I wish I could understand why I feel this way148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3KGwW0t8q
Why flying doesn't feel the same 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ztzxRikus
And the lows don't seem to fade148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkgqUqvMbX
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyEQOVVtyk
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4R7SNeVej
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66t9VkA7Ts
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf52ysh47k
I'll convert this pain into something that works 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX5ULK5yGO
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7mm6p8It0
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rpGd48kOK
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJME2y239S
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTkdhX0tyM
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjaoMmzOPb
The breathing turns to drowning 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpARJYFyylV
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPQdFA77JH
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o8HeKed18
But no one welcomes me with open arms148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvXJAP4VIz
Their love is fictitious 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAnsiIzEQE
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GeEM6HAGe
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YD4RUR04F
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDQP9cz2IU
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2mDjJkwFQ
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAwrbCehOt
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmlhtigmh7
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFaRnpTRpV
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPKDWkqTXc
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjIkSqVGMI
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwnsWa5hjd
They get their way, nothing remains the same148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2zXizdidz
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4XPpvTItj
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd2ln1U51d
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HKdKmIdkt
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAqAmA3clM
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI6dTrUoRV
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMrEhPtegK
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡranZOi4Nmx
But full of myself and always on time 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKydHaDaGRr
I admit that the crime is mine 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LLQpXnIPv
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ033aeVEptK
The devil will lose his incentive 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQvVUP7B12
The weak little girl, poisoned 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk9AMH2h4j
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMCeiE8ZAe
Brick by brick 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0avqyJ6WqZ
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVMokikjev
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRnz4f82VT
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5IdX63KBb
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uvb3qnTep
It's still right there 148Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDuBuGooQo
The devil on my shoulder
