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Hi! My name is ....
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You name me as you want. I dont care. Because, I'm nearing my end. Or should I say, my beginning.
My life on earth, in this body shall end soon... I wonder what the next phase would be... Hmmm...
You see long time ago, I was floating in a dark, living, breathing, nourishing, loving cave. I thought that was my life's destiny- where I was meant to be, meant to live and die.
Little later when I filled up the void, the nourisher pushed me out into the unknown!
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I was petrified! I was sure I was going to die!
Little did I know that my nourisher - my mother's womb was only a transisition vessel taking me from being an embryo to a human.
Little did I know, that I wouldn't die without the support of that loving cave. That the expulsion made me work to breathe, work to feed, work to ask for food... All that I didn't have to inside my mother.
I felt independent! Atleast I thought so...
The cradle and my mother's arms, I knew that was my world, where I was destined to be, to live and to die... Only until she set me down, walked away and beckoned me from afar.
I thought I was done for! A fish out of water! Only to realize the true purpose of my muscles, legs and arms.
I had reached out to my mother, waddled, toddled, fell, caught her hand and walked beside her...
I'm now independent! Or so I thought.
My mothers side was my world. Where I was meant to be, destined to live and to die there... Only until she left me behind at school.
I was lost! Hopeless! Until I figured a much larger world around me - teachers, friends and hobbies! I found the real purpose of my brain!
This time I felt independent and competent... Pfft... As if!
My friends, my school, my crush. I was so sure that this was my destiny- to live and die like this.
Only until I bloomed. They called it adolescence.
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In a nutshell, I learnt the true purpose of emotions and resilience.
Now I felt complete. More in control of myself.
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I was sure this was how I was meant to be. Self restrained, learning to act wise.
Only until I fell in love, married, fell in love all over again..!
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I understood what it meant to be a human.
Love, be loved. That was my destiny...
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Only until I became a grand parent.
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Watching the little ones make assumptions similar to mine made me get a look back at my life...
I wondered...
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Is this what I was destined for? To set rolling the cycle of this disillusioned destiny?
"Not really!", I counter myself.
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Each time I thought I was finally in my world, that I had reached my destiny, I ended up moving into a different stage. Evolving as a life form. Transforming into a better individual.
Hmmm...
Now as I breathe my last, I wonder, is this my destiny? To live, realize and die? Or is this too another transition- where I get to be able to leave the limits of this body and exist as myself alone...
Is that what a spirit is? A mere transformation from a material, humanoid world to the realm of the abstract- what they call the realm of ghosts?
Could a ghost simply be another word for this phase? Or maybe another transition from a spirit?
How would I know until I experience it?
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Now my conscience leaves me, the world darkens...
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Will the transition to a bodyless form be my final destination?
Or is it simply another step in my journey toward my true destiny?
I would find out soon enough. But I can't write about it anymore... Because writing is non existent in my next phase...
You have discover whether it's your final destination or whetether its merely another transition by your self...
By living through it...
Sayanora... To the world as I have known so far... Farewell...
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