佢唔搵我都會搵其他人，但而家我又開始有啲迷惘。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOiQUmQQ1I
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdMhBYeS2r
再加上約咗幾次，我發現自己對大隻仔嘅感覺有啲奇怪。可能係因為相處嘅時候幾啱feel，所以搞到我開始對佢有啲上心。不過我都係堅持將呢種感覺歸類為錯覺。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaMYt63UCy
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvbBzO0pjG
始終我對佢嘅了解真係好表面，就算沉船，都只係鍾意緊我幻想中嘅佢，而唔係真係鍾意佢。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIu6a6yE93
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnUeDQgImG
不過為免自己之後越踩越深，我都係決定block大隻仔。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmorOxJNodW
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU48K1D70X
我驚佢會好似之前咁挽留我，所以今次我冇再同佢講話想斷，而係直接block。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09Xh9y5LUL
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1NObexFod
呢個時候我先至有啲後悔當初話咗俾佢聽連登嗰個SM故係我寫嘅。咁樣感覺就算我block咗佢，我哋都好似仲會有種微妙嘅連繫咁。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZi2LPVzEv
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIPxWrqcMX
喺Block完大隻仔之後，我成個人突然之間變得好空虛，然後就不由自主咁陷入咗一個好emo嘅狀態。有時就算只係喺街聞到其他人身上有大隻仔嗰陣香水味，我個心都會即刻離一離。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pwHvYYoyp
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DEr1dM9RF
我覺得可能係因為我個人太得閒，所以當我嘅生活有一個人消失咗，就會好明顯空咗一忽咁。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hXaDtoHSI
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39yXog10me
為咗填補呢種空虛，我決定再搵啲嘢做下。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3IfBnkuwE
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuBcN4SWIT
我打算將同大隻仔之間發生嘅嘢寫低。一嚟係為咗打發時間，二嚟都係希望藉住寫低所有嘢整理一下自己嘅心情。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDe8xIqLcQ
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlutjw2JG2
寫SM故嗰個連登ac係我新開嘅，我本身仲有另一個舊嘅連登ac，都係寫故嘅。我打算將我寫嘅關於大隻仔嘅嘢post喺嗰度。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsjNAWG3em
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfNFfVMGMu
之後嘅日子，我交替咁寫SM故同埋關於大隻仔嘅新故。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLEIeH6LFe
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSTeV11Xoi
因為SM故有啲甜位都參考咗同大隻仔之間發生嘅事，兩個故變到有啲似，有時寫到我自己都有少少精神錯亂。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi7yCkzyO6
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozlKYWuFnL
同時我仲有嘗試再喺hmd match其他人，但最後都係發現同佢哋唔啱feel。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbh4USCo6f
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGMnFzhHL0
無論點都好，我嘅生活自此總算回復返平靜。除咗一開頭block完大隻仔嗰幾日同埋寫故嘅時候，我已經好少再諗起佢。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmwioBa69A
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c2a939uWJ
只不過呢種生活並唔係維持咗好耐。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs70kkOWMh
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi22jr7uwGT
事關除咗連登之外，我之前仲開咗個ig俾讀者follow，我都有喺連登宣傳過個ig。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGCVTrvUTI
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNpverGvRC
於是某一晚，我個ig收到一個dm。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfP36JIxT1
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rjVwtXSjv
係大隻仔。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Zh5UfblC7
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1J9oOyI0G
佢話佢見到我寫嘅新故，估到個連登ac係我，再睇埋我呢個ig po啲嘢就confirm係我。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMVfPgroam
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO88QW994Sm
佢話自己好怕啲人乜都唔講就走咗去。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsIMsxS8P9
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kBzr9pr7q
睇到佢dm我嗰陣，我唔知應該點覆好，唔通真係同佢剖白我嘅心路歷程咩。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtHNCRTfxP
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcrCBI8aUN
於是我唯有作個理由。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnbwiy8yxb
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJfxVQBcck
「好啦」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4Azq28lps
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkVhMWlYR6
「其實係因為我拍拖了」
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
