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I woke up slowly in warm arms and when I was fully awake I looked up and saw Cheng-Han's face, he was still asleep and I slid out of his grip then walked downstairs. It was Sunday and basically, nothing was open, it would be best if we just stayed here for the day maybe I could make food for him....no I want him to survive. I sighed thinking of something special I could do for Cheng-Han but my mind went blank. I just walked back upstairs and laid back in my bed next to Cheng-Han... I don't think I've ever slept in the same bed as Xin in our entire relationship. I shook off the thought since today I shouldn't be thinking about Xin, I heard a small groan come from Cheng-Han's mouth and I smiled. "Morning Idiot..." I heard him mumble and I hit him lightly "Happy anniversary, " I said to him and he smiled "Wanna just stay here for the day and watch movies?" Cheng-Han asked and I nodded. After a comforting silence Cheng-Han got up from the bed and pulled me up, "What food do you have?" he asked and I scrunched my nose then he sighed "Come on, let's go buy stuff for the day so we can stay in after. I'll make your food" he said and I smiled then hugged him "Thank you, Cheng-Han" I said then pulled from the hug and we walked downstairs then out of the house. We walked slowly to the store and I closed my eyes to take in the scenery. "Watch out!" I heard Cheng-Han say before grabbing my hand and when I opened my eyes I felt my back against someone and I was looking at a car passing by. "Be careful" Cheng-Han said and let go of my hand but I grabbed back onto his "Why are you so shy, I don't care if people see us," I said then he tightened his grip and smiled. We walked to the store then bought all the ingredients that Cheng-Han needed. 'It's like when Xin makes me food when I visit him in Shanghai-" what am I thinking? Cheng-Han is the only person that matters today...you and him have been together for 1 year...but you and Xin have been together for 3... I let go of Cheng-Han's hand then fell mine upon my phone and pulled it out. Once I turned it on it was the same picture of Xin being dumb. Stop being dumb, Li, your mother taught you not to get hung up on people...but- nevermind stop acting foolish today only Cheng-Han matters. I look to Cheng-Han and he had a worried look on his face "You're crying...did I do something wrong?" he asked and my eyes widened when I wiped my face off with my sleeve and shook my head "No I'm fine...let's head home." I said and he nodded. After our walk home Cheng-Han made breakfast and we talked about school, we felt like a real couple that couldn't be separated. After breakfast we sat down on the couch and talked out everything that was going on and Cheng-Han kept bringing up stuff like telling the school about us and having a really public relationship but that just reminded me of Xin when he lived in Shanghai...he was bullied for dating me and Bondong is bullied for just liking guys here. By the time our conversation ended it was nighttime and my mind went to the gift I got Cheng-Han. "I have something for you." I said and his eyes brightened up "I have something for you too." I smiled, I grabbed the necklaces from in my room than came downstairs and Cheng-Han had his hands behind his back."You wanna go first?" I asked Cheng-Han and he nodded then pulled a picture from behind his back and it had tons of small pictures in it. Once I stared at it I noticed it was a heart around pictures of me and him together. I smiled then hugged him tightly "I'm guessing that means you like it?" he asked an I mentally face palmed "No it means I hate it..." I said sarcastically and he smiled. I pulled out the necklace for and he stared at it then I lifted the ring that was at the end "it has the letters C and L engraved into it. So we are always together..." I said nervously thinking he wouldn't like it till I saw a smirk on his face, "I love it." he said and I smiled. I put it on him then put on another ring that had the same letters put on it. "I have one last gi," Cheng-Han said and I looked at him curiously then he grabbed my collar and pulled me down the kissed me and my eyes widened...I pulled out of the kiss then stared at him and he looked worried then looked at his feet. "I'm sorry..." he said and I just shook my head "No no no don't be sorry, you just surprised me," I said to him and he just looked at me. An awkward silence rose and I just got into my own head. Why did you pull out...he just surprised you...you wouldn't pull out if it was Xi-...Li stop thinking of him! I'm hooked on to him...what do I do? I did what was best then grabbed my phone and went to my room "I'll be right back I have to do something." I said then Cheng-Han just nodded. Once I reached my room I went to me and my mother's text strand.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXykICoaGuE
Li: Mom I need your help.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vlnGLlWvX
Creator: Yes? You seem off440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGx3N8CoZ3
Li: You told me I should never get hooked up on a guy but what if?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIrrW6bPXH
Creator: Leave him. He will hurt you in the long run.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYmyQREIIb
Li: But.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMIVgVjWC3
Creator: Li. You trust me right?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxjCpV4sHZ
Li: Yes440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj82YBqsHBi
Creator: Leave Him.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9xMDtucpH
Li: Yes Ma'am... Whatever you say440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkWNwUbHur
I breathed in for a second then looked at what she said again and again. After a long second, I went to me and Xin's chat.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbNWcl9Zv8
Li: Xin, I think we should break up...it was a good run but...I really don't know what to say, I hope you understand.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOUJ3E1SIw
Xin: Bye...You taught me I really shouldn't trust people...you remind me of my mother. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT64RqGxTHV
What....he just...he sounded defeated. Xin...what happened in your past to make you like this?440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemtsgQAdrE
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I sat on my couch slowly waiting...I don't know when I'm gonna go to Li's house but soon. I looked out my window and it was nightfall but I didn't care since Li is probably still awake by now. I got up from my couch and grabbed the figure I bought Li and started walking slowly to his home. On my way, while I was walking down his street it was silence and amonus like something was supposed to happen. I brushed off the feeling and I reached Li's home...before I walked up I saw the light was on and I looked at his window. I backed up a little when I looked through it...it was Li and Cheng-Han together. At first, I thought it would just be they are hanging out but then he kissed him. I wanted to just go in and punch Cheng-Han but Li...i stepped back and turned around, ran home as fast as I could. I didn't want to think of what I saw, it kept going through my mind...I closed my eyes and kept running. Then I heard a horn...I opened my eyes and saw a car then dipped before it passed and I landed on my stomach. When I looked down I saw the figurine I bought Li it was just broken and I felt tears come from eyes. I got up and left the remains of the ground then ran home, once I opened my door I went upstairs and laid in my bed. I wasn't really lying down it was more scrunched up like a baby but I shouldn't be crying over him should I...he cheated. I just closed my eyes till I heard my phone buzz and it was a text from Li...i didn't even know what to think. I couldn't read him anymore its like he was a stranger then I opened our text strand and read the message.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQguJfmRl9Z
Li: Xin, I think we should break up...it was a good run but...I really don't know what to say, I hope you understand.440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekuEBuTI43
Xin: Bye...You taught me I really shouldn't trust people...you remind me of my mother. 440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKvEowUPYe
I just texted whatever I could say...Li abandoned me...he wasn't Li anymore but why. I exited the chat then went off of our text strand and went to his contact and blocked him then felt the part of me that wanted to punch them...I threw the phone then got up. I walked downstairs and out the door. I felt dull...empty...there was no point for me to be here. I came here for Li, I walked to the street slowly then saw the bright lights of a car and when I felt it near I did what came to mind...I jumped in front of it. When I did so I felt my life soar in front of my eyes and when I came up his face blurted...Why did he do this? Who made him like this?
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