I wish I could understand why I feel this way125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELoKV89o0e
Why flying doesn't feel the same 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XGtgfVyRL
And the lows don't seem to fade125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfhmvpsnC5
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56ujAknJ8q
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU8bdLZpFH
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NNKQpAUH8
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPMbcmUM24
I'll convert this pain into something that works 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDtJXIKIst
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEz9vV7dMS
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU5DhTRqXL
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsCaQ5eWrk
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlMIm93jpi
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbhCw4sATw
The breathing turns to drowning 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uTDaAzGg0
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYEw3AOHrT
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl1nW76QXb
But no one welcomes me with open arms125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubPdh9eG3x
Their love is fictitious 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxCC11bye7
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7RPl5dKYH
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1gvDrpQDo
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0YTkMsF8q
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHvCFaSs7s
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIlT3hTesb
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE94XwLBuJ
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL2ztxTQgY
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLsM3wsn6B
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMcne2rPNd
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5P6MhlIxR
They get their way, nothing remains the same125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe8uL3pz1e
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56ftvFak4b
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce3hNN0CuP
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKTZJ3NYOB
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnis0f33ua
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI07TwUAf3p
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4gjwWKIYf
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVXOQMqeu3
But full of myself and always on time 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdOs2N7eUq
I admit that the crime is mine 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT6KHxms7d
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfNBaWytub
The devil will lose his incentive 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnumYmqXV0r
The weak little girl, poisoned 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXcUALn6D0
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBScM5WfC2K
Brick by brick 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MSwAwGBKi
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnokXBHkrRI
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJws5UeQLv1
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNyE4nwe4o
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVWtcViGTp
It's still right there 125Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETWbR6vciH
The devil on my shoulder
