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否定

碳基萌化物 碳基萌化物
Nov 19, 2024 22 2 Mins Read
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No Plagiarism!DZ5rvJ7c94fPHq4CQkIXposted on PＥNAＮＡ

我害怕孤獨渴望莫要有人離去，可我喜愛獨處不願坦然自我，又或者我早已經全然展現出來了，但因為無數的評價和標籤被遮蓋起來。

26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf8rYz5toU

無時無刻不在環繞我的是

「今天的我被討厭了嗎？」

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「會不會，所有的我都被否定了？」

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「如果我被否定了，那我是誰？」

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我記得，當我真心實意否定自己的那一刻。

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自我消失了

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但沒有完全消失，它還在掙扎，卡住我的思緒要出來大喊

「我在這裡！」

26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL1twqun0R

而真心實意的否定嚴嚴實實的壓住甚至砸碎它們，在我思緒中剩下最後的一個指令是

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「消滅自己」

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26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJixEfluS5S

然後，呼的一下，一個激靈我被拉回了現實，我看著手裡的剪刀默然。

26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDydBhDOAH

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我剛剛在做什麼？

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我在做什麼！！

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非常混亂，全是轟鳴的聲音，可我知道錯了，

現在很危險，我必須快點脫離這個狀態。

26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDTRgnYXYX

直到........ 我剪壞自己的髮，我知道它不會受傷，但我拼了命的告訴自己，我破壞好了！這樣就好了！！！

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趕快恢復正常，這樣不對！！！！

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然後.... 再去好好理好頭髮就可以了..........

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我很清楚知道自己怎麼了，卻不知道怎麼發生的，只能猜測，一直猜測和推測，但好像沒什麼意義。

26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPP33xGCNa

這件事很久以後直到現在，我知道，不要追究原因，即便我再想追究，也一樣。

26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfJf5Taw2H

那只是參考答案，一個意外而已。

26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0GNNUt99x

但卻也是一個很好的故事不是嗎？因為結局是美好的。

沒事就好了嘛，想那麼多為什麼？

沒關係的！

誰都會有不好的時候，過去了就好！

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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 短句
#2 人和“上帝”
#3 聽書
#4 白芒
#5 遊樂園
#6 夢
#7 它
#8 致我可愛的小詛咒
#9 心路
#10 榮耀
#11 希望？
#12 對話（1）
#13 對話（2）
#14 對話（3）
#15 否定
#16 對話（4）
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