一
要講我同C先生嘅故事之前，首先要交代一下L先生呢個「男二」角色。我係Tinder認識佢，傾計時十分投契，唯獨就係無乜feel，總係無嗰種心動、心跳嘅感覺。記得當時同佢第一次出嚟見完面之後，我問E小姐應該點。佢同我講：「如果你對佢無反感，可以試下繼續相處下先，慢慢就會愈黎愈鍾意。」日久生情，會嗎？
二
直到某一個禮拜六晚，我跟著Little J去咗一間樓上嘅gay bar到玩。嗰次係我第二次去，同第一次去嗰陣一樣，我成日四圍望，然後發現遠處有一枱嘅一個男仔成日望嚟我哋呢枱。一開始，我以為佢望住嘅係Little J，直到後來先知道原來佢望緊嘅係我。而佢亦係呢個故事既主角──C先生。到大概凌晨四點，C先生喺遠處做咗一啲手勢，但其實一開始我根本睇唔明佢嘅手勢，後來估估下先知道佢原來想叫我去佢哋張枱到玩。
喺我嘅眼中，佢似乎對我有啲興趣。當然，有一樣野我係直到而家都搞唔清楚嘅：究竟係因為佢見到我成日望過去，對到眼所以主動approach我；定係調返轉，我望過去嗰陣咁啱見到佢望我，最後佢決定approach我。真相究竟係點樣，我唔知道，大概只有C先生知道。反正我由嗰一刻開始已經被佢迷住了，而嗰種心動、心跳嘅感覺，係我從來無喺L先生身上感受到過嘅。大概就係呢種反差同對比，令到我更加沉迷於C先生。
但過咗無幾耐，Little J同另外兩個朋友就示意話想走，於是我帶著不捨跟咗佢哋走。不過喺走之前，Little J幫我同C先生交換咗IG。搭車嗰陣，Little J不斷教我點樣喺第二日flirt C先生，但我根本無留心聽，因為我相信，如果C先生對我有興趣，佢會主動搵我。
三
返到屋企之後，我就好似一個中咗魔咒嘅人一樣，不斷諗起成晚嘅經歷。我徹夜睡眠，不斷地聽著Taylor Swift嘅Enchanted:
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiClshzON4n
Same old tired, lonely place370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTCpZqiplk
Walls of insincerity370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1p8HtS3QI
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK136lJaA25
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered "have we met?"370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkg5IvcEUG
Across the room your silhouette starts to make its way to me370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUhG6GBnRT
The playful conversation starts370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoN8LOYaIM
Counter all your quick remarks, like passing notes in secrecy370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboPz3QnhM0
And it was enchanting to meet you370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcggYjAOXe
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofHz15VFkz
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9g4QEMU1D
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9MLMEXuDS
I was enchanted to meet you370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVhNTVU1F9
This night is flawless, don't you let it go370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEf4nnMPqG
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT99CjOVk3R
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtKF7Qpw6b
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that this was the very first page370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJXf4pnY7B
Not where the story line ends370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgnuVseJtL
My thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd28eR9L6qJ
These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too soon370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnedBtMXQid
I was enchanted to meet you370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLn727yDU9
Please don't be in love with someone else370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9FBtHWflV
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
第二日，我好仆街咁同L先生出街，但同之前嘅約會有一樣明顯唔同嘅地方──就係我會刻意避開佢嘅貼近，而且全程不斷睇住電話。無意中，我打開IG，發現原來早喺我離開酒吧之後，C先生已經留低咗一句：「你太早走了」。但奇怪嘅係，點解當時我部手機無即時收到notification？但這一切都唔重要，重要嘅係：C先生主動搵我了。我將呢件事話俾Little J聽，佢即刻話：「有下文！」
四
以下係我同E小姐嘅聊天記錄，記錄咗去完bar當晚結束後小鹿亂撞嘅心情。而家睇番，發現有一句說話真係講得好啱：Karma is a bitch。
[04:50, 8/9/2020] Me: there’s a guy
[04:50, 8/9/2020] Me: made me 心動
[04:50, 8/9/2020] Me: omg
[04:50, 8/9/2020] Me: maybe just becoz this is the first time
[04:50, 8/9/2020] Me: or idk
[04:50, 8/9/2020] Me: tell u more tmr
[04:50, 8/9/2020] Me: but i dun think i can sleep
[04:51, 8/9/2020] Me: kind of enchanted
[04:51, 8/9/2020] Me: omfg
[07:22, 8/9/2020] Me: 真係訓唔著
[11:16, 8/9/2020] Me: 突然發覺 咁樣比人撩一撩 仲醉過飲十杯cocktail
[11:47, 8/9/2020] E小姐: 比人撩係開心既
[11:47, 8/9/2020] Me: 睇下有無後續 佢會唔會ig 搵我
[11:48, 8/9/2020] Me: 因為撩人could be casual thing instead of seriously express 好感 to someone i guess (?)
[11:50, 8/9/2020] Me: 係bar 撩其他人一齊玩可能唔係咩事
[11:50, 8/9/2020] Me: 只係我未試過先放大左呢種經歷同感覺
[12:11, 8/9/2020] Me: 原來佢尋晚有dm 我 但無notification
[13:40, 8/9/2020] E小姐: 但So far點 係咪情場老手
[13:40, 8/9/2020] Me: 我覺得係
[13:41, 8/9/2020] E小姐: 傾得開心就好 life is too short
[13:41, 8/9/2020] E小姐: Date him out tonight
[13:42, 8/9/2020] Me: tonite????
[13:44, 8/9/2020] E小姐: 趁未冷卻
[15:40, 8/9/2020] E小姐: 傾成點
[15:40, 8/9/2020] E小姐: 有冇約到
[15:41, 8/9/2020] Me: not yet
[15:41, 8/9/2020] Me: 佢返酒吧
[15:41, 8/9/2020] Me: sounds player?
[16:42, 8/9/2020] E小姐: Why do you care, you yourself is a player
[23:53, 8/9/2020] E小姐: Cannot believe you didn’t realised it
[23:54, 8/9/2020] E小姐: All the things you said about being attracted
[23:54, 8/9/2020] E小姐: By this 花花世界
[23:54, 8/9/2020] Me: yes
[23:54, 8/9/2020] Me: i told u last week
[23:54, 8/9/2020] Me: i knew this would happen..
[23:55, 8/9/2020] E小姐: 要接受自己是多情的人了嗎
[23:55, 8/9/2020] Me: 但我一早都講過
[23:55, 8/9/2020] Me: 話同L先生無花火
[23:56, 8/9/2020] E小姐: And that means....?
[23:57, 8/9/2020] Me: 差咁d 囉
[23:57, 8/9/2020] E小姐: What about this new guy
[23:58, 8/9/2020] Me: 心動
[23:58, 8/9/2020] Me: yes
[23:58, 8/9/2020] Me: i had 心動
[23:58, 8/9/2020] Me: which i dun have with L先生
[23:58, 8/9/2020] E小姐: Lucky
[23:59, 8/9/2020] E小姐: I forgot what that’s like lol
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