I wish I could understand why I feel this way110Please respect copyright.PENANAUQqVznSBhB
Why flying doesn't feel the same 110Please respect copyright.PENANADIviixxan2
And the lows don't seem to fade110Please respect copyright.PENANAWTddO7FjGo
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 110Please respect copyright.PENANAf0pjEAdmmp
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart110Please respect copyright.PENANAVI4LKrd1fC
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 110Please respect copyright.PENANA1s1tffkEHU
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 110Please respect copyright.PENANAcIFffoWNfx
I'll convert this pain into something that works 110Please respect copyright.PENANAzQ1THLWGey
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 110Please respect copyright.PENANAq5Ye7BZhO0
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 110Please respect copyright.PENANABBh7CDseH6
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 110Please respect copyright.PENANAyp0zO1KUk8
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me110Please respect copyright.PENANAaxGqp0kVHW
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 110Please respect copyright.PENANAuyQfhlJknV
The breathing turns to drowning 110Please respect copyright.PENANAVg92sFDFjH
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 110Please respect copyright.PENANAymVW4phEW9
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms110Please respect copyright.PENANA9ROhN32Oz7
But no one welcomes me with open arms110Please respect copyright.PENANASiK6QrR5yj
Their love is fictitious 110Please respect copyright.PENANA9qnoXgDQIF
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle110Please respect copyright.PENANAfJlvIzG62p
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 110Please respect copyright.PENANA1AS0IgmXTd
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 110Please respect copyright.PENANAu2DEAPBiMq
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 110Please respect copyright.PENANAy0cS8lDxjQ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 110Please respect copyright.PENANAaunlNRgSB0
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 110Please respect copyright.PENANAoecoRGnHY0
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke110Please respect copyright.PENANAaRw6q4jSHO
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 110Please respect copyright.PENANAcFvJJOU6Sd
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 110Please respect copyright.PENANAgnGanp9MDK
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 110Please respect copyright.PENANA9paDwo8QhB
They get their way, nothing remains the same110Please respect copyright.PENANA99EpOffFiH
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 110Please respect copyright.PENANAe9NB9iT3qo
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 110Please respect copyright.PENANAqOc8ixFnsd
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 110Please respect copyright.PENANAVDNIB8FieD
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 110Please respect copyright.PENANAkbtP5NdhcU
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage110Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9r8DknTjz
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind110Please respect copyright.PENANATgY2L7n203
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 110Please respect copyright.PENANAdAnwuONGet
But full of myself and always on time 110Please respect copyright.PENANAIDFhtUgLsS
I admit that the crime is mine 110Please respect copyright.PENANAtsqWJTVQqD
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it110Please respect copyright.PENANACNLm6tboFC
The devil will lose his incentive 110Please respect copyright.PENANAoXaeQarrPH
The weak little girl, poisoned 110Please respect copyright.PENANAxl3XiKVNsc
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 110Please respect copyright.PENANA0aYAz2oBXr
Brick by brick 110Please respect copyright.PENANATn8UKoH54q
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 110Please respect copyright.PENANA8OhkqVbE2f
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 110Please respect copyright.PENANAxSnQMM7Bk1
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over110Please respect copyright.PENANAcP1Bg2jE2G
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 110Please respect copyright.PENANANCUQ90Gfd7
It's still right there 110Please respect copyright.PENANArQbANQ494s
The devil on my shoulder