There's this girl in my class and I feel like she rlly hates my guts (let's call her Layla , and no this isn't her real name for the sale of her privacy.). So since I transferred to a new school after I fucked up at my old one (my grades were good I was just mentally fed up and was acting rlly horrible towards my classmates and that left an "impression".) and there I met Layla . I did talk to her a lot and we became friends in a way but I really didn't trust her (like at all) because she seemed very manipulative (my intuition is very accurate) so I tried keeping my distance with her . She's very strict about her own grades (the typical overachiever) and well I can't really blame her for that bcs well brown parents ig- but still , and somehow she saw me as "competition" ?? Because i apparently participate very actively during class ?? 😭 (I couldn't care less about my grades ._. ) so I decided to follow according to her wishes and way of thinking and actually paid attention during class (which made a rlly positive impact on my average grades) . The reason I couldn't care less about my grades is because I've set my priorities in life straight and already decided what my role in life will be (literally the only thing keeping me from committing). The first option is be a politician (we love feminism) in a country where the government is far beyond corrupt (aka my lovely homeland Pakistan) and take a stand (we hate injustice) , and completely devote my life to praying to God and following my previous religion. I feel these are the things that will sum up my life , before death (I might aswell get assassinated by western countries if I would take a stand as a justicial politician in an Islamic country but oh well , nobody else would be willing to take a stand or sacrifice the most precious and valuable thing , their sole life .) If that fails , I'll either just double major in literature and philosophy, and maybe try to apply at an Islamic university, specifically the prestigious Al-azhar University in Egypt. Those would be the two options in my life and neither of them really require me to be an academic role model or anything. But of course Layla thinks I'm really trying to compete with her 😭 like gurl no im not- I'm just in school bcs I'm there I would've long off kms but I'm still somehow alive .
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During Urdu lessons (the capital language in Pakistan) we were assigned a group project and my group had the best people (I was given the only task I'm good at , drawing so yeah a pretty good deal) and I started bragging to Layla how it was already obvious our group would get the best grade (she was in some other group THANK GOD 😭) and that made her really pissed and mad and she snapped at me and said :" You can't say that for sure." in a very angry tone and with an expression to go with it and I got the exact reaction I wanted . Later on she started crying when school was over (most likely because of what I said. But srs , are you rlly gonna pull out the crying card?? ) and only two of our classmates went over to ask what happened (she thought guilt tripping would really work but nobody gave a fuck) . Oh right funny thing somehow our group rlly did get the best grade 🤔 (I'm not complaining 😭) which was just ironic. Layla only talks to me when she feels that I'm in some sense below her , since she has this overly bubbly and energetic personality to shift attention away from her miserable household situation. She only bothers to have a conversation with me when I get a bad garde and she gets a good one (and no , it isn't the type were you're "comforting" your friend 😭). The first thing she always asks me is how the test/exam was or what grade i got in it. I might seem like a shitty person but you weren't there , neither do you know her , so who are you to judge me or any person at that .
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