There’s so much to sort through, so much to get over and process182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6ovcQYm9Q
Because, even after everything,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME2S2dvc1S
The tears, the stress182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMZYrjybTW
I still fucking love you
God, you’re such a piece of shit 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Pnc4NI7GO
I can’t believe I feel bad for you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5GzFukLFI
I don’t know why I want to 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxILcvXih4
Why can’t I get over it 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eJyR8KEaf
Let go of you and watch you fall without clinging to you 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tH17ZzlF2
I hold onto you like it’s the only thing I was meant to do 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE2tr2Catk
I apologize to you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDKBzb5pUd
I apologize for things I shouldn’t have to 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh0jiICRoy
All because I don’t want to hurt you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYJ9cAAGZw
Because I could never hate you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6e4OpjZmv
But I never want to hear you, see you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBlcpVIMt2
I never want to know what it’s like to hug you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R44kG5eHV
Even if I wake up to regret it
But you’re so sick and twisted182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbuTAxrlUi
You take every memory and taint it 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKhJ7m1LGQ
You’re such a snake, a venomous tongue forked in two 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYOn3Cogky
Living alone in your solitude 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUQJMxmBem
But you take it with such fortitude
Do you feel like the man now? 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mYh6XzAq0
Now that you’ve torn everyone else down182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdr0Iuws68
Now that you’ve let me down 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWroEhInzO
Look around,
Watch the flames as they burn 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJCHIaAugw
Ashes fall and you’re left alone182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qBfVbtRpB
Now it’s your turn,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbUsNR0eOC
Try to find your way home
But there’s nothing and no one for you here 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ7Xj41VP3
Look at your children 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyavyj4jM2
Some filled with hate182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XR4dkW3Fh
Others filled with fear182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJG6FWvxjy
You’ve left me in the middle182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYWHMruget
The middle of hate and fear 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4upPGSd1C
You’ve left me in tatters over here 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcPiLl2gey
I await your apology every passing year182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ybeB4f4pE
But it’s becoming clear182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuumkmpz0t
I’m not going to find that by waiting here
My healing won’t start with you, it won’t start with me
Let’s see,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcmR0H09aR
What does it take to be free? 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqtxF50voE
Break the chains and release me 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx6ac4Zvvi
I’m not going to sink 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwlcsCJcmP
You won’t make me 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uc1Xl0LRB
You didn’t break me
You had me for a minute 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDAFxiS5Of
I chose to live in it182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9IjDgz405
I almost succumbed to it 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWcaBSyjEf
Almost lost myself in it 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkU5DBaZCl
But I’ve reached my limit
Crickets will sound as you leave this town 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRLAEgdIQK
I’ll be there in the background watching it all go down
Documentaries that once lived in my head 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qNZAlQPIK
They’ll be played out,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatAJYtwjoy
Scripts written and read aloud182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuR9CWVGn6
You’ll be the one reeling instead 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vi9KXjbN0
I’ll look ahead as you watch me cut the thread that connects my past to your present
Spare the pleasantries182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6jlhGoE4b
You’ll never be a necessity to me 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGW3v3VPV7
Not like you used to be182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpnDeXL1ii
You’ll always mean something to me182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y2sgkDSZk
Memories will live freely, rent free 182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdKcAavQxo
But they’ll never mean what they used to mean182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnzFEeJ5KA
And it’ll never be how it used to be
I'm enjoying each second as if to make it last182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLtyuyIlBW
You're watching me walk past182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGk8TLuDYR
Trust me dad182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MsJ7a5rSw
I’m not coming back
