It's been a few weeks, a month and a half. Remember? You can't have paradise forever, you'll eventually be lose it.
Adam's P.O.V
I woke up groggily, my eyelids heavy and my neck was sore. My shirt had been off, revealing the tattoo on my left shoulder. I turned and saw Ross on the other side of me, sleeping. I turned and snaked my arms around him.
I snuggled up close to his body, he too was shirtless. But that's nothing new. I yawned as my eyes closed. I heard him grunt, and he had been awoken.
Ross's P.O.V
I awoke and felt Adam's body entangled with mine. I turned and looked at him. He was looking a little sick. I let him keep me there. It was comfortable, no doubt about it. It was about an hour and a half until he let me move. I turned my body, facing him.
Tears were stained on his face as he looked back at me. I wiped away the forming ones and kissed his forehead.
"Just let me burn...I will burn first..." He paused.
"God I've tried..am I lost in your eyes...?"
I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him close. He buried his head under my chin as his embrace trapped me. I soothed him by rubbing circles into his back.
"Just let me burn, it's what I deserve..! God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes..?!"
I pulled away slightly and brought my hands to the sides of Adam's neck.
"I think I've lost my mind, yet I'm feelin' so alive. But what a pity, you're so pretty. Lookin' through the bars and I see my everything."
I brought my lips to his, giving him a quick kiss. He smiled at me. I closed my eyes and kissed him again. This time, rougher, longer, sweeter. He kissed back, pressing his lips harder against my own.
It didn't last long enough to leave us breathless, it was just a longer kiss.
We were on our sides until we decided to get up. I looked at Adam, noticing he really did look pretty sick. He looked down and all I can do is wonder what he was thinking.
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ROSS'S THOUGHTS
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We're born to live
We're born to die
We're forced to swallow these pills and to never ask why
What I've become?
Why can't you see?
That everybody, everybody, everybody's
Everybody's got this disease
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I got out of bed and trudged over to the bathroom, where we kept all the medicines. I grabbed a bottle of Aleve. I took out two of the blue pills and got a paper cup, filling it with cold water.
I went back into our room, and Adam was lying down again.
"Adam."
He grunted.
"Take this."
I set the pills and the water on the nightstand. I watched him take down the pills with the water. He groaned, his head was probably killing him. I sat beside him, messaging his neck and shoulders to help soothe the pain.
Jin's P.O.V
Another day at work, just another day of recording. I, no doubt, loved my job as YouTuber and getting to work with Adam was a real honour. I smiled as I walked pass John, Max, Nick, and Jake. Usually Ross and Adam were in by now, or at least one of them.
I wonder where they are...
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JIN'S THOUGHTS
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I just can't escape
It's like you're here with me now
But the words you say
They always seem to fade out
Since you've been away
I'm just a face in the clouds
Some day, some day
I know you're coming back down
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Adam's P.O.V
Ross kissed me goodbye and I was left alone for the rest of the day. A great thing that Mason didn't cry so much. I sighed and felt blood pounding in my head, it hurt like hell. I could only lay there in pain. If this is what Ross felt like when he was sick, I feel so bad for him.
I raked my fingers through my thick, dark, semi-curly hair. Feeling each strand brush against my pale skin.
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ADAM'S THOUGHTS
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Does everybody in the world have to fucking die?
Does everybody in the world have to fucking die?
Does everybody in the world have to fucking die?
Everybody in the world has to fucking die
But it's
Just a
Another
Shallow
Man
Zipped up
In a
Body
Bag
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Words slammed against my mind as they echoed in my ears like insanity. As if I were living a cage of maniacal laughter.
Come all you weak
Come all you wicked
I got some heart, but we get it bitches
I could only question my sanity at this point as I closed my eyes.
Maybe I can sleep off the pain.
Third Person P.O.V // No One's P.O.V //
Adam was sleeping while Ross went to work.
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Max was in his office, recording a video of "X Run" with Ross and Barney in Minecraft. Max wasn't the only one tired.
Barney wasn't as energetic, Ross was still groggy, Nick hadn't gotten his coffee yet, Scott wasn't here. It was quiet around the office.
Adam has learned to mature, especially when he got a kid. But especially now that he's with Ross.
Mason was a handful, but he was quiet. Hours on end, Ross was anxious.
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